Be gentle

As soon as Bai Shu gave up the entanglement, the speed was so fast that Huaran couldn't recover.

She originally thought that being obsessed with Bai Shuyi might have a tougher attitude, and she had prepared psychologically and coped with it in advance.But the other party only tried a little bit twice, and then obediently kept the distance.

Bai Shuyi was clearly aware of her attitude, but he neither questioned her nor expressed dissatisfaction.Although there was a slight grievance and loss at the beginning, it seemed that he adjusted himself quickly.

It was so fast that it even made her feel a little lost.

Huaran knew very well that Bai Shu never had such feelings for herself.She is too young and naive, and she vaguely resists growing up, so of course she won't think about such things.

But she also thought that at least as a friend and sister, she was a little bit important and special to her.

The days suddenly became miserable.Everything looks normal, but everything seems to be full of strangeness, Huaran can't explain what it feels like, only occasionally has the urge to cry in the dead of night.

She tried not to think about it, and spent more energy on work and study.

After the college entrance examination was approaching the end of the period, Bai Shuyi held a farewell party for Li Ziyi, and then devoted himself to study and work.

There is a lot of work to prepare for the final exam, the student union, and the association, especially the association, which has just started this semester.Fortunately, after half a semester, it gradually stabilized. At present, the most important job is to coordinate the contradictions between some students.In addition, the association will also use audio-visual methods to popularize science. Recently, it has cooperated with the Taekwondo Club to provide regular guidance to members.

Amateur taekwondo is basically not expected to be used for fighting, the most important thing is to exercise students' will.Bai Shuyi and his friends practiced together for more than half a year, and gradually came up with this idea. It happened that the president of the school's Taekwondo club was their senior brother, and the two hit it off.

This day was the last day of the final exam, and Bai Shu breathed a sigh of relief as soon as he finished the exam and came out the last one.She performed well, and it can be regarded as a successful end to her sophomore year in high school.

After that, she will be a senior in high school, and this will be her last summer as a high school student.

Time passed so fast that she couldn't help feeling a little scared, and with Huaran's attitude recently, she also became confused.

How long can this day last?

She was lost in thought as she walked, and at this moment, a girl stopped in front of her.

"Sister..."

Bai Shuyi was already used to greeting his juniors, so he smiled naturally, "Hi, what's the matter?"

The girl has long, smooth hair, is not very tall, has a delicate appearance, has a red face, and looks a little shy.

"I want to talk to you about something..."

As soon as Bai Shu felt familiar, and seeing her cautious attitude, he thought it might be inconvenient to say it here, and said considerately: "I just happened to go to the student union office, if it's convenient for you, come over together, we will slow down there. Slow down."

The girl was flattered, and stammered: "No, no need, I, I just... I hope you can accept this letter."

What he handed out was a pink envelope.

This is not the first time Bai Shuyi has received a letter from a schoolgirl, so he was not surprised, and said with a smile, "Thank you, what's your name?"

The girl's face was flushed, and she spoke very fast: "I, I wrote it in, senior sister, I hope you can reply me on the day you get the report card, I will wait for you on the rooftop after school."

When Bai Shu heard her speak so solemnly, he realized that he might have made a mistake—this was not a fan letter, so his attitude suddenly became serious.

"Okay, I'll take a closer look when I go back."

She still hasn't realized the nature of the letter the girl gave her, she just thought it was related to the association.

The girl left in a panic, Bai Shuyi casually put the letter into his pocket, and as he was walking, he realized that he didn't ask which rooftop she was talking about.She has not been concentrating very much in her daily life recently, and she would have reacted long ago in the past.

In the end, she had no choice but to go home and read the letter first, and then see if she could find someone.

Huaran made a big meal today to help Bai Shuyi celebrate his successful completion of the exam, but as soon as the other party came back, he sat in a corner and didn't know what to do. Bai Wenxue called for dinner several times and she didn't respond.

"Yiyi, why are you rushing to eat now?" Bai Wenxue was a little helpless, "If you don't come again, you will have nothing to eat."

"Here we come..." Bai Shu replied, and walked over slowly, with a troubled expression on his face.

Huaran served her soup and asked, "What's wrong?"

"No, nothing..."

Although Bai Shuyi had seldom chatted with her recently, he had never shied away as clearly as today.

Huaran felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, and felt that she had no position to be uncomfortable, so she could only say: "Let's eat first."

Bai Shuyi was obviously absent-minded, he took a few sips of the soup and spilled it all on his underwear.

"Ouch!"

As soon as she showered, Huaran was even more anxious than her, and reached out to lift her clothes and trousers.

"Xiaobai, how are you? Are you burned?"

Huaran's anxious face made Bai Shuyi amused, and for a moment he felt that the letter just now was nothing to worry about.

"It's okay, sister Ran, isn't the soup cold? It's not hot."

Only then did Huaran realize that the fabric on her hand was warm, not hot at all.

"You child, what are you thinking about eating? You've made yourself up like this." Bai Wenxue couldn't stand it any longer. "Is it because you didn't do well in the exam today, which made you so uneasy."

Bai Shu shouted injustice, "It's not that, I did well in the exam this time, oops, let's not talk about it, I'll go change my clothes first."

She put a few T-shirts and shorts here, and Huaran packed them up for her, in case she couldn't find them, so she went with them.

Bai Shuyi loves to be clean, and couldn't bear the stickiness on his body, so he quickly took off his clothes and pants as soon as he entered the room.Seeing that she was about to run to the bathroom, Huaran hurriedly asked, "Which outfit do you want to change, Xiaobai?"

"The vest is fine, it's so hot. I'll go and wipe my body first."

Huaran shook her head, took a vest and trousers with slightly wider shoulder straps for her and put them away, and picked up the underwear she had thrown on the ground.

"Is the clothes here to be washed?"

"Okay, anyway, I won't wear it during the summer vacation, so it's okay to let it go."

Hua Ran didn't think too much when she heard her talk, and reached out to take out the things in her trouser pocket.

A handful of change, a bunch of keys, and a piece of pink letter paper that was wrinkled but carefully folded.On the outermost side, there are several conspicuous and delicate characters: To Senior Sister Baishu.

She suddenly had a premonition, and wanted to open it to see what was inside.

"Dye sister?"

Bai Shuyi's voice suddenly became clear, Huaran looked towards the source of the sound, and found that she was standing at the door of the bathroom wearing only underwear, her eyes were looking at the letter paper in her hand.

She was flustered suddenly, and stumbled and said: "I, I want to help you take out the things... I didn't read... the content of the letter..."

Bai Shu didn't think much of it at first, and walked to her side to pick up those things.

"It's just a love letter, don't be so nervous, I know you won't read it on purpose."

Huaran felt a sting in her heart, and a sense of guilt welled up.She recently checked a lot of things related to homosexuality, and the more she checked, the more she felt disgusted with herself.Obviously she has decided not to think about it anymore, she has decided that she doesn't have that kind of feeling for Xiaobai, but she still can't control her thoughts.

Bai Shuyi's slender and straight body was displayed almost naked in front of her, which made her blush.

"Well... I'll put your clothes in the washing machine first."

Bai Shu stared at her and didn't know what he was thinking, until she saw her hands and feet were stiff, and then suddenly said: "Sister Ran, this love letter was given to me by a school girl."

Huaran only felt that her finger was pricked by a needle, and the clothes in her hand slipped to the ground.Bai Shuyi's words seemed to be testing her, whipping her, and testing her.

"Yes, the school girl gave it to you?"

After reading the letter, Bai Shu wanted to understand why this school girl's attitude was so strange, and then he was endlessly troubled.Although she met a girl's confession for the first time, she knew that the other party must have done a lot of psychological construction for a long time, and it took a lot of courage.

Compared with rejecting boys, rejecting girls must be more gentle and careful.

"Yes, it was given to me after the exam this afternoon."

Bai Shuyi's voice seemed to be very close to her, but also seemed far away.She heard herself asking for some unknown purpose: "Then how are you going to reply to her?"

"I just haven't figured it out yet..." Bai Shuyi was about to ask Huaran for advice on this matter, but when she saw that her face was not in a good mood, she suddenly remembered something, "Sister Ran, what do you think girls like girls?" thing?"

She herself had thought about this matter because of the matter of Bai Chao and Wen Zhiyun before, and although she had reached a consensus with her friends and threw it aside, she had contributed some psychological preparations for this matter.

She thought that she must have been at a loss for asking Huaran so suddenly, so she wanted to share what she was thinking with her.

Huaran was cold all over, her hands and feet were weak, and a layer of sweat was already forming on her back.

How should I answer her?

She lost all thinking ability, only worries and fears.

"I, I think... this kind of thing really, really is a bit strange..."

The moment she spoke, she knew she had given the wrong answer.

Bai Shu frowned and looked at her, there seemed to be obvious disappointment in his bright eyes.

The author has something to say: Suffering is suffering.

The more Huaran investigates, the more she hates herself not because of homosexuality, but because she obviously can't think about it and can't control it.Then opened the door to a new world (X)

All the subconscious behaviors of natural daze seem to have deep meaning, which is probably the reason why most of them are also naturally black.