Be gentle

For the next period of time, Tao Wan was preparing for moving, Su Yan didn't like to come back even more, and Tao Wan didn't pick her up every week like before.Su Yan didn't see Tao Wan when she went home several times, and almost thought she had moved away.

Tao Wan wanted to invite Su Yan several times, but she couldn't say anything when the words came to her lips.

She seldom does things that she is not sure of, but for Su Yan, she has been uncertain from the time of winning to now.She has always been good at guessing people's hearts, and she knows Su Yan who grew up watching her like the back of her hand.So she used to think that getting Su Yan was an easy task.

But she overestimated herself and underestimated the horror of love.Only when you really get into it do you know that the so-called reason doesn't have much effect.She was a little happy and a little sad.Fortunately, I was reborn in the heart that I thought was impossible to move around, and I was sad because I faltered after losing my calmness.

Only now does Tao Wan really feel that she has changed, and the amnesia has had a profound impact on her character.When she first started thinking about Su Yan, she didn't think too deeply about it.She has always been selfish and does her own way, and she doesn't even have much moral concepts, so seducing Su Yan seems to be just a matter of going with the flow.

She has lived to this age, and there are not many people who really have feelings.Except for those who are no longer there, they can be counted on one hand now.She has affection for Bai Wenxue, brother and sister affection for Li Qiang and Zhao Xingxing, and more complicated feelings for Bai Shuyi.

But without exception, she has more negative emotions towards these people besides friendship.She is full of guilt towards Bai Wenxue because of her sister, tired of the admiration of Li Qiang and Zhao Xingxing, and full of jealousy towards Bai Shuyi who is innocent and well-off.

Especially Bai Shuyi, such a beautiful, innocent and positive little sister who trusted her wholeheartedly, once caused a terrible demon to grow in her heart.

Possess her, rob her, destroy her.

She thus escaped from these fetters, but once again fell into human affection.Fate is always playing tricks on her, tormenting her while putting hope and goodwill in front of her again and again.

Song Ying played a role similar to Bai Wenxue's in her life, but what she left behind was countless times more tragic memories than that.If some experiences are too short and profound, warm and cold, all the feelings during the period will seem to be distorted.

Now Tao Wan can't even recall what kind of feelings she has for Song Ying, which is why she did such a crazy and reckless thing.

But she never regretted it, and now she feels relieved.

That experience seemed to make the former Tao Wan really die, and burn out those loves and hates.She can look at Bai Wenxue and Bai Shuyi more calmly, can face Li Qiang and Zhao Xingxing more peacefully, and can treat herself more tolerantly.

Then, what entered her eyes and entered her heart was the awkward and childish little girl who had once confronted her tit for tat.

Su Yan is very similar to Song Ying, especially when she is gentle with others.But Tao Wan never thought that her interest in her was due to empathy, and she didn't even feel the slightest apology to her mother when she seduced Su Yan.

Really, Su Yan is more like her in the past.Obviously it's not that there are no relatives alive, but it seems like a lonely family.She accepted the help of Bai Wenxue and Bai Shuyi, treated her friends sincerely, and even endured her admiration for Bai Shuyi.

Su Yan lives calmly in a completely different way from her. If she is said to be warm-faced and cold-hearted, and sweet-hearted, then Su Yan is cold-faced and warm-hearted, hard-spoken and soft-hearted.

They are so similar yet so different.

While teasing and observing Su Yan, Tao Wan also fell unconsciously.

But now, it has finally reached the point where words are difficult to speak.

Tao Wan knew that she had fallen.

"Su Yan, why don't you move in with Sister Wan?"

After Bai Shuyi was promoted to his sophomore year, he was appointed to become the captain of the debate team. In addition to the activities of other clubs, he was a very busy person, spinning around like a spinning top.I finally got some free time today, so I hurried to find Su Yan for lunch.

She had already heard from Tao Wan that they would move as soon as they had their summer vacation.

"Are you driving me away?"

"Where can it be? You can live as long as you want. I'm just wondering."

Su Yan didn't even glance at her, "What's so strange, why did I move to live with her?"

"But you are not..." As soon as Bai Shu said it naturally, Su Yan raised her eyelids and stared at her, which made her change her words quickly, "Sister Wan is not your guardian."

"I'm an adult, what kind of guardian do I need?"

When Bai Shu saw that her expression was not very good, he showed a flattering smile, "I'm still a student, not an adult..."

Su Yan couldn't see her doggy appearance, "Since you like it so much, why don't you just move to live with her?"

"Then I want to help Ranran take care of the house."

Su Yan sneered, "It's just that you have a thick skin, sister Xiaoran left you a bunch of keys, and people moved in. I'm not that thick-skinned, so Baba followed to the house."

Bai Shuyi didn't like to hear these words, "Didn't Ranran let me live in her house just because she left me the key? How could you be thick-skinned?"

"Hmph, that's why I have a thick skin."

Bai Shu looked optimistic, but in the past two years, his heart was empty.Forget about the past, but now hearing Su Yan's sting, I can't eat anymore.He pursed his mouth in grievance, and his eyes were red.

Su Yan originally thought that she would refute, but when she saw that the other party was teary-eyed and pitiful, she immediately softened her heart.

"Tao Wan is different from your sister Ran. Your sister Ran loves you, but she... has nothing to do with me. Why should I follow?"

Her disguised comfort is very useful, Bai Shu always likes to hear people say that Huaran loves her.

"Why, I think Sister Wan really... cares about you. It's just that you two are always at odds and don't talk well."

Su Yan really wanted to say: You and Huaran had a good talk, didn't you break up too.It was too poisonous to think about it, and it was swallowed back into the throat.

"Don't worry about it. She never invited me. Neither of us can live without the other. Why must we be entangled together?"

Bai Shu was quick-witted and understood it all at once.

"Then what if she invites you?"

Su Yan felt that Bai Shuyi couldn't grasp the point at all, so she didn't bother to talk to her again.

But there was a voice in her heart asking herself: What if Tao Wan invites you?

When Tao Wan told her that she wanted to move, she also hoped that the other party would invite her, but Tao Wan's ambiguous attitude disappointed her.She knew that Tao Wan might not refuse if she asked, but she didn't want to lose even her self-esteem.

Why should she speak?Why should she take the initiative?Obviously teasing people first, Tao Wan is the one who provokes people first, why does it seem like she can't let go, reluctant?

Because of this tone, Su Yan never went home until the end of the semester.In a blink of an eye, the sophomore year is over.

Bai Shuyi's debate team won a grand prize, which gave her the limelight for a while.But what really excites her is a wedding to attend during the summer vacation, and it is said that Huaran will also attend.

People are in good spirits on happy occasions, and Bai Shuyi is always smiling when he sees everyone during this time, which makes Su Yan feel very annoying.Tao Wan's moving day was set on the third day of Su Yan's holiday, and Su Yan didn't even want to go home after the exam.It's just that at the beginning she insisted that she would help Tao Wan move, so she had to pack up her things and take Bai Shuyi's car back.

She thought she would either see a mess or packed things when she got home, but she didn't expect to see the same decorations and a table of good dishes.

Wearing an apron, Tao Wan was bringing out an earthen pot from the kitchen, when she saw Su Yan hurriedly greeted her, "Yan Yan, it's time to eat, go and wash your hands."

She really looks like a good wife and mother.

Su Yan cursed in her heart, she didn't say anything after all, washed her hands and came out, all the dishes were served.

Tao Wan was helping her scoop up the soup, "First drink a bowl of black-bone chicken soup, add Codonopsis pilosula and safflower, it is the best for nourishing yin and tonifying kidney."

Su Yan now feels sore when she hears Nourishing Yin and Tonifying Kidney, but the soup looks really delicious, so she accepts it halfway.

"Cooking so many dishes, I would have known better to tell Xiaobai not to leave."

Bai Shu was in such a hurry that he didn't know what he was in a hurry for, and left as soon as Su Yan delivered it.

"Then it's the same if you eat more."

Tao Wan smiled quite gently, without any sense of narrowness, but it made Su Yan flustered.

There will be no medicine in the soup, right?

She knew that this idea was absurd, but just thinking about it this way made the delicious chicken soup a bit overwhelming.

Tao Wan looked at her with focused eyes. Seeing that she had put down the bowl, she couldn't help asking worriedly: "What's the matter, isn't it delicious? I tasted it and it's okay. Is it not to your liking?"

Su Yan was finally sure that it was not her own illusion, Tao Wan was really a little weird.

"Do...do you have anything to say?"

Tao Wan didn't give a clear reply, "We'll talk about it after dinner."

Su Yan suddenly lost her appetite.

What else can I say?

Since Tao Wan wanted to move away, it was natural to put an end to the relationship between the two of them—even though she didn't even know what kind of relationship she had with Tao Wan now.

Su Yan wanted to laugh a little.

Heartless as Tao Wan, shouldn't she be honored to put so much effort into breaking up with her?

"You talk first."

But she couldn't laugh, her throat was bitter, her nose was sore, and her eyes were hot.She was afraid that she would cry, and she just wanted Tao Wan to give her a good time.

Looking at her stubborn and indifferent face, Tao Wan sighed silently.

Su Yan feels like a criminal waiting to be sentenced at this moment, and the other party's lips can make her nervous.

Tao Wan didn't speak, but just took out a small box from the pocket of her apron and handed it to her.

Su Yan was like a frightened bird, not daring to reach out to pick it up, "What is it..."

Tao Wan smiled helplessly, opened the box and handed it to her. Inside was a bunch of keys.

"It's the key to my house..."

She didn't finish her sentence, because the tears that Su Yan had endured for a long time had already flowed down.

Su Yan hated herself for not being able to live up to expectations, and hurriedly covered her face, not wanting to let her see her embarrassed appearance.

Tao Wan walked up to her, held her head to her chest, and said softly, "Why are you crying?"

Su Yan buried herself obediently in her chest, her crying voice was still stubborn, "Don't worry about it..."

Tao Wan couldn't help laughing, "Yan Yan, I'm serious, live with me."

Su Yan only felt that the grievances of so many years suddenly found an outlet to vent.

"What good is living with you? You're so lazy!"

"But I cook delicious food."

"You will make me something that nourishes yin and nourishes the kidney, and you will squeeze me!"

"Then I won't cook."

"You can't seduce me anymore, or I want you to look good!"

"Okay, let's take it slowly and start over."

Su Yan suddenly turned over and became the master, and set out a bunch of conditions.Tao Wan patiently agreed one by one, and finally coaxed her.

"So, did you agree?"

Su Yan cried embarrassingly, but her mood was extremely good.

"We'll talk after we finish eating."

"..."

The author has something to say: Tao Wan: Alas, who made me older is another offense.

Su Yan: What are you gong? You count on your fingers, who is gong!

Tao Wan: But how could Tsundere be Gong?

Su Yan: Pooh!