Be gentle

This is indeed not the answer Bai Shuyi expected. She originally thought that Huaran was surprised, but she would not deny it so arbitrarily.

But she then thought that Huaran is a more mature adult who has to consider all aspects more, so it is not surprising to have such an answer.

But she also wanted to express her opinion to her.

"Dye sister, I don't think it's strange. Regardless of gender, liking this kind of feeling is true. Moreover, it takes more courage to like the same sex. I admire this school girl for being brave enough to express to me .”

Bai Shuyi's words are not only a kind of salvation for Huaran, but also a kind of irony.It was as if a knife had cut her heart densely, making her breathless in pain.

Because, she has neither the courage nor the qualifications.

"...Yes, I'm sorry Xiaobai, I don't understand this very well."

"It's okay, blame me for telling you this kind of thing suddenly, anyone who hears it will be shocked. I just think about how to answer her slowly."

As soon as Bai Shu didn't seem to care much, he turned around and ran to change clothes.

"Well... you go down to eat first, and I'll come right after I put the clothes in the washing machine."

"Good."

As soon as Bai Shuyi and Huaran talked about it, he thought about it a little bit.

Rejection must be rejected, after all, she has no idea about love.The attitude of refusal should not be too frivolous, but also not too solemn, just treat it as a simple confession.

Huaran heard the sound of closing the door, heard her footsteps disappearing, tears finally fell down on the clothes in her arms.

She knew that Xiaobai was such a child.

Kind, brave, not trapped by the world.

She also knew that her answer must have disappointed her, and she was also extremely disappointed in herself.

At that moment, the moment she said the answer, what she thought was, if she supported Xiaobai, would she agree to that girl?

She did say that answer because she didn't dare to reveal her thoughts, but at the same time, it was also out of jealousy.Her dark heart hoped that Xiaobai would not promise her or anyone else.

Huaran didn't understand what was wrong with her and what she was doing.While crying, she helped Bai Shuyi to wash the clothes, and she felt that she was dirtier than the clothes.

She first bit her lip and wept silently, and finally couldn't help crying bitterly.

She wanted to ask herself why she became like this, but she couldn't get an answer from anywhere.

"Dye sister?"

A voice suddenly called her softly.

Huaran cried until her ears were ringing, at first she thought she had heard it wrong, until a warm embrace hugged her from behind, she was surprised that Bai Shuyi had returned to the room at some point.

"Xiao, Xiaobai..."

As soon as Bai Shu hugged her, rubbed his face against her neck, and asked her softly in her ear: "Sister Ran, why are you crying? Did I say something to make you sad?"

Huaran felt that her breathing would stop, and her chest was full of soreness and pain.

"no……"

She was the one who disappointed Xiaobai, but she still wanted Xiaobai to comfort her, which made her feel ashamed.

"Why is that? You haven't come down, so I'm really worried..." Bai Shuyi hadn't seen Huaran crying for a long time, and just hearing her forbearing voice felt pain in his heart.

Huaran propped her foam-covered hands on the sink, lowered her face, so that she couldn't see her expression in the mirror.

"noob……"

The more gentle Bai Shu became, the more uncomfortable Huaran became.Tears seemed to be uncontrollable, continuously overflowing from the corners of her eyes and dripping onto the sink.

"Let me see you." Bai Shu stretched out his hand to lift her face, and said sadly, "If you cry again, your eyes will be swollen."

Huaran felt ashamed to face her, and rarely refused to obey stubbornly.

"Xiaobai, don't be like this... I, I'm fine..."

How can you say you're fine when you're crying so hard you can hardly breathe?

"Let me see your face." Bai Shuyi was willing to endure his sadness and not pester her anymore, but he was unwilling to bear it when he saw Huaran crying.She twisted Huaran's jaw a little bit forcefully, but her voice was extremely soft, "Sister Ran, if you feel bad, I will feel bad too. Why don't you tell me? I can't help you?"

After all, Huaran couldn't hold back her, and she raised her head.

Huaran's brows and eyes are slightly charming, especially when her eyes are hazy with tears.But to say that the pear blossoms bring the rain is an understatement, but Bai Shu can see that the other party is really sad.

"Xiaobai, I'm really fine," Huaran dared not look at her, and said with a forced smile, "Just all of a sudden..."

When Bai Shu saw that she was still crying and pretending to be happy, he frowned even tighter, and while wiping the corners of her eyes that were red and swollen from crying with his thumb, he said a little angrily, "I don't think you're fine, you look very sad."

Bai Shuyi wiped his delicate fingertips on his cheeks with some force, causing Huaran to feel a bit of pain and itching.

"Sorry……"

When Huaran's temperament is not awkward, Bai Shuyi is naturally happy, but when it is awkward, it also makes her feel helpless and powerless.When I first met her, I was rejected so gently and stubbornly. I didn't expect that this time it would be even more extreme than before.

"Why do you have to apologize? It's you who are crying and not me." Bai Shuyihu got up quite recklessly, and kissed her eyes again like in the past, and said angrily, "I know it must be me. You'll be bored when you're done talking."

Huaran still had water-stained foam on her hands, so she didn't dare to push her - and she wasn't willing to push her away.The soft lips fell on the corners of her eyes, and the hot, swollen pain disappeared miraculously.She just felt that her thoughts were wandering, and she didn't want to think about anything.

"It's not your fault, it's me...I let you down..."

"When did you disappoint me? I didn't... Ah, are you talking about what happened just now?" Bai Shu realized what was bothering her, and it was both inexplicable and funny, "Why do you think so? I I'm not disappointed."

"But……"

Huaran treated her question so seriously, which moved Bai Shuyi extremely.

"Sister Ran, although your ideas are different from mine, I am not disappointed in you. Everyone has different ideas, so the world will be colorful. If we have different opinions, we can discuss with each other and persuade each other. The other party can also understand the other party, so maybe there will be more inspiration."

Huaran felt that what she was thinking about was not at the same level as hers, and she couldn't help feeling more and more ashamed.

When Bai Shu saw her still looking disappointed, he sighed and said, "Sister Ran, do you say that such a strange thing is because of discrimination?"

If you talk about discrimination, Huaran will only discriminate against herself.

"No, no, I didn't think so..."

"Don't be afraid to disappoint me and lie."

Huaran became even more flustered, and shook her head again and again: "No, really. I also think that girl, your school girl is very courageous, I admire her very much, really... If, if it was me... "

Bai Shu laughed, and said very firmly: "I knew, Sister Ran, you would not discriminate against others because of this kind of thing. You must be at a loss when you are asked such a question suddenly, and you must have your own thoughts when you answer this way. I only told you about myself just now, can you tell me why I don't agree with it now?"

That strange meaning was disapproval, which both understood.

How can Huaran tell the reason?

"Because...it must be very hard..."

Seeing that she was no longer crying, Bai Shu let her go a little bit, showing a pensive expression.

"It's true, it should be very hard, but I think it's better to be a little bit harder than not being able to be with the person I like." Bai Shuyi rubbed the back of his head a little embarrassedly, "Although I don't understand love very well, but That's how I feel... Mom keeps saying I'm too idealistic."

This is not idealism, but the heart of a child.

Huaran calmed down a bit, but finally couldn't hold back the doubts in her heart, and asked guiltily: "Then Xiaobai, how do you plan to reply..."

"Because I'm not familiar with her, I can only refuse her. However, if she thinks it's okay to be friends, I'm willing to make another friend."

It seems that Bai Shuyi really didn't develop this tendon, Huaran has already encountered numerous false alarms.But on the other hand, isn't that what it means to start with friends?

Huaran didn't know how many such "friends" Bai Shuyi had around her, and she didn't know who could enlighten her.She only knows that she will never be herself.

When Bai Shu saw that her mood had gradually stabilized, he couldn't help but smile.They haven't been so close for a long time, and at this moment they just hugged her and refused to let go, rubbing her cheeks and saying: "Sister Ran, I'm so happy, you care so much about my views and ideas."

Huaran blushed from being rubbed by her, and said in a trembling voice: "I, I just..."

This was the happiest moment for Bai Shu in the past two months. Knowing that she was valued by Huaran made her extremely at ease.Even if there is a little distance, Sister Ran is still her Sister Ran.

"Sister Ran, I know that I have acted like a baby to you too much before. You have always tolerated me, obeyed me, and put my affairs first."

But at the same time, Bai Shuyi also realized that he had indeed caused Hana Ran's troubles and became her burden.

"I'm fine now, don't worry about me."

As if to regard this as the last act of coquettishness, she hugged Huaran tightly until she couldn't breathe before letting go.

"Please think about yourself more."

The author has something to say: Isn’t it you!

Xiaobai is really...too flirtatious, but he is indeed a good boy.Although he is a good boy, he is still a bit... perverted.