Be gentle

Huaran made soup and asked Bai Shuyi to send it to Gu Wan, but she waited at the hospital gate for more than an hour, and no one answered the phone.

It stands to reason that she should already be off work at this point, so it's not a problem to wait, so Bai Shuyi simply went to the department where she was an intern.Gu Wan is an intern in the nephrology department, although she still has no chance to intervene, there is also a lot of hard work and dirty work, and she has lost a lot of weight recently.

Bai Shu came here a few times and was familiar with the road, but he couldn't find anyone.A classmate of Gu Wan's in the next department said that a patient had just been transferred to the Department of Nephrology and was in an emergency, so she went with the teacher.

Bai Shuyi and Gu Wan have been friends since childhood. Although they occasionally hurt each other, they still love her from the bottom of their hearts and are ready to send her back after get off work.She has a sweet mouth and is pleasant, and the others don't think she is in the way, so they let her wait here for Gu Wan.

It took another half an hour for Gu Wan to come back. Her complexion didn't look very good, and the teacher beside her looked even more tired.This teacher is Gu Wan's distant cousin, and when he saw Bai Shu approaching, he nodded to her.

"Xiaowan, you go back, it's getting late."

Seeing Bai Shuyi, Gu Wan seemed to be stunned for a while, and then said "hmm" after a while.When Bai Shu saw her, he was a little gloomy. He guessed that the patient's condition was not optimistic, and waited silently for her to pack up.

Gu Wan talked the most on weekdays, but today she was unusually silent, squinting her eyes and falling asleep after getting in the car.

"Tired?"

As soon as Bai Shu leaned over to help her fasten her seat belt, seeing that her hair was messy and her face was haggard, she helped her to comb her hair.

Gu Wan suddenly opened her eyes, staring at Bai Shuyi's face, her eyes were red.

"Wanwan, what's the matter with you?"

Gu Wan opened her mouth as if she wanted to say something, but finally pressed her lips together.Bai Shuyi had never seen Gu Wan like this before, he was puzzled and distressed.

"Is the patient's condition bad?"

Gu Wan nodded.

Bai Shu helped her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, "You said that you have a temperament that doesn't allow others to suffer, so you want to become a doctor anyway."

Gu Wan smiled weakly, "Advising people to study medicine is like lightning strikes. Today I know why there are such words."

Bai Shu hugged her and comforted her: "But I believe that you will save many people after becoming a doctor."

Gu Wan hugged her back tightly and cried a little.

"Xiaobai, I'm very sad..."

Bai Shu patted her on the back, "I know."

Gu Wan shook her head, "Xiaobai, the patient transferred in today is a uremia patient. He is only about 20 years old, but he has been ill for ten years. He wanted to die, so he ran away from home without dialysis. Our hospital almost failed to save him."

It is not that there is no cure, and the disease does not kill people immediately, but the patient wants to die, which is something even doctors can't do.

It is both heartbreaking and sad.

Bai Shu coaxed her like a child, "It's not your fault."

She is not a hard-hearted person, if she saw the scene at that time, she might not be much better than Gu Wan.Gu Wan felt so sad, she also felt the same way.

Gu Wan hugged her, and the speed of her speech gradually increased, as if she was afraid that she would not dare to speak, but also as if she was afraid that she would speak too much.

"Do you know why he wants to die? He is afraid of living in pain and dragging his parents down, but it is his parents who really crush him. Do you know if he has □? His father can save him. It's not just him Dad hesitated and used all kinds of sequelae to evade it, and my mother also strongly opposed it. Obviously he has been notified of critical illness, and his blood pressure will collapse almost every time he undergoes dialysis, but his parents are still unwilling to save him. "

Bai Shuyi sighed.

In this fact, it is difficult to say who is right and who is wrong. Only the person concerned knows whether it is worthwhile to exchange one of his own kidneys for the life of a child.But as the saying goes, tiger poison does not eat its children, so there are not many parents who can really be ruthless.

She could understand Gu Wan's mood, but she couldn't criticize other people's decisions just because of this.

"Maybe they have their own considerations... It costs a lot of money to get sick, and his father may be afraid that his health will collapse and he won't be able to take care of him anymore."

Gu Wan cried and shook her head fiercely, "No, no! His mother is a lunatic, and his father is a scum! They are not worthy of having children, they are not worthy of being parents, and they are not worthy of being human at all!"

She said this as if she knew the couple, and finally Bai Shu heard something strange.

"Wanwan...you, do you know them?"

Gu Wan finally raised her head from Bai Shuyi's shoulder, and looked at her with red eyes.

"noob……"

Bai Shuyi suddenly remembered many things.

"Did you mean..."

Knowing that Bai Shu had guessed it, Gu Wan closed her eyes and nodded.

Bai Shu was stunned for a while, and then said slowly, "Wanwan, don't think about it, and treat him as an ordinary patient."

"I know……"

Gu Wan told Bai Shuyi about this not because she wanted her to do anything, but because she couldn't bear it alone.Gu Wan naturally hated Xiao Junsheng and Tao Jiao.But when she looked at Xiao Shuyang's face, which was half or so similar to Bai Shuyi, but more haggard and vicissitudes, as a future doctor, she couldn't help feeling a little bit of pity.

Gu Wan has always had a clear distinction between love and hate, and her sympathy for Xiao Shuyang made her feel sorry for Bai Shuyi.After learning about Xiao Junsheng and Tao Jiao's actions, she was even more furious and furious.

Bai Shuyi doesn't have much feeling for this "brother" who has never met and is related by blood, but even if he is just a stranger, his experience is enough to make people sigh and sympathize.

But sympathy is all sympathy, she doesn't feel the need to do anything, and she doesn't want to do it.What happened to him may be tragic, but that has nothing to do with her.

People are selfish, and she is not that selfless.

Bai Shuyi didn't know if she would have the courage to donate a kidney in exchange for his life when facing a stranger, but she knew that she never wanted to donate her health to Xiao Junsheng and Tao Wan's son, let alone Xiao Junsheng himself. Wishing to save him, she didn't want to do his wish.

When Tao Jiao wanted to take Tao Wan away, Bai Shuyi thought it was because their kidney types didn't match.Unexpectedly, these two people seem to value their son, but they are still so selfish in nature.

Bai Shu sent Gu Wan home and stayed with her for a while, and it was almost nine o'clock when he got home.Seeing that her face seemed unhappy, Huaran couldn't help feeling a little strange.

Gu Wan is Bai Shuyi's best friend who grew up together, and in terms of time spent together, it lasts longer than any other friend.The most rare thing is the friendship and way of getting along between the two, so it is rare for Bai Shu to have this kind of expression after meeting Gu Wan.

Although Bai Shuyi told Huaran that he would come back later, he didn't mention anything specific. Huaran subconsciously thought that something happened to Gu Wan, and asked worriedly, "Did something happen to Wanwan?"

Bai Shuyi didn't want to make her worry, so he forced a smile and shook his head.

Although she had decided to leave it alone, the matter Gu Wan said still weighed heavily on her heart.It's not something else, but a life. Being unable to choose one's parents is probably one of the saddest things about human beings.

"Then... are you hungry? Do you want some supper?" Seeing that she was unwilling to say more, Huaran had to change the subject.

As soon as Bai Shu hugged her, he buried her on her chest and took a deep breath.

"Hungry, but I want something else for a late-night snack."

Now that Huaran knew that she was not serious, she blushed and patted her on the back.

"Don't talk nonsense..."

"I'm not talking nonsense, I just want to eat!"

Huaran originally thought that Bai Shu's passion for sex was due to his youth and freshness, and after a few months or a year or so, he shouldn't be so interested.But he looks innocent, but he is really a little pervert. After a long time, he is still in high spirits.

"Then you go take a shower first."

Naturally, Huaran has nothing to do with her, besides, she herself is only passive because of her reservedness and shyness, and she doesn't dislike Bai Shuyi's enthusiasm at all.

As soon as Bai Shu left happily, Huaran shook his head helplessly.

With the person you like, life is of course comfortable.It's just that Bai Shuyi has something on his mind recently, and sometimes behaves abnormally.Huaran got along with her day and night, and gradually felt that she was a little worried.

Before she had time to ask Bai Shuyi, a phone call from Tao Wan broke her calm.

Because her son almost passed away, Tao Jiao went to harass Tao Wan shamelessly again. This time, even Xiao Junsheng begged together, which annoyed Tao Wan so much that she took Su Yan to travel together.

She was only worried that the two of them would bother Bai Shuyi again after she left, so she called Huaran to ask.Tao Wan knew Bai Shuyi well, knew that she was not as hard-hearted as her own, and was afraid to tell her directly, in case the other party didn't bother her, she would keep it in her heart, so she asked her cohabitant first before making plans.

Huaran thought of Bai Shuyi's recent abnormality, and suddenly had a clue.She talked to Tao Wan about the situation, and Tao Wan immediately figured out the cause and effect.

"She went to see Wanwan that day, right? I remember that Wanwan was an intern at the affiliated hospital of the University of Medical Sciences. Xiao Junsheng seems to have transferred his son there."

Huaran was startled, and said anxiously: "Sister Tao Wan, do you think Xiaobai will..."

Tao Wan sighed, "It's hard to say, you should try it out first. If she gets confused, you must stop her, and we'll talk to Aunt Bai together."

"Ah."

Huaran hung up the phone, worried in her heart.Donating a kidney to save people is naturally selfless, noble, and praiseworthy, but she doesn't need Bai Shuyi to have these.She doesn't want Bai Shuyi to be a god anymore, she just wants her to be safe and healthy, be more selfish, more ordinary, and just be her own little white.

The author has something to say: If there are no accidents, there will be another chapter tonight.