Be gentle

After Huaran came back from Si Tong's office, she was in a daze for a long time. On the desk were documents about going to England for further study.Si Tong had told her about this before, and she had been very hesitant, but this time, she really made up her mind.

Huaran knew that this could not go on like this, neither for Baishu nor for herself.Going to the UK is a great opportunity, not to mention the future career help, but the distance factor may be the best answer to her current predicament.

As long as she is by Bai Shuyi's side, she will definitely not be able to completely refuse, so what's the point of her choosing to break up before?

The only thing Huaran is hesitant about now is whether she should clarify this matter with Bai Shu before leaving.On the one hand, she couldn't bear to tell her, on the other hand, she felt that if she left in an unclear way, it would delay Bai Shuyi even more.

"Ranran, are you okay? Okay, let's go."

Huaran was going to get her graduation certificate today, but Bai Shu insisted on following her, it seemed that she was expecting more than her.

Huaran refused, but even had the idea of ​​breaking the can, if she met Xiao Junsheng this time, it would be better to let the truth out.

She had been consciously avoiding Xiao Junsheng during this period of time, and it just so happened that the end of the term was no longer his class, and the two had hardly met each other.But today, Xiao Junsheng seemed to be waiting for her, sitting in her head teacher's office.

Bai Shuyi insisted on accompanying Huaran to come here today, and he was not surprised to see him when he entered the door.She knew what measures her mother must have taken after that, Xiao Junsheng could only start with Huaran if he wanted to get close to her.

Today may be his last chance, and he will not let it go no matter what.

Xiao Junsheng obviously didn't expect Bai Shu to come over together in a while, and when he saw her, a little bit of surprise appeared on his face.

"Sister Ran, go get your graduation certificate, I have something to say to Teacher Xiao."

"noob?"

When Huaran saw Xiao Junsheng, her heart skipped a beat, and Bai Shuyi's reaction was even more intriguing.

Bai Shu smiled, "Don't worry, let's say a few words, when you're done, go to the milk tea shop in Building [-] and wait for me."

Huaran realizes that she already knows Xiao Junsheng's identity, and feels uneasy for a moment.

"me and you together……"

Now compared to whether Bai Shuyi knew about his relationship with her, Huaran was more worried that she would be hurt by this father.

"No need, go and get your graduation certificate." Bai Shu pushed her away, then looked at Xiao Junsheng, "Mr. Xiao, let's go to another place and say, you don't want to discuss personal matters here, do you?"

Xiao Junsheng was a little surprised by Bai Shuyi's attitude, her fierce reaction last time was still vivid in his memory, but this time she was so calm and composed.

"Okay, okay, let's... let's go to the coffee shop and talk, I'll treat you."

Huaran watched the two leave, full of uneasiness.

Bai Shuyi and Xiao Junsheng sat face to face, and they didn't speak for a long time.Xiao Junsheng felt uneasy when Bai Shu saw it, and smiled forcedly: "Shu Yi, you, you would like to see me..."

Bai Shuyi interrupted him, "I want to know what is the purpose of your perseverance? After so many years, you have never appeared, why do you want to disturb our life now?"

Xiao Junsheng showed a hurt expression, "It's not that I don't want to see you, but your mother doesn't want me to see you."

Bai Shuyi sneered and said, "She still won't let you see me, why do you keep pestering me? I'm not asking why you didn't come to see me, but why you refuse to give up now. You see the attitude of me and my mother Now, it's impossible for me to admit you as a father. Don't think that saying some high-sounding words can change my opinion of you, I'm not a child, I have my own judgment. "

"What purpose do you think I, I want to recognize you?"

"Is it because of your son's illness? Sister Wan didn't succeed, so you want me to donate it to him?"

Xiao Junsheng seemed to be very angry, with blue veins on his forehead, and he said angrily: "How can you think of me like this? I never thought of it. Yangyang is my son, but you are also my daughter. Of course I am worried about his poor health, but And I wouldn't think of trading your health for his life."

"Is that for money? Dialysis seems to be very expensive. Are you in financial difficulty now?"

Xiao Junsheng showed a sad expression, and said sadly: "Shuyi, you really missed me. If I cared about money, I would not have chosen to leave the house at the beginning. You must know that I also have a part in the demolition."

Bai Shu hooked the corner of his mouth, "Then you are really full of fatherly love and want to recognize me? You can't even worry about a son, so what can you bring me?"

Like Xiao Zhen who wants to recognize her daughter back when she is capable, it is natural to feel guilty and want to make up for it, but for a person like Xiao Junsheng who can't take care of himself, if he wants to recognize her, he wants to get something from her. It was difficult for her to come up with any other reason.

In the conversation just now, she vaguely sensed Xiao Junsheng's intentions.

What happened at the beginning was his fault in every respect, and he was originally married, so what is there to praise for leaving the house?But he clearly felt he had paid too high a price, and attributed it to his own good morals.

He didn't feel that those things were not his, but felt that he had given up the wealth he should have.

Bai Shu thought of four words: sanctimonious.

Does Xiao Junsheng really not care about money?No, he cares.But this time he may not come here purely for money, because he wants more things extravagantly.

What he wants is her trust, he wants to bewitch her step by step, he wants to get the pride of being a father from her, and maybe there will be material needs in the future.

Bai Shuyi seldom uses such dark thoughts to speculate on others, but she doesn't know whether it's because she has experienced too many things, or because of her preconceived impressions, or because of the little blood connection in her body that made her see through this person at a glance.

Xiao Junsheng looked very sad, "Why do you always think of the relationship between father and daughter so utilitarian? Did your mother teach you this way? I just want to meet you and be satisfied."

Seeing his "holy father" expression and words, Bai Shu wanted to laugh for some reason.She'd seen people who were really kind, so she could tell who was just talking nicely.

"Just want to see me and you are satisfied. This is your request to me, but I don't want to see you. If you are really for me, shouldn't you go as far as you can? Don't act so great, It will only make me see your selfishness more clearly. I am here to tell you clearly today that I will not recognize you as a father, and it is impossible for me to live in harmony with you. My mother is kind-hearted and may not do anything to you, but I A few uncles will not let it go. If you still cherish your son, you should think about how to treat him. Don’t look at what is in the bowl and think about what is in the pot. In the end, there will be nothing left.”

Xiao Junsheng didn't seem to expect that she could say such a thing at such a young age, and he looked stunned.

"Why you, you are like this? Huaran said that you are kind and simple, but you, but you..."

She is kind and simple, so do you think she is easy to deceive?

Bai Shuyi finally knew where Xiao Junsheng's confidence came from.

"But I'm not innocent, and my kindness needs to be verified. It's strange, I only have anger and disgust towards you, and I was shocked myself."

Yes, Bai Shuyi was really taken aback at the beginning, but it doesn't seem so hard to accept now.

She was an overprotected fledgling before, but now, she is an ordinary person, a growing child.

Where there is happiness, there is anger; where there is enthusiasm, there is indifference; where there is joy, there is disgust.She was glad that her negative emotions were only directed at Xiao Junsheng.

Xiao Junsheng sat slumped, even his back bent a bit.

"Did your mother send you here today? Did she teach you to say that?"

He was unwilling to believe that Bai Shuyi would have such an idea at such a young age.

"No, I came here without telling her...I know what you think, do you think that I see you like this because my mother keeps saying bad things about you?" Bai Shu smiled and mocked, "No, She hardly ever mentioned you in front of me, let alone said anything bad about you. I don't care if you really don't realize it or pretend not to, but I can see clearly that you are a selfish person. If you I really have a little thought for my sake, so I won’t appear here now. I won’t say much else, after all, it’s difficult to communicate with different views.”

As soon as Bai Shu stood up, "I will settle the account myself. I sincerely hope that you will not disturb our life in the future and stop harassing sister Ran. After all, I am neither innocent nor kind. You cannot get what you want. "

Hua Ran didn't wait long at the milk tea shop before Bai Shuyi came back, she wanted to ask something, Bai Shuyi took her hand and said, "Let's go back."

Huaran was dragged all the way, until she got into the car and finally asked, "Xiaobai, do you know?"

Bai Shuyi didn't start the car, staring at something in a daze.

"Which one are you talking about? The fact that he is my father or the fact that he is your uncle?"

Huaran was startled, her expression changed suddenly.

"noob!"

Bai Shu looked at her with a smile, "I said it, it's nothing to me."

Huaran's tears flowed down without warning, covering her mouth and crying bitterly.

Bai Shuyi looked at her quietly for a while, then took out a handkerchief to wipe her tears.

"Why didn't you tell me, why did you know..."

"Didn't you tell me too? Didn't you know that but you couldn't bear to reject me?" As soon as Bai Shu approached her, his loving tone showed a bit of cruelty, "I know you can't accept such a relationship, but I still I want you. Did your impression of me change? Do you think I’m bad? Don’t you like me anymore?”

Every word hurts Huaran's heart.

"noob……"

"I know you're leaving, you're leaving me to go to England." Bai Shu held her hand, tried to smile, but was still betrayed by tears and cries, "You want to forget me...you want to forget liking me this matter."

Huaran cried so much that her shoulders trembled, she couldn't deny any of Bai Shuyi's words.Because she really needs to forget that she likes Bai Shuyi, any previous denials are meaningless.

"I want to wait for you to come back...but I also hope that your wish can come true. If you really want to forget, if forgetting this will make you less sad, then I sincerely hope you can forget."

"What about you...Xiaobai, what about you?"

Bai Shuyi hugged her tightly, "Since you choose to leave, don't think about what I should do, just try to believe that I can live a good life."

Huaran understood Bai Shuyi's meaning, bit her lip and finally said nothing.

She thought she would never forgive her cowardice.

The author has something to say: the words are high-sounding, but they are well understood.