Survival

Eighteen

"Go back and buy a ticket, and go in a few days."

Xiao Chengyi smiled and took her hand for a walk, "Okay."

It is an experience to spend a few days to play. Many people say that to settle down is to experience life, but in the rest of their lives, the kennel is not as good as the dragon bed. She will be homesick, referring to a place that gives her warmth. of.

This is what she felt in Prague.But in Milan, she actually felt warm.

A four-day journey was longer than the last time I was alone.They took the train to Rome Central Station and took the subway to the Vatican.

Yu Sheng said softly, "If this place is destroyed, it will be the most beautiful scenery."

Then she took a few photos of the same building from different angles.

The architectural design here is popular, and the West will always make the heart valued.At this time, people will feel life with their hearts.

The design concept here is mainly Catholic. It is a small country, but there are a lot of tourists, and there are many tourists at this time. Of course, it is not as good as in July and August, when the weather in Italy is the best.

There are many people in the Vatican Museum, more tourists, a sea of ​​people.An ordinary museum called one of the greatest.

Yu Sheng used to go up and saw the words 'MVSEIVATICANI', and there were two small human statues on it, so small.

"I never drew pictures like this before."

There are several paintings here, even "The Burial of Christ", a painting that I have only heard of but never seen for the rest of my life.

"You obviously feel it, don't you?"

Yu Sheng walked upstairs, the stairs here are curved, and you need to go around a few times to reach the upstairs, "I will be gone by then, and I am not sensitive to creatures."

Xiao Chengyi thought of that portrait, two completely different him, like Lucifer, a fallen angel, sandwiched between demons and Satan.

He even remembered that sentence - you will be thrown to the land of the dead.

Yu Sheng likes this place very much, she is really curious about what it will look like when the world collapses.She turned to Xiao Chengyi and said, "We will go to a high place at dusk."

She wants to take a picture, take a picture of the most beautiful sunset in the Vatican.

Although this place is beautiful and shocking, it is still boring. They wandered here for a few hours, and Yu Sheng said that he wanted to go back and have a look outside the door.

Xiao Chengyi didn't speak much, as if he had no interest in this place, Yu Sheng also saw this in his eyes.

"If you're not interested, why do you want to come?"

Xiao Chengyi looked at the environment from a height, "It's nothing."

Three simple words can tell a person's mood, this is the human heart.

Yu Sheng didn't get to the bottom of it, she took pictures quietly, and also took pictures of the shadow under the setting sun. She knew he didn't like taking pictures, so she chose a shadow, so blurry.

It was sunset, and Yu Sheng realized how wonderful it is to watch the sunset from a high place. Because it is autumn, the sky is cloudy and the sun cannot be seen, but most of the clouds in the sky are illuminated, orange and red.

This ambiguity will be much brighter than a simple sun.

She thought of a sentence.The sunset and the solitary bird take off, and the autumn water is the same color as the sky.

They both seemed to like looking at the sun, so they watched the sunset quietly, she pulled him and kissed him on tiptoe.

She is willing to destroy this peace.

He didn't hug her waist, he just put his hand on the side of her head gently, gently.

They don't care about others, they only follow their hearts, and they don't even realize that the people around them are also infected by this long stream of water.

She let him go, and it was almost sunset in the blink of an eye, and the sunset only lasted for a few minutes, short.Humans always like short moments, such as: fireworks, bubbles.Always special people cherish.And a few minutes after sunset, it's dark.

Xiao Chengyi put her arms around her, but she took his hand off and put it in her own.

A simple clasp of fingers is what a person who needs a sense of security likes.

And the darkest night will not want to let go.

They didn't have dinner that night, they were free and not hungry, they just cleaned up when Yu Sheng was taking a bath, and she was blowing her hair while Xiao Chengyi was taking a bath, everything was so ordinary.

I slept for the rest of my life this night, and it was the first night I slept this month.

She didn't know what the Vatican was like in the early morning, but it was hard for her to describe it.

She was the one who woke up first. Every time she booked a hotel, she told her that there must be a balcony. This has become her daily routine.

She found that not only the sunset was beautiful, but even the dawn added a little more tranquility.

"Do you still want to visit Rome?"

Yu Sheng really didn't know about this question, she didn't want to guess his mind, she was waiting.

"Go shopping."

I don't know if this answer was unexpected or reasonable, Yu Sheng just smiled lightly, with frost in her eyes, she didn't know where the frost in her eyes came from.Looking at the sky, he took a pen and paper and wrote four lines.

Struggling thousands of times, looking at the sky from a distance, the canary is prosperous, and the world is drunk.

Xiao Chengyi walked over, looked at the piece of paper and Yu Sheng's expression, and guessed a thing or two.

She describes her life as prosperous and luxurious.How cruel the reality is.

"Are you going to take it away?"

Yu Sheng turned his head, saw him and lowered his head again, "No need, it's not important."

She let the piece of paper be blown away by the wind, without doing anything to keep it, it was just words, not life.

Xiao Chengyi pursed his lips, put his palm lightly on her shoulder, and kept looking at the scenery for the rest of his life.

"Pack up your things and go back to Rome Central Station."

Yu Sheng nodded, this kind of building is clear at a glance, her travel can be said to be for relaxation, it can be said for architecture.

There are many more attractions in Rome than the Vatican, but the number of people is about the same. This time, Yu Sheng did not buy tickets in advance, and Xiao Chengyi did not plan to queue for hours to buy tickets. They only passed the Colosseum, and Yu Sheng did not buy tickets. Take any photo.

After putting the luggage in the hotel, Yu Sheng saw that Xiao Chengyi was still wearing only thin clothes, so she picked up a coat from her suitcase and handed it to him.

"Mr. Xiao, don't you know that winter will start in one month?"

Xiao Chengyi glanced at the coat and pushed it back.

Yu Sheng said: "My coats are not gender-specific, and they don't have any special designs, not even buttons."

Her voice was as steady and calm as ever.

The corners of Xiao Chengyi's mouth curled up slightly, "Okay."

They were walking on the street, when Xiao Chengyi suddenly asked her if she only traveled to Italy, Yu Sheng froze, she hadn't thought about this question.

They randomly entered a restaurant. The food was not much different from that in the Vatican, but they were always full.

When leaving, a woman accidentally bumped into Yu Sheng, just bumped lightly, the woman whispered to herself, Yu Sheng couldn't understand Italian, she left without caring.

But when she turned her head, she saw the change in Xiao Chengyi's expression, and she silently put it in her heart.

"The Trevi Fountain you mentioned last time."

They passed by the wishing pool, there was a huge crowd, Xiao Chengyi knew Yu Sheng didn't want to go, so he dragged her away.

Yu Sheng crossed another bridge, completely different from the one in Prague.

Holy Angel Bridge.

Next to it is Castel Sant'Angelo, and there are quite a lot of people.

They stopped on the bridge, one calm as usual; one thoughtful.

Yu Sheng looked at Castel Sant'Angelo as he had seen it in the Vatican, while Xiao Chengyi looked in another direction.

He leisurely remembered the place where he was abducted.He had no family since he was born, and he lived in an orphanage until he was around five years old, when someone came to adopt him.

At that time, they were still innocent children. The couple brought Xiao Chengyi to Rome and passed the bridge.In fact, to put it simply, he was not abducted, but sold.

At that time, Xiao Chengyi realized that it was not the couple who sold him, but the orphanage. At that time, the orphanage was almost unable to operate, so the only thing he could do was sell a few child, and he doesn't know which one he is.

"Dean, I will come back to see you when I grow up."

These were the last words he said to the dean, so innocently.He did come back to see her, but she was too old to recognize him, and he was the innocent one who was forgotten in the end.

Xiao Chengyi still leisurely remembered the face when that family sold him to another family, happy and excited.

He is still ignorant, so he follows foolishly and only smiles foolishly, which makes the couple like him even more.

Only at night did he find out that they sold him to another woman. He could say that the woman was insane.

Fortunately, he escaped after being imprisoned for five years.She has serious violent tendencies, but she only likes to abuse children, because she likes to see children who are helpless and will not resist.

"You know what I'm thinking right now?"

"No...don't know."

"How can you not know! You must know! You can't refuse me, you can't!"

That was the first time, and it was also the sentence she said most often. Slowly, he changed from answering that he didn't know, to answering wrongly, to answering correctly.

It took him five years to figure out the heart of a schizophrenic, a person that even ordinary people don't want to get close to.

In fact, Xiao Cheng had thought about why this woman came to him. In fact, it was because she was a Chinese, and she wanted someone who could communicate smoothly.

Five years later, every time she asked him, he answered correctly, so she was bored, even if she was violent, she would not kill, she let him go, in fact, it didn't make any difference, he had no one in Rome By, how to survive.

He even saw another child when he was leaving. The child's face reminded him of him who had just arrived, so naive, or mentally retarded without knowing it after being betrayed.

"Brother, hello."

He was so innocent, Xiao Chengyi couldn't hurt him at all, he was deceiving himself, the one who hurt him was not himself, but that woman.

He could only be sorry, there was nothing he could do to save the boy, and he couldn't save himself.

He felt that he was hateful, but the reality must be cruel and ruthless. He had no way to fight a schizophrenic patient, and he just wanted to get out of it.

He spent another two years working in Rome, sleepless nights, and finally met a policeman.

"Child, you don't look like someone from here."

Xiao Chengyi raised his head and saw the policeman's fat body. He had been here for a long time, and he had already mastered the local language.

"I don't have a home."

A cold sentence came out of a boy in his teens, and the police officer paused severely.

"Come with me to the police station."

Xiao Chengyi glanced at the police officer, he was a man with a weak heart.

He began to choke up, "But I don't have a home."

In the end, the police officer relented, and he used the police officer to help him return to the country. The police officer looked at him poorly and helped him go through many troublesome procedures.

He finally came back, he took care of everything for himself, and even managed his studies from beginning to end.

He was late in studying, but he learned quickly. He usually either studies or works part-time.

With his name in his ears, he woke up instantly, turned his head and saw Yu Sheng's face, he took a deep breath, put his palm behind her head, and gave it twice gently.

Xiao Chengyi looked ahead, as if he saw the shadow of him begging on the bridge.

As incredible as it is, it also resembles a small part of the script.But this kind of thing happens everywhere, and this is also the biggest turning point in his life.

It's not that the script lightly stated that it made the audience feel distressed and then turned the page. It took him five years to break free, but it was always accompanied by his life.