Be gentle

Bai Shuyi could clearly feel that something was wrong with Huaran when she came back from get off work today, she hesitated to speak along the way, and was worried, and even burned her hands while cooking.

She originally had something on her mind, but now she put it behind her and focused on caring for Hua Ran.

Before Huaran started to test her, she was pestered and questioned for a while.

"I'm really fine... nothing on my mind."

Bai Shuyi didn't quite believe it, held her hand and said, "Really? Then why are you so absent-minded? Ranran, are you really not thinking wildly?"

Huaran was so nervous by her, her heart was sweet and she was even more worried.

"Um……"

Bai Shu breathed a sigh of relief, and murmured, "Now don't abandon me for anything."

Seeing her frightened, Hua Ran held her hand back with distress.

"I won't." Bai Wenxue admitted their feelings, and there was nothing that could make Huaran back down. "I'm just a little worried about you. You have something on your mind recently, right?"

As soon as Bai Shu knew that he was not in the right state, sooner or later he couldn't hide it from Huaran, and sighed softly.

"Something happened..."

"what happened?"

Bai Shu looked at her for a while, then smiled.

"Did you hear what someone said today? It's late?"

Huaran really didn't have the ability to beat around the bush, "Yes, it's Sister Tao Wan..."

Bai Shuyi showed a serious expression, "I didn't expect them to be so brazen and harass Sister Wan."

Huaran understood what she heard, and said nervously and flusteredly: "Xiaobai, did they look for you too? You, are you just worrying about this?"

"I didn't see them, I just heard Wanwan talk about it."

"Then you, you won't..."

As soon as Bai Shu noticed Huaran's strength, he couldn't help laughing.

"You think too highly of me. I have no plans to get married, let alone donate a kidney. Do you know? Xiao Junsheng himself is an asshole, and he refuses to sacrifice for his son. How can I be so stupid?"

Hua Ran was confused when she cared, and still worried, "Then you are so troubled, I'm so afraid..."

Bai Shuyi has been in a bit of a low mood lately, but it's not an annoyance, just an outburst of compassion, and he sighed for how good luck has made people.

"Don't be afraid, I already have a girlfriend, I can't have a bad kidney if I'm not good, right?"

She became serious without saying a few words, Huaran couldn't help patting her, and said with a bit of crying: "I'm serious, if you become crazy, you don't know what you will do."

Bai Shu became displeased, "I'm just such a silly image in your heart? You obviously have a clear distinction between likes and dislikes."

It is precisely because Bai Shuyi has a clear love and hate that Hana Ran is even more worried.It was Xiao Shuyang's parents who made mistakes and committed crimes. He himself is a poor person, and Hua Ran was really afraid that Bai Shu would show compassion.

"You really didn't lie to me, did you?" Huaran took the initiative to hug Bai Shuyi and asked as if asking her to promise, "I can't go back on my word later."

Bai Shu happily enjoyed his girlfriend's initiative to throw herself into her arms, "Of course I won't regret it."

She couldn't help pointing Huaran's nose while she was talking, and said with a smile: "Ranran, this is the first time I've seen you... Well, how should I put it? Such a fierce opposition to such a seemingly noble thing. "

Huaran is not noble, she has become the most selfish person in the world.

"I just want you to be healthy, and I can't control others."

Happiness filled his heart, and Bai Shuyi's chest, which had been dull for a long time, relaxed a little.

"I know." Both tenderness and kindness should be measured, otherwise things will be reversed.Gentleness and kindness to relatives, lovers and friends are already rare, if you want to help the world, I am afraid that you have to become a saint.Bai Shuyi felt that he didn't have such a high level, and he couldn't let go of Xiao Junsheng and Tao Jiao's shamelessness, "I can't control others. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and no matter what decision I make, I will make it after careful consideration."

Huaran finally calmed down.

Xiao Shuyang's health has improved slightly in the past two days, and he began to try to walk on the ground.He didn't know his parents and he didn't know where he went, so he was happy and relaxed.

Trying to die once, he will never forget the painful feeling.There is no relief, but endless unwillingness.Since he was a child, he was taught by his father to be a good boy and a good boy, and his mother expected him to be an excellent person.He's trying to do that both before and after his illness.

He thought he had a happy family and a pair of parents who loved him, but the illusion was completely shattered by this disease.The mother became hysterical and complained, and the father was frowning and sighing all day long.

He thought it was because they loved him too much.

But he gradually discovered that this was not the case.The mother's concern for him and her overreaction to his illness was just because she needed an excellent son.Especially after he knew that the union between his mother and his father was to intervene in other people's marriages and destroy other people's families, he understood his mother's mentality even more.

No matter where she fled, she would always bear the stigma of a third party. She couldn't bear it, so she could only find a sense of accomplishment from her son.She had to compare with her father's first wife, and he naturally had to compare with his sister who had never met.

However, he has already lost physically, so how can his mother not be in a hurry?

At the beginning, the mother's worry might really be her distress and love for the child, but after she became more and more crazy, there was not much of that left.What's more, the person she loves the most will always be her father.

As for Xiao Junsheng, his father, whom he respected and loved since childhood, who he regarded as a proud and role model father, what kind of hypocritical, cowardly, and shameless person is he?

What Xiao Shuyang hates is not that Xiao Junsheng is unwilling to donate a kidney to him, but what he hates is that Xiao Junsheng pretends to love himself so much.He hated Xiao Junsheng to teach him since he was a child, but he couldn't do it himself.He hates his hypocrisy, hates his shamelessness, hates him for being a hypocrite but delusional to cultivate himself into a moral person.

Because of illness and disappointment, he sank more and more into the dark abyss, and lost his desire for life more and more.

What is the meaning of living?

He couldn't find a reason.

But death is too painful, he is not reconciled.He is so young, his life has just begun, why must he die?It is obvious that the perpetrators of the crime are his parents, so why should the punishment befall him?

He wanted to live, and even more wanted to see Xiao Junsheng and Tao Jiao reap the consequences.

This kind of thought almost drove Xiao Shuyang crazy, he felt that he was no longer like himself, and saw the same viciousness and hypocrisy in him as his parents.Sometimes he really felt that it would be better to die than to be afraid of death and live in the world without dignity.

Xiao Shuyang sat under the shade of a tree. Because he had thoughts of suicide before, the hospital specially sent a nurse to follow him, standing not far away.

He was in a daze for a while, and a person sat on the other end of the bench at some point.

It was a tall girl with an outstanding appearance, wearing light-colored slacks and a shirt, and the mottled sunlight fell on her, as if she had been coated with a layer of gold.

Xiao Shuyang had never seen a photo of Bai Shuyi, but he didn't know why he recognized her at a glance.

"Hello." Xiao Shuyang was almost dumbfounded, and it took a while to realize that the other party was greeting him.He saw Bai Shuyi's delicate and elegant face, which was six to seven points similar to his own but healthier and more beautiful, the corner of her smiling mouth, her clear eyes, and her breath as warm as the sun.

She is his sister.

Xiao Shuyang suddenly had a strange feeling that the blood connection was so wonderful.He has such disappointing parents, but he has such an excellent sister.He has heard of her deeds more than once in the quarrels of his parents, and he has also felt strong jealousy and injustice.

But now, he no longer has expectations and hopes for his parents, and those jealousies turned into longings at some point.He had thought he was alone in this world, but now he realized with certainty that he had a sister.

"You, hello..."

Xiao Shuyang was a little nervous, the violent beating of his heart was something he rarely felt after he got sick and stopped exercising.

"Why are you sitting outside on such a hot day?"

The other party chatted as if they didn't know him. Xiao Shuyang gradually relaxed after hearing her gentle tone.

"I'm not afraid of heat."

"I'm really afraid of heat, and now summer is getting harder and harder."

Xiao Shuyang looked at her secretly, feeling a little embarrassed for some reason.

"Then why are you sitting here?"

Bai Shu looked at him and smiled, "Because I saw you sitting here and wanted to chat with you."

"you know me?"

"Well, although it's the first time I've met you, I know you."

Xiao Shuyang suddenly understood that she knew everything, and she came here specially to find him today.Feeling a bit ashamed and inferior, he lowered his head and said, "Then what do you want from me?"

"No, I just saw that you seemed to need someone who could talk, so I sat here."

Xiao Shuyang indeed has endless resentment and pain that no one can tell, and no one dares to tell.Since he was rescued, he has become more reticent than before, but deep down in his heart, he screams with anger all the time.

Why did his life become like this?What did he do wrong?

"I hate my father and mother." He suddenly began to reveal his heart to Bai Shuyi without any warning. For some reason, he felt that he could tell her about his pain.This stranger with whom he was closely connected, but who had never met before, could understand his pain. "Why are they my parents?"

"I don't have an answer to this question, after all, relatives cannot choose."

"So I deserve everything?"

"You deserve it," Bai Shu smiled, "You have to be alive. It's living in the true sense, not wandering around like a walking dead. When you see more people and things, you will understand what you should do. What does it look like, what should I get."

"You have a healthy body and a happy family, of course it's easy to say." Xiao Shuyang couldn't help mocking, "But I don't have anything..."

Bai Shu interrupted him, "If my kidney can save you, do you want it?"

Xiao Shuyang froze, stared at her stiffly, and shook his head with a wry smile after a while, "I'm not that brazen yet, even my father won't... I don't have the face to beg you."

Bai Shu smiled and nodded, "Actually, I'm not that great either."

She spoke bluntly, but Xiao Shuyang strangely didn't feel angry, and didn't feel that she was playing himself.

"It's really not good for you to treat a patient who committed suicide like this."

"But I know you want to live now, and wanting to live is more important than anything else." Bai Shu stood up, "It's too hot to be naive. Let's talk next time we have a chance."

Xiao Shuyang looked up at her, "Yes."

The author has something to say: This plot really does not make Bai Shuyi become the Holy Mother, but makes Huaran completely untie her knot.