Self-illness

"Doctor Chen, I'm sick."

"Ok, I know."

"Doctor Chen, I'm really sick."

"Ok, I know."

"Doctor Chen, I'm sick, really sick."

"I trust you, so sleep well now, or the police will come looking for you again."

"I'm really sick, hahahaha."

Seeing the man on the hospital bed with staring eyes and excitedly shouting "I'm sick" from time to time, Chen Yizhuan went out of the room and let out a long breath, signaling the nurse next to him to give the medicine: "As usual today, there is a regular record, see Can his kid say anything else besides this sentence?"

"Don't you still say you want to have sex?" The nurse poured water, and couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled.

"Tsk, I said you girls should be more serious, and keep an eye on me." Chen Yiyang raised the medical record in his hand and patted the nurse on the shoulder: "I'm on duty today, and I can report any situation at any time."

"Yes, our Chen Kuang, Chen Yi is a workaholic." The little nurse stuck out her tongue at Chen, and trotted away to avoid the second attack.

Chen Yi flinched and shook his head helplessly.I don’t know when everyone gave her the nickname of Chen Kuang, especially her workaholic history. She still has some time before becoming a full-time employee. As a related household, she is at best an odd job behind a formal doctor.At present, it is said that it is formal but not formal, and the internship is not considered an internship, so I have to do both things that can be done on both sides, and everyone assumes that this embarrassment is her desperate effort.

"Doctor Chen, the principal is looking for you." As soon as the elevator door opened, Li Nuowen walked in.He is a third-year senior, and also the deputy dean, the protégé of his father Chen Changdong, and the best candidate for his future son-in-law.To be honest, although Chen Yi considered himself a serious perfectionist, he really didn't find any major faults with Li Nuowen.

Li Nuowen, male, 30 years old, height 182, weight unknown, with shoulders and shoulders, long legs and long legs, handsome facial features are very masculine, thick black eyebrows, slightly upward publicity.When they met for the first time, Chen Yi recognized the man's appearance, which was standard and attractive.But she just didn't have the urge and love to be together in her heart. She even thought about whether she needed to take a friend's advice and test whether the three hormones were normal.

"Oh. Got it." Chen Yi moved his body and stood a little further away from Li Nuowen: "Why is there blood on your coat?"

Li Nuowen looked down at the corner of the white robe, patted it with his hands, and said with a smile: "You can notice this. Just now there was another suicide in Ward 307. I don't know where the broken tiles I picked up cut my arm bloody. "

"Her. It's the third time this month." Chen Yi thought of the girl named Lin Qing who was admitted to the hospital with severe depression and didn't like to talk.Like, why can't I die.At that time, Chen Yigang's first reaction was to ask her: Why can't you live?Lin Qing smiled contemptuously at the time: Because death is easier, more refreshing, and more joyful.

"So does she have any new world language today?"

"Huh?" Li Nuowen frowned slightly as if thinking, crossed his hands on his chest, and the elevator just opened.When Chen Yi walked out, he was stunned: "Oh, she asked, I want to die, why are you people stopping me?"

Chen Yi turned around and looked at Li Nuowen with a half-smile and shrugged his shoulders: "Yes, why?"

The elevator doors close before your eyes.

At the door of the vice president's room, Chen Yi straightened his hair, took a deep breath, stood still, and raised his hand to knock on the door.

"Come in."

"Dean, you are looking for me." From the first day she entered the hospital, the man in front of her began to play two roles in her life—boss and father.Chen Yi didn't want to become a real workaholic, let alone a person like his father who devoted himself to work.

"Well, here is a document for you to read."

"Ok."

"It's a rather special patient, and the family members require open treatment." Chen Changdong stated blankly: "Because I'm worried that my daughter's admission will affect her reputation, which is not good. And because the patient is not willing to receive treatment, it may require treatment." We took the initiative to go through some less formal methods to treat it."

Chen Yi lowered his head and opened the document in his hand.Playing truant, fighting, brawling, wine rack, jumping into the sea, words of rebellion poured into his eyes one by one.Shouldn't this be handed over to the Public Security Bureau for management?She glanced at the head of the page. On the ID photo, a girl whose hair was all tied up and with neat and clean features was showing her teeth slightly.Looking at the name again, Chen Yi smiled helplessly.

Kou Kuaiguai, female, 23 years old.

"What is the main disease." With a smile on his face, Chen faced Chen Dongchang expressionlessly: "Why appoint me?"

"First, you are about to become a full-time regular. This patient just happens to be your internship exam, and you are fully responsible. Second, the family members explained that they have seen male doctors before, but the results were very poor. The patient's self-psychological awareness is very strong. Our hospital temporarily Only your conditions are relatively suitable." After Chen Changdong finished speaking, he waved his hand as usual: "Work hard."

"clear."

Chen Yi turned around, paused for a while when opening the door, then turned and walked back, facing Chen Changdong: "Didn't it mean that homosexuality has been removed from the list of mental illness programs?"

Chen Changdong didn't look up: "Well, that's right."

"That's..."

"Homosexuality is no longer listed as a psychiatric case, but it doesn't mean that the word homosexuality has been removed from people's thinking. What's more, what you do is psychotherapy, not psychiatric treatment. Just treat it as an amateur study."

"Ok."

Even with the door closed, Chen Yi still felt the chill from inside the room.Since my mother passed away, my father has become more and more silent. One of the father and daughter goes to work and the other goes to school, and the meals are basically settled outside. Apart from drawing living expenses from the bank on a regular basis and visiting the elderly together during the Chinese New Year, there is little contact with each other. .

At the beginning, Chen Yi also wondered whether he really came here because of the comprehensive strength of this hospital, or just to get closer to his father. After time and research, Chen Yi felt that the second reason sounded like a A joke that can't be laughed out loud.

"No matter how you look at it, it's a big task for you."

Li Nuowen, who put on a gray suit, gave off a very spacious feeling. Chen Yi sighed and leaned on his arm: "Let me borrow it for a minute."

"It's okay to borrow for a lifetime." Li Nuowen joked a little, raising his hand to wrap Chen Yi in his arms.

"Don't move, just stand like this for a while."

"It looks like a heavy heart, what's the matter?"

Li Nuowen put his hand up, and Chen Yi pushed the person in front of him away: "Really, I told you not to move, not to move."

"Okay, let's do it again." Li Nuowen rubbed his eyebrows in embarrassment, and chased into the elevator. : "You woman is really strange."

"In my opinion, everyone in the world is weird, like my dad, I've known him for almost 30 years, and I still haven't gotten used to it. Isn't there a term for stimulation and adaptability? It means that people will I feel uneasy about things that I can’t understand and accept, and I feel irritated, but with the passage of time and the frequent occurrence of events, it is easy to get used to it and no longer feel strange. But I have watched my dad for so many years, and I still feel that he is old. It stimulated me, and made me wonder what kind of species my father is." Chen Yiyue spoke faster, and when he thought of his father's cold appearance, he felt a flame running wildly in his heart.

"It's rare to see you confide in your heart. I didn't expect you to have such a big opinion on the dean. Although he is usually a little serious to you, from the perspective of an outsider like me, he still cares about you in all aspects, such as work, He is also very concerned about learning. You see, this must be a good case in your hand."

Li Nuowen raised his hand and tapped the information on Chen Yi's hand.

"This?" Chen Yi shook his head: "Do you know what it is? Psychotherapy? Homosexuality."

"Well, this is not like the dean's style. Isn't homosexuality not included as a case?" Li Nuowen stretched out his hand to Chen Yi: "Let me see."

"Rules." Chen Yi carried the documents behind his back and walked out from the elevator on the second floor, raising his hands: "Happy get off work."

Li Nuowen didn't intend to leave work, and continued to follow: "What do you think of the question Lin Qing asked?"

Li Yihu held the information, raised his head slightly, and thought while walking: "Exactly, why do you stop me from dying?"

"Yes, what do you think of the answer?"

"It means that from my personal point of view, I really can't find a good reason to refute her. Since her goal in life is to seek death, why should we stop her." Chen Yi paused for a while, then continued: " But from the perspective of the world vision, everyone lives for life, and you live for death, which is against common sense, anti-humanity, and unfeasible, so I want to represent the world to save you, torture you, and punish you."

The more Li Nuowen heard it, the harder it was for him to hold back his smile: "You really shouldn't be a psychiatrist. You can't finish being a religious propagandist or pastor, or a fantasy novelist."

"I also regret it now. When I finish visiting all the patients here, I will compile their wonderful words into a compendium. It must be a great collection of philosophical thoughts. Ordinary human beings will see the truth in the words of mental illness " Chen Yi spoke, nodding himself affirmatively: "It's very good about this."

"You have kept back. The idea is worthy of encouragement, but I have been worried that one day in the future you will not become my fiancee, but my patient." Li Nuowen just finished speaking, and greeted the door. There was a gust of wind, and the door slammed shut.But it was opened soon, and Chen Yi poked his head out through the crack of the door: "Let me confirm, first of all, you are very right to worry that I am not your fiancee. Second, there is absolutely no way I will become your patient. "

The door closed, and opened again after a while: "By the way, if Dr. Li is off work, please don't block the door. The nurses' ability to make up stories is much better than those patients with severe hallucinations."

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