On the wedding show before the divorce

When Ruan Youran sent Shuangshuang home, it was already dark, and she blew the cold wind outside for a long time, not wanting Chu Nian to notice her red and swollen eyes.

Zhengzhi had already rested, and Ruan Qiu was still waiting for her daughter in the living room in her pajamas. Seeing her come back, Ruan Qiu patted her on the shoulder: "Go and rest."

No matter how well it is hidden, you can still see the trace of tears behind the eyes.

in the room.

Chu Nian was also waiting for Ruan Youran, and when she saw her come in, her heart ached.

She knew that Shuangshuang must have said something, leisurely and sad.

It's her bad.

"Youran, you..." Chu Nian was about to speak, when Ruan Youran walked over, she hugged Chu Nian, "Let me hug you, just for a while..."

Obviously she is by my side.

Obviously there is a soft temperature in the arms.

But she still misses, she still fears, she still panics.

Obviously I've figured out a lot of things...

Mingming Ruan Youran thought that the relationship between her and Chu Nian had already transcended life and death, but why did she still feel so uncomfortable?Why do I feel heart-piercing and painful when I think of the final result?

Chu Nian quietly leaned against Ruan Youran, and her tears were also silently streaming down.

The starry sky that night was beautiful.

For the first time, Ruan Youran agreed that Chu Nian did not push her to sleep, and she hugged her to watch the stars on the rooftop.

Their long hair is intertwined, their fingers are intertwined, and they both have sweet smiles on their faces.

"Such a dark sky, I will never see it again." Chu Nian sighed, living in the city for a long time, it seems that it has been a long time since I saw the bright stars, but when the day comes, I will still miss it.

Although the city was noisy, it left too many memories of her and Ruan Youran.

Ruan Youran hugged her and kissed Chu Nian's forehead: "If you like it, we will come back often when we get tired of living in the countryside. It doesn't matter where you are, as long as you are by your side."

"Yeah." Chu Nian's heart was warm, she leaned against Ruan Youran, and hummed softly: "The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you, we can't go anywhere when we get old, you You still regard me as a treasure in your palm..."

This song was sung by Ruan Youran with her arms around her before the life-or-death surgery.

At that time, her life and death were uncertain, and her future was bleak.

He never thought that one day he could rely on Ruan Youran to look at the stars like this.

Ruan Youran looked at Chu Nian, and whispered in her ear, "Yes, we will be together forever."

Ok.

Chu Nian slightly closed her eyes, the corners of her lips raised, her eternity... how much she wished, it was also Ruan Youran's eternity.

The first day of departure.

The two deliberately didn't let Zhengzheng go to school, and accompanied her to the playground. Zhengzheng was a child after all, and he liked these amusement facilities very much.

During the lunch break, Ruan Youran bought her ice cream, and Chu Nian went to line up to buy her favorite baby octopus for Zheng Zhi.

A rare indulgence, on this day, they don't care about any junk food anymore, they just want to spend more time with Zheng Zheng.

Chu Nian felt that he had been sorry to two people in his life, one was Ruan Youran and the other was integrity.

For the rest of her life, she decided to stay with Ruan Youran and promise her life and death.

But what about integrity?

After all, she will grow up alone. Fortunately, she has two grandmas.

Looking at the mother in line, licking the ice cream upright, she sat on the chair and ate for a while, tilting her head, and looked upright at mommy.

Ruan Youran was bending over to tie her shoelaces, when she looked up and saw her daughter's eyes froze.

she never knew...

Children will also have such eyes, nostalgic and even...greedy...as if they want to keep this moment.

Seeing Mummy looking at her, she tilted her head upright. She licked a mouthful of ice cream and called softly, "Mummy."

Ruan Youran nodded, and she sat beside Zhengzhi with a sad heart, and Zhengzheng leaned his little head on her shoulder: "You have to love your mother well, don't let her get sick again."

Ruan Youran's nose was sour, and the circles of her eyes were instantly hot.

Zhengzheng swayed her little radish legs, looking at her mother who had already bought the little octopus, she was happy for her from the bottom of her heart.

During the past six months, being with Mommy is the time she has seen since she was a child, and her mother loves to laugh the most.

Although very reluctant.

Although she also wants to be hugged by her mother as soon as she gets home, but compared to the sick mother who hid in the corner and cried by herself, she prefers the current mother, and there are probably only mothers who have this Magic made her like this.

It was sunny that day, Ruan Youran and Chu Nian had a good time playing with Zhengzhi, at six o'clock, Zhengzheng fell asleep before getting out of the car, Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing picked up the child.

Ruan Youran and Chu Nian went back to the room to pack their things. Ruan Youran's mood was slightly depressed, and Chu Nian felt it. She patted Ruan Youran's shoulder: "Go and talk to your mothers for a while, I will clean up here."

"Ah."

Ruan Youran opened the door and came out. In the living room, Chu Qing cooked dumplings. Her eye circles were a little red. Ruan Qiu was hugging her and didn't know what to say. Seeing her daughter coming out, both of them turned their heads and smiled at her.

That smile is still as pampering as when I was a child.

It's just that the young mothers in Ruan Youran's memory were already yesterday, and now, the blue hair is already entwined with white hair, and even the thin lines at the corners of the eyes have crawled up the cheeks.

Ruan Youran walked over, she hugged Ruan Qiu with one arm and Chu Qing with the other, and murmured loudly on their faces.

"Okay, okay, don't be sad, it's not like I won't be back."

Ruan Qiu said stiffly, "Huh, who is sad, it just so happens that no one disturbs our two-person world."

Chu Qing looked at Ruan Youran, with reluctance in her eyes: "Going there is different from here, you need to pay more attention to your body, you know? And you are used to the life of being taken care of, if... bbalbal..."

Although not a talkative person.

But all loving mothers are the same.

There is no peace of mind when the children are away.

If it was in the past, Ruan Youran would definitely think her mother was nagging, but this time, she listened carefully and remembered everything in her heart.

In the evening, the family ate hot dumplings, and Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing drank some wine. Before going to bed, Ruan Qiu wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and choked up: "You...you two, please be well."

Good.

Ruan Youran and Chu Nian nodded together.

They will be fine.

On the day of farewell, Ruan Youran and Chu Nian didn't tell anyone, they just wanted to leave secretly.

Still some friends called them, Ruan Youran laughed and chatted for a while, Chu Nian also spoke softly.

Saying goodbye to the past is a very cumbersome thing, but when you really let go, your heart will become more relaxed.

It was the afternoon of the second day when we arrived at Xiawa Village.

It's a flight, and a car is running around again, Chu Nian's face is not very good, Ruan Youran saw her sister Liu Xinrou coming from a long distance, she hasn't seen her for a long time, Xinrou is still so gentle, her eyes are full of smiles: "Are you tired? Go home, my sister is cooking for you."

Chu Nian was a little worried at first, but she heard from Ruan Youran that during the years she left, her elder sister loved her the most in her family, and on her side, she was worried that Xinrou would not accept her.

After entering the house, the warm kang was already on fire, and the temperature was not very scorching. It was not to mention how comfortable it was to lie on.

All the pillow covers, towels, bed sheets, and quilt covers were replaced with new ones by Xinrou. She had prepared for a long time for the arrival of the two of them.

The small table is full of mouth-watering farm meals, such as roast chicken, Sixi meatballs, dry fried small yellow croaker, meat slices...

Seeing that Ruan Youran didn't even have to wash her hands, she went up and ate a dry fried small yellow croaker. Liu Xinrou looked at it and smiled. She stroked Youran's hair, took a basin, and poured hot water.

Ruan Youran washed her hands briefly, and took the basin from her sister. She changed the water and took a warm towel to wash Chu Nian's face first, wipe it clean, and then wash her hands.

Liu Xinrou looked surprised, since she was a child, she has never seen Leisurely serve anyone.

Chu Nian was a little embarrassed, "I—"

Ruan Youran smiled: "It's okay, my sister, what are you afraid of?"

Xinrou laughed too. She could feel her sister's happiness, so naturally she was also happy.

It's been a long time since I had such a home-cooked meal. Liu Xinrou cooks it herself, and the sorghum wine brewed at home.

Ruan Youran was happy, greedy and drank two cups, Chu Nian was afraid that she would have a stomachache, so he dragged and fed her a bowl of noodles.

In the end, Ruan Youran became a bit drunk, and at night, she insisted on wearing a pillow towel on her head, and with a fan in her hand, she performed a Yangko dance for Chu Nian and Xin Rou, and they couldn't laugh or cry.

When going to bed at night, Xinrou dimmed the lights for the two of them. They used to come and live here every year, so Chu Nian was also familiar with the layout here.

She looked at Ruan Youran, "Youran, do you want to take a bath?"

Ruan Youran was dazzled by the light at the moment, she was a little charming, she looked at Chu Nian with the corners of her lips curled up.

That look...

Chu Nian's heart burned.

Ruan Youran smiled and stretched out her hand: "I want a hug."

Chu Nian went to hug her.

Ruan Youran pouted again: "I want to kiss."

Chu Nian smiled and kissed her.

Ruan Youran curled her lips, "I'm finally relaxed, I've been really tired for a long time..."

That aggrieved little look.

Yes, she has been really tired for a long time, for this family, for Chu Nian, for integrity, for many, many...

She can finally unload the heavy burden on her body.

Chu Nian hugged her distressedly, Ruan Youran sniffed the fragrance of her hair, and murmured over the wine: "It's so nice...we'll grow old here together."

In the future, there will be no more hustle and bustle. They just herd sheep and horses, watch the ebb and flow of the tide, hold hands and don't think about anything else.

When I woke up the next morning.

Ruan Youran drank the corn porridge she was thinking of, and she naughtily turned the bowl to teach Chu Nian how to drink it, and Chu Nian followed her example.

Liu Xinrou looked at it and shook her head with a smile. They were really two children who couldn't grow up.

Ruan Youran and Chu Nian are still very active. After a short repair day, they started to work on the small yard. This yard has been abandoned for a long time, and a lot of weeds grew. Ruan Youran and Chu Nian cleaned up the weeds. I picked some flowers and vegetables and went in.

When Liu Xinrou came home from get off work, she couldn't laugh or cry when she saw it: "Where is there such a vegetable grower, they can't survive."

Intellectuals are good at that.

Chu Nian began to read books to learn how to be a qualified vegetable farmer, while Ruan Youran specialized in fertilizer science.

During that time...

It's just that the whole room is always filled with an indescribable smell...

In the end, Chu Nian almost grabbed Ruan Youran's neck: "Did you bring me here to torture me?"

Ruan Youran smiled awkwardly, finally they don't need any fresh and natural ones, anyway, they grow vegetables for their own consumption, so they don't put pesticides at all, why not let the bugs eat half of what they eat?

When the sun was setting, Ruan Youran and Chu Nian would hold hands. The two of them were naked, without makeup or make-up. They just wore ordinary denim shirts and walked on the country road.

Wildflowers are blooming and the smell of grass is in the air.

Sometimes when encountering stray dogs, Ruan Youran and Chu Nian would feed them with the leftover food at home. At the end of the feeding, as soon as she whistled, the stray dogs gathered as quickly as they were well-trained, wagging their tails wait.

at night.

The two held a piece of grass in their mouths, clasped their hands together as pillows, and looked at the stars together with their legs crossed.

The sky here is too blue, and the stars are extremely bright. Under the vast starry sky, Ruan Youran and Chu Nian feel that they are two fish, and they seem to be happily wrapped in it.

Sometimes it rains, the two of them are like children, eating hot pot in the house, or simply eating a lollipop together, you take a bite, I take a bite to enjoy the rain and chat.

Sometimes, when Chu Nian was in the mood, Ruan Youran would grind the ink, and Chu Nian would write some poems, and the two of them would take a sip with a wine bottle in their hands like ancient heroes.

Of course, what Ruan Youran got for herself was wine, and she unceremoniously filled Chu Nian with health-preserving soup.

Just a few months.

Chu Nian felt like he had turned from thirty to eighteen.

Ruan Youran spoiled her like a child. When the weather was fine, Chu Nian was too lazy to move, so Ruan Youran carried her on the country road, and greeted familiar people. The old grandpa and grandma looked at Ruan Youran, Pointing at Chu Nian: "Baby, this is—"

Chu Nian buried her head in Ruan Youran's shoulder, Ruan Youran wiped off her sweat with a smile: "My lazy lady."

Chu Nian: ...

Seeing people getting angry at being teased, Ruan Youran was humming "Zhu Bajie Carrying His Wife". Such a day was perfect.

Occasionally, Ruan Qiu and the others would come to see her. On the first day, Ruan Youran would make a big order and tell them what she was craving and what kind of clothes she wanted.

Ruan Qiu rolled her eyes every time, but there was nothing she could do, it was like moving house.

When Ruan Youran was a child, she had a dream of being a tailor, but she didn't expect it to come true now. She set up a small shop for herself, called Genius Tailor Shop.

They don't charge money, but they just take some decent and fashionable jobs, so that the young boys and girls in the village go out from the shop as if they were replaced by someone else.

Chu Nian was quite happy at first, but later, she was not so happy.

the reason is simple.

Ruan Youran clearly said that she would come to accompany her to live a pastoral life, but it became popular in Xiawa Village. The men and women shouted at each other for their sisters, and there were even some who winked and sent love letters and flowers.

Young people now!

Chu Nian was not helpless, she vented her temper on Ruan Youran for a few days.

In the end, Ruan Youran closed the shop directly, and only opened it on Mondays. When people asked the reason, she waved her hand.

Kidney/deficiency and soft legs can be explained?

In the second half of the year, Director Niu brought a large team over, and she really didn't want to go back when she saw this place with beautiful mountains and rivers.

After shooting the basic shot, she sat on a big rock and ate watermelon and looked at Ruan Youran: "Baby, you probably don't know how hot you are with Chu Nian right now?"

It has simply become a rumor in the entertainment industry.

Ruan Youran clasped her fists: "This is my ideal. Let everyone know that although my sister is not in the Jianghu, my name will always be passed down in the Jianghu."

Director Niu: ...

After being raised in this simple countryside with beautiful mountains and clear waters for so long, why is Jianjian becoming more and more exaggerated?

Chu Nian smiled while hugging her notebook. She has plenty of time now, and occasionally interacts and chats with fans, and every time a reply of hers becomes a trending search.

Absolute strength.

It's a pity that in the eyes of the two of them, they are already a speck of dust in the vast world.

In the second year, Chu Nian started to work step by step. She wrote the memories with Ruan Youran into a book "My First Half of Life". That period was the happiest time for the two of them. Deng, Ruan Youran and Chu Nian recalled everything from the first meeting to the present. The two talked and laughed. At the beginning, they made rapid progress. When they wrote about the disease, they were separated for three years... Ruan Youran and Chu Nian I often cry sometimes, and at the end, I hug and laugh together.

It turned out that the painful memories of the past, in the end, both of them could say it with a smile like this.

Just love enough.

Ten years of golden marriage.

On the tenth wedding anniversary.

Chu Nian and Ruan Youran felt that it was time to give an explanation to the public.

Chu Nian's first Weibo in a year.

——@罗悠然, I am grateful to have you, my wife, for ten years.

After she posted it, not to mention a huge wave, it was like a storm. The entire entertainment circle was boiling, and the entire fan circle was blown into a thousand layers of waves.

--Ah ah ah ah ah! ! ! !Lifetime series! ! !

——My God, my God, ten years, ten years? ? ? ?

——My god, Chu Yinghou, has Weibo been stolen or poisoned?

……

Soon, Ruan Youran's reply made everyone understand that it was neither stolen nor poisoned.

——@楚志, in this life and the next, you will be my wife.

My... days... day...

In the morning, Qin Yanlan and Lan Ke brushed this Weibo together, and the cups in their hands dropped to the ground in a tacit understanding.

Niu Dao, who was smoking at home, almost went straight over.

As soon as the two Weibo posts were posted, Weibo was immediately paralyzed, and the black and purple posts exploded.

The two people in Xanadu completely ignored the vortex they created. Ruan Youran bought a new donkey cart from the house next door. The daughter-in-law put it up.

Ruan Youran pulled the car with a smile, she wanted to take Chu Nian to bask in the sun, Chu Nian sat in the back like the empress dowager, holding a book in his hand to read to her.

"There is a person who taught me how to say love."

"She said that she fell into it when she saw me for the first time. I always thought she was lying. What do four-year-old children know? I didn't know until our daughter told me that I belonged when she was three years old. Puppy love is a tradition of the Ruan family."

"She rescued me from the corner where no one was, and drove the darkness around me..."

"She will never be really angry with me. Even after three years of separation, she wants to leave, but after seeing me, she still can't bear it... I understand this preference, and I know how much brokenness she has carried." Self-esteem and pride, so, from now on, I decided to make up for her..."

"For the first time in my life, I knelt in front of the Buddha and made a wish. I can bear pain and everything, but please don't let You Ran leave me."

"Our daughter is exactly the same as she was born. This has always been the only comfort in my heart during those obscure times..."

"On the day I entered the operating room, I told myself that I wanted to live, and I still wanted to see her, her smile..."

"God, please open your eyes, let me take another look at my lover..."

"Mom, are you in heaven, have you seen it? Youran and I are living a very good and happy life."

"I don't know how much of the rest of my life I have. What I can only be sure of is that having her for the rest of my life is happiness."

"Youran, I love you."

……

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