How to become a qualified villain BOSS

Wen Jing looked at Lu Xiuze, stepped back step by step, and opened the distance between the two of them little by little, from intimacy to politeness, and finally stopped at a distant distance.

Wen Jing said lightly: "When you left, I had already decided... This is the last time I will wait for you."

"Eldest brother, you actually misremembered. You didn't walk in front of me twice, but three times."

Wen Jing stretched out his hand to stop Lu Xiuze's words, and said, "The first time you left, it was on Baimei Mountain outside the Dingfu of Yu Kingdom. At that time, I knew that you didn't have any difficulties in your heart, you just wanted to leave That's all... you want to go, so you go, it's as simple as that."

"But at that time, I admired you so much and looked forward to you, and I believe that you are not as ruthless as you appear. You still care about me, because the injury you left me is so clever that I didn't even let me lie on the bed for a long time. Even one day... You see, even if you stabbed me with a sword, I made countless excuses for you, convincing myself that it was not your fault. So finally, when I saw you in Danxuanzong, I finally made up my mind that I must To chase you back, because we are of the same family, and even more relatives, there is no problem that needs to be resolved by separating relatives."

"That day you promised me, I'm really very happy." Wen Jing paused, his thoughts wandered for a while, as if he remembered the scene and words of that day, so that he repeated it softly when he didn't realize it "I'm really, really happy."

On that day, Wen Jing was really very happy, because he made an agreement with his favorite senior brother to advance and retreat together, and became his best friend and family member.

"But you're gone again."

But he went anyway.

"When you left for the second time, I asked you over and over again, and at that time, as long as you were willing to say no to me and confide even half of the truth to me, then even if you choose to leave Chosen Sect, I will I will definitely go with you, because in my heart, senior brother, you...you are so..."

Wen Jing choked up and blinked hard.

"After you left, I have been waiting for you at Zherizong. I think you should come back to me, because I hope you come back to me, as long as you come back to me, I will forgive you, not because I should forgive you , but because I want to forgive you...but I know you won't come back, like when you left for the first time, if I hadn't chased you, you would never have come back...and then I guess By the way, you really didn't come back."

"So when you left for the third time, I was thinking: There won't be a fourth time."

"Before you leave, I asked you like you did when you left for the second time. I hope you will explain to me. As long as you tell me, I will listen. As long as you say you love me, I can erase everything before Ping... because I always believe in you, and I always love you."

Sometimes, Wen Jing even hated himself, because he became weak because of love, and retreated again and again until he became what he hated.

But what can I do?There is always no reason to like this kind of thing.So as long as the elder brother explained to him, he would still forgive him.

"But you didn't."

But Lu Xiuze still didn't.

"Later, I decided to wait for you here for the last three days. If you don't come back after three days, then from now on, you and I will be separated from each other. From now on, I will never..." Wen Jing gritted his teeth, "I will never play it on my own again. passionate."

Wen Jing always thought that Lu Xiuze liked him.No matter when Lu Xiuze was a senior brother or as a Xiu, Wen Jing always thought that Lu Xiuze liked him, but every time he thought about it, what happened next would make him appear to be so self-indulgent, even ridiculous the point.

Lu Xiuze never expected that Ah Jing would think this way, and his heart was cut like a knife, and he said in a trembling voice: "No, that's not the case, Ah Jing, don't say that about yourself!"

Lu Xiuze wanted to move forward, but Wen Jing retreated again.

"Actually, you were tired of me before, right?" Wen Jing smiled lightly, "Because I'm always pestering you, always being self-indulgent... But it doesn't matter, from now on, I will never do this again."

"No, Ah Jing! Ah Jing...I really love you!" Lu Xiuze felt great fear, his heart ached like a twist, and he said sadly, "How can you believe me?!"

"I've always believed in it before," Wen Jing said softly, "but now I don't dare anymore."

Lu Xiuze's face was pale, and he understood the deep meaning of these words almost instantly.His thoughts went blank for a moment, and the sounds around him seemed to dissipate at this moment, and then he slowly came back to his senses.

"So..." Lu Xiuze spoke with difficulty, every time he uttered a word, it felt like a knife was cut in his heart, "Ah Jing can't trust me anymore... right?"

Wen Jing said: "Yes."

Wen Jing no longer believed in him, and decided not to love him anymore, after he finally learned about pain and love.

Lu Xiuze thought that he should cry bitterly at this moment, for everything he had and lost, but after the pain accumulated to the extreme, he suddenly laughed: "Then...if this is the case...if Ah Jing no longer believes in me , then I should leave... right?"

Lu Xiuze really didn't want to make Ah Jing sad anymore, but he didn't know what was going on, and he kept hurting Ah Jing again and again.Lu Xiuze was born to be too clever, but he has never been enlightened in this kind of thing. He always subconsciously does things that make Ah Jing sad...Since this is the case, if he leaves Ah Jing, will he treat Ah Jing even more? good?

Would Ah Jing be happier if he left?

"You—" Wen Jing's heart trembled, his hands in his sleeves trembled, but he finally swallowed back those inappropriate words, and only gritted his teeth, "That's right!"

Lu Xiuze felt that the pain had stagnated at this moment, maybe it was because it didn't hurt anymore, or it could be because of something else.He stared at Wen Jing, as if sighing, and as if sighing: "Is that so..."

Lu Xiuze approached hesitantly, and gently stretched out his hand towards Wen Jing's face.This time, Wen Jing didn't retreat or dodge, but Lu Xiuze withdrew his hand just before touching Wen Jing's cheek, as if he had been burned by a flame, and the fiery pain spread all over his body along his fingertips.

"That's it..." Lu Xiuze said softly, "I see."

Lu Xiuze took a step back, and then took a step back, just like Wen Jing did, pulling the distance between them little by little.But when he looked at Wen Jing's face, there was no pain, no resentment, only a gentle and nostalgic smile.

At this moment, Lu Xiuze suddenly understood that maybe this is the way things are in the world, and there is always something wrong with people.

Wen Jing waited for him three times, so he had to let go three times in order to repay Wen Jing's pain.

If so... then let it go.

Let go, there are some things that cannot be forced or forced.And what good is being with a monster like him?It's just being sad by him time and time again.so……

"Let's just leave it at that." Lu Xiuze said slowly, even wishing that this sentence would never be finished, so that they would never be separated.But sometimes when the music ends and the people leave, those who want to leave will always leave.Wen Jing will leave, and so will he.

But before leaving, Lu Xiuze still couldn't help asking: "Ah Jing, you will have a good life, right?"

Wen Jing's eyes turned red again, and the gaze that stared at Lu Xiuze seemed to set him on fire.

Lu Xiuze was worried, mouth full of bitterness, avoided Wen Jing's sight, and after a moment of silence with lowered eyes, he finally turned and left.

He walked along the Longshen River in a daze, his thoughts seemed to be floating on the clouds, he couldn't hear anything, he couldn't see anything, he didn't know where he was going, and he didn't know what he was going to do.

Lu Xiuze seemed to have walked for a long time, but also seemed to have only left for a moment. After that, he heard a cry that almost changed the tone.

"Lu Xiuze!"

is this his name

"Lu Xiuze!!"

Who is calling him?

Lu Xiuze's thoughts seemed to go through an extremely long process, then he turned around, and the next moment, a familiar person grabbed his hand and rushed into his arms, making him sit down unexpectedly He fell to the ground and knocked his head on the ground sullenly, only then did he recover from the trance.

Lu Xiuze stared at the person sitting on top of him, looked at the familiar face as if in a dream, and dared not say anything: "...Ah Jing?!"

"Why are you so stupid?!" Wen Jing sat on Lu Xiuze's body, grabbed Lu Xiuze's lapel, his eyes were red, "I've said it a long time ago, why don't you understand?!"

Wen Jing's voice was hoarse: "I told you - if you want to catch me, then catch me to the end, if you want to lie to me, then lie to me to the end, if you want to tie me by your side , then tie me to the end! I'm standing here, why don't you come and catch me?!"

Lu Xiuze always left in front of him again and again, and he always looked at Lu Xiuze's back again and again.When Lu Xiuze left for the third time, Wen Jing thought like this: This is really the last time.

Wen Jing thought: "I don't want to wait for him anymore, and I don't want to forgive him anymore."

Maybe it was all a mistake, maybe he was really too self-indulgent... Then let it stop here-too tired, forget it, enough is enough.

Wen Jing really thought so, and really thought that he could never forgive Lu Xiuze again.

However, when Lu Xiuze once again said that he wanted to leave, Wen Jing felt a deeper pain and suffering.

--hateful!

Why show such pain? !

--hateful! !

Why do you have to smile like that? !

--hateful! ! !

It was obvious that Lu Xiuze had been lying to him, hurting him, betraying him, and teasing him all along, so why was he still the one who finally showed such a look?

Why do you ask him if he is doing well?Why do you still have to go?Why would you rather leave in front of him for the fourth time than come up and grab him? !

Wen Jing finally understood that even at this time, he actually still has expectations.He was still waiting for Lu Xiuze's reaction, hoping that Lu Xiuze would try his best to impress him in order to keep him.

But Lu Xiuze once again chose to let go.

He actually let go again, how could he let go again? !

Wen Jing watched Lu Xiuze turn and leave in front of him, the extreme pain turned into extreme anger, Wen Jing finally broke down and shouted, rushing in front of Lu Xiuze.

"How can you let go again?!" Wen Jing said sharply, stubbornly refusing to blink, but the tears still rolled down, hitting Lu Xiuze's face drop by drop, and the scorching heat was so hot that Lu Xiuze could hardly bear it , "You clearly said you loved me, why did you still leave?!"

Why are you leaving?

"I said I don't trust you anymore, why don't you let me trust you again? I said I don't want to like you anymore, why don't you let me like you again?!"

Why not try harder? !

Lu Xiuze stared blankly at Wen Jing, slowly raised his hand, and gently approached Wen Jing's face, as if he was ready to be rejected at any time.But the last refusal never came.

Lu Xiuze gently wiped away the tears on Wen Jing's face, and said distressedly: "Don't cry...it's my fault...I...I thought you wanted me to go."

Lu Xiuze always wanted to be nice to Wen Jing, but he always hurt him.So Lu Xiuze really thought that after he left, Wen Jing wouldn't be in pain anymore.

But he was wrong again.

"I thought... Ah Jing wouldn't be sad if I left." Lu Xiuze said shyly, "So I left... But is Ah Jing still sad?"

Wen Jing almost laughed out of anger, choked up and said, "Are you stupid?! I didn't even tell you to go, why are you going?! Since you said you love me, why are you willing to leave? You have already left, what am I going to do? Believe that you love me?!"

"Of course I don't want to part with Ah Jing," Lu Xiuze sighed softly, "but if Ah Jing can live a better life after no longer believing in me, no longer loving me, and no longer thinking about me, then I can't bear to part with it..." Lu Xiuze said softly Shi, "Even if I don't want to part with Ah Jing, I should go."

Because he always likes Ah Jing, so if Ah Jing no longer believes in him and loves him, he will live a better life, and if Ah Jing will no longer suffer because of his departure... Lu Xiuze feels that at this moment, he is considered It is pain, but it should also be joy.

"Because I really like Ah Jing."

Wen Jing's expression was blank for a moment, then his head drooped, his back bent a little bit, and finally he put his face on Lu Xiuze's chest, crying silently.

At this time, Wen Jing finally fully understood Lu Xiuze's clumsiness, and finally fully understood Lu Xiuze's love.

Just like what Lu Xiuze said, he doesn't know how to love someone, so his greatest love for people is to let them leave him.

"How can you be so stupid?" Wen Jing choked up, "Why are you so stupid?!"

Wen Jing almost couldn't understand why there were such smart yet clumsy, such good and so bad people, let alone why he loved such a person.

Lu Xiuze was at a loss, he didn't know why he made Ah Jing sad again.He gently hugged Wen Jing who was whimpering in his chest, but after coaxing Wen Jing for a long time, he didn't see Wen Jing getting better, so he could only say: "A Jing, I'm very stupid, every time I want to be nice to you, but always I made you sad, that's why I wanted to leave, because I thought you would be happy after I left. But you are still so sad... Ah Jing, can you talk to me? Tell me, what should I do? Do it to cheer you up?"

Wen Jing understood what he should do.

His senior brother is too stupid, so he can't wait for his senior brother to do some things, and he can't wait for his senior brother to say some things... So let him do it.

Wen Jing raised his head, suppressed his sobs, and said, "I have something to ask you, but you can't lie to me!"

Lu Xiuze said, "Okay."

"do you love me?"

Lu Xiuze said: "I love you."

"How much do you love me?"

Lu Xiuze said: "I don't know, but when Ah Jing is happy, I am happy, and when Ah Jing is sad, I am also sad."

Wen Jing couldn't help sobbing, but he forced himself to continue asking: "Then do you want to be with me?"

Lu Xiuze looked hesitant, and said, "But I..."

"I ask you if you want to!"

Lu Xiuze sighed, "Think."

"That's good! From now on, you're not allowed to be good for me on your own! If you don't know how to love me and how to treat me well, then let me teach you, and don't allow yourself to have any stupid thoughts! If you have any problems, Then tell me as soon as possible, let's solve it together, don't lie to me again, let alone leave! Got it?!" Wen Jing said, "I swear, if you disappear in front of me again, I will never I will forgive you again, if I forgive you at that time, I will be out of my mind—”

A monk's oath is not as simple as a mortal.Lu Xiuze's expression changed drastically, he covered Wen Jing's mouth with his hand, and scolded, "Why are you so stupid? Why did you use yourself to make such an oath?"

Wen Jing pulled Lu Xiuze's hand away: "It's the same even if you don't have an oath, you know I can do what I say!"

Of course Lu Xiuze knew, his heart softened, and he said in a low voice: "I...will not do things for you on my own accord. Ah Jing, don't treat yourself like this."

Wen Jing almost compromised on everything for such a sincere and gentle Lu Xiuze, but in the end, he hardened his heart and said, "Now, let me ask you one last time: Do you love me?"

Lu Xiuze said: "I love you, Ah Jing."

Wen Jing said: "Do you think I'm a junior, or a lover?"

Wen Jing originally thought that Lu Xiuze would choose the latter, so as long as Lu Xiuze answered, he could justifiably take Lu Xiuze home to meet his parents, and this stupid and stupid guy was not allowed to hesitate again and again.

However, Lu Xiuze was silent for a while, and said unexpectedly to Wen Jing: "I know what Ah Jing is asking, but I don't know what is the difference between this kind of love for normal people, because only Ah Jing is my junior brother, and I don't know what kind of love you have. Only Ah Jing is the one I like. And..." Lu Xiuze looked slightly hesitant and didn't continue.

Wen Jing's expression tightened, thinking that Lu Xiuze was going to hide something again, so he put on a fierce look and said, "You don't want to hide it from me!"

Lu Xiuze sighed, "I'm afraid you won't be happy if I tell you."

Wen Jing said: "I'm even more unhappy if you don't tell me!"

Lu Xiuze could only say: "I don't know what kind of love I have for Ah Jing, but I... I want to get close to Ah Jing, closer to you than anyone else, and then bite your mouth to swell up, and I want to Tore off Ah Jing's clothes, biting on Ah Jing's body inch by inch, and even more wanted to see Ah Jing fall in love with me, crying and begging under me."

"I want to make Ah Jing cry like this, is that right?" Lu Xiuze said in confusion, "Is this okay? Will Ah Jing be angry?"

Wen Jing's eyes widened, and he was stunned by such a completely unexpected answer. When he came back to his senses, he realized that his face had already become hot.

"You..." Wen Jing stared at Lu Xiuze, who was still completely confused after saying such words, his heart was pounding.

Lu Xiuze had some understanding, but he still hesitated, and said, "Is it possible?"

"You...then...how..." After Wen Jing hesitated for a while, his shoulders slumped, and he bumped his head hard on Lu Xiuze's chest as if compromising, spurning himself for being so easily moved by such straightforward liking and desire. Aroused lust, so when he raised his head again, his expression became angry, and he gnawed on Lu Xiuze's mouth with anger, shame, love and hatred.

"Just talk but don't practice... come here!" Wen Jing's face was flushed, the hand holding Lu Xiuze's lapel trembled undetectably, he gritted his teeth, "If you have the ability... come and cry me!"