he from the deep sea

Yan Yizuo is not a gentle person, not gentle to himself, not gentle to others.

This kind of ungentleness is even more a kind of indifference, indifference to oneself and indifference to others.

Just like this person's character, when Yan Yizuo really cares about someone, he will not allow this person to be weak.

Strict treatment of those he cares about is Yan Yizuo's education to the sea monster, and also shaping the humanity of the sea monster.

"Do you believe me?" Yan Yizuo asked.

"...No." The sea monster gave the answer honestly.

"What about your children?" Yan Yizuo continued to ask.

"I believe them." The sea monster felt that he was being questioned, but somehow, he didn't want to resist, but continued to follow the other party's words.

"Why? Did I hurt you?"

Yan Yizuo...has he ever hurt him?

The sea monster found that except for a certain prank, Yan Yizuo did not do anything that really hurt him, and most of the time it was his own carelessness.

"Then to put it another way, have your children ever hurt you?" Yan Yizuo's words were soft but aggressive.

"No." The sea monster said directly.

"Really?" asked lightly, but the sea monster completely lost its confidence.

"I do not have……"

For the survival of several children, he lost his own blood.

Fu Yang hurt him twice because of his distrust of him. In order to treat Fu Yang's body, he used his scales and precious eyes.

In order to repair the body healthily, I spent a lot of my mind, hurt the body, and left a wound that has never been healed.

Counting it carefully, everything about him is being sucked by the little miscellaneous fish.

"But it's a matter of course." Being eaten by children is the fate of his race.

"Human beings will not eat their own father." Yan Yizuo's words in a calm tone hurt deeply, "Humans will cherish the one they love, and will do their best for the one they love, because Only those who want to protect will be invincible."

Although Yan Yizuo didn't believe in such illusory things, he never denied the existence of such beautiful feelings in the world.

I will not look at the world maliciously, nor will I trust it in good faith, but as a bystander, I will peek into everything I want to know.

"Your children accept your help when they are powerless, because they are not capable enough." Yan Yizuo's face darkened, "They don't deserve your love."

When his little miscellaneous fish was said that, the sea monster directly frowned, and immediately retorted: "Isn't it the same for you yourself, you would die if you were injured, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't know where you are now? !"

Yan Yizuo has always used the exchange as a condition, offsetting his unintentional dedication to Yan Yizuo time and time again, but in fact, what the sea monster has learned from Yan Yizuo is far more than what he got. .

This is an essential difference from his little miscellaneous fish.

"Yes." Yan Yizuo closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he was indifferent and calm, "So you can use me without restriction, ask me unconditionally, and I will satisfy everything for you, including me. s life."

He already has this awareness, or has been preparing for this awareness since earlier.

Now is the time to express your state of mind.

"I don't need your life. It doesn't matter to me whether you live or not." The sea monster felt strange, Yan Yizuo's eyes were serious and persistent, and he tried to burn like a flame, and he, who would never be warmed, insisted on letting him go. He was tainted with warmth.

"I don't need your consent, this is the shackles I gave myself." Yan Yizuo stood up, squinted his eyes and looked into the distance. At this moment, the sea monster sitting on the ground looked up at Yan Yizuo's Suddenly, he felt that Yan Yizuo might be embracing the entire sky.

People are always looking for some meaning in life, what is the meaning of living, what is the meaning that they need to continue, if there is no goal, then everything will be a walking dead.

He can bear his aimless work, but he can't bear his inaction after finding meaning.

The sea monster was the stimulus in his life, and he didn't want to give up on it.

"You are... a strange human being." The sea monster murmured.

"For humans, you are a strange species." Yan Yizuo stretched out his hand to the sea monster. The sea monster thought for a while, and finally followed Yan Yizuo's strength and was pulled up.

However, Yan Yizuo didn't just let go, but held the sea monster's hand and kneaded it lightly or heavily.

"It's hardened." Yan Yizuo said.

"what?"

"Your hands are no longer as soft as before." Opening the sea monster's fingers, Yan Yizuo stroked the sea monster's hand bit by bit, paying attention to every piece of skin and every detail. Knead.

The sea monster gradually felt a little embarrassed, and wanted to withdraw its hand, but its fingers were still trembling slightly, and it didn't use any strength.

"You're growing in the way you like, or think about, the way your kids want to be."

Yan Yizuo sighed, his expression was very lonely, when Yan Yizuo, who never showed any expressions of joy or anger, suddenly showed such an expression, anyone would involuntarily soften his heart.

"But I especially don't want you to develop into a human being." Yan Yizuo didn't say any more, there was no need to force his feelings on this person.

He is a god, and he should stand proudly outside the secular world, and look at the short-term joys and sorrows of human beings indifferently, instead of sinking into the quagmire without knowing it like he is now.

Yan Yizuo gently stroked the sea monster's short hair with his fingers. If the sea monster was the only proof of what he did for him, only this messy hair would soften his heart.

The follow-up is because my mood is gradually resonated by a part of the sea monster buried in the body. It is obvious that I want to be strong and let him be independent, but every time I touch him, I can't help but soften my heart.

Yan Yizuo's compulsion is not only to understand the sea monster, he also needs to understand himself clearly when he understands the sea monster, and face himself correctly, so that he is qualified to face the sea monster correctly.

"So you just pulled me here just to let me see the distant view?" The sea monster curled up on the car unhappily, "If you want to see me take you flying."

Yan Yizuo blinked his eyes, always feeling that this sentence sounded weird.

"The scenery you see after your own efforts is different from the scenery you see yourself." Yan Yizuo slightly tilted his head, "There are often things you can't see in places you don't notice. to the scenery."

"It's so great." The sea monster leaned against the car window, "But I've seen too much natural scenery, and what makes me even more beautiful is the finely crafted buildings!"

"Let me take you on a trip." Yan Yizuo raised the corners of his mouth, seeming to be smiling, revealing an almost invisible tenderness, "You can see many different buildings in the world."

"Is there anything to see?" The sea monster seemed uninterested. "Although it is very beautiful, it always feels that it is almost the same thing."

"Distinctive buildings must be hidden in places you haven't noticed." Yan Yizuo said while driving, "You can view everything from the sky, but the huge size prevents you from getting close to them, and Even if the really good things are placed in front of you, you shouldn’t be able to see them, right?”

I always feel that what Yan Yizuo said is right...and seems wrong.

"Are you saying that I'm ignorant?" The sea monster suddenly widened his eyes, "Don't beat around the bush and scold me!"

Yan Yizuo laughed, and laughed in a low voice, the laughter gradually became louder, but then gradually recovered, the smile remaining in his eyes still did not fade away.

The sea monster stared blankly at Yan Yizuo. This human being had a height comparable to his and had an outstanding appearance among human beings. After being tinged with emotion, he was so amazing that he would be amazed.

Yan Yizuo himself was also surprised. When he fell in love with someone, he would be happy because of some inexplicable behavior of that person. This incident is actually true.

"Really, such a face has been wasted for more than 20 years." The sea monster turned its head sideways and stared carefully at the other person's eyes. Those eyes had always been wrapped in coldness, but now they bloomed like a cracked ice layer. Beautiful splashes.

"If you like it, that would be great." As if to make the sea monster appreciate his face more, Yan Yizuo never let go of the slightly raised corners of his mouth.

The sea monster felt very relaxed. Every time he was with Yan Yizuo, the oppressive feeling seemed to be dissipated. Did Yan Yizuo deliberately ease the atmosphere, or because of his own state of mind, the sea monster felt very peaceful .

The two went to see a movie, a movie about mermaids that had just been released, and the sea monster was holding three bottles of water and complaining wildly while drinking.

"If it were me, I wouldn't be so stupid. Who said that I would fall when I walk? I can walk with my tail!"

"Such an idiot, I won't be discovered so easily."

"Who dares to treat me like this, I'm sure I can't get around him!"

Yan Yizuo didn't care about the doubtful gazes cast from around, he really smiled softly and listened quietly.

"Actually, it's good for you to be like this." Suddenly the sea monster said, "Isn't this bad? Why have you always kept a straight face before?"