Be gentle

"Hey, Xiaobai, where have you been?" The university has started for a month, and Bai Shuyi hasn't returned home yet.Today is the day when Huaran moved, and everyone gathered together to celebrate her housewarming after a long absence.

Gu Wan and Bai Chao arrived early, but Bai Shuyi and Su Yan, who were closer, hadn't arrived yet.

"I'm at the door, come and open the door."

Gu Wan hurriedly ran to open the door with the phone in hand, and Bai Shuyi and Su Yan stood outside the door.

"You two are too slow, and you are still driving."

Because of the military training, both of them were tanned a lot. Bai Shuyi was wearing short-sleeved shorts, and the sunburn marks were conspicuous on his long hands and legs.

"The club just happened to have an event." She squeezed into the door with a smile, looked around and said, "Is anyone here?"

"We're almost here, you two are the only ones missing."

As soon as Bai Shu went to the living room, he saw that there were quite a few people sitting there, only Hua Ran and Bai Chao were not there.

"Sister Xiaoran is cooking, and my brother went to help in the kitchen." Gu Wan glanced at her, saw that she was fine, and breathed a sigh of relief.

This time it is not only to celebrate the housewarming, but also to send Huaran off.She is leaving for England next week, catching many by surprise.

"Xiaobai, come here." Tao Wan was sitting on the sofa on the left. She was originally talking to Meng Yun, but when she saw Bai Shu coming, she quickly waved to her.

Su Yan raised her eyebrows, walked over and squeezed her to sit down.

"Why are you doing this? I left it for Xiaobai." Tao Wan immediately quit.

"It's not your sofa, you can stay if you say so? I'm going to sit here, what can you do?"

Tao Wan went to Su Yan's former home when the store was being renovated, and after returning, she had a high fever and lay down in the hospital for a week.

Everyone was worried and anxious, and even thought that she was going to recover her memory, but they didn't expect that there would be no difference after she recovered from her illness.It's just that for some reason, the number of times she and Su Yan quarreled is increasing day by day.

Bai Wenxue felt completely at ease, and no longer contradicted whether she wanted her to restore her memory.

Bai Shuyi shook his head helplessly, "Sit down, I'll go to the kitchen and have a look."

Bai Chao's culinary skills were much better than Bai Shuyi's, which greatly accelerated Huaran's cooking speed.Seeing that the dishes were almost done, Huaran asked him to go out and call for dinner.

Bai Chao has never been a talkative person, but this time he seemed to have endured for a long time, hesitatingly said: "Sister Xiaoran, will you come back?"

Huaran smiled lightly, "Of course, didn't you mean to go for two years at most? My roots are here, and I will definitely come back."

Bai Chao lowered his head, with a sad expression, "We will all miss you...Xiao Bai will definitely miss you too."

Huaran's expression changed slightly, "I know, I will miss you too."

"Then you and Xiaobai..."

"Sister Ran, when is the dinner?" Bai Chao broke in as soon as he finished speaking, as if he didn't notice the delicate atmosphere between the two, he said carelessly, "Wow, the food is so rich tonight."

Seeing her coming, Bai Chao hurriedly said, "Then I'll go and talk to them about dinner."

Bai Shu waved his hand, "Go, go, I'll serve the food."

Huaran hasn't seen Bai Shuyi for a month, so she couldn't help being a little dazed when she first saw her.As soon as Bai Shu noticed that she was staring at him in a daze, he smiled sweetly, "Sister Ran, long time no see."

Huaran reacted and quickly looked away.

"Hmm...you're tanned."

Bai Shuyi smiled embarrassingly, "It's all because of military training, has it become ugly?"

"No, how could it be...beautiful."

Although he has only been a college student for a month, Bai Shuyi's feelings have changed a lot.The youthfulness and innocence have faded away, and the tall figure and the change in dressing style make the whole person look a lot more mature.

"Sunburned like charcoal, can it still look good?"

As soon as Bai Shu didn't seem to take Huaran's compliment seriously, he bent down and lowered his head to the side of the cucumber, and said: "Sister Ran, my hands are not clean, you can feed me."

Huaran didn't think much, picked up a piece and handed it to her mouth, but Baishu not only ate the cucumber, but also wrapped her finger in his mouth.

Huaran was startled, Bai Shuyi had already retreated.

"Sorry, I was not careful." She smiled apologetically, took two dishes and walked out before Huaran could react, "I'll take the dishes out."

Huaran couldn't tell whether she did it on purpose, but no matter whether it was intentional or unintentional, she couldn't bear to criticize Bai Shuyi.When she thinks that she is about to go to a foreign country, when she thinks of Bai Shuyi's sadness, and when she thinks that she and she will really only be sisters after returning, Huaran feels overwhelmed with pain.

If possible, she is willing to make every effort to make up for Bai Shuyi before leaving.

Naturally, wine is indispensable for celebrating. Although Bai Shuyi is not yet eighteen years old, he is considered a grown-up after going to university, so he drank very happily at night.The others knew that she was reluctant to dye flowers - no matter how they understood it, they didn't dissuade her.

After the meal, Bai Shuyi was obviously drunk, hugged Huaran and refused to let go, several people didn't pull her away, and finally had to leave her here with Huaran.

When Bai Shu was drunk, he was quite well-behaved. Although he cried miserably, he was very obedient.Hua Ran worked tirelessly to help her wash and go to bed, and it was already two o'clock in the morning when Bai Shu woke up again and again.

Huaran kept her awake, and handed her a glass of water as soon as she woke up.Under the dim night light, Bai Shu couldn't see her expression clearly, he could only vaguely see her thin nightgown and the looming delicate body under the nightgown.

Bai Shu quickly poured a large glass of warm water, and asked in a hoarse voice, "What time is it? Where are my mother and the others?"

"Just after two o'clock, Aunt Bai and the others all went back."

Bai Shuyi seemed to remember the previous embarrassment, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I accidentally got drunk."

Huaran took the cup in her hand, with a gentle tone, "It's okay, is there any discomfort?"

"No, I'm just a little thirsty. I'm fine now."

"That's good……"

Bai Shuyi probably saw that she was wearing her bedtime pajamas, but she was sitting upright by the bed, and asked, "Have you been up all this time? I'm fine, you go to sleep."

Huaran bit her lip, as if she was struggling, Bai Shu tilted her head and asked in doubt, "What's wrong?"

"...This is my bedroom."

Bai Shu heard them one by one, and quickly wanted to get up, "Then I'll go to the guest room."

Huaran pulled her back in a hurry, "I didn't buy a mattress for the bed in the guest room."

Bai Shu sat down again, "Then... shall I sleep on the sofa?"

Huaran's palms were hot and wet, and her voice was trembling, "Just sleep here..."

Bai Shu looked at her quietly, and then tentatively said after a while: "But I sleep here, you don't want to sleep anymore, do you?"

"No, I haven't."

"Then why are you sitting in front of the bed?"

Huaran looked cramped and nervous, and the corner of her skirt had been wrinkled by her other hand.

"I just wanted to see you..."

Bai Shu pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Has it been too long since I saw me? Or have I really become more beautiful?"

"Um……"

"Obviously tanned," Bai Shuyi didn't wear underwear, and the flower-dyed nightdress didn't fit her well, showing how much spring she had.Pointing to the tan marks on her arms, she said, "Look, you have panda arms."

"It looks good even when it's tanned."

"Which one looks better? My sister's looks better?"

Huaran trembled suddenly, and wanted to take her hand back, but Bai Shuyi grabbed her wrist with his backhand, "Didn't you say you want to sleep together? Come up."

Huaran only felt sore and limp all over, and was immediately pulled onto the bed by Bai Shuyi.Nervousness and shame occupied her nerves, making her especially sensitive.

Bai Shu pulled her to his side but didn't take any further action. Instead, he turned his back to her, "Sleep, sister Ran."

Huaran looked at her thinning back exposed in the air, her eyes were sour.

Bai Shu squinted his eyes halfway, not knowing whether he was resting his mind or looking at a certain point in the void, until the soft palm touched her back before he suddenly opened his eyes.

Her body trembled, and even the hand touching her spine stopped.

Huaran held her breath, not daring to make a sound.

As soon as Bai Shu leaned in to avoid her hand, Huaran only felt her chest was tightly clenched by something, it was more like suffocation than pain.

In just a short moment, she broke out in sweat, as if she had died once.

Since she has even experienced death, she has nothing to fear.

Huaran leaned against Bai Shuyi, and kissed her neck tremblingly.

Bai Shuyi suddenly turned around, quickly and accurately grabbed Huaran's wrist, and pressed her under him.

"What are you doing?"

Huaran closed her eyes tightly, suppressed the sobs in her throat, and did not answer.

"Are you seducing me?"

Huaran cried a little because of her words, shame and shame made her tremble.

"Are you sympathizing with me? Are you pitying me?"

"No... I didn't think so..." Almost the moment he spoke, Huaran's cry could no longer be suppressed.

"Then why did you do this? Didn't you say you can't? Didn't you want to run away from me? Didn't you say you wanted to forget me?"

"sorry Sorry……"

"So do you want to leave memories? Do you think it's time to make an end? Or do you want to make up for me?"

Huaran bit her cry, leaving only tears still flowing.

Bai Shuyi let out a laugh, "This is it."

Huaran knew that she shouldn't do this, not only hurt Bai Shuyi's self-esteem, but also belittled her feelings.But she missed her too much and longed for her too much. Every time she thought about the future of the two of them, the black hole in her heart widened.

She knew she was despicable, and she knew she was too much, she just couldn't control herself.

"Can you tolerate nausea to make up for me?"

"I've never felt sick... Xiaobai, I didn't..."

"What about guilt?"

Huaran was silent.

Bai Shuyi waited for a while without hearing an answer, and let go of her hand.Just when Huaran thought she would not pay attention to her anymore, Bai Shuyi's hand stretched in from the hem of the skirt.

"noob……"

Almost the moment her skin was touched, Hanazan gasped.

"You don't go to work tomorrow, do you?"

"Um……"

"I don't care what your purpose is, but please take responsibility this time. Don't think that I will stop, I will do it to the end."

Huaran didn't know whether she was happy or sad, she cried and hugged her shoulders.

"Um……"

Bai Shu's words were cruel, but his actions were very gentle.This night, the most she said was, "Ranran, don't forget me."

The author has something to say: Xiaobai: Please continue to belittle my feelings in the future, okay?

There must be a boat scene before parting, and the routines are tried and tested.The worst part should be over... right?