Red Fifth

Yin Mu slowly walked in front of Fu Yang, raised his hand to wipe off the two tears hanging on Fu Yang's face, he lifted Fu Yang's chin, Fu Yang's tears were still stained on his eyelashes, and he blinked twice indiscriminately. He stared blankly at Yin Mu.

Yin Mu's face was very gentle, but his eyes were filled with bottomless sadness and pain, Fu Yang sniffed: "Yin Mu, what's wrong with you?"

Yin Mu shook his head towards Fuyang, his eyes were dry, but his chest seemed to be stuffed with ice, he couldn't help but want to tremble and hug the person in front of him tightly.

"You are so sad because, that person doesn't like you that much?"

There was concern on Fuyang's face, and he was frowning and crying the last second.

"It would be great if he didn't like me."

Yin Mu's voice was very low, he let go of Fu Yang's chin, and said in a tired tone, "Stop crying."

Yin Mu lowered his head and grabbed Fu Yang's hand, Fu Yang lowered his head in surprise, but Yin Mu led him towards the classroom.At the door of the classroom, Yin Mu let go of Fu Yang's hand. He stretched out his hand to rub Fu Yang's hair restrainedly and greedily, and smiled at him, "Go in."

The movie in the classroom was still playing. The male and female protagonists kissed goodbye in the sun. Fuyang propped his chin, and was distracted while watching. After a while, the light from the screen was reflected in Fuyang's eyes, filling his eyes with tears. The full liquid reflected the light, the tears flowed unconsciously, the soundtrack of the movie could not be heard, the scene in front of my eyes was blurred by the tears, Fuyang's heart was sad like a bad cold, it hurts and Can't hear clearly.

After the movie ended, some students turned on the lights in the classroom, and the students moved their bodies one after another. Guan Yue turned around and was startled by Fu Yang.

"My God! Fuyang, what's wrong with you?"

Fuyang's gaze was empty, without any focus, his eyes were red with tears, the whites of his eyes were also rarely bloodshot, his nose and lips were all red, and his whole body seemed to be sunburned after being exposed to the sun.

Fu Yang didn't answer her, he was breathing tiredly, there was nothing in his mind, only full of sadness, he didn't want to hear anything, he didn't want to see anything, the whole person seemed to be trapped in the situation just now, Yin Mu Saying that he has someone he likes, Fu Yang has never felt that life is so dull, it seems that he is trapped alone on a dilapidated and strange mountain, no one comes or leaves, his face is pale, and the abyss behind him is endless. For the first time, Fuyang felt that his heart could be so empty.

Seeing that Fu Yang was silent, Guan Yue subconsciously went to look at Yin Mu, but found that Yin Mu's mood didn't seem right either. He lowered his head, his face was pale, his lips were tightly pursed, and he seemed to be in a daze.

Guan Yue judged at the first time that the two were having an awkward fight. She usually wears a pair of trousers, but when they are awkward, the lethality is so great.

Guan Yue asked Xie Yushuang to look back, Xie Yushuang was also surprised, she tentatively called Yin Mu, Yin Mu slowly raised his eyes, the despair that had not yet faded in his eyes, Xie Yushuang was stunned, she asked cautiously: " Are you OK?"

Yin Mu blinked and shook his head at her.

At the end of the evening self-study, it was the first time that Fuyang did not go with Yin Mu since his sophomore year in high school. He got up and went downstairs by himself after hearing what the teacher said after school.

There were many students on the road, and there was a lot of noise in my ears. Fu Yang walked slowly towards the dormitory. The street lights stretched his shadow into a long line, making him look a bit lonely.

Yin Mu was carrying a bag on one shoulder, and was three meters away from the figure in front of him. He followed at the same speed and followed all the way to the dormitory. Yin Mu took a shower for 2 minutes and left the bathroom with his body still wet. I got into bed in the water, put on earplugs and an eye mask and closed my eyes.

Yin Mu had a deep dream, in which he could hardly distinguish between reality and dream.

"Xiaoshan, come here."

The father on the hospital bed beckoned to him, and Yin Mu walked towards him in a daze.

Yin Mu's nickname is Xiao Shan, and it's been a long time since anyone called him that. Grandparents like to call themselves Mu Mu.

"You've grown so big."

His father held himself with his withered hands, and a very labored smile appeared on his face, which was so thin that only a layer of skin remained. His father was wearing the sky-blue woolen hat that Yin Mu wove by himself. He said that he knitted the hat stitch by stitch, and he bought the wool in the store with the money he saved.

"dad."

Yin Mu called out.

With satisfaction and relief in his eyes, Yin Chubo sighed: "The weather is a bit hot, so Dad doesn't need to wear a hat."

Yin Mu nodded obediently, and gently took off the hat on his father's head.

Yin Chubo doesn't have much hair on his head anymore. He has been suffering from this disease for three or four years, and he still hasn't been cured.

Suddenly a gust of wind blew out of the window, Yin Mu wanted to go over to close the window, but his hand was tightly clenched, Yin Chubo's eyes suddenly stared at Yin Mu with hysterical malice, his voice was hoarse and sharp: "You! You bastard! You don't listen to me! What do you want to do?!!!"

Yin Mu panicked immediately, and he shook his head desperately: "Dad, I'm obedient, I'm not disobedient!"

Yin Chubo's eye sockets started to bleed one after another. He squeezed Yin Mu's hand hard: "You fell in love with that boy! You think I don't know! Are you worthy of your grandparents?!"

Yin Mu was too scared to speak. He wanted to run away, but when he turned around, he broke the glass on the bedside table.

With a sound of "clang", Yin Mu seemed to wake up instantly.

He closed his eyes hard, then opened them again, and in front of him was a scene that he could never forget in his life.

Wearing a respirator, Yin Chubo looked at his parents and sixth-grade son with difficulty, trying to engrave their images in his mind so that he could remember them later.

Yin Mu's tears flowed for nothing, Yin Chubo looked at his son weakly, and breathlessly said a few voices from his throat: "If you want to listen to... Grandpa... Grandma... you must... study hard... Can't let...they...worry..."

Yin Mu nodded with tears in his eyes. He was taken out of the school suddenly. The head teacher hurriedly called himself out of the classroom, called a car for himself to go to the hospital, and said, "Your father is dying. Your grandpa asked me to take you to the hospital." take it."

Yin Mu was still wearing a red scarf around his neck and carrying a schoolbag on his back. He held Yin Chubo's hand tightly and called out to Dad one after another.

Grandpa stood on the other side of the hospital bed and looked at his seriously ill son silently with tears in his eyes. Grandma was helped out by other nurses long ago when she was crying too much.

There was a smile in Yin Chubo's eyes, and he just left this world with a smile.

The doctor frowned, staring compassionately at Yin Mu and his grandfather, who was in the sixth grade, and pulled out Yin Chubo's breathing tube: "He has passed away, my family mourns."

Yin Mu threw himself on Yin Chubo's bed and wailed loudly, his tears soaked the quilt on the hospital bed. Later, two nurses came and pulled Yin Mu away. He couldn't see clearly at all, he couldn't see anything clearly. Full of despair, his father left him, he has no father, and Yin Mu has no father.

In the end, Yin Chubo failed to overcome the illness, and in the third year of suffering from stomach cancer, he left his family forever.