Actor, is it a joke?

"This place is kind of creepy," Baig said.

"There used to be a well-known patient here, named Li Ke." Xu Chengdu walked side by side with him, "He was the main culprit in many bank robberies. He was trapped here for five years, and then he escaped successfully and became a doctor. An anti-social terrorist. During those bank robberies he planned, all the hostages were shot, especially the female hostages. The kid was a complete sexist. But before all this happened, He's just a weak boy who doesn't talk much."

"What happened to him to get him locked up here?" Baige looked at the pale and bright passage, and felt that it reminded people of a prison, so he unconsciously used the word "closed".

"It's ridiculous to say that that mental illness is so unimaginable now." When the light came down, Xu Chengdu's eyes were hidden under the shadow of the brim of his baseball cap, "Just because he was discovered by his family that he likes men and is a homosexual. Just Twisted into a lunatic with a pathological personality."

Baige's footsteps froze for a second, and a nurse at the reception counter came to greet them.

Xu Chengdu made an appointment in advance and came to visit as a friend of the patient's daughter. As for why he chose to do it late at night, it was because it was inconvenient to be a visitor during the day.

The caretaker was a bloated middle-aged woman, her hair was dyed a trendy wine red, which was obviously a low-quality cheap hair dye, and now she looked red and black, a little down and out and funny.Xu Chengdu handed her the most common kraft paper shopping bag in his hand, she glanced at Baige hurriedly, and silently and obediently accepted the hush money.

"Lin Hui has been sitting and looking out the window. Her work and rest are reversed from normal people. Many patients here are like this. They are always vigilant against the night." Passing by white wooden doors with small round windows , said the nurse.

"Can she talk?" Xu Chengdu asked.

"Well... she can talk, she hasn't lost her ability to speak, sir." The nurse's white shoes are made of special soft rubber soles, and they walk quietly, "But it doesn't mean that you can communicate with her unimpeded Talking to herself, I mean, she’s in her own world, talking to herself. And that’s when she’s not crazy.”

Xu Chengdu didn't ask Lin Hui what it was like to go crazy.When they came to the end of the corridor, the nurse took out a large bunch of keys, squinted his eyes and searched for a minute before finding the correct one, turned the handle to open the door, and made a gesture of invitation, "I'm in the duty room, right here with you." On the right hand side after coming out."

The room was not big, and a woman with loose long hair sat on a chair with her back facing them, and the chair was just under the window.The window was surrounded by iron bars, and only a sparrow could pass through the gap.

"Lin Hui?" Xu Chengdu took two steps closer, and found that the toe of her right foot was kicking the white wall mechanically, with very light force, and the frequency was surprisingly consistent with her breathing.

Hearing the call, the vicissitudes of life woman turned her head, without any fluctuations on her sallow and dull face, staring at the rare visitor calmly, hollowly and ethereally.

"Do you remember me? Ms. Lin." Baige said, walking straight over with long legs.

Xu Chengdu noticed that Lin Hui's pupils constricted slightly when they touched Baige's figure, and then she stopped her fanatical career of kicking the wall, retracted her legs, curled herself up, and imprisoned herself on the small chair .

"You're here again, pretty little boy." Her voice was hoarse, like rusty iron plates that lacked lubrication.

"Don't be afraid, I'm not with them, I just want to ask you a few questions." Baige's tone was as calm and calm as possible, but Xu Chengdu still heard a trace of uncontrollable urgency and anxiety.

Lin Hui half closed her eyes, as if she needed to restrain her mind to understand what Bai Ge was saying.

"About the car accident, the disaster that neither your husband nor my father survived...you know something inside, don't you?"

"Anfu, Xiaoyi, and then me. Anfu, Xiaoyi, and only me. Anfu, Xiaoyi..."

"Your husband was raped and deliberately disguised as a traffic accident. Thanks to this suicide murder, you and your daughter got a huge sum of money."

"I like that Xiaoyi is holding my hand and accompanying me to the shopping mall. Do you know the department store near my house? It has everything in it, the clothes are beautiful, and the fruits and vegetables are also very fresh." Lin Hui's voice was low. Dumb, but relaxed and happy, as if immersed in good memories, but it didn't last long and quickly fell down, "But, since Xiaoyi became famous, she never went with me again."

"Listen, I don't blame you, we're all victims. I just want to know, who is the man who set Anfu up? I have a right to know that, don't I?"

"I want to eat apples, Xiao Yi. One, three, seven, five, eight, eat them all."

This kind of weird dialogue with unanswered questions is going on tirelessly.

Bai Ge's patience was exhausted little by little over time. He bent down, grabbed Lin Hui's chair armrest, and stared at her: "At least tell me, is the other person a man... or a woman?"

Xu Chengdu slightly opened his eyes wide, woman?

"Poor child." Lin Hui stretched out her withered hand and grabbed Baige's clothes, a tear flowed from her cloudy eyes, "Don't be afraid, mom will go to accompany you soon."

"you……"

"Baige." Xu Chengdu stepped forward quickly, and pressed his trembling shoulders, "Forget it, she doesn't understand what you're saying at all."

"Get out of the way." Bai Ge waved his hand violently, forcing Xu Chengdu back two steps, "What right does she have to be crazy? She is an insider and an accomplice of the executioner. Tell me! After hiding for so many years, what’s the point in the end? To die, to be crazy, is it your purpose to bring the truth into the coffin?”

Xu Chengdu looked up in surprise, and met Baige's red eyes. His fair and gentle face was ruptured and distorted due to the sudden outburst of accumulated emotions for many years. Finally breaking free from the fine iron shackles, he poked out a bloody mouth, exhaling a chilling rotten smell.

"Pigeon, calm down." Xu Chengdu's pores were closed, and he saw the overwhelming anger and killing intent in Baige's eyes.

For a moment, he believed that Baige really wanted to kill this woman.

Baige's chest heaved violently due to anger, and after two or three deep breaths he regained his composure. His gaze fixed on Lin Hui's face moved away, then slid across Xu Chengdu's face, and finally landed on his own toes.

"Sorry." He said in a low voice as he passed Xu Chengdu and walked towards the door.

Xu Chengdu froze in place, his heart throbbing with pain.

After a long time, he let out a sigh like the tide of the sea, "Yes, you should have said it long ago. Why wait until now?"

Lin Hui's tears gathered more and more, and she turned her head to look out of the window. Her hazy face was reflected translucently on the window, like a lonely ghost.

After leaving the gate of the hospital, the two of them took a walk along the tree-lined avenue. In the wilderness here, the last bus has stopped running. There is no need to worry that anyone will recognize Baige's high-resolution face on the deserted winding mountain road.

Silent, always silent, Xu Chengdu broke out in the silence.

"Is there something you're hiding from me, Baige?" He raised his neck and swallowed towards the night sky, "Are you still planning to keep everything about yourself as the same as before?"

Baige's mood was unprecedentedly low. Maybe he thought that he would really get some useful information from the asylum this time, but now he returned empty-handed.

He turned a deaf ear to Xu Chengdu's questioning, and just walked forward blindly, striding his legs mechanically.

"Tsk. It's really unfair. Why do you always know me so well, but I don't know anything about you?" Xu Chengdu kicked a small stone on the side of the road violently as if venting his anger, and grabbed him, "You Still don't understand? It's because of your closed-off attitude that you refuse to communicate that we ended up in that kind of ending! Do it again? It won't change anything if you do it a hundred times!"

"A'Du..." Baige's shoulders stiffened, as if he was under tremendous pressure, "There are some things I won't tell you, because it's too unbearable, and I don't want you..."

"Why, do you doubt your own mother?"

Baige's breathing stagnated, and his pupils suddenly dilated.

"I've always wanted to ask you, are you sure that Rong Yutang is innocent in all incidents? You should have suspected her early on, right? She was the one who married Lu Wang and led the wolf into the house. She supported Lu Wang all the way to become the top leader of the group. She is the one who is in the position, and she is the one who has maintained a harmonious relationship with Lu Wang. With all due respect, from the information I have, your mother does not seem to be someone who can be manipulated and is willing to be kept in the dark People. Then, you might as well make a bold guess, does she also know about the filthy transactions behind Lu Wang? Let's think about it again, when your father died..."

"Stop talking, I don't know." Baige shook his head, took two steps back, his face was disconcertingly pale, "I don't know anything! I'm just a puppet that has been carefully raised. Falling in love with you, there is nothing I can control and decide."

"No, even you, I can't catch you." He quickly denied his last sentence, his shoulders completely collapsed, his expression was lonely and sad, just like the evening wind howling on this mountain, "I have always been a Cowardly person, I doubt everything, but I condone everything. Because I was too scared, I chose to wear a mask to survive, so I chose to run away without saying a word."

Xu Chengdu stared at him quietly, his eyes were black and white, clear and bright.

Baige saw the hysterical, ferocious and distorted man in these eyes, and saw the dark and weak self hidden under the gorgeous skin.He tugged at the messy hair blown by the wind, lowered his head, and smiled wryly: "Are you disappointed? It turns out I'm so bad. Now you can go, don't come back."