eleven

After Yu Xun said that sentence, it was indeed different from before. He would often go out with Shi Yi, and the number of times they met increased a lot. After a long time, Shi Yi discovered that Yu Xun really likes watching movies, and there are new releases. He always went to see the movie, no wonder the preparations were so complete last time, so the theme of their meeting is usually watching movies, eating and having sex. Of course, when they are busy, they only do the last thing, the more they play tricks The more, the better the physical fit.But Eleven still thinks of Yu Xun who was smoking in the car from time to time. He always feels that Yu Xun is the real Yu Xun with a sarcastic face at that time. He wonders who made Yu Xun so lonely. The expression, who left that scar on his hand.

In the middle of the month, Yu Xun suddenly asked about Eleven’s birthday. Eleven said that it had passed long ago, and he asked him if there was any New Year’s gift he wanted, and Eleven thought it was a sign that Yu Xun was moving toward him. , I was overjoyed, and thought for a long time before saying that he wanted a new set of guitar strings. Although Yu Xun was a little surprised by the gift he chose, he agreed and said he would prepare it.

In fact, there is no special meaning in the eleventh election, it is simply because Xinhexin is a homonym, no one knows anyway, his bold fantasy, after he puts it on, he will play it at Yu Xun, and then say, "Look, dial The (fluctuating) is the new (heart) string", of course he will never say it, just thinking about it will make him laugh first, and now probably no one can say such silly love words, I heard it People's reaction is probably similar to his, hilarious laughter is indispensable, if in the end Yu Xun wants to laugh at him as soon as he sees the guitar, it will be over.

Originally, Eleven thought that if his demands were not high, they could maintain this state for a long time. After a little longer, maybe Yu Xun would open up to him. The best result would be to fall in love with him, but he would not really love him. To do such an expectation in my heart is just to think about it secretly.But life is like this. When you think there is a turning point, he will slap you with facts, and when you think you have glimpsed a little secret of happiness, he will immediately turn on the highest volume and tell you that it is all an illusion.

Yu Xun suddenly became very busy from the second day after he agreed to give a gift. The contact between the two was mainly maintained by WeChat and phone calls, and as the day progressed, Shi Shi gradually heard Yu Xun's words on the phone. It was already a week later when I received Yu Xun’s phone call asking him to meet. At that time, he was playing the guitar. When the bell rang, the 1st string suddenly broke, and the ring finger was pulled out with a thin opening. Looking at the bleeding fingertips, he suddenly felt that his gift might not be honored.

Yu Xun made an appointment on the night of the 24th, exactly a month since he asked me if you want to try it out with me, but it’s a pity that the holiday is coming soon, work is not so busy, and there is no chance to work overtime on the [-]th to extend a little time.When he arrived at the dining room, he saw Yu Xun sitting by the window with his back to the door, wearing only a pullover, and his coat was draped over the back of the chair. Eleven paused in place before walking in, as if he saw the old man again. The difference between the cat paw prints I saw in the bar this time is that there are cat paws with fingernails hanging on the paw prints this time, ready to scratch the marks left by me at any time.

He walked over and sat down opposite Yu Xun, and said hello to him: "Long time no see." He found that Yu Xun had lost weight, and his chin was a little pointed.

Yu Xun was unusually silent, watching Eleven without speaking for a long time, the apology in his eyes was ready to come out.

Eleven also quietly let him watch, without moving, feeling that the distance between the two of them had become very far.

It took a while for Yu Xun to say, "I'm sorry."

Eleven still didn't speak, waiting for the most important sentence, like waiting for the knife to fall.

Yu Xun moved his clasped fingers and said in a low voice, "Let's break up."

Eleven tried hard to look into Yu Xun's eyes, as if he wanted to see deep in his heart: "Are you apologizing to me because you want to break up with me, or are you apologizing for not being able to like me?"

Yu Xun didn't answer, but just repeated again: "I'm sorry."

The cat really tore up the white paper. Eleventh thought, it can only be said that God did not give him good luck, since he was reincarnated into his mother's belly, but he never wanted to admit it. Tell him once with practical actions that people without luck should not have desires, let alone pursue them.

After Yu Xun finished speaking, the two of them didn't speak any more, they just sat quietly for a long time without looking at each other. Eleven didn't know what Yu Xun was thinking, it was because he had no strength.In the end, Eleven went first. He still remembered the location of the bus stop, so he turned right immediately when he got out of the restaurant, and walked slowly along the road. When his legs were sore, he realized that he had walked more than two stops this time.Looking at the streetlights lit up by the side of the road, Eleven thought, life is full of regrets, and his life is especially gloomy.

The company began to have a holiday on the 26th, and the work efficiency on the 25th was extremely high until the moment he left work on the 26th, but he suddenly fell asleep when he returned from get off work, and he slept until the afternoon of the 27th before waking up. He only remembered that the [-]th is Chinese New Year’s Eve when Jing Jing’s missed call and the new year’s goods issued by the company in the corner. He called Chang Jing and went to the vegetable market. If he was later, he might have to go to the supermarket to buy Quick-frozen dumplings are Chinese New Year.

Long Whale’s voice sounded very happy, saying that he was going to travel with his Shushu, and asked Eleven if he would like to go to his house to celebrate the New Year with his mother by himself, and Eleven of course refused.Since he was in college, he has been in a state of not being able to go back to Qi's house, so he has been going to Changjing's house for the Spring Festival these years, just like before he moved, but in the past because of the proximity, the aunt took care of him by the way A child is not a big problem. Later, Long Whale took him back. If Long Whale didn't go back, he certainly didn't need to go.

When Changjing was talking about Shushu, Eleven thought he was talking about his uncle, and asked him why he suddenly lost his tone of voice, but Changjing laughed at him and said that it was Shushu and his name, and his sweetness was beyond words.Eleven thought he would be happy for Long Whale, but it was strange that he was not in the mood of joy at all. When making dumplings, he wondered if it was because he was jealous of Long Whale, so he couldn’t be happy, but after thinking about it carefully, he seemed to be happy. no.After freezing all the wrapped dumplings in the refrigerator, he understood that he was just tired, even if he was asked to think about why he was not happy for Chang Jing, his emotions suddenly became the most energy-consuming thing. It would be easier for him to walk ten bus stops.

After tidying up the kitchen, Eleven was sleepy again. He almost fell asleep on the bed and even forgot to eat. When he woke up, the sky outside was already dark again. Looking at the time, it was 2 minutes to ten o'clock, he He didn't understand how he could sleep so well. This was the first time this happened. He still remembered that today was New Year's Eve. After getting up, he put his laptop on the tea table and clicked on the live video of the Spring Festival Gala. Take out the dumplings and thaw them out, put them on the coffee table and eat them while they are cooked. Unfortunately, this year’s skit was part of what everyone said. It’s not as good as the singing and dancing shows. I still watch it seriously on November 12. I didn’t wash the dumplings after I finished eating them. Bowl, sitting on the carpet with his knees tucked in and staring at the dancer inside, his waist was a little sore when it was almost [-] o'clock, so he simply lay down on the carpet with his computer in his arms and looked sideways, waiting for the host to enthusiastically enter the countdown During the segment, he suddenly lost interest again, put down the computer, stood up and walked to the window, and he just opened the curtains when the sound of fireworks on the computer sounded.

It was quiet outside, most of the community were tenants, and now they all went back to their hometowns, only a few sporadic lights were on, and fireworks were not allowed in Ercheng, so it didn’t look like the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year at all, not far away The community is brightly lit, separated by a thin line, two worlds.Eleven slowly closed the curtains, walked back and took the bowls and chopsticks to the kitchen. When pouring the water, he accidentally twisted the wrong side. When the cold water rushed down, he was stimulated to shiver, and suddenly tears came down , He remembered what was written in the old text, the excitement is theirs, and I have nothing.