Red Fifth

Yin Mu suddenly came back to his senses, he wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, he didn't understand why he was crying just now, the scene in front of him changed, it was a long time ago, how long was that?Probably Yin Mu's first grade?Still in kindergarten?In front of him is the apartment building where Yin Mu lived when he was very young. Everything is the same as it used to be. He hides in the cabinet under the kitchen in fear. In the living room, his parents are arguing very fiercely. Yin Mu covers his mouth Not daring to cry, Mom and Dad thought they had gone to their grandparents' house, but in fact they ran back home before Grandpa went to school to pick him up. Today is Yin Mu's birthday, and Dad said he would buy himself a birthday cake.

He heard the sound of things being thrown in the living room, and his mother screamed hysterically, scolding his father for being poor, scolding his father for being worthless, and scolding himself for being blind to marry him.

Yin Mu heard his father yell helplessly: "Today is the child's birthday, you must go crazy today?!"

Yin Mu's mother seemed to have thrown something again: "I shouldn't have given birth to you! Your family is all beasts!"

"Snapped!"

Yin Mu's mother fell silent immediately, she covered her face, her beautiful eyes widened tightly: "You dare to hit me! You useless thing dare to hit me!!!"

Yin Chubo was extremely angry. He looked at the woman he once loved deeply, his head suddenly buzzed and hurt, and he couldn't see anything for a moment. At this time, his wife threw something at him, and his shoulder was hit. There was a sharp pain.

When Yin Chubo's eyesight recovered, his wife had already slammed the door out, and the sound of high-heeled shoes stepping on the corridor angrily could be heard clearly.

Hearing his father's heavy sigh, Yin Mu shrank into a ball and dared not go out. It was not until the next morning when his father opened the door of the cupboard with guilt and distress, that he found Yin Mu.

It was the first time for Yin Chubo, a big man, to cry in front of his son. He hugged Yin Mu's small body and sobbed: "It's Dad who is sorry for you, it's Dad's fault."

It was the first time that Yin Mu noticed that his parents were arguing. Later, they quarreled more and more frequently, and their fights became more and more serious. Many times, they even fought in front of Yin Mu.

Every time my mother quarreled, the words "poor", "useless" and "money" could not be avoided. Finally, after the two of them worked together and almost destroyed the entire apartment, my mother slammed the door and never again. did not return.

In fact, it is a very simple and tacky story. The beautiful woman saw that the man's family was rich, so she married him and had children, but she didn't expect that a few years after she married in, the man's family went bankrupt. Naturally, it was time for her to escape from this place .

Yin Mu finally woke up from his dream. He stared at the still-unclear sky outside the window in shock, and buried his head in the pillow hard.This night, he had all kinds of complicated dreams, all of which were memories of the past that he didn't want to recall, and he had been afraid of those memories for many, many years.

Yin Mu couldn't fall asleep again, he got up and walked to the balcony, it was a slightly cool morning outside, the air was filled with moist water vapor, Yin Mu stood silently on the balcony for a long time, his brain was as quiet as this morning. Cool but foggy, my father yelled at himself in the dream: You fell in love with that boy!

Those words could not be dissipated in Yin Mu's mind for a long time, he looked at the thick white fog in front of him, and thought to himself: so what?

On the second day of the sports meeting, Yin Mu was in poor condition. He had no place in the 400-meter final, and he didn’t even make it to the 100-meter final. In the afternoon, in the 5000-meter race, he looked at the people with swollen eyes on the sidelines and shivered but couldn’t help it Looking at his appearance, he suddenly lost the desire to continue running. Yin Mu slowed down, and gradually he stopped, staring at the opposite person across a playground, and a teacher shouted loudly: "Run!"

Yin Mu took off the number cloth impatiently, held the cloth in his palm, and walked towards the other side of the playground with a gloomy expression.In the middle of the competition, many students couldn't hold on and gave up, but Yin Mu didn't look like he couldn't run, but Fu Yang was a little anxious. He was afraid that Yin Mu would vomit or faint like other contestants, and the audience could not enter. On the field, Fu Yang could only run in the direction of Yin Mu in the inner circle.

Yin Mu saw Fu Yang running towards him from a distance, Yin Mu stopped, and watched Fu Yang run one meter away from him, with anxious eyes: "Yin Mu, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Yin Mu moved the corner of his mouth, but didn't speak. He stared quietly at Fu Yang who was full of concern. Yin Mu shook his head: "It's okay."

Fu Yang wanted to ask something else, but Yin Mu didn't seem to intend to say more, and a look of irritability flashed across his face.

The next day was Monday, and the evening self-study teachers assigned homework for everyone. When Yin Mu returned to the classroom before evening self-study, Fu Yang was already sitting in his seat. Fu Yang raised his head and looked at today's very abnormal Yin Mu, Yin Mu stood at the door of the classroom for a few seconds, with a cold expression, and suddenly turned around and left the classroom.

When Yin Mu came back, he didn't go to his place, but went straight to Li Peicheng. Fu Yang wanted to twist his head into a twist. When he saw what Yin Mu and Li Peicheng said, Li Peicheng suddenly looked at him with a surprised expression.Then he got up and moved the table.

Fu Yang's heart gradually cooled down. He stared blankly at Yin Mu who was walking towards him. Yin Mu came over and looked at Fu Yang. After a while, he lowered his eyes and packed the things on his desk without saying a word.

Fu Yang stared blankly at Yin Mu cleaning up the table, and then lifted his table.

"Yin Mu...what are you doing?" Fu Yang's voice was tense, with a blank expression on his face.

Yin Mu looked at Fu Yang again, his eyebrows and eyes were complicated, he pursed his lips, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, change the position."

After finishing speaking, Yin Mu bowed his head and stopped talking, and concentrated on moving his table. Fu Yang's face was full of panic, and he sat stiffly, watching Yin Mu move to Li Peicheng's place, and Li Peicheng happily moved the table. The chair arrived at Yin Mu's original position.

"Fu Yang, we can do quizzes together in the future!"

Li Peicheng greeted his new deskmate excitedly. When Yin Mu said he was going to change seats with him, he was stunned. For some reason, such a big pie fell on him from the sky.

Fu Yang turned more than half of his body, raised his chin and looked at Yin Mu's position at a loss. Yin Mu kept his head down and tidied up. Fu Yang stared at him for nearly 10 minutes, but Yin Mu didn't lift it the whole time. Once he turned his head, he seemed to know that he was staring at him.

Li Peicheng was very active and took out the physics test paper and put it in front of Fu Yang. Fu Yang shook his head in a daze. He suddenly stood up and pulled Li Peicheng away, crying anxiously and panickedly: "You let me , you give way."

Fu Yang soon arrived in front of Yin Mu. The students all looked at the abnormal Fu Yang strangely. Fu Yang fell into a panic. He reached out and pulled Yin Mu's arm, his voice was very thin and pitiful. : "Yin Mu, Yin Mu, come out, I...I have something to tell you."

Yin Mu raised his eyes to look at Fu Yang, his eyes were as cold as washing, and his voice was low: "What did you say?"

Fu Yang looked around at the classmates who were staring at him, he shook his head, his voice trembled uncontrollably: "Let's... go out and talk."

Yin Mu lowered his eyes, suppressed the emotions in his eyes, stood up and left the classroom with Fu Yang.

Fu Yang was particularly proactive. He panicked and actively searched for a place where no one was around. When he reached the corner of the stairs on the second floor, he saw two girls going up the stairs. He turned his head and looked at Yin Mu with red eyes: "Here...not here, I ...I'll look for it again."

At this time, Fu Yang's voice was already sobbing, he tried hard to swallow the sourness welling up in his throat, and walked quickly to the West Garden, looking back to see if Yin Mu had followed.

It wasn't until he reached the depths of the West Garden that Fu Yang seemed satisfied with the environment. He turned around and stared nervously and aggrievedly at Yin Mu who was walking towards him with his brows slightly frowned.