Be gentle

Su Yan finally moved to live with Tao Wan, and found a very high-sounding reason: to take care of her.

After Hua Ran came back, Bai Shu couldn't find anyone, and although he still kept in touch with Su Yan, he rarely saw each other.

Su Yan inevitably felt somewhat disappointed.

As friends, no matter how close you are, you will inevitably be estranged after you have your beloved—after all, human time is limited.

At this time, Su Yan felt a little lucky to move in with Tao Wan.The two quarrel everyday, although there is some friction, but at least they will not be lonely.

Tao Wan seemed to have changed her sexuality, and she didn't do anything too outrageous after living together for half a year, even if she spoke frivolously occasionally, it was to the point.

Su Yan felt quite useful at first, but after a long time, she felt a little bit disappointed.

Tao Wan provoked her, she felt uncomfortable, Tao Wan did not provoke her, she felt even more uncomfortable.It's just that she's used to being stubborn. How can she change her face now that she said what she said back then?

It's not that she has to do something with Tao Wan, it's just that she doesn't get used to it.In addition, Tao Wan has been busy for some reason recently, and the two often don't see each other, which makes Su Yan feel a little uneasy.

The business of the pharmacy has always been good, but Tao Wan has never paid much attention to these things.Meng Yun is a kind person, and she also knew that Tao Wan was able to take over the pharmacy as a partner, so she managed it with all her heart.

Su Yan thought that Tao Wan had just come to her senses and was determined to make plans for the future. She even suppressed the pain of being teased and couldn't let go, secretly thinking about how to support her.

Tao Wan didn't go home for dinner in the past few days, Su Yan thought that the weather was getting colder and it was time to replenish her body, so she made a pot of old duck soup and sent it to the pharmacy.

It's just that the person who was supposed to be working was not there, and it was Meng Yun who greeted her.

"Xiao Yan, why are you here? Have you eaten yet?"

Su Yan was a little taken aback, because she was afraid of missing her, she made a special call to ask Tao Wan what she was doing.The other party clearly said that he was working, and that he would come back later at night.

"Sister Meng Yun, where's Tao Wan?"

Meng Yun was used to her bickering with Tao Wan, and she was used to calling her by her first name.

"Did Miss Tao Wan tell you? She has something to do tonight."

Su Yan already felt a little bad, and while feeling that she shouldn't ask any more, she said uncontrollably, "I just stopped by to see, did she say anything to you?"

Meng Yun shook her head, "She left with Li Qiang, I don't know exactly what happened."

Li Qiang, Su Yan didn't have a deep impression of this person, compared to Zhao Xingxing, his sense of existence was much weaker.But as soon as he was mentioned, Su Yan remembered that this man also admired Tao Wan for many years.

She only felt a fire burning in her heart, her ears were buzzing, and her forehead was throbbing.

"Tao Wan seems to be quite busy recently, are you all with him?"

"Is sister Tao Wan busy recently? Li Qiang does come over often, I see him a lot recently."

Su Yan stopped asking, turned around and left in a daze.It was only now that Meng Yun saw that she was holding a thermos in her hand, and was momentarily surprised.

When Su Yan came home, she didn't eat dinner and drank almost half of the pot of old duck soup.As she drank, she thought about what Tao Wan said at the beginning.

Does "I'm serious" refer to the relationship between the two, or simply to the fact that she moved into the house?

She suddenly found herself taking things for granted.

After all, did Tao Wan tell her clearly what the relationship between the two is?Have you confessed to her?Have you ever expressed your feelings seriously?

What was she happy about alone?

Su Yan didn't want to go to Tao Wan to prove something like a resentful woman, the two had nothing to do with each other, and it was her freedom to be with whomever the other party wanted to be with.

Tao Wan has been busy buying shares and making connections recently, and when she found out that something was wrong with Su Yan, the other party hadn't returned home for a week.

It's completely different from Bai Shuyi's moving out, because there is Tao Wan at home who can't feel at ease studying, Su Yan thought about reviewing at the end of the year, so she specially reserved a bed in the school.

Tao Wan felt strange, and thought for a long time whether she had provoked her recently.But she felt that she was restrained enough, and even gave up her own benefits in order to force Su Yan to take the initiative.

It's just that she's been busy recently, otherwise she really doesn't know if she can bear it.Since this is not the case, do you think it is because you have been left out?

Tao Wan couldn't think of a reason, so she simply gave up and ran to school to pick Su Yan home.

Su Yan followed her back without any awkwardness, looking quite calm - so calm that she was even a little indifferent.

Tao Wan is such a perceptive person, she immediately sensed that she was not in the right mood.Playing hard to get is not good, why did it suddenly turn people cold?

"Yanyan, is there an exam recently?"

The two were eating dinner quietly, and Tao Wan opened up the topic, trying to get something out of her mouth.

"Ah."

"Then the exam is over now?"

"Ah."

Su Yan answered every question, but cherished the words like gold. Tao Wan asked for a long time but couldn't find out why, and she couldn't help but feel a little annoyed.

She was considerate of Su Yan's young age and experience, and her awkward temper, so she gave in repeatedly.But Su Yan's unhappy personality refused to change at all, and even the slightest bit of discomfort would simmer in her heart.

Children get used to it sooner or later, and Tao Wan doesn't have the temperament to swallow her anger, and her tone changes when she smiles.

"Recently, our communication seems to have decreased a lot, and we haven't chatted much."

Su Yan glanced at her with a mocking smile.

"Aren't you busy?"

"But I'm busy now."

"You were busy in the past, so I'm busy now, okay?"

With this tone, this stubborn expression, and this resentful posture, there is a lot of resentment in my heart.

Tao Wan wanted to laugh, "What's wrong with you, have you eaten?"

Su Yan always wanted to pretend to be calm, but in front of Tao Wan, all the pretense was vulnerable.Seeing Tao Wan's calm expression and her easy-going attitude, Su Yan felt very sad.

Is she the only one who is in a panic and at a loss?

"What's wrong with me?"

"You're angry." Tao Wan looked at her firmly, "Why are you angry? Why are you angry with me?"

Yes, she was angry, angry at Tao Wan's concealment, and even more angry at how she was affected by it.

Su Yan sneered, "Why am I angry with you?"

"I also want to know." Tao Wan showed a rare sincere attitude, "Yanyan, no matter what, we are now... counting as living together, at least we must be honest with each other, right?"

Su Yan felt cold when she heard her pause.

"Okay, since you talked about being honest and honest, I would like to ask you why you lied to me that day."

"I lied to you? When?"

Tao Wan was a little confused.

"A week ago, I asked you when you would be back, and you said you were working."

"Oh, that day..."

Tao Wan remembered.

"But you're not in the pharmacy at all."

Tao Wan realized something, "Did you go to the pharmacy that day?"

"Ah."

Su Yan looked at her and smiled sarcastically.

"Meng Yun told you that I went out with Qiangzi?"

"Sister Meng Yun will never lie to me."

Meng Yun naturally did not lie to Su Yan, she did go with Li Qiang.

"So, you think me and him..."

Tao Wan did not know how many misunderstandings and humiliations she had suffered since she was a child, from being sad at the beginning to being indifferent later.The iron wall she thought she had cultivated long ago was broken time and time again by Su Yan.

In the past, she was narrow-minded and liked to tease and tease Su Yan, always doing things that caused people to misunderstand, so I don't blame Su Yan for misunderstanding.But this misunderstanding made her too sad and angry.

If she doesn't even have this kind of trust, can she still hope to go on with Su Yan?

"Otherwise, why would you lie to me? You were obviously with him, why did you lie to me that I was working?"

Tao Wan was so angry that she gave birth to a bright smile instead.

"Oh, so you're jealous?"

When Su Yan said this, she actually hoped that Tao Wan could give her an explanation.Tell her it's just a misunderstanding and what she's thinking isn't the truth.

Tao Wan is so smart, even if the matter is true, as long as she has the heart, she will be able to make it right.

Su Yan was even ready to accept the deception.

"Tao Wan!"

Tao Wan looked at her with a smile, obviously she hadn't been drinking, but her fox eyes were blurry as if she was drunk.

"So are you wondering what I'm doing with him? Are you thinking, did I seduce him like I seduced you? Are you jealous?"

"I do not have!"

"I see that you obviously have it. You pretend to be dignified, but in fact you are full of these things."

Su Yan was mad at her indifference and retaliation, "Do you think everyone is like you—"

Tao Wan interrupted her words with the corner of her mouth curled up, "Like me, what?"

Su Yan tightly pursed her lips, her chest heaved violently due to emotion.

"Shameless like me? Perverted like me? Or lewd like me?"

Tao Wan got up and walked to Su Yan's side, touched her shoulder and said, "Tell me, Yan Yan, tell me how you feel about me, what kind of person am I in your heart?"

Su Yan only felt that from the shoulder touched by her, half of her body was numb to the point of being unconscious.She was saddened by her own reaction, and was also overwhelmed by Tao Wan's contemptuous gesture.

"You are shameless..."

"anything else?"

anything else?

Su Yan doesn't know, she doesn't know anything.

She clearly felt that she could say all kinds of bad things about Tao Wan, but every time she thought of a word, her heart ached.

She couldn't help covering her face and turning her head away, and said in an uncontrollable trembling voice: "Tao Wan, I know you are powerful, please, don't provoke me again."

She will take it seriously.

The little girl who was dazzled by jealousy looked so hateful, yet so pitiful and cute.

Tao Wan was naturally unwilling to agree to her.

"What if I say no?"

If Tao Wan said no, how many people could escape?

Su Yan finally determined that her entanglement with Tao Wan was definitely not a chance.If you have to say it, it's probably just a bad fate.

The author has something to say: there is one last chapter, and the next chapter will be 209.