On the wedding show before the divorce

No matter how rough the road ahead is, as long as you take the first step, everything will be fine.

When Chu Nian went to reapply for the phone card, he was filled with all kinds of complicated emotions.Back then, she and Jianjian were still students. At that time, Ruan Youran happily bought two of them, one for her and one for Chu Nian. Both numbers ended in 7, which is a homonym for "wife".

Ruan Youran also smiled and said at the time: "You are so popular, if you become a movie star in the future, I don't know how many people will call you, but this number, only I can call, if you don't answer, I will call you will be angry."

Chu Nian rubbed Ruan Youran's words with a smile, watched her install the card, and handed the phone to herself.

Although she is not good at expressing, she has always indulged and spoiled Ruan Youran.

No one else can get into her bed.

Ruan Youran can go up and bully people wantonly.

Her things can't be touched. Once when filming, a friend used the water glass, and she threw it away immediately.

However, when Ruan Youran was sick and acted like a baby, Chu Nian would stay by the bedside and feed her water with his mouth.

She will remember everything Ruan Youran said.

……

over the years.

Chu Nian has indeed always followed suit. No matter how busy she is or how many things she has to do, she will always carry her mobile phone with her at all times. Even the second before she faints, she holds the mobile phone tightly.

Holding the newly reissued number, Chu Nian went to many stores, wanting to buy that Nokia mobile phone back then, but unfortunately, none of them were available, even the official said that it had been discontinued long ago.

Chu Nian was very disappointed.

She feels this is not a good sign.

When installing the sim card, Chu Nian didn't turn it on right away, her heart was beating violently, just like when she and Ruan Youran first fell in love, every time she received a call from her, every message would be nervous and excited.But this time, there was a little more pain and fear and uneasiness.

At home, Chu Qing has already gotten up to cook for Zhengzheng. Over the years, most of the aunts have been serving Zhengzhi, so her grandmother is naturally distressed.

Chu Qing lacked love when she was a child. At that time, she and Ruan Qiu had always thought about spending more time with each other after having a child, but any plan could not compare to the reality. There are some lives in front of her eyes, and she has to save them, but now... Knowing all the truth, Chu Qing has made up her mind this time, she must explain the matter at hand as soon as possible, and shift the focus to the family.

Chu Qing did not expect the current situation, so for a while she had no way to tell Ruan Qiu that Ruan Qiu's temperament was different from hers, vigorous and vigorous, and it was easy to cause some unpredictable consequences due to excitement.

But that's it, the sensitive Ruan Qiu also noticed the difference, she called Chu Qing twice in the morning, in a low voice.

——Why did your business trip take so long?Another week of delay?Could it be someone outside?

——Don't worry, although I'm old, I'm still beautiful. Standing on the street is more attractive than that kind of young girl. If you dare to give me a cuckold, I will definitely—

Chu Qing asked: "What must it be?"

——Be sure to compare the other party.

Mr. Ruan, who is fearless and fearless, is still afraid of his wife. Chu Qing has already thought about it. Tell her a little bit.

After Chu Nian returned home, Zheng Zhi, who was sitting on a chair eating, still kept his head down and did not look at Chu Qing, as if it hadn't changed from yesterday.

Chu Qing didn't take it seriously, she took out the shrimp skins and shrimp strings, and put the prawns one by one into the Zhengzheng bowl, Zhengzheng lowered his head and kept silent, letting the shrimp pile up into a hill.

Chu Nian walked over and looked at Chu Qing a little sorry: "Mom, she never eats anything other than me."

Her cleanliness to the extreme is exactly the same as Chu Nian.

Chu Qing smiled gently. She is a doctor. Although she is usually unsmiling, she has much more patience than ordinary people. She looked at Zhengzheng and said, "We Zhengzhi like to be clean, don't we? Then grandma won't grill shrimp for you, you can eat it yourself OK?"

Zheng Zhi didn't respond, but both Chu Qing and Chu Nian saw it, and she nodded slightly imperceptibly.

Chu Qing smiled happily, but Chu Nian's eyes were slightly rippling, and she entered the room with her mobile phone.

The moment she pressed the power button, her hands were trembling.

The phone vibrated as soon as it was turned on, and every time it vibrated, it cut Chu Nian's heart.

In the business hall, the clerk told her that because it was a reissued SIM card, all the information before the phone was turned off was gone, only the unaccepted information after the phone ran out of power.

The cell phone is full, and when everything is vibrated, it is almost out of power.

Only Ruan Youran knew this mobile phone number. It was the sustenance of her longing, uneasiness, pain, disappointment, despair...for the past three years.

Chu Nian sat on the bed, she watched and listened to each item.

Anxiety at the beginning...

——Big goose, where have you been?Why haven't you answered my calls or texts for two days?what happened?

——Did someone stop you when you visited your mentor and not let you go?Then you should at least send me a message to reassure me, why is Mi Mi not answering the phone, what are you doing?

— answer the phone!

——If you don’t answer my phone again, I won’t talk to you anymore!

It's crazy after a month...

--what happened to you?

——what happened? ? ?Is there any accident? ? ?Chu Nian!

——We are husband and wife, you don't tell me anything? ? ?Are you trying to get a divorce? ? ?

——Chu Nian, it's been three days since No.30, if you don't reply to my message today, I'm going to go crazy!

Anxiety half a year later...

——Tell me, what happened to you, there must be a reply.

—Are you sick?Is there something wrong?

——Nian Nian, just beg me, okay?After I got married... the first time I beg you this way, please give me a message back...

——I had a dream. I dreamed that you were sitting alone on a white bed. What happened to you...

It's a disappointment after a year...

——Chu Nian, I think, maybe, from the beginning to the end, you don't understand what marriage and lover are.

- I will not forgive you...

——You just left, no matter the reason, have you ever thought about me?

——Chu Nian, Chu Nian, Chu Nian...you have to see me crazy to be satisfied, right?

……

It's the calm after a year and a half...

——You are a cruel woman.

——It’s been 524 days, Chu Nian...

——Remember the vows we made when we got married?No matter rich or poor, no matter health or disease, no matter life's ups and downs, when the other party needs you most, can you never leave and never leave forever...you promised me...

——I miss you, think of heartache, think of not being able to breathe...

--Where are you?Today is Valentine's Day.

——I just want to take a look at you, is it okay to take a look?

--Please……

It was a decision made in two years.

——I never thought that one day, I would be unable to sleep all night, I would also rely on drugs to maintain a normal job, and I would also force myself to smile at everyone.

——How thick is the love, how deep is the hate.

——I once fantasized about turning white with you overnight, but now... I finally woke up from a dream.

……

Tears fell in rows, and Chu Nian sat paralyzed on the bed, holding the phone tightly in her hands, crying uncontrollably until her heart broke, her whole body trembled, and she huddled into a ball.

The doctor said she couldn't grieve too much.

But how should she control herself?

She is in pain.

She was barely alive.

But no matter how painful the physical pain is, it can't compare to Ruan Youran being engraved with the word hate on a heart full of love with a knife by her lover. One knife at a time, one after another, digging out her heart and lungs, making her so painful that she wants to live. Better to die.

Three years gone by.

23 messages.

Two thousand 320 missed calls.

At that moment, facing the bloody impact, Chu Nian felt that these days, she had thought of countless explanations in her mind, and she had become so pale and powerless at this moment.

At the moment when she was crying so hard that she couldn't speak, miraculously, the phone rang again. This time, it was not a brief vibration, but a continuous ringtone.

The ringtone was "Simple Love" that Ruan Youran personally set for Chu Nian.

——I want to hold your hand like this and not let go

Can love be simple and not hurt?

you lean on my shoulder

you fell asleep on my chest

life like this

i love you you love me...

This was their simplest little wish back then.

Three years of time, what can be washed away, Chu Nian's hand can hardly hold the phone, she restrains her heartbeat, "Hello?"

After a "Hello", there was a long blank on the phone, and then there was a soft sigh, like relief, sadness, or bewilderment, Ruan Youran murmured: "You finally answered the phone."

Yes.

Finally answered the phone.

In the past, Ruan Youran was holding the phone, and countless times of collapse, pain, hesitation, resentment... She didn't answer it.

Now, when she had decided to let go of everything and start over, Chu Nian connected.

Chu Nian was speechless, she could only let the tears flow.

Ruan Youran waited quietly for a while, she was not as irritable, angry and resentful as she imagined, she was not even excited and shocked when they met when they just returned to China, at this moment, she just smiled calmly, the voice was the same as before when Chu Nian hadn't left Look, "Are you crying? Don't cry."

……

Even if she didn't speak, she could still feel Chu Nian's emotions as before.

Chu Nian wiped away her tears, she wanted to say something, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something.

Ruan Youran said softly, "Nian Nian."

miss...

It's been a long time since I heard such a title, Chu Nian's heart suddenly seemed to be clenched by something, and she was terrified.

Ruan Youran spread her palms open, and she looked at the ring on it: "Don't worry, I won't force you to say anything anymore, Nian Nian, I'm tired, I don't want to be entangled like this anymore, maybe letting go of you is just letting go." Open myself."

don't want……

Chu Nian's face was pale, her breathing was rapid, she staggered, a sense of suffocation hit her chest, as if her soul was about to be emptied, she couldn't breathe and tried to stand up, she hurriedly opened the drawer, from A quick-acting heart-rescuing pill was taken out, and she unscrewed the bottle cap with trembling hands and spilled the medicine all over the floor.

The pills bounced on the ground and scattered again...

In the past, Chu Nian was the most hygienic and paid attention to these things, but at this moment, she lay on the ground, randomly picked up two heart-saving pills and stuffed them into her mouth.

The taste of medicine filled his mouth.

Only then can Chu Nian take a breath.

Ruan Youran's voice was really flat, "In the past, I always wanted to ask you a lot of answers, threatening you with tears, quarrels, and even breaking up to make you learn to express. Maybe, I was wrong from the beginning. , you are you after all, you will not change for anyone, and these years, I can hardly find myself, I don't want to argue with you anymore, let alone fight with you, I don't want to desperately want love with you, I want to find in your eyes I'm sorry... Niannian, let's meet at school in three days, our beginning will end there, won't we?"

"Isn't it?" Tears flowed down Ruan Youran's face again, she wiped away her tears and murmured: "This is the last time I cry for you, the last time..."

In the past, when she made calls with Chu Nian, Ruan Youran relied on all kinds of coquettish and crooked ways to refuse to hang up, and it was Chu Nian who hung up.

And now.

Ruan Youran pressed the call button.

So be it.

Ruan Youran raised her arms to cover the glare of the sun. From now on, she will start her new life.