On the wedding show before the divorce

Without Ruan Youran, Chu Nian's light would also be gone.

She doesn't want to stay for another second now, she wants to go back and see integrity immediately.

Zheng Zhi, who is far away in the United States, has no idea what her mother has experienced. At this moment, she is happily hugging the thigh of Ruan Qiu, who is already in Sparta, and looks at her with big eyes: "Mom!"

Chu Qing has never seen Ruan Qiu like this...

Ruan Qiu stared blankly at Zhengzhi with her mouth open, and she rubbed her ears as if she was hallucinating.

This is……

She... Could it be that she has time-traveled?

Back to more than 20 years ago?

She looked down at Zhengzhi, looked up at Chu Qing, lowered her head, and looked up again.

After repeating this several times, Chu Qing stretched out his arms to Zhengzhi: "Come on, come to grandma."

grandmother! ! !

Chu Qing's words made Ruan Qiuming's hairs stand on end, and she bit her lip firmly.

This child called her mother... but Grandma Chu Qing? ? ? ? ! ! !

This... this chaotic world!

Where the hell is this? ? ?Is it a method of traveling parallel and vertically across centuries and across light years? ? ?

Seeing that Zhengzhi refused to let go of Ruan Qiu, Chu Qing stared at her eagerly, Chu Qing felt distressed and sad, she sighed faintly, went into the bedroom, and took out the photo frame from the bedside.

when she came out.

The one big and one small, still weirdly like a statue, maintained the movements since entering the door.

One hugged his thigh, and the other opened his mouth in a daze.

Chu Qing walked up to Zhengzhi, bent down, and pointed to Ruan Youran in the photo frame: "This is mother, Zhengzhi, take a good look."

Zheng Zheng looked at Ruan Youran, who was smiling brightly with her arms around Chu Nian's neck in the photo on the frame, she looked up at Ruan Qiu, then at the photo, and then at Ruan Qiu.

Chu Qing said that the upright observation ability is very strong. After watching for a few seconds, she slowly let go of her hand and lowered her head like a wilting flower.

not mom...

Ruan Qiu also came back to her senses at this time, she covered her mouth as if in slow motion, and looked at Chu Qing: "It's... scum..."

Chu Qing: ...

It seems that Ruan is always stimulated and affected.

If it's not cheap, could it really be hers?

Ruan Qiu, who originally wanted to knock on the door to arrest the adulterer, never expected that the one who caught her was her granddaughter. The lost integrity was taken away by the nanny to rest. Chu Qing dragged Ruan Qiu into the bedroom, and shared the experience of the past few days. Slowly told her everything he knew.

Chu Qing spoke very slowly, and Ruan Qiu listened carefully. She just shed tears silently at first, and then began to wipe her nose. In the end, the snot and tears piled up into a hill of toilet paper.

Chu Qing hugged her: "Okay, don't cry."

Ruan Qiu hugged her: "Baby...hey, my daughter...she...and Niannian...and my granddaughter..."

She couldn't speak, bit her lip and tried to bear it.

Three years, just three years.

Their home has undergone earth-shaking changes.

Let alone Ruan Youran, even she was caught off guard.

Why is such a happy family suddenly like this...

It has been two hours since Ruan Qiu calmed down and went out, and now she just wants to see Zheng Zhi, hug her, and kiss her well.

Emotional entanglements between adults each have their own reasons.

Right or wrong, right or wrong...

No one can tell clearly.

But what did the child do wrong?

Chu Qing seemed to be able to see through Ruan Qiu's heart, and she slowly comforted her: "Integrity...Because she was not born in a very good health, and she doesn't have many contacts, so she may be a little self-enclosed."

Ruan Qiu wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "It's okay, it's a division of people. She loved me so much when she hugged my thigh just now, and my face takes care of everyone."

Chu Qing: …………………

Ruan Qiu confidently walked up to Zheng Zheng who was eating fruit, and she smiled and sat next to her in front of the dining chair, "How about eating?"

When she was a child, when Ruan Youran was three years old, she coaxed the child like this.

According to Madam, Zhengzheng is only three years old in a few months, and Ruan Qiu doesn't know if she can understand her own words.

The upright hand paused, and she actually looked up at Ruan Qiu, her eyes were already big, but now they were round.

Chu Qing was a little surprised, could it be really different?

Ruan Qiu was even happier when she saw her upright, and she smiled brighter: "Let grandma see what's there? Well, red fruit, yellow banana, and purple cabbage!" She opened her mouth wide, "Ah, can I take a bite? I'll try it." She exaggeratedly pretended to chew: "Bajibaji, it's so delicious!"

This is a play house and dinner game that she often played with Jianjian when she was a child. At that time, Jianjian liked it very much, and she would giggle every time she teased her.

Zheng Zheng stared at her with wide eyes for a while, then she immediately turned her head to look at the nanny. The next second, she threw the spoon and burst into tears.

Ruan Qiu: ...

Chu Qing: ……………

This was the first time that Chu Qing cried when she saw Zheng Zheng.

It looked like he was terrified.

With black lines on Ruan Qiu's face, she saw that the snot bubbles came out from Zheng Zheng's crying, holding her aunt with her little hands and feet, crying and shouting: "Throw...throw away..."

The nanny aunt was a little embarrassed, she patted her little butt while hugging Zhengzheng, "Oh, oh, I see, auntie will throw it for you, can you throw away the vegetables?"

Zhengzhi was still howling: "Bowl... chopsticks..."

Well, people don't want bowls and chopsticks.

Just because Grandma Ruan pretended to eat with her mouth open.

Chu Qing swears to God, she doesn't want to laugh, but she really can't help it, she lowers her head and bites her lips while laughing, trembling all over.

Ruan Qiu: ...

Chu Qing knows Ruan Qiu best, she is a good person in every way, but she has a shortcoming that she especially cares about face.

Being despised by my precious granddaughter today must have hurt my self-esteem.

Chu Qing was about to comfort her with a few words and persuade Ruan Qiu to take a nap to adjust the time difference. Who knew that Ruan Qiu suddenly picked up the carrot on the sofa, put it on her head, and jumped a few times with her legs intertwined: "Dabao Sun, look, rabbit, rabbit!"

Chu Qing: ...

Zhengzheng cried even harder.

For these few days, Chu Qing had never seen how much the child's mood fluctuated. Even if she saw Chu Nian fell ill and was terrified, she just endured it with a pale face, but Grandma Ruan was different. People cried twice.

I have to say that Ruan Qiu came, although it was very confusing, Chu Qing, who had been tired for so many days, could finally take a rest.

She fell asleep amid Ruan Qiu's nagging.

Ruan Qiu: "Integrity, look at grandma, look at grandma's big mouth, wow, I'm a tyrannosaurus rex~!"

Honesty: "Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo-"

Ruan Qiu: "Why are you crying? Don't cry, you are a chick from our Ruan family! Look, grandma will give you a second to transform a Tyrannosaurus rex into a beautiful girl. Here I am!"

Zhengzhi: "Woo, auntie..."

"I'll change again!"

"Woooo..."

……

Chu Qing had a good dream. When she woke up, it was already dark and there was no sound in the living room. She thought that maybe Ruan Qiu and the child were asleep and was about to get up to have a look.

Suddenly, she saw a shivering little dumpling hiding in the corner.

Chu Qing: ...

After a moment of silence, Chu Qing called out tentatively: "Integrity?"

As soon as the words fell, Ruan Qiu roared in the living room, full of energy: "I'm the big bad wolf, where are you, honesty? I'm going to catch you~"

Zheng Zheng's face was wrinkled into a ball. For the first time in these days, she took the initiative to hug Chu Qing's thigh, "Grandma."

Her small face was upturned, and "Help" was written all over her big dark eyes.

At that moment, Chu Qing's heart melted, she picked up Zhengzheng and put it on her lap, "Hey! Grandma is here!"

She held Zhengzheng on her arm, picked up the feather duster hanging on the door with the other hand, and hit Ruan Qiu who had just entered the room, "Grandma protects you!"

Ruan Qiu: ...

Chu Nian arrived home the next day. She was exhausted. When she opened the door, she was about to call Zheng Zhi, but before she could speak, a small black figure ran over and hugged her thigh, "Mom!"

What she called was anxious, and what she called was panic.

Chu Nian took a look at Zhengzhi, and almost shed tears. She squatted down and was about to hug Zhengzhi, but was shocked by the scene in front of her.

This is……

What appeared in front of him was a big doll similar to the Pikachu that is often seen in manufacturers. It was about to be upright when it stretched out its hands. Zhengzheng was startled, and Chu Nian subconsciously hugged Zhengzheng into his arms: " who is it?"

She looked at the person in front of her vigilantly.

Chu Qing came out of the house, she smiled and said, "It's nothing, it's your mother."

Chu Nian: ……………

Never thought that a family of four would meet under such circumstances.

Chu Nian was very tired, and Ruan Qiu's emotions were a little complicated. She didn't know what kind of emotions she should use to face the child she loved the most, and she was relatively silent for a while.

After two days of running around, Chu Nian barely closed her eyes. Chu Qing saw that her face was not looking good, and comforted her: "Go, Nian Nian, your mother and I will stay here, you go and rest for a while."

Niannian nodded silently, she dragged her tired body into the room.

She was really tired, even if she said a word or took a breath, she felt tired.

She felt that her body was like an old machine, which was originally supported by that energy, but now... the clockwork broke in her heart.

Ruan Qiu saw her and shook her head slightly.

really tired and weary...

But Chu Nian couldn't fall asleep, her mind was full of Ruan Youran.

Her every frown and smile.

Everything she ever said to herself.

To be honest, she didn't think of such a result just once in the past three years.

She even thought that Ruan Youran would say a lot of heartless words and treat her with extreme emotions.

But when this day really came, it was not as turbulent as imagined, but it was even more heart-piercing.

She would rather Ruan Youran hate her, blame her, and torture her than let her smile and leave like this.

From childhood to adulthood, Ruan Youran seems to have everything. She has relatives who love her, she has friends who love her wholeheartedly, and she has many hobbies.

But Chu Nian has nothing.

She only has her.

In the end, Chu Nian's head seemed to explode, she clutched her chest tightly, took a handful of sleeping pills in her hand, and swallowed them without thinking.

She wants to sleep.

Want a moment of quiet.

Even for a moment, don't think about her for a moment.

After an unknown amount of time, Chu Nian really calmed down, and even had the feeling of dying just like when he was pulled by an ambulance while walking and his heart stopped beating.

It felt amazing in that moment.

Her body is not hers.

Her broken heart will not ache.

But she still misses Ruan Youran, thinks about going crazy, thinks about collapsing.

Once, she felt that the world was bleak, and birth was a punishment for her.

But someone came and gave her the light of happiness.

Now...but finally gone again.

Should she really believe in her fate...

Why on earth was she born? ? ?

Why does she exist between heaven and earth? ? ?

She is not greedy, and what she wants has never changed since she was a child, why?Why even take away this god? ? ?

If she really died, would all the troubles and pains be gone? ? ?

Chu Nian felt as if she had fallen into an abyss. At the end of the abyss, a seductive voice called her.

—Come on, come here, and you won't be in pain.

She walked along the light, and at the moment when she was about to reach the other shore, she suddenly heard Zheng Zheng's cry.

Everything, all the pictures are like fragments flying across the eyes, breaking instantly...

Chu Nian woke up the next afternoon. When she woke up, Chu Qing, Ruan Qiu, and Zhengzhi were all there. Zhengzheng fell asleep lying on the bedside. Red looked at her.

Chu Nian wanted to move, but her body had no intuition, and she couldn't even speak.

Chu Qing stepped forward, held her hand, and shed tears silently.

Ruan Qiu was silent for a moment, then she also walked to the hospital bed, knelt down, and gently stroked Chu Nian's hair: "You silly child, you've gone through all kinds of difficulties, why can't you think about it."

With a heart like hers, she couldn't bear so many sleeping pills.

She fell asleep and almost didn't wake up.

Chu Nian stared blankly at the ceiling without moving.

She wasn't thinking about suicide.

That used to be what she disdained the most.

It's just... now she has lost the will to survive.

"Mom..." Zhengzhi woke up, looked at Chu Nian tiredly with big watery eyes, and since Chu Nian fell into a coma, she has been guarding and refusing to leave, no matter who said or persuaded, it was useless.

Chu Nian didn't even move.

Seeing her mother ignoring her, she propped herself up on her toes and kissed Chu Nian's forehead. She said in a childish voice, "Mom, I love you, don't leave me...you said you would take me to see you." Mommy's..."

Chu Nian's body is still unable to move, the only thing she can move now is the line of tears slowly falling from the corner of her eyes.