Survival

Nineteen

"Nothing, just remembering the past."

Yu Sheng smiled, and she put her hand on the back of his head, covering the back of his hand, with some varicose veins in his shins.

She took it down.

"Don't look, let's go."

She didn't help him much, but the most deadly thing was that she would take his heart into consideration. She knew there were some things that she shouldn't ask or say.

They are all deep in the darkness, even if they see a glimmer of light, they will automatically return to the embrace of the darkness, otherwise they will look at the seemingly hopeless light together, they are in the same boat, this is what he thinks now.

If there is light in this world, there will be darkness, but those who have been exposed to darkness will not be able to get rid of the stained black even if they see the light of day again.

Before entering the night, Yu Sheng was already tired, she took Xiao Chengyi back to the hotel, she knew that he should calm down.

"Take a rest and see when you want to go out for a walk."

After Xiao Chengyi took a shower, it was Yu Sheng's turn to take a shower, which was no different from usual.

Yu Sheng lay on the bed, turning over to sleep, but the person next to her couldn't sleep at all.

She knew he wasn't asleep yet, so she didn't want to either.

"Xiao Chengyi, you can speak Italian."

Xiao Chengyi paused, she didn't say 'you can listen to Italian', but 'speak', which was more affirming his past.

"Are you okay?"

Xiao Chengyi didn't answer her, he looked at the ceiling silently.On a whim, Yu Sheng stepped onto his waist, "Mr. Xiao, what are you doing?"

Xiao Chengyi supported her and sat up, "I spent my childhood here."

Yu Sheng clicked his tongue, "Ask why you ignored me and talk about your childhood properly."

Xiao Chengyi laughed heartily, he will never get out in this life, he is in the pit she set, willingly, willingly.

Xiao Chengyi lightly held the side of her head, kissed her with a smile, and she smiled too.

Xiao Chengyi slowly hugged her and lay down on the bed. She stretched out her hand to unbutton the shirt, but she couldn't do it. She even wanted to tear it, but when she thought that Xiao Chengyi didn't have many clothes, she stopped. Under the action of the hand.

He hooked his lips, and after switching positions, he took her hand, "I'll help you."

Unexpectedly, Yu Sheng blushed.After untying, she passed her hands between his arms and body, and stretched her hands behind his back, so that their bodies were closer, and slowly pulled down the shirt.

Her hands barely left his back, at the same angle, with a few more scratches.

Yu Sheng was really tired, and she didn't spare Xiao Chengyi like the first time. She persisted until the end and fell asleep.

When he woke up, Xiao Chengyi was already awake.She was sure again, she took a shower, and he took a shower too.

"Did you wear it yesterday?"

"I wear it."

He would never let her get pregnant, let alone make her suffer.

"If you want to leave, you can leave now."

Xiao Chengyi said: "Do whatever you want, don't care about me."

Yu Sheng looked at him.

He smiled, "Don't guess."

She turned her head and looked ahead, "Pack up your things and fly wherever there is a flight today."

He never refuses her, unless it's for her.He doesn't know how long it will be, he doesn't expect to be forever, at least to be with him now, he doesn't even expect to be selfish.

"Change your taste and fly to Thailand."

It is said to go abroad to relax, but in fact most of the time is spent in the plane.

It wasn't her first time on a plane, but she met the girl when she flew to Milan.

This time she was sitting in front of Yu Sheng, and she was the one who recognized Yu Sheng first.

"you?"

Yu Sheng smiled, and will meet her on the flight from Rome to Thailand, "Is your brother's business done?"

"It's done. Thank you for your concern. I'm here to bring my brother's ashes back to Thailand. Where is my sister-in-law?"

Yu Sheng said a word of condolence again, that girl talked a lot, and Yu Sheng probably understood that they were not related by blood at all, they were just adopted from an orphanage together, and her sister-in-law is seriously ill now, so she was able to fly to Milan, she It's the most suitable.

Hearing these words, Xiao Chengyi unconsciously felt sad.

He is also one of the children in one of the orphanages in the world, but he is different from others. Orphans think they are unfortunate, but he envies ordinary orphans very much, but because of this, he understands a truth.

It is a kind of sorrow not to be favored by God, but what about those who are hated by God?

People always think that family or work is your world, but in fact, even if half of the earth is destroyed, you may not have an accident. If you are bound by work, you think you can change it, but it is not the same.There are so many jobs and families in this world, but you are actually just one of them. You are so small, you even deceive yourself into thinking that your destiny is still in your own hands.

Xiao Chengyi suddenly said: "When I die, don't be by my side."

Yu Sheng looked at him, "I should say this sentence instead."

She smiled again when she was done, with the same sad look in her eyes as usual.

She was afraid that he would be hurt; he was afraid that she would be sad.

After getting off the car, the girl took Yu Sheng and Xiao Chengyi to the hotel, so there was no need to worry about the car.

Xiao Chengyi couldn't refuse, and Yu Sheng was also fearless, accepting her kindness in vain, Yu Sheng said he would ask God to invite her to dinner.

"Sister Yu Sheng, I am familiar with you here, so you don't have to be so restrained."

Yu Sheng smiled, [-]% perfunctory, [-]% sincere.

They didn't even leave their contact information, so they just went against each other, maybe they were just passing by.

"You are tired, rest today, and swim again tomorrow."

Yu Sheng nodded, she really didn't sleep much on the plane, the main reason was that the girl couldn't stop her mouth, and since her relatives had just divorced, she had been listening patiently, maybe she was crying alone every night, and now she is indifferent It's a disguise.

Yu Sheng slept for a long time, and she didn't get up until night.

Bangkok, Thailand is a city full of tall buildings.She looked straight ahead at the city in front of her, and it didn't take long before her body began to feel uncomfortable.She was on the verge of a drug addiction.

"Let's go back in two days."

Yu Sheng turned his head, "No need, it's just a small addiction, it can be resolved."

"Half a month is almost over."

Xiao Chengyi stood beside her, "It's still a long time."

Xiao Chengyi slept for as long as Yu Sheng did, so he would not wrong either party at all.

At dawn, when they went out, they saw a small shop selling beef noodles.

Xiao Chengyi took Yu Sheng to speak half-understandable English with the proprietress, even though his English was fluent, it was not easy to communicate.

“The beef noodles here are very different from ours.”

Xiao Chengyi laughed, "This is beef brisket."

Yu Sheng glared at him, "I'm talking about noodles..."

Xiao Cheng smiled wryly, took the beef brisket from the bowl and put it in her bowl.

The beef brisket that was in her chopsticks was put back into the bowl, and she picked up what he gave her first.

On the crowded street, there are clothes selling next to it. Yu Sheng saw a girl with a backpack on her back. She squeezed through the crowd and walked forward. She remembered what the girl said on the plane.

Looking at the girl's appearance for the rest of her life, she should be a Chinese or a Malaysian. "Sister, don't pack the back, there are many pickpockets."

The girl looked at Yu Sheng and nodded in a daze, "Okay...Okay."

At first, Yu Sheng thought she had made a mistake, fearing that she was not Chinese, but obviously she was just surprised.

Later, Xiao Chengyi pulled Yu Sheng out of the crowd, "You also know that there are many pickpockets, take a look at your bag."

Yu Sheng knew that nothing happened, so she glanced at it casually, and opened a small mouthful, "You can't even put your hand in."

Xiao Chengyi pursed his lips, "Let's go."

In the end, Yu Sheng couldn't accept the smell here, whether it was the smell of food residue or garbage, Yu Sheng was about to vomit.

I don't know if it's the weather or something, but the place where I was before was autumn, and it's like summer here all the year round.

Only stayed for two days and left directly.

They were flipping through the map like a dictionary, opening it at will, and going wherever they went.

Xiao Chengyi saw Canada, it happened to be autumn, it was known as the country of maple leaves, and the maple leaves were red and charming.

"Do you want to see maple leaves?"

He nodded, "Since it's autumn, it's just right there."

"Go buy a plane ticket."

He suddenly became happy. He looked like nothing on the outside but roared several times in his heart. Yu Sheng could see this.

"Can you sleep?"

"No."

Yu Sheng knew she was asking nonsense, and the man next to her was very excited for some reason.

The surrounding atmosphere fell silent, Yu Sheng asked him, "Have you ever been abroad?"

"Been to England and America, and Rome."

Yu Sheng ignored Rome, and she knew it shouldn't be mentioned. "Where you study and travel"

Xiao Chengyi nodded, Yu Sheng suddenly wondered, "You earn so much money every day, why don't you use it?"

He said, "No time."

"Let's put down work."

Yu Sheng yawned and turned to sleep with her head against the wall. It wasn't long before she heard the voice of a stewardess, and then her head was lifted up slightly, and then fell on a pillow instead of a hard and cold wall.

After arriving in Canada, the outdoor air was really good, and even the maple leaves that Xiao Chengyi wanted to see the most were bright red.

"Let's rent a car."

Yu Sheng has a premonition.

They walked on the road full of fallen leaves, and the scenery was very beautiful.

The maple leaf fluttered and fell, just for a moment.Yu Sheng picked up a fallen leaf and put it in the breast pocket of Xiao Chengyi's white shirt, "Don't be so monotonous."

Xiao Chengyi smiled.Many passers-by were taking pictures. Seeing Yu Sheng holding a camera but not taking pictures, he asked, "Aren't you taking pictures?"

"No, I have drawn this picture before."

When they came to the end, it wasn't like a camera was shooting here. They were the only ones on the whole road, but they could be seen as passers-by A and B in other people's cell phone photos.

In this world, there is no fixed who is the protagonist, even if he is a star, it does not rule out that no one knows on the street.

The maple leaves on the trees are reflected in the lake, which is extremely beautiful. At this time, many maple leaves start to fall, as if waiting for the flowers to bloom.

She had to photograph this scene. What she photographed was not the maple leaf, but the maple leaf reflected in the lake. This is a different feeling from directly photographing the maple leaf.

They decided to spend the remaining half month here.

This was Yu Sheng's proposal and his agreement.

This time they didn't stay in a hotel, they found a resort and lived in one of the rooms.Because the maple leaf appreciation time is the first and second weeks of October, and it is almost the third week now, so many people check out.

There is a small window in the room, and maple leaves can be seen.Xiao Chengyi was very happy, looking at the window and smiling.

Yu Sheng glanced at him, then turned his head and said to a woman, "Let's take this room."

Xiao Chengyi turned her head and hummed, pretending not to care, and packed her luggage.

Yu Sheng put his suitcase next to his suitcase, and put the toothbrush, toothpaste and daily skin care products in the bathroom.