Self-illness

The breath of late autumn is hidden in the wind, pointing towards the face with neon colors, Kou obediently took a full breath, and shook Xiao Fudian's arm: "Are you happy?"

"Happy." Xiao Fudian shook Shisan's hand on the other side: "Are you happy?"

Thirteen, with the help of bright and dark street lamps, put on a bright smile as usual: "Happy."

"Then what's next, let's send Xiao Fudian home, and then send Teacher Shisan home." Kou obediently responded to Shisan's smile. Every moment like this, I really want time to stop here, and then hug me in the wind. Looking at her, she has been walking slowly between the sky and the earth, freezing in the joyful segment.

When he arrived at the gate of the community, Xiao Fu stood still and called out to the woman who was hurrying across the street, "Mom."

In his early thirties, his hair was tied messily behind his back, and he had been working on the assembly line with his head bowed for a long time. His back was a little bent, and he wore a thin orange down jacket.Hearing the voice, the woman stopped: "Pudian, why are you here, you didn't go home."

"My dear teacher took me to eat meat." Xiaofu stepped forward and stretched out her arms in a gesture of hugging. The woman smiled at them apologetically, "I'm really sorry to keep bothering you."

"It's okay, Xiao Fudian is very cute, and makes us happy every time." Thirteen took Kou's hand and said to Xiao Fudian's mother, "It seems to be on the way, let's go together."

Along the way, Xiao Fudian excitedly talked about what he ate just now, and kept talking about things with the children, as if he hadn’t seen his mother for a long time, and he wanted to share all the happy things he encountered at this time.

Kou obediently took advantage of Xiao Fudian to search for new ideas and interjected: "Mom seems to work very long hours, it's not good to always leave Xiao Fudian alone at home."

"That can't be helped. I raise the child by myself. If I don't earn more when I can earn it now, the time will pass and the cost of food and clothing will become a problem." Xiao Fudian has already dozed off in her mother's arms. , Mom took her around, and smiled and asked Kou to help obediently: "Please help her put the hat on the back, it's cold."

Kou obediently helped Xiao Fudian put on the hat: "There will always be a way. What the child needs is a mother. When you spend a lot of time and earn enough money, but find that the child no longer needs you, what do you do?" What's the point of all this?"

Xiao Fu nodded to her mother, with a stiff expression on her face, and nodded subconsciously.

Kou obediently pointed to the unit building in front of her and confirmed with Xiaofudian's mother.

"Yeah."

Xiao Fudian's mother entered the gate without saying hello.

"Xiaofudian's mother is also very fortunate. She has to do tiring work from morning to night every day." Shisan looked at the figure who disappeared behind the door, feeling a little bit emotional: "If it were me, she would definitely not be able to bear it." Bar."

Kou agreed obediently: "Maybe, so do you still remember how to get to your own house?"

"There's no one who doesn't remember the way home." Shisan obediently walked forward with Kou on his arm, and when he saw the full moon in the sky, he couldn't help but wow: "The moon is so round today."

Kou obediently followed her hand and looked at the bright moon in the sky, but her heart was cold: "It's home, let's go in."

"Would you like to come and sit at my house?"

"My house is far away, so I have to go back." Kou obediently put down Shisan's hand, and took two steps back: "See you next week."

Thirteen felt a little regretful: "Then you can sleep at my house tonight."

"Go back quickly, I'm leaving." Kou bit her lip obediently, and refused again.

Inclusive of all of your world, but can not be fully approached.How fortunate.

Seeing her insistence, Shisan had no choice but to give up and waved his hand: "Then see you next week."

"Okay, do you want some soup next time?"

"Okay, but you have to remember to take me to your bar and watch you sing."

Shisan actually still remembered the agreement at closing the bar, Kou obediently felt a little headache for no reason: "Let's talk about it when we have a chance."

When I looked up at the moon again, the sky was already full of dark clouds, bright and dark, and chaos.Under the dizzy street lights, only the shadow followed lightly behind her. Kou obediently looked back again to confirm that the lights on the second floor were turned on before striding towards the piano store.

"Still?"

"Otherwise, the boss didn't say anything, so I don't dare to leave work casually." Ke Mingyue held the freshly cleaned mop in her hand and put one hand on her waist: "But I said, we really need to recruit another full-time employee now." Piano teacher, part-time students are too unstable, and many parents are dissatisfied because teachers are often changed, if this continues, your income may not be able to cover the speed of the loss."

Ke Mingyue has always been the owner of the piano store since she was recruited by Kou Guaiguai since the opening of the piano store, and she takes care of it as her own shop. In the state of only going out but not going in, Kou Guaiguai really thought about transferring the piano shop to her.

"Then think of a way to recruit a suitable teacher." Kou obediently estimated her income, and smiled awkwardly: "But don't raise the salary too high, it will be embarrassing if you can't pay it."

Ke Mingyue sighed: "Actually, in this environment, I am completely sure that I can manage this piano store well and guarantee profitability, but I have to give priority to the position of thirteen in everything, which wastes a lot of resources for nothing. Because she can't develop normally, I don't quite understand what you are doing."

"Remember what I told you when I invited you in?" Kou obediently stood at the door, facing the cold night, lit a cigarette, and the blue and white smoke column slowly rose and dissipated in the wind: " This is for Shisankai's piano shop, the barrier I gave her."

"But after being in touch for so long, I really don't see any major problems with Mr. Shisan, except for being a little forgetful." Ke Mingyue repeated the old saying, and asked about something she had always been curious about: "Why don't you just stay in the piano shop every day?" Are you with her?"

Kou obediently avoided this question: "Anyway, let's do it the same way, you find a way to recruit a teacher who is similar, and think about ways to recruit students, try not to lose money, and keeping the balance of payments is my biggest requirement , please, Teacher Ke."

Ke Mingyue pushed her glasses and shook her head habitually: "I really don't understand you."

Kou smiled obediently, and strode out: "See you next week."

"Hey, your thermal box." Ke Mingyue reminded.

"Oh yes." The soup will be packed next week, Kou obediently took over the washed insulated box from Ke Mingyue and said, "I'll bring you delicious food next time."

"Thank you for your hypocrisy, anyway, it's rarely true." Ke Mingyue said in a strange voice with a high voice.

"However, Boss Kou, I suddenly thought of something." When there were only two of them, Ke Mingyue was more used to calling Kou guaiguai with the word boss: "Thirteen seems to have no other friends except her colleagues here. Will you be bored?"

"So Teacher Mingyue can help you play the role of a friend." Kou obediently wanted to laugh, but still didn't: "Yeah, I don't have any friends."

"Now that I think about it, what does Teacher Thirteen do at home every day? With such a brilliant personality, it shouldn't be about going out for shopping, buying clothes, or going out for a trip once in a while."

Ke Mingyue must have accumulated these doubts for a long time, Kou obediently did not speak, stubbed out the finished cigarette, and threw it into the trash can beside her.

Talking about the excitement, Teacher Ke continued: "She lives in a very simple place, without any decorations, and the household items are all gray tones, which doesn't quite match her personality."

"Probably." Kou obediently reminded Ke Mingyue: "However, generally don't go to Shisanjia at night. She goes to bed very early, and she can't be disturbed when she sleeps."

"Is it a memory problem?" Ke Mingyue expressed her conjecture: "It's like key amnesia, so I often forget the previous things, and I'm prone to neurasthenia."

Kou obediently interrupted Ke Mingyue's endless inquiries: "Yes, that's how it is, so try not to remind her of things she doesn't remember."

After walking out the door, she let out a long breath.Probably, it is not clear what kind of disease it is.It's just that luckily I can't see any difference, Kou obediently walked back to the downstairs of Shisan in the same community, staring at the dark window on the second floor in a daze.

After leaving the complex, walk through two blocks, and meet some familiar faces near the speakeasy: "Our obedient big beauty is going to harm the little girl again."

"Yes." Kou responded obediently with a smile: "It's that big mouth who reports my whereabouts to you every day.

"I said, you've been here for two years in a row, so it's hard not to know." One of the short-haired girls in speakeasy overalls shook the wine in the glass and greeted Kou: "Shouldn't we have a few drinks today? "

Taking the wine glass, Kou obediently drank it down and walked backwards: "No, let's play."

"By the way, Xu Mi came to look for you today. You don't answer other people's calls."

"understood."

Back in her little house, Kou obediently turned on the computer.

[In 2013, on November 11, the weather was slightly cold.

Boiled eggs early to eat.

I ate bibimbap for lunch.

Eat western steak at night.

Shisan held my arm today, and it's nice to see her happy every time.Mingyue asked a lot of questions today, perhaps because she felt that I had gone too far. What I did to Shisan sometimes seemed inexplicable and incomprehensible.Many times, I also wonder if this is really for her good.

But, Thirteen, I don't know what is right.If only you could tell me.

You are in my world, but I can't walk into your world.

Perhaps, I was afraid of losing, so I guarded tightly, which brought you more harm.

Thirteen, I'm really too scared. 】

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