Self-illness

[2013, November 11.It was cold and windy.

In the morning on an empty stomach.

Instant noodles at noon.

Takeaway fried rice in the evening.

The warmth in the south has finally come to an end, and winter is getting closer and closer.

I came to accompany Xu Mi for several interviews in the past few days, but the results were not satisfactory, but the acceptance rate was good. She always changed her mind on the spur of the moment. No matter what, she had enough reasons not to take the job, and the biggest reason was that she was not used to it. Unable to adapt, some even went to trial work for a day or two and then stopped.

She said it was too dull, and she didn't experience the feeling of life at all.

I don't know how to persuade her.

Sometimes Xu Mi is like a wise man, chasing facts too much, trying to figure out the essence of everything, so he doesn't trust anything he can easily see.But for the real world.But sometimes I am more like a child, using my own understanding to define everything, so that when encountering things that I cannot imagine and understand, I will become at a loss, lost and sad.

Does that count as a mental illness? 】

Kou smiled obediently, looked at the thick book of psychiatry on the table, and tapped his cranky head with a pen to continue writing.

[However, I still hope that she can get out of her own world and get in touch with more people, not just random people like me who love her but can't protect her, who are purely obsessed with her body and mind but can't share her happiness Anger is just like an indifferent spectator.What she needs is someone who teaches her to live a good life. 】

Under the signature is a small doll with long hair.

After getting up to pour a glass of water, the phone on the table rang.

Kou obediently glanced at the incoming call and reached out to pick it up.

"What's wrong with Mingyue?" Before she could answer, her throat tightened: "Is Thirteen okay?"

Ke Mingyue on the other end of the phone should be pushing her glasses again: "In addition to Shisan, you should also pay more attention to the existence of the piano shop and me, okay?"

"Tsk, if you have something to say, just talk about it, every time you answer the phone, nothing good will happen." It doesn't matter if Shisan has an accident.

"Didn't you say earlier that we need to recruit a full-time teacher?"

Ke Mingyue didn't talk about it, Kouaiguai really didn't have much impression: "Well, yes."

"I've been doing it lately. Don't ask you to pay your salary and you'll get dizzy again." Ke Mingyue rolled her eyes countless times for Kou obediently checking the accounts.

"You mean you found it?" Kou obediently laughed twice: "The salary budget is not much, don't invite too good ones."

"How should I put it, there is one that meets the low salary at present, but it's a bit embarrassing." Ke Mingyue sighed: "People say that there is no salary requirement, if it is difficult for her to work here, she can just give it whatever she wants."

"It's not good if the aptitude is too bad." Kou obediently reminded Ke Mingyue: "If there are few students in the piano shop, you can just let it go, but if the teacher is too bad, it's better not to have it."

"Aptitude, I don't know how many times better than you. Anyway, I can't reach his level. I guess I can't find the second best in Fangyuan." Ke Mingyue's words are full of obedient contempt for Kou, After all, Kouaiguai is just an amateur guitarist in comparison, and has nothing to do with music majors.

"Why did you come to such a small piano shop with such good conditions." Kou obediently squeezed her sore shoulders: "Speaking of the main point, answering the phone is tiring."

"The problem is that she seems to be a little disabled." Ke Mingyue's tone was full of regret.

"No wonder, what kind of disability is it?" Kou obediently became a little curious, but if it's just a mild symptom, it's not unacceptable.

"She came for the interview in a wheelchair." Ke Mingyue sighed.

"Is this a little disabled?" Kou obediently wanted to hang up the phone: "Our manpower is small, this will definitely bring a lot of unnecessary trouble, forget it."

"Really stop thinking about it?"

Ke Mingyue seems to be very optimistic about this person.

"Parents don't have a good impression, forget it, you can look at other things."

Looking at the time, Kou obediently put on some clothes, packed her wallet and went out.

The place where I live is relatively quiet and dilapidated, the cracked concrete road is covered with fine sand, and the countless fine sand suddenly becomes noisy, Kou subconsciously leans to the side.

Hiding in the dark, it was indeed an octopus that hadn't seen each other for a week: "Hello."

"Hi, first time meeting, please take care of me."

This is the opening language that is often used when two people meet.

"What are you going to do?" Octopus took Kou's obedient arm, leaned close to the long hair on her shoulders, and took a deep breath: "I like the smell on my body so much."

"Buy groceries."

"That's great, you know I'm coming?" Octopus's eyes lit up: "Do you want to teach me how to cook?"

"Stew the soup, eat it outside by yourself, I've already had dinner."

"After eating, you still make soup."

"You have a lot of questions." Kou obediently changed the topic: "Have you attended all the classes this week?"

Octopus made a triumphant gesture and frowned, "Of course, my dad promised me to use the car in the garage during the winter vacation. Cool."

"You are so beautiful."

"Hey, do you feel any different about me?" The octopus stuck out its tongue and asked a question that he was more concerned about.

Kou smiled obediently and said nothing.

"I read the book very hard for a week, and my dark circles have come out, you see?" The octopus peeled the skin and let Kou read it obediently.

"I think it's a lot lighter. At least you stayed up late every day when you were in the bar. It's more normal in school." Kou obediently pushed the octopus's face away with her fingers: "It's a bit reserved for a girl. On the street, you Hug and hug too."

"I like it, who won't accept it." The octopus clung to Kou Kuaiguai again.

"Clothes."

"That's it."

After preparing the soup and scraping the meat, Kou obediently adjusted the firepower and time of the stew pot.

"So simple?" The octopus sticks out its tongue: "Just put things together and add some water."

"Yes." Kou obediently put the humidor aside and waited for tomorrow: "It just takes a long time, and it needs to be stewed overnight."

"It seems that it's really not specially made for me." Octopus saw the humidor next to it, and the disappointment on his face was completely expressed: "Tell me, which woman is it again?"

"You don't know any of them anyway."

"Don't underestimate me, I know that Xu Mi." The octopus started to make trouble again, and cleaned up the room: "You haven't had less contact with her, but she sleeps with more women than you, don't you Feel sick?"

"No." Kou obediently sat back in the chair and continued to flip through her book.

"If I would, you would at least ask for something." Octopus held a rag in his hand, stopped to think about it, felt something was wrong, and corrected: "No, I wish you didn't ask sometimes. .”

Kou obediently ignored Octopus, she was not good at talking to another woman about another woman.

"However, like her, all kinds of people can sleep, isn't it too casual? Sometimes it feels a little bit." After a long time failing to find the right word, Octopus finally used that word: "□□ .”

Kou obediently lowered her head: "I am similar to her."

"Different."

"What's the difference? It's just sleeping with a lot of people. It's just entertainment and liking, and I don't want to be dragged down by feelings." Constantly seek sparks of collision from strange bodies at night, trying to expel the boundless darkness and loneliness.

Always fail, throw it away and need to find it again.

"Anyway, you are different in my eyes. I will forgive you for whatever you do." The octopus came over and kissed Kou Kuaiguai's face: "Forgive you and those women you like."

"You can tolerate your self-willedness well, and I will thank you on behalf of your parents." Kou obediently realized that it was very late again: "Hey, are you planning to stay again like this?"

"Please. I'll be good." Octopus took off his clothes as soon as he finished speaking, leaving only the light pink BRA.

, Again, Kou obediently opened his eyes sideways pretendingly: "I can't see it."

"Then you touch it." Octopus grabbed Kou's obedient hand and put it on his chest: "I want to sleep with you."

"I have something to do tomorrow, don't follow me."

"what's up?"

Kouaiguai regretted telling this curious baby too much: "If you talk too much, you won't be able to keep customers."

"If you don't keep me, I'll rent out the upstairs room." Octopus showed a scary smile: "I've already inquired, and there happens to be a vacant room on the second floor for rent."

That would be a day of no peace, Kou obediently compromised: "I'm going to meet some friends tomorrow."

"It must be a good friend." Octopus sat on Kou Kuaiguai's lap: "Do I know you?"

"I don't know." If they knew each other, what would it look like? Putting Octopus and Thirteen together, that scene made Kou find it incredible that they were people from two worlds.