Actor, is it a joke?

Xu Chengdu stood there, staring dryly at the person close at hand.

He felt like a fish sinking in the water. In the eyes of the fish, everything around him was suddenly magnified infinitely, and then he was put into the liquid amber, turning into slow motion, and even the floating smoke seemed to freeze in mid-air.

Baige's narrowed eyes were hiding behind the layer of smoke.Xu Chengdu couldn't see clearly, let alone ponder what was in the other's eyes.

Inhale, exhale, inhale again.In addition to the smell of cigarettes, he could also smell the clear male fragrance and taste the aftertaste of tea on the tip of his tongue.

Not gentle at all, the wildness and oppression from his tongue made his mind go blank for a moment, he thought: How did I let him in just now?

It must have been because of the sudden surprise of the other party, and I was completely unprepared.

……

This excuse is applicable to any ordinary person, but it cannot stand alone on a seasoned agent.I can dodge flying bullets at a critical moment, but could it be that I can't dodge a kiss?

The smoke dissipated, and out of the common etiquette of kissing, Baige closed his eyes, his thick eyelashes trembling slightly, brushing against Xu Chengdu's eyelids, crisp and itchy.The aura was still tense just now, but now it is ambiguously mixed together, you are in me, and I am in you.The force of pressing the back of the head also gradually decreased, until it was like stroking, step by step, from bottom to top, against the hard short hair on the back of the neck, which was a bit sticky.

This habitual action during kissing caused memories to flood in an instant, tearing Xu Chengdu apart at once.

"What are you doing?" A sober and calm voice pressed between his lips and teeth, like a warning before a move.

Baige opened his eyes, stepped back, and straightened his peaked cap that was being knocked crookedly.

He lowered his head, wiped his thin lips that were red due to excessive force with his thumb, smiled thoughtfully, and said very awkwardly, "After all these years, your skills haven't improved at all, A'Du .”

Xu Chengdu's facial muscles twitched for a while, and he gritted his teeth and retorted, "That's it, how can it compare to Bai Yingdi, who never lacks opportunities to practice?"

Baige raised his eyelids and glanced at him calmly.

With just one glance, Xu Chengdu's heart hit the ribs that wrapped it hard.

"Go away." Baige turned around and walked into the car with long legs, "As you wish, we will not interfere with the river."

It was a result that couldn't have been more perfect. Xu Chengdu was stunned for a moment, and heaved a sigh of relief. As the accumulated air in his chest was exhausted, a sore feeling invaded again.

"Crazy." He wiped his mouth viciously, and muttered, "Kiss if you want to kiss, and walk away after kissing."

It may be because I feel that I have been taken advantage of, but I feel a little wronged!His grunt was so small that only he could hear it, but Baige's hand on the handlebar stopped.

? ? ?Was it heard?

Watching Baige with a cold face go back and forth, Xu Chengdu turned his head and left without saying a word.Before taking two steps, he was caught up, and a hand "slapped" on his shoulder without knowing how hard it was.

It was like touching the tiger's buttocks, Xu Chengdu hissed, his face turned pale for a moment, and he subconsciously grabbed the hand on his shoulder with his backhand.Knowing that the owner of his hand belonged to Baige, he didn't use much force. Even so, Baige was still unsteady on his feet and staggered a bit.

Xu Chengdu let him go, and snorted with a different nose and face, "What? Regret it? Oral agreement doesn't matter, want a written proof of the agreement?"

Baige's complexion wasn't much better, but the years of pretending to be good at self-cultivation made him resist the desire to swear, and he grabbed the other's left hand without any explanation, and pulled it back forcefully.

"Eh? I said, what are you doing? Are you sick?" Xu Chengdu was dragged all the way, and was stuffed into the co-pilot like a sack.

With a push and a shove, there was a "click", and the seat belt was fastened?

"Where are you taking me?" Xu Chengdu quickly went to explain, a magnified handsome face suddenly came up again, the whole upper body covered him, and he immediately let go to cover his mouth like a reflex.

"Don't be nervous." Bai Ge withdrew, with one hand on the car door, "Since I said that well water does not interfere with river water, I won't kiss you again."

With a bang, the car door was slammed shut, and the airflow blew away Xu Chengdu's bangs, revealing his smooth forehead and the furrowed eyebrows at the top of the bridge of his nose. .

But soon...he regretted it!

The car drove very erratically on the road... No, it can be said that it was driving like a Formula [-] racing car, and the way of overtaking in a serpentine position attracted a lot of scolding.

"Hello." With a kick of the gas pedal, Xu Chengdu's spine slammed into the leather seat hard, making him dizzy.

From beginning to end, Baige regarded him as a human being, and ignored his protests. His movements of stepping on the brakes, accelerating the gas, shifting gears, and turning the steering wheel were like flowing water without any sense of stagnation.

Another drift and tail flick, Xu Chengdu swayed around rhythmically, feeling that his internal organs were about to be thrown out, his veins twitched suddenly, and he slapped his thigh unbearably, "You fucking hate it for too long! "

As soon as the words fell, the tires rubbed against the ground fiercely, making a harsh braking sound, and Baige stopped in the center of the huge intersection with such a big rattle.

The traffic coming and going was in the shape of a well, and they all tacitly avoided this top-notch red sports car that looked expensive, but unfortunately the owner looked stupid at first glance.

"To each other." Baige's chest heaved violently, and he glanced at the co-pilot, "No, compared to your demeanor on the fighting ring, it's nothing compared to what you're doing."

Xu Chengdu was so choked that he couldn't speak, he stared at Danfeng's eyes, and finally choked out, "I'm different from you, I have my own way of life..."

As if he didn't want to listen to him anymore, Baige started the car again, this time it seemed much calmer, and the rumbling roar of the engine also softened into a whisper.

Now that I will be a stranger in the future, many things I want to ask and the past I want to find out have become meaningless. Since it is meaningless, I don't care about it.Xu Chengdu yawned half-seriously, and obediently chose to shut up and fall asleep.

It is inevitable that a false sleep will become true if you are not careful, and you have just experienced a fierce fight, and the sleepiness will soon sweep over.Xu Chengdu seemed to hear Baige talking in a daze, but he couldn't hear what it was, and wanted to prick up his ears, but he didn't even have the energy to do so.

After feeling the vibration of the car disappear, after a while, he suddenly opened his eyes and rolled down the window. There was a general hospital in front of him, and he couldn't help shaking his mind a little.

So vicious, so it was the one who drove him to the hospital...

"Thank you." Xu Chengdu thanked him and opened the car door.

Baige nodded, "Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

As soon as the front foot got off the car, before turning around, the sports car roared away impatiently.

At least, compared to ten years ago... this time I have a good farewell.

Xu Chengdu didn't turn around, and stood stiffly for a long time, until the pain above the collarbone became more and more obvious, then he dusted off his cloak and entered the hospital.

Baige watched the figure in the rearview mirror getting smaller and smaller, until it shrank to nothing, and then slowly withdrew his gaze.

When the man fell asleep, he whispered to himself, and said to himself in front of him: "A'Du, I feel like someone stole ten years of my time, and then accidentally lost it." I lost it. Now I finally found the culprit, but I found that the culprit was wronged at all, and he didn’t have to be responsible for my ten years, because he never took it to heart.”

On the second day, overwhelming reports flowed out.

Baige had a moderate car accident.

There were no other casualties, and Bai Ge himself accidentally hit an abandoned fence in the suburbs and fell into a coma.

All of a sudden, fans across the country turned pale with shock, blessing activities and condolence letters flooded in.The hot topic of Baige's car accident has been at the top of the Weibo hot search list within 24 hours.

The agent issued an urgent notice, claiming that Baige suffered a sudden nervous gastritis due to continuous high-intensity work and lost consciousness while driving.At the same time, a letter of apology was issued. Driving in a bad physical condition has the potential danger of endangering traffic safety, and I will never do it again in the future.

By the time Baige woke up in his apartment, the whole day had already been full of uproar.

The first person he saw when he opened his eyes was You Shuzhou with his arms crossed and his face expressionless as if mourning.

"I'm not dead yet." He struggled to sit up, and the life assistant Xia Guo quickly put a pillow on his back.

"With me here, of course you can't die." You Shuzhou rolled his eyes, moved a stool and sat down beside his bed, glanced at Xia Guo, Xia Guo nodded hesitantly, and left the bedroom door.

"Sudden nervous gastritis, very serious, a little stomach bleeding. I took a sedative, how do you feel now?" When You Shuzhou got serious, he really looked like a doctor.

"Feeling?" Baige looked down at the drip on the back of his hand, his head was a little immobile, "It's pretty good."

You Shuzhou looked at him silently for a while, then sighed, "Did you meet anyone yesterday?"

The sunlight outside the window shone in, and the brown hair of Baige lay limply on his forehead. He was sick and looked a little haggard.

He opened his black and white eyes, and said serious nonsense, "At first, I also thought that I would meet the right girl, but then I decided that she didn't exist."

"Listen, Baige." You Shuzhou raised his eyebrows, "In addition to being the chief physician professor of a first-class medical university in China, my minor is often talked about by people."

You Shuzhou's minor majored in psychology.

The smile in Baige's eyes gradually cooled down.

"I'm questioning you now, what's the point of letting your body go through this unbearable." You Shuzhou's sharp eyes shot out from behind his glasses with thick bottom glasses, like a sharp knife, piercing through the rotten and rusty skin and bones, "Everyone has a different way of venting their emotions. Some people tend to punish themselves to achieve the purpose of release. For these people, physical pain is not pain, but a safe haven. It's like you deliberately eat without thinking about your body from time to time. Like some heavily seasoned stuff, nervosa is an extension of these self-destructive behaviors where your body gives you pain because you want pain."

Baige stared at him with cold eyes, thinking about whether to change to a dedicated doctor who is not so smart and professional.

"Do you feel guilty?" You Shuzhou put down the last nuclear bomb with a cold gaze, "According to clinical cases, nine out of ten self-injury behaviors come from guilt. Because of self-blame, I hate myself. Disappear by yourself. Of course...you are not beyond hopeless..."

"I'm tired, Shu Zhou." Baige waved his hand and slid into the bed, "I want to sleep for a while."

The topic was forcibly terminated.You Shuzhou looked at the raised quilt and sighed.

He knew that a knot in the heart is like three feet of ice, not a day's cold, and it is impossible to completely open one's heart overnight, and if the patient's hidden skills are deep, things will be even more difficult.He has been his friend and doctor for so many years, but it is only today that he realizes that the source of everything comes from his heart.

"That's fine, you have a good rest, we'll talk about this later." He reminded, and gently backed out.

The door closed with a "click", and Baige closed his eyes, and the loneliness inside flashed away.