Actor, is it a joke?

Baige stumbled all the way to the parking lot. He seemed to bump into a few people along the way. The momentum was so great that he almost knocked off his sunglasses. Ignore it.

As he walked, he thought and told himself: Calm down, Baige!Don't look so embarrassed!It's not like you!

However, the trembling hand that couldn't take out the car key several times exposed him beyond doubt: Don't lie to yourself, Bai Ge!Don't you think about him all the time?Why run away?

"Damn it!" The elegant face suddenly became ferocious, the veins on his forehead were exposed, and he kicked his innocent sports car viciously.The car let out an aggrieved whimper, and flashed its bright headlights twice, as if blinking its confused eyes.

That kick made Bai Ge feel discouraged. He took off his sunglasses and leaned against the car door.The inside of the chest and abdomen was messed up by a tyrannical air current that jumped up and down, causing all the viscera to be misplaced, the heart was not the heart, the stomach was not the stomach, and it was impossible to tell whether the heart was hurting or the stomach was hurting.

"Hmm..." He bent down slightly, covering his stomach habitually like many times before.This is a kind of "autopilot" mode. When people panic to a certain extent, they will stop thinking and act according to habitual patterns. This habitual pattern is often reassuring.

After covering it for a while, he opened the car door like crazy, and searched the corners of the car until he found a pack of cigarettes that he didn't know how long he had forgotten."Smoking is harmful to health" is written on the high-end soft packaging of cigarettes, but Baige can't see anything, only the words "all previous efforts are for naught".

The silver lighter ignited a blue flame, and the long-lost nicotine rushed into the lungs that had been dry for a long time, stirring up a burst of excited coughing.

He is alive.

But he wasn't doing well.

Why didn't he come to me?

I obviously sent him so many emails.

He didn't come to me... Is it because he no longer has feelings for me?

The lungs were irritated, as if a mysterious switch had been touched, and the cough could not be stopped. Baige coughed so much that he bent over, and he couldn't find where the switch was turned off.The damn temples are also twitching one after another, and every time they twitch, even the stomach convulses.

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to call You Shuzhou, or Xiao Tu, who had no skills and could only chatter, but before he pressed the call button, a call mixed with panting came from behind him.

"Baige." The man stood ten steps away, calling his name, just like in a dream.

It's him……

With a cigarette in his left hand and a mobile phone in his right, Baige turned around stiffly.The severe cough made the corners of his eyes red, and his eyes were blurred. Against his fair skin, he looked like he was drunk.

Xu Chengdu was a little out of breath from running, and searched most of the parking lot, and finally found someone by coughing.

"Are you okay?" Seeing that he was coughing badly, Xu Chengdu couldn't help but took two steps forward, but he didn't dare to get too close, because he just got off the fighting ring and chased him out without taking a shower, smelling like sweat.

Baige looked at him silently, the stress response in his lungs ended, and his coughing gradually stopped.

The two leaned against each other while the other stood, and just looked at each other for a while, truly experiencing what it means to care for each other without words.

"Ten years." Baige's voice was dark and hoarse at the moment because he experienced an earth-shattering severe cough, probably tired from coughing and a little weak.

"Yeah, long time no see, Big Star Bai." Xu Chengdu raised his eyebrows and smiled, revealing his neat white teeth.

That smile stung Baige's eyes, he suppressed his gaze that wanted to look at this man carefully from head to toe, curled his lips, "It's been a long time, it looks like you're not doing well .”

It was said that he was so badly mixed that he ended up in the notorious fighting arena.

"Also changed the name, what's it called? Ma Zhe? Hehehe..." He laughed lowly, his expression was indifferent, "Why isn't it called Maogai?"

Xu Chengdu opened his mouth and closed it again.He knew that Bai Ge's old habit of being aggressive and vitriolic had fallen again, so he couldn't understand anything when he talked to him at this time.

"Don't be like this." The pain in the collarbone reminded him that the task is the most important thing, "I have my reasons. I am very happy to see you again today. It has been so long since that incident, you..."

I don't know if this sentence hit Bai Ge's sore spot, his eyelids suddenly lifted, and he stared at Xu Chengdu sharply and coldly, "What are you talking about?"

"It's just that we used to date..." Xu Chengdu's voice became lower and lower, because Baige was approaching step by step, seeing that handsome face slowly enlarged, his heartbeat became irregular and garbled.

There was a flash of inspiration in his head, and he suddenly understood why Baige had such a big reaction, and quickly waved his hands: "Don't worry, I know you are a public figure now, and I will keep that past relationship secret."

The last sentence was almost stuck in his throat, and he didn't know why he was dwarfed in momentum, let alone why he retreated.

Realizing this, he immediately took root on his heels, not allowing himself to take another half step, and explained quickly with his fists clenched: "I just came here to tell you something, you can pretend that I don't exist, you don't have to worry about it In that relationship, you can be your star with peace of mind..."

"Xu Chengdu." Baige interrupted him with a raised hand.

His facial features looked extremely quiet now, and the name he called out was also extremely gentle, but Xu Chengdu's heart thumped, he knew it was the calm before the storm.

"Why have you never come to me?" Baige looked at him for a while, and then asked, "I stand in such a conspicuous position, almost everyone knows where I am, and you know it too, right? But why? Never come Find me?"

Xu Chengdu was at a loss for words for a while, and smiled wryly: "Why do you want me?"

Baige just stared at him like this, something in his heart was slowly sinking, like a heavy piece of iron, falling extremely fast.

"Don't forget, you were the one who chose to leave. Besides, I should be the person you don't want to see the last time. You've seen it too. I'm not a good guy. The fact that you like men is probably a stain, right? Don't you be afraid, one day I really come to you to blackmail you with a scandal?" Xu Chengdu belittled himself, hearing every word in Baige's heart, and those two slightly curled lips made people think Sew them securely with a needle and thread.

His anger had reached an unprecedented peak, and Bai Ge turned his head and took a puff of cigarette in a fit of exasperation.

"So it's better for us not to offend the river..."

Xu Chengdu made the final conclusion, but the ending of the conclusion was suddenly blocked between his lips, and the back of his head was firmly held down by his hands.

Immediately afterwards, the jaws were pried open, and a tongue came in arbitrarily, and the choking smell of smoke completely entered the mouth and diffused out along the gap between the lips and teeth.