On the wedding show before the divorce

High school has always been Ruan Youran's favorite time in the first half of her life.

At that time, the relationship between her and Chu Nian was in a hazy and ambiguous period, and she was still enjoying the routine of a young girl in her prime, "Do you like me?" "Why is she smiling at others?" "Is she It's not just a little entanglement of treating me as a younger sister."

Ruan Youran and Chu Nian walked side by side on the campus. It was a holiday and it was noon. There were not many people, but they still put on sunglasses and walked side by side. Even so, some people looked back frequently.

I can't go back to my childhood.

They can no longer walk around the campus hand in hand as generously as before.

Ruan Youran loves to sweat a lot, especially when she is nervous and in summer, her hands are always sweaty, while Chu Nian is just the opposite, her hands and feet are always cold all year round.

At that time, Ruan Youran loved to hold Chu Nian's hand very much, and she said boldly: "Calm down the temperature for me, don't you think it's disgusting?"

Chu Nian looked at her ruthlessly: "I hate you."

After she finished speaking, she was about to withdraw her hand. Ruan Youran smirked and squeezed her hand harder but refused to let go: "What do you dislike? I just gave you medicine at noon today."

Chu Nian blushed.

Because she was afraid of taking medicine, Ruan Youran had to find a way to feed her medicine every time she got sick and caught a cold.

Because the aunt always had stomach pains during the period, Chu's mother prescribed a lot of traditional Chinese medicine for her. For Chu Nian, who couldn't even take western medicine tablets, it was her life.

Ruan Youran's soft and hard foaming didn't work. She had no choice but to use the method of coaxing children on Chu Nian. She took a small red bottle of Wangzai milk and drank the Wangzai milk in it. The medicine was poured in and handed to Chu Nian.

Chu Nian took it, she sniffed it, and looked at Ruan Youran in disbelief: "Do you think I'm a three-year-old?"

Ruan Youran smiled like a loving mother, she stroked Chu Nian's hair: "Be good, baby, drink it, is it easy for me?"

Chu Nian's face turned red all of a sudden.

Ruan Youran originally thought she would throw it aside, but Chu Nian actually drank it. Although it was difficult during the drinking process, not only did she not lose her temper after drinking it, she even left the bottle of Wangzai behind. down.

So far.

Ruan Youran ran into the school's small store.

Chu Nian looked at her back with tears in his eyes.

Ruan Youran came out soon. It has been ten years, and she has hardly changed at all. The moment she looked at Chu Nian happily while holding Wangzai milk in her hand.

Although Chu Nian was smiling, it was raining in his heart.

Ruan Youran opened the can and handed it to Chu Nian: "Here, the packaging is not quite the same as ours now, even Wangzai has changed."

Chu Nian took it, and she took a sip subconsciously, it was sweet and bitter.

The two walked on the campus like this. Although they hadn't come back for a long time, every corner and every place was full of memories and sweetness.

In front of the teaching building, Ruan Youran looked up at the flying national flag, "Do you remember?"

Chu Nian nodded.

Of course she remembered.

In high school, Chu Nian developed a little earlier than Ruan Youran, half a head taller. At that time, the school's flag guard team was selecting candidates, and Chu Nian was directly selected as the main force.

She trains every day, and Ruan Youran goes to accompany her.

In the flag guard team, there are all boys and girls with good temperament and good image.

At the beginning, Ruan Youran didn't have anything to do with the past, she waited for Chu Nian with a smile every day, but later, every time she went, she felt unhappy.

Raising the flag and protecting the flag is all about teamwork.

Everyone's steps must be the same, and even the facial expressions must be exactly the same.

Because there is a performance in time for the school celebration, the training is extremely hard, and sometimes it even takes up class time.

Ruan Youran skipped class to be with Chu Nian.

Once, after nearly an hour of repeated training, the flag guard team finally took a super handsome goose step, and even the training captain applauded.

Everyone was very happy, and Chu Nian was also excited. She smiled lightly. The deputy team next to her was a handsome and tall Song Yang who was known as "Little Gu Tianle" in school. He was so excited that he put his arms around Chu Nian's shoulders. After a while, although Chu Nian quickly dodged away, it still hurt Ruan Youran's eyes.

That night, she was inexplicably angry. After training, Chu Nian came to find her after school after taking a refreshing shower. Ruan Youran raised her head and glanced at her, her eyes fell on her shoulder.

"Let's go?"

Chu Nian smiled at her as usual.

Ruan Youran rolled her eyes, "I have an appointment, you can go by yourself."

dating?

Chu Nian stared into Ruan Youran's eyes, Ruan Youran was upset, she knew that her inexplicable tantrum would easily involve innocent people, so she walked away with her schoolbag on her back without saying a word.

What to say about someone.

Just dating an older woman.

At that time, Ruan Qiu would always come to pick her up, dressed like a fashionista, leaning against the front of the car and waiting for her, smiling like a morning glory.

"Hey, Mr. Wang, this is your daughter, she is so beautiful."

"Oh, Xiao Song, you're so beautiful again."

"Doo, goodbye to Auntie~"

……

It's obviously Ruan Youran's school, but every time Ruan Qiu comes here it looks like her base camp.After getting in the car, Ruan Youran sat alone in the back seat and sulked. She didn't say a word and let Ruan Qiu talk and just looked out the window.

When they got home, Ruan Qiu pulled Chu Qing to chew on the ear: "I feel like our family is a girl who is pregnant with spring."

Chu Qing: "What nonsense?"

Ruan Qiu: "Really, look, there is a mist of love and rain in her big innocent eyes."

Chu Qing: ...

I don't know if I'm pregnant or not.

At night, when Chu Nian and Ruan Youran wanted to video, she immediately cut it off.

Chu Nian looked at the phone, her long eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she sighed faintly.

She's a good kid, a top student.

In terms of learning, every teacher said that Chu Nian is very self-controlling, she doesn't need to be supervised at all, and her concentration is very strong, it seems that nothing can distract her.

But that night, she didn't even make a single paper.

Jianjian was also bored in the room for half an hour, she printed a photo and came out to find the two mothers.

"Look, he looks better than me."

The two mothers looked at the person in the photo, isn't that Gu Tianle?At that time, "The Legend of Condor Heroes" was popular all over the country, and Gu Tianle, who was plain and ordinary, was even more popular.

Ruan Qiu smiled: "Of course it's Gu Tianle."

Ruan Youran immediately changed his face.

Ruan Qiu hiccupped, "Don't be angry, you are prettier than the eagle beside him, and you have a strong aura."

Chu Qing: ...

That day an unprecedented confrontation between puberty and menopause broke out in the family.

In the end, the mother and daughter snorted coldly and rolled their eyes, and a cold war started.

Ruan Youran secretly went to watch Chu Nian's training the next day. Now she found a tree to hide behind, and even wore a green hat. She felt like one with nature. No one could see her.Chu Nian was a little absent-minded, her eyes swept aimlessly across the auditorium, her expression depressed.

Halfway through the training, Chu Nian went down to rest. She took a sip of water and walked straight to the tree where Ruan Youran was hiding.

Ruan Youran was so frightened that her heart "thumped", she quickly shrank back.

Chu Nian looked at her curiously: "Are you playing the role of grass mushroom?"

Ruan Youran: ……………

Depend on.

The mushrooms came out, but Ruan Youran still didn't like to talk to Chu Nian, Chu Nian looked into her eyes: "What's wrong with you?"

Ruan Youran remained silent.

Chu Nian looked at her stubbornly. She didn't know how to act like a baby at that time, but she was a little stubborn, but those wet eyes... poked people's heartache.

Ruan Youran couldn't take it anymore, she stared at Chu Nian: "Do you like that deputy team?"

Chu Nian was stunned: "What?"

Ruan Youran raised her voice unknowingly: "That's the man who threw Heibuliu to that station like a fire stick, eyes like coal balls!"

Chu Nian: ……………

Ruan Youran saw that Chu Nian not only didn't respond, but smiled, she turned away in anger.

Chu Nian quickly grabbed her hand, "Don't go."

With this sound, Ruan Youran seemed to have been poked. She was very angry: "Don't drag me, I will leave if I say anything today, and I will never talk to you again."

Chu Nian said slowly, "I didn't drag you."

Ruan Youran: ...

The wind blows, bringing a scent of flowers, a trace of girlish embarrassment.

Ruan Youran was almost impatient, Chu Nian smiled, she walked up to Ruan Youran, looked into her eyes: "I don't like him."

Ruan Youran's heart was like a monkey turned 360 degrees. She wanted to keep aloof, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but raise: "Why?"

Chu Nian looked into her eyes and was silent. After a while, she lowered her head and bit her lip and said nothing, but her face turned suspiciously red.

Ruan Youran liked to see her shy look the most, she grabbed her hand and smiled: "Is it because he is not as good-looking as me?"

Chu Nian: ...

Ruan Youran: "Hey, let me just say, how can a girl like me be as good-looking as this black-and-white person?"

Chu Nian: ...

It's just childish.

Now, Ruan Youran touched the tree where she hid back then, and looked at Chu Nian with a smile: "Actually, when I saw your blushing, my heart beat so hard that I really wanted to kiss you."

Such words have always been hidden in my heart, even the thick-skinned cheap never said it out of my mouth.

Now, she can speak out easily.

Yes, if you don't say it again, you will never have a chance to say it again.

Chu Nian looked at her with tears in his eyes.

Going forward, it is the favorite grove of school couples. At that time, when it gets dark, the whole campus seems to be empty, but here is "hidden dragon and crouching tiger". Throwing a stone into it can stir up chaos .

Chu Nian celebrated her 16th birthday.

Ruan Youran cooked for her herself, and made her an ugly and burnt cake. She dragged Chu Nian into the grove, and put a candle for her to blow.

Chu Nian looked down at the cake, thought for a while, and said, "It's so beautiful, is it imitating a volcano?"

Ruan Youran: "Don't boast if you don't know how to praise others. Is this a volcano? It was baked on my face."

Chu Nian: ...

The candle was blown out.

The two of you are happy eating one bite at a time.

In the end, when the cake was finished, Ruan Youran's eyes were brighter than the candles on the cake just now: "Is my cake delicious?"

Chu Nian nodded, her heart suddenly beating violently.

She was a little scared... Ruan Youran's eyes looked like this, but she also looked forward to it... her heart was indescribably complicated.

Ruan Youran licked her lips, "You are so beautiful, Nian Nian."

Chu Nian lowered his head, not daring to look at her: "You haven't given me a gift yet."

"Yeah, I was about to send it off, how did you see it when you lowered your head?" Ruan Youran's voice was full of teasing, Chu Nian just didn't look up, both ears were red.

Ruan Youran smiled, she wrapped her arms around Chu Nian's waist with one hand, raised her chin with the other, and met her eyes: "I'm going to give you a gift~"

This is a gift.

The sky trembled, and the birds covered their eyes shyly.

When she was young, Ruan Youran was a sprinter, and her lung capacity was not comparable to that of ordinary people.

In the end, Chu Nian didn't have any strength at all, relying on her to ease, Ruan Youran's small mouth was still dumb: "I used to see that our mother was not ashamed, and the family had a good meal, and the two suddenly said I have to go to the toilet, I don’t know why they go in pairs, and I go to the bedroom to go to the toilet. I was very considerate once, seeing that the two of them didn’t come out of the toilet for half an hour, they were very filial. I went in to deliver it, and then I went in and saw that the two of them were hugging it, and they were so inseparable. When they saw me coming in, their faces were still red. I gave them the paper, but later I didn't know whether they wiped it or not. "

Chu Nian smiled helplessly.

Ruan Youran leaned into her ear and said: "At that time, when I was young, I had big wishes. If one day, I had a girlfriend, I would take her home to meet my mother, and treat them as my girlfriends all these years." All the enemies who show affection and love come back with revenge, let them know what it means to push the waves behind the waves on the Yangtze River, and each wave is more powerful than the waves."

Chu Nian: ...

Just like that, Ruan Youran's small mouth when she was young could tell thousands of reasons to tease Chu Nian.

Her favorite thing is to see her blush.

And Chu Nian loves to listen to her talk the most.

In the blink of an eye, so many years have passed.

Walking in the alley, Ruan Youran murmured: "It's too fast, it's really too fast, in the blink of an eye, we're all thirty."

The boys and girls in front of them were still laughing and chatting. Nothing on the campus had changed, but something seemed to have changed again.

The two walked forward again, and came to a cherry blossom tree.

"Remember this place?"

Ruan Youran raised her head and raised her hands, as if she was a young girl back then, who could fill her hands with flower petals.

"Why don't you remember."

Chu Nian has been forbearing and forbearing all the time, this is where the two of them made love back then.

It was also the first time Chu Nian took the initiative since Chu Nian and Ruan Youran had been together for so long.

At that time, when the two of them went to university, Chu Nian's various talents were discovered, and she also began to devote herself to various shootings. People also have to video every day.

Chu Nian was filming a variety show at the time. She was not really suitable for variety shows. She didn't like to talk and couldn't be active. "Chang'e" had just started to be popular in the market, and the host at that time was a bit deceitful and jealous. It's okay, he said a few words half-jokingly.

When Ruan Youran made a video call with Chu Nian at night, she saw that she was not in the right state: "What's wrong with you?"

Chu Nian smiled: "It's okay."

Ruan Youran stared into her eyes: "Really?"

Chu Nian lowered his head: "Well, I'm tired and going to sleep."

The video hangs up though.

But Jianjian's heart was hooked, and she couldn't sleep.

What is her origin?

He directly called a sister who was on the show together, and the other party heard Ruan Youran smiling: "Youran, why do you have time to call your sister?"

Ruan Youran is Ruan Qiu's daughter.

Although she is not well-known, her mother is someone who can make the entertainment industry tremble three times by stomping her feet.

It was not easy for her to inquire about something.

Ruan Youran was still a student at that time, but she also had her own concerns. The next day, when Chu Nian participated in the filming again, she could clearly feel that the host treated her differently, and she was a little afraid to even look at her.

Chu Nian thought about it, she called Ruan Youran and asked if she had done something.

Ruan Youran happily told her what had happened, and she naturally settled the matter with her two mothers.

Who knew that after hearing this, Chu Nian not only didn't thank her but also didn't feel moved, but just kept silent for a moment and said, "Don't do this in the future."

It was as if a bucket of water had been poured onto Ruan Youran's body from head to toe. She froze for a moment, and silently hung up the phone.

Chu Nian's self-esteem is not usually strong.

Ruan Youran knows her character, because her stepmother called her a "rice bug" when she was a child, and "depends on the family for everything", so she desperately wants to be self-reliant.

but……

To understand is to understand.

Ruan Youran also felt very uncomfortable.

She just instinctively wants to be nice to Chu Nian, and doesn't want anyone to hurt her, is there something wrong?

She started a one-sided cold war.

Going home at night, Ruan Youran went to find Ruan Qiu, who was putting on a mask and reading a magazine, it was so beautiful.

Ruan Youran went over to take a look: "This mask has a bad smell."

Ruan Qiu: "Fart."

Ruan Youran: "Yes, it smells like fart."

……

The mother and daughter fought again.

When Chu Qing came back, Ruan Qiu ran over and complained: "Your daughter bullied me!"

Chu Qing: ...

Ruan Youran dared to act boldly, "I bullied her. I was in a bad mood and couldn't see other people's happiness. Oh, I'm so evil, I don't know what kind of mother I was born by."

Chu Qing: ...

Ruan Qiu: ...

What did the two old mothers do wrong?

No one expected that the cold war between the two lasted for half a month.

When Chu Nian returned to the campus, she went to the dormitory to look for Ruan Youran many times. The friends in the dormitory were helpless: "I don't know what's wrong with her recently. She sleeps when she returns to the room, eats when she sleeps, and refuses to see anyone."

Chu Nian left silently with her head down.

At that time, she had gradually gained popularity. Although she was not as popular as she was in the later period, she was already followed by countless adoring eyes when she walked on campus.

The roommate told Ruan Youran about Chu Nian's visit today, "Baby, did you two quarrel? Did you just disappear? Don't lose your temper all the time. Sleeping and hiding every day is not a solution. They are not just He was someone you bullied in school, but now he is an idol worshiped by many people."

Ruan Youran rolled her eyes, "She's a big idol, and she still cares about whether I sleep or not? Why are you talking so much, are you looking for a beating?"

Everyone was afraid of cheap temper, looked at each other in blank dismay, and dared not persuade any more.

Just so stiff.

Ruan Youran gritted her teeth and swore that she would repair Chu Nian's character of not saying a word when she was beaten to death this time.

The day after tomorrow there was a school show, and everyone rushed to the performance hall separately. Chu Nian didn't like lively things, but his friend Dahua said mysteriously: "The little bitch seems to be going too."

Dahua is Chu Nian's only friend, but she didn't enter the entertainment circle later, but she has always kept in touch with Chu Nian.

Chu Nian listened and followed.

Chu Nian's arrival caused quite a commotion, and the chairman of the student union went over to invite her: "Nian Nian, you are here, go to the VIP seats."

Chu Nian didn't want to be special, but he saw Ruan Youran sitting at the front with his legs crossed and eating grapes.

She nodded and followed.

Ruan Youran didn't need to turn her head to know that Chu Nian was here, as soon as she smelled the faint fragrance, it belonged to her.

She held her breath and didn't look back, and even chatted enthusiastically with the little girl Ningning beside her.

Ning Ning is a freshman. As soon as she came in, she had a kind of enigmatic admiration for Ruan Youran, a real kind of admiration for looking up at the sun, without any extravagant thoughts.

Ruan Youran also formally filmed an ad for Little White Sheep Ice Cream.

Ning Ning bought a cabinet and kept it at home, and watched the advertisement whenever she had nothing to do, crazy little fan.

Although Ruan Youran is not as obsessed with cleanliness as Chu Nian, she usually keeps a distance from others. This time she was angry, and to anger Chu Nian, she ate all the grapes Ning Ning picked.

She ate a lot of grapes, Ning Ning was so happy that she even wiped her mouth with a tissue.

Chu Nian, who was sitting at the back, looked at all this with a blank expression.

Until the end of the performance, Ruan Youran didn't dare to move.

It was obviously to anger her on purpose.

But Chu Nian's mountain-like aura overwhelmed her so much that she didn't dare to turn her head.

Ruan Youran's heart was beating a bit violently, she sat there and waited for everyone on the field to retreat, and after another half an hour of talking on the phone, she turned around and prepared to leave.

As soon as she got up and turned her head, she saw Chu Nian sitting a few seats away from her and looking at her coldly.

This is not the Chu Nian who she bullied casually in elementary school and junior high school.

Chu Nian, who gradually gained her own aura, made Ruan Youran's mouth numb at that glance. Ruan Youran took a deep breath, calmed down, and complained wildly.

- What are you doing.

Why is she afraid?

She is a woman who can bully and cry even dignified Mr. Ruan!

Ruan Youran boosted her morale, she got up and walked out with a cold face, Chu Nian kept looking at her without saying a word, at the moment when she passed by, Chu Nian took her hand.

"What are you doing?!"

The evil voice was extremely cold, Ruan Youran was merciless, but at this moment she couldn't help grinning to the sky.

Chu Nian lowered his head and said nothing, his eyes were red.

Ruan Youran waited for a while, trying to break free from her hand, "What are you doing? Be dumb, I still have things to do."

Chu Nian raised his head, looking at Ruan Youran with eyes full of tears.

Ruan Youran: ...

Lore.

For Jianjian, this is definitely a lore worth a thousand words.

Later, Ruan Youran, who originally wanted to maintain a cool aura, was driven to the high school campus by Chu Nian inexplicably.

After getting out of the car, Ruan Youran originally wanted to break free from the hand she was holding her, but Chu Nian held it tightly.

Chu Nian dragged her away in a hurry, Ruan Youran had rarely seen her like this, and felt a little panicked for a while.

No way……

This won't be a case of wife abuse or murder and dumping of corpses in a fit of anger...

Ruan Youran's heart was flustered, and when she got under the cherry blossom tree, Chu Nian's hand suddenly gained strength, Ruan Youran didn't expect her to come and fall down on the tree suddenly.

Chu Nian stepped forward and kissed her.

Such a strong and proactive Chu Nian made Ruan Youran frighten Ma Zhua directly, like a timid little white rabbit, he dared not move.

In my impression, this was the first time Chu Nian was so proactive.

Jianjian didn't know at that time that her path of being oppressed started from that moment.

"What are you doing?"

Ruan Youran's mouth was swollen, and she looked at Chu Nian: "I don't see each other once in ten days and half a month, and I bully people like this when I meet? Are you really popular and start playing big names? What's the big deal?"

Bitch will always remember.

This is where they used to have their first kiss and where she was proposed.

The moon was very round that day.

Chu Nian took out two rings that could blind Ruan Youran's eyes from his pocket.

"I... Youran, would you believe me if I said that I did all this to stand by your side without feeling inferior?"

Ruan Youran looked at the ring and her voice was already stuck.

Chu Nian's eyes were red, she stared at Ruan Youran: "I don't want to see you smile at others, I don't want you to eat other people's food, and even... I don't want you to look at others more." She hugged Ruan Youran: "Two Ten, we are twenty, I can't wait to have you, marry me, I want you to be mine forever."

how far is Forever……

Now, ten years have passed.

Never escape the ruthlessness of reality after all.

Ruan Youran looked at Chu Nian, the tears slowly fell on her face, wiped away the tears, Ruan Youran shook her head: "Where does it start and where does it end."

She stepped forward and hugged Chu Nian who was also tearful: "Nian Nian, today we are officially breaking up."

No quarrel.

No hysteria like last time.

Ruan Youran kissed Chu Nian's forehead for the last time: "I will let you and myself go, and we will all be happy."

Chu Nian bit her lip, her heart ached to the point of bleeding, there would be no happiness without her.Ruan Youran kissed her forehead deeply, as if she wanted to leave all the love and hatred accumulated over the years.

Chu Nian eagerly looked into her eyes: "Actually, Youran, I—"

"Hush." ​​Ruan Youran put her hand on her lips, and she looked into Chu Nian's eyes: "I've been waiting for so long, I don't want to ask for any answers."

……

That's right, back then Ruan Youran searched hard, even if she wanted to know an answer.

She didn't say.

Now, she wants to explain, but that person has stopped listening.

The wind blew, and after all, there were residual flowers falling between the hair of the two of them. Instead of the thrilling feeling at that time, some were just dejected.

"Will we meet again?"

Chu Nian choked up and asked, Ruan Youran wanted to laugh, but couldn't: "Of course, I promise you, I will finish the show."

Chu Nian looked at her, tears streaming down his face.

She looked at Ruan Youran and gave her a last deep look.

Seeing the person who promised her never to leave back then waved his hand, turned around and left slowly.

——Youran, from childhood to adulthood, I have nothing but you, no matter what happens in the future, don't leave me, okay?

——Of course, you are my wife, as long as you stay with me, I will never give up.

……

Chu Nian couldn't take it anymore, she knelt down and hugged herself with tears streaming down her face.

Back then, she left without saying goodbye.

Now, the person who loved her to the bone has finally abandoned her.