Actor, is it a joke?

What responded to him was silence, the night wind on the mountainside picked up, and the messy bangs and the loose shirt on his body fluttered and danced.Baige's downcast eyes fell on the pair of half-new red-edged sneakers in front of him. The moment his toes turned and he took the first step resolutely, his throat twitched, and his half-dead heart thumped. It crashed into the dark and stuffy swamp with a bang.

It's best, stay away from this dangerous case, stay away from me.

The strength of his whole body was dissipated in the wind in an instant, he didn't have the courage to raise his eyelids to look at the back of the person leaving, even though he wanted to engrave that scene on the lines of his cerebral cortex, he was afraid that he would rush forward if he couldn't control himself, hugging him Hold his trouser legs and don't let go.

Even if you want to let go, you still have to retain your dignity, right?

There seemed to be a hole the size of a bowl on the left chest, and the cool wind was blowing into it, and the wind was wrapped with sharp knives and sharp blades, piercing the handle until he was dripping with blood.He had gone through death once or twice, but it was the first time he had been separated from life.It was also a wound, one was imposed by the outside world, and the other was torn apart by oneself.The feeling of cutting off thoughts abruptly and artificially seems to be no better than saying goodbye, not to mention that thoughts have long been deeply rooted in the flesh and blood, and are in harmony with the soul.

Feeling the weakness of the master's will, the damned stomach started to stir up trouble again, convulsing and convulsing like carnival.Experience a lot of pain, and over time, the body's ability to tolerate pain will gradually strengthen like fighting monsters and upgrading.So Baige frowned slightly, stiffened, and slowly squatted down.

After squatting down, due to the pressure on the waist and abdomen, the pain became stronger, and he simply sat cross-legged on the road again, ruining the image of painstaking efforts.

Shit dignity.He closed his eyes, thinking.It's just that you don't think you're good enough for Xu Chengdu, and you use another way to describe your inferiority complex, Baige, Baige, your ability to deceive yourself is getting better and better.

He sat quietly, unable to stop self-mocking this kind of mentally retarded behavior of adding salt to the wound.

There was silence all around, and the slight "click" of the lighter was set off extremely crisp and loud.His fingertips trembled slightly, and Baige opened his eyes suddenly.

Ten steps away, Xu Chengdu leaned on the guardrail of the Huanshan Highway, blocked the raging wind with his hands, and lit his second cigarette so far.

Baige heard the sound of himself swallowing saliva, and the frozen blood revived and flowed again.

"Have you calmed down yet?" Xu Chengdu raised his head slightly, revealing his eyes under the brim of his hat.

At that second, the slowly flowing blood seemed to be injected with stimulants, and suddenly accelerated, galloping and roaring, colliding with ecstatic sparks in the channels of the whole body.Baige squirmed his trembling lips, trying to force himself to make a sound.

Damn, I have to say something, what should I say?His fingernails dug into his palms, and at this moment, a warm moisture suddenly poured into his eye mask, which put him in a dilemma.Because he could foresee that once he opened his mouth, tears that represented fragility and unbearableness would follow. It was a scourge that would be difficult to deal with once released, and might scare Xu Chengdu who had managed to stay behind.

Weighing the two, he would rather keep his mouth shut and stare at the man eagerly.

Like a pitiful stray dog ​​by the side of the road, but also a beautiful and noble breed dog.Xu Chengdu looked at him, and was burned by his cautious and earnest eyes.

Alas, how can one bear the heart to go?After twisting out the cigarette butt, Xu Chengdu resigned himself to his fate, squatted down in front of Baige, grabbed his cheek with his hand, and pulled at him viciously.

"Let me go away? Huh? If I really leave, will you cry?"

Baige stared at him blankly.

"What are you looking at? You have to show some momentum to drive people away."

Baige's long eyelashes fluttered lightly, and he blinked, a teardrop rolled down without warning and landed on Xu Chengdu's wrist.

Xu Chengdu's movement of pulling his face froze, Baige's tear was like an atomic bomb, it directly bombed him into a panic, while his heart felt as if it had been run over by a bulldozer, and all the new mud and old soil were overturned. Turned upside down.

His face was blank for a moment, Baige stretched out his hand to cover the back of his hand, and rubbed his face carefully, seeing that he didn't react too aggressively, he boldly pulled that hand to his lips and imprinted it.

"Do it again. This time I beg you, please, don't leave me, okay, A'Du?"

It was a humble plea.

The slight trembling of the lips on the back of the hand and the hazy wetness came clearly, Xu Chengdu's mind was cut by a blunt axe, had he ever seen such a white grid?I endured and endured, and finally couldn't bear it, I pulled out my hand, leaned forward, pressed the back of Baige's head, and hugged him into my arms.

"Until the matter is cleared up, I won't go anywhere." He took out all the tenderness that was limited in his life, and softly comforted, "Didn't you tell me to listen to your explanation? When you want to speak someday, I will listen. "

"After listening, can you forgive me?" Bai Ge muffled.

"Then we have to see what the reason is that can force you away from me." Xu Chengdu rubbed his hair, wanting to pluck all those unusually soft and fluffy brown hairs and make them into pillows, and sleep with them at night.

"You also said that you never thought about me in the past ten years, and that you were very busy." Bai Ge hugged him tightly, feeling infinitely wronged.

"I used to be very busy, but I'm free today, tomorrow I'm free, and the day after tomorrow."

"If you're free, can you think of me?"

"It's not impossible."

"If you think about me, can you..."

Xu Chengdu slapped the head that was desperately squeezed into his arms, and warned in a vicious voice: "Boy, it's too short."

"My stomach hurts." Baige groaned and arched persistently.

"Just bear with me!"

So Baige didn't move at all, but hugged Xu Chengdu's waist more and more tightly, until he was strangled until he had difficulty breathing, and he yelled dissatisfiedly.

If you take a long enough walk, even the most intense emotions will gradually calm down.Xu Chengdu pulled Baige back the same way, looking for the flamboyant red sports car.

Passing by a lonely street lamp, it silently casts a yellow cone-shaped light under its feet, and in the narrow light beam, there are countless black shadows of moths vying for living space.

"Later, we were discovered." Baige said when he walked out of the range of the light beam.

The corners of Xu Chengdu's mouth tightened, "By whom?"

"Ms. Rong." Baige was extremely calm both in mood and expression at the moment, and he spoke naturally and smoothly, "She always arranges many eyeliners around me in the name of protecting me. This kind of aggressive behavior was in that kidnapping case After that, it got worse, some clumsy and unskilled ones, I was able to detect them in time and avoid them skillfully, while some shrewd ones could always hide themselves very deeply.”

Xu Chengdu recalled that Baige's attitude suddenly changed at that time, hot and cold, he used to run to his house every day, wishing he could sleep in the same bed with him, but after the kidnapping case, he disappeared for no reason.Except at school, he couldn't see other people at all other times. Sometimes Xu Chengdu wanted to sneak out for a date on a whim, but he was flatly rejected, and he suffered a lot for this.Their relationship also began at that time and became full of contradictions.

"No wonder...you always refused to meet me outside the school afterwards."

Recalling the sad things, Xu Chengdu's voice became gloomy.

"As you said, I don't trust Ms. Rong 100%. Doubt is a seed. Once planted in my heart, it will take root and grow in the worst direction. If she, if..." Bai Ge continued It seemed difficult to say what she said, and she needed to take a deep breath before continuing, "If she really participated in my dad's incident, then, such a cruel woman wants to eradicate an ordinary person who may become a scandal and stain in her son's life, You shouldn’t need to make any big decisions.”

"At that time, she wanted to kill me, it was so easy." Xu Chengdu murmured, "In order to protect me, you deliberately distanced yourself from me?"

Baige smiled wryly and rubbed the corners of his brows, "It's useless at all. If I could predict what happened later, I think I would spend more energy with you and create better memories together instead of trying to avoiding you."

"How was it discovered?" Xu Chengdu tried hard to recall the bits and pieces that happened before, but found nothing, "We are all so low-key."

Bai Ge hesitated to speak, and got stuck.

"Huh?" Xu Chengdu cast a questioning look.

Baige cleared his throat, his eyes wandered, "I never knew that there was a very hidden surveillance camera installed in the living room of my apartment."

"Surveillance? Such an advanced..." Xu Chengdu's steps suddenly froze, his heels hit the ground, and his toes still awkwardly paused in the air.

If he remembers correctly, it was always Baige who came to his house, and there was only one time when he went to Baige's apartment by himself. The young lovers who were full of blood finally got the chance to be alone. in-depth communication.

The living room... the words in the living room... Memories flooded into my head at this moment, and Xu Chengdu's ears turned red in an instant.

As if his ass was set on fire, he suddenly jumped up, his eyes widened in disbelief, "No, no, no... can't you? Are you all seen?"

Baige had already experienced this kind of embarrassment once when the pink-faced Rong Yutang took the video tape and slapped it on the table aggressively, and he was able to calmly smile and nod at this time.

Xu Chengdu was sweating all over in shock and embarrassment, he just wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in.He straightened his eyes, and said nana, "If I were your mother, I think I would even kill my son, so I might as well pack the two of them up and throw them into the river."

"Then she is relatively calm. She just threatened your future and life and ordered me to go abroad that day." Baige's eyebrows were gloomy, filled with hatred, "I was forced to catch the plane, so I even said goodbye to you. You have no chance of waiting for me to come back."

"I, I naively thought that we just separated for a year and a half, and when the momentum passed and things subsided slowly, I won the opportunity to return to China, and we could start again. But, but I didn't expect..."

"I didn't expect that I would 'accidentally die'." Xu Chengdu sighed, sighing the unwillingness that had been pent up in his chest for ten years, "Baige, time is passing, things are changing, the whole city is different every day, of course people It cannot be set in stone.”

Baige didn't make a sound, he knew very well in his heart that everything he said now was just an afterthought, and there was no substantial recovery.No matter what his original intention was, he did seriously hurt Xu Chengdu. He couldn't imagine how after he left, Xu Chengdu frantically looked for him everywhere, how he was desperately disappointed, and how he ruthlessly buried him deep in his memories, dying of old age. Not in contact with each other.

He is such a person with a distinct personality. If you fall in love, you will love him all the way to the end. If you hate him, you will become a stranger from now on. It is an extravagant hope for him to let go of the past, and it is even more difficult for him to love and not love.Now that he has done the most difficult thing, the process does not need to think too much, it must be comparable to cutting flesh and gouge bones.

It is speculated that as soon as he touches these, Baige even suffers from breathing pain.

Chengbei Mental Hospital.

After the two visitors had left, the female caregiver whose hair dye had faded dialed the anonymous number on her mobile phone and reported the situation in a trembling voice: "Someone has come. It is Mr. Bai himself, and there is a man with him. Lin Hui is completely insane and has not disclosed any information."

"That's good." The voice of the caller on the opposite side was powerful, but there was an air of old age that could not be concealed, but it did not affect him to give a chilling order, "There is no need to stay, find a suitable time for her Go in peace."

"Okay...okay." The fat body of the nurse screamed in fear, "I, I, my... my husband..."

"Don't worry. As long as the matter is resolved cleanly, my husband will come home naturally." The man paused for a moment, as if he was about to end the conversation, and when he remembered something, he opened his mouth slowly, "The one who came with Baige Who is the person?"

"I don't know..." the nurse blurted out, and then bit the tip of his tongue fiercely, blaming himself for his poor performance, and quickly went back to make amends, "Okay... it seems that his surname is Ma. I really don't know the name he signed on the registration book. Can't figure out what it is."