amnesia

Both of them originally thought that this day would not come so early, but God just likes to make things unexpected.The original treatment plan was to rest for a period of time before undergoing brain surgery after Zhang Jingtang completed the corneal transplant.But when Zhang Jingtang unexpectedly passed out in the studio one afternoon, the plan had to be changed—brain surgery must be performed as soon as possible, otherwise the patient's life might be in danger, and the corneal transplant operation would be delayed.

When Zhang Jingtang was pushed into the operating room, he was still in a coma. Before facing an important moment that might change their lives in the future, the two of them didn't even say a word.Yan Wenxi waited anxiously outside the operating room. From sending Zhang Jingtang to the hospital until now, he only ate some food bought by Ah Heng in a hurry, and only drank a few sips of water.

For Yan Wenxi, the waiting time was already difficult. It was so easy to wait until Zhang Jingtang was finally pushed out of the operating room, but he still didn't know when he would wake up, so he could only continue to wait.Zhang Jingtang was lying on the hospital bed, with a bandage wrapped around his shaved head for the convenience of the operation, and his lips were pale, but he looked a little better than Yan Wenxi, who was physically and mentally exhausted.

This ward was originally prepared for Zhang Jingtang's corneal transplant operation. He promised Zhang Jingtang that he would accompany him when he was hospitalized, so the ward was refurbished according to the standard for two people, and a bed was placed next to Zhang Jingtang's hospital bed. A movable bed, the distance between the two beds is no more than two palms wide.

In order to calm himself down, Yan Wenxi silently looked at the collection of classical poems originally prepared for Zhang Jingtang. When the liquid in Zhang Jingtang's infusion bottle was finished, he called a nurse to pull out Zhang Jingtang's needle, and then hastily put the needle in the small After washing up in the bathroom, I turned off the light and climbed into the adjacent bed.

Lying on his side, he looked at Zhang Jingtang's drowsy face across the way, still uneasy about the unknown result, even if he said "If you forget, I will try my best to make you fall in love with me again", but when things came to an end , he was still unavoidably afraid of the worst possible outcome.

"Don't forget me, Ah Tang." Yan Wenxi whispered to Zhang Jingtang.

He put his hand into Zhang Jingtang's quilt and held his wrist, and he found some comfort in his restless mind.Forcing himself to close his eyes, he didn't know how long he endured, and finally fell asleep.

~*~

Maybe life is like this, what to be afraid of.

After Yan Wenxi finished talking with the doctor, he walked to the door of the ward, and heard voices talking inside, so he hurriedly opened the door, just in time to see Zhang Jingtang sitting on the bed talking to the nurse beside him.

"A Tang." He eagerly and happily called his sweetheart's name, and walked in.

I thought the other party would look over with a smile and respond with a "boat", but the reality was completely different. Zhang Jingtang followed the sound to look at him, but shrank back suddenly. He was obviously talking pleasantly just now, but now It's full of disbelief and panic.

It seems that the current situation is probably the worst outcome.

Yan Wenxi couldn't help but stop, he didn't dare to move rashly, just stood where he was, and asked with difficulty: "A Tang, do you... still remember me?"

Zhang Jingtang came to his senses, but he didn't answer Yan Wenxi's words, as if he didn't hear him, but subconsciously covered his left face, he didn't dare to look at Yan Wenxi, lowered his head and begged: "Mr. Yan, I didn't mean it... I was wrong, I have already left, and I don't know how I came back here...Please let me go, I will leave immediately...Yes, I will leave now..."

After finishing speaking, Zhang Jingtang lifted the quilt, reached out and pulled out the needle in his hand, planning to get out of bed and leave.The nurse who had been standing by the side, stupefied by this scene, quickly stopped him and prevented him from getting out of bed.

"Mr. Zhang, you just had an operation and you have to stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time. Where are you going!?" The nurse said anxiously, and finally looked at Yan Wenxi for help, "Mr. Yan, come and persuade him !"

Yan Wenxi saw the blood flowing out of Zhang Jingtang's left hand after pulling out the needle, and his heart ached. He didn't care whether Zhang Jingtang was afraid of him, so he hurriedly stepped forward and pressed the man back to the bed, sat on the edge of the bed, and grabbed his hand.

"A Tang, calm down first! I won't hurt you! I promise!"

After Yan Wenxi finished speaking, he wanted to raise his hand to swear, but just as he raised his hand, Zhang Jingtang shrank suddenly, and even closed his eyes tightly, frowning—this was the reaction of fear of being beaten.

Yan Wenxi felt very bad in his heart, put down his hands embarrassingly, and persuaded: "A Tang, many things will not be clear for a while, but I really won't hurt you, please calm down and listen to me, okay?"

After a moment of silence, Zhang Jingtang slowly opened his eyes and looked at Yan Wenxi suspiciously.

"Let me talk about a few important things first." Yan Wenxi swallowed nervously before saying, "First, you just had an operation and you still need to be hospitalized for observation and treatment, so you can't leave here; second, it's 20XX Years, several years have passed since that night, and, about that night, I'm sorry; the third..."

After a pause, Yan Wenxi faced Zhang Jingtang's suspicious and fearful gaze, and said word by word: "Third, we are now lovers."

Zhang Jingtang's expression became very, very surprised. He even forgot the fear, and his face was full of disbelief. He widened his eyes and retorted casually: "Nonsense! How, how is it possible!"

"If you don't believe me, you can ask the nurse, the bodyguard at the door, and even the doctors who treated you, they all know about it." Yan Wenxi said, looking at the embarrassed nurse beside her.

"Ah, this, of course." The nurse was a little flustered, but quickly said smoothly, "Mr. Zhang, you are accompanied by Mr. Yan every time you come to the hospital, and you have never shy away from this matter, so we all watch It can be seen that you have a very good relationship."

Zhang Jingtang obviously didn't believe it, shook his head, and didn't speak, then he glanced at Yan Wenxi hastily, and said cautiously: "Well, Mr. Yan, can you let go first?"

He was still a little afraid of Yan Wenxi, but the other party didn't show any aggressiveness, which made him calm down a little, so that he wouldn't be too sensitive and tremble.

"Then you have to promise me that you will cooperate with the hospital for treatment."

Zhang Jingtang nodded indiscriminately.

Knowing that the other party was perfunctory, but Yan Wenxi couldn't help it, he sighed, let go of his hand, then turned to the nurse and said, "Please put the needle on him again."

The nurse nodded, stepped forward to replace the infusion tube with a new needle, then skillfully tied the tourniquet, sterilized, inserted the needle, and fixed it in one go. Then she untied the tourniquet and put away the discarded medical equipment.

"The infusion of this bottle will be finished later, please ring the bell, and I will come to change it." The nurse said to Yan Wenxi, "I will explain Mr. Zhang's situation to the doctor. If Mr. Yan and Mr. Zhang are free, please press the same button." Bell, the main station will send a doctor to check. Then, I will leave first."

"Wait!" Zhang Jingtang suddenly stopped the nurse who was walking to the door, and asked, "Is it really 20XX?"

The nurse turned back and smiled, and said, "Yes, Mr. Zhang, you can also check the time on TV, mobile phone or computer. Is there anything else?"

Zhang Jingtang shook his head before the nurse walked out of the ward and closed the door.

"You don't believe what I said?" Yan Wenxi asked helplessly.

"Because, I escaped to Township W yesterday, but today..."

Zhang Jingtang was also very distressed.He is kind by nature, and he doesn't judge others with malice at the beginning, but the person in front of him beat him up "a few days ago" because he climbed into his lover's bed, and almost killed him, but Now tell him that they are lovers, he really thinks it is impossible.But this man spoke seriously, even the nurse testified, not to mention that he felt that there was no need to lie about such things. For the second young master of the Yan family, what good is being a lover with an MB?no……

"I know." Yan Wenxi resisted the urge to hold him in his arms, and asked in a soft voice, "You said you only arrived in W town yesterday? What about the memories after that? Are you gone?"

"I don't know what the memory after that is..." Zhang Jingtang said, covering his face in pain, "I can't understand it at all now, how come it suddenly came a few years later, in 20XX, how could it happen?"

"But this is the truth." Yan Wenxi said, took out the mobile phone from his pocket, unlocked it and put it on the quilt on Zhang Jingtang's lap, "the time is displayed on the mobile phone, if you still don't believe it, the mobile phone can surf the Internet, just look it up .”

Zhang Jingtang put down his hands, looked at the small white characters on the clock component on the phone, and nodded weakly.In fact, he knew that the time and date were easy to confirm, so it was impossible for the other party to lie to him, he just couldn't accept it all at once.

Seeing that he didn't make any further moves, Yan Wenxi reached out and clicked on the photo album, and said, "Also, there are photos in the phone photo album, you can take a look and you'll know if what I said is true or not."

There are many photos of Zhang Jingtang taken by him in the album, and there are also selfies of the two of them together, but most of them were taken after Zhang Jingtang had undergone plastic surgery.There are also previous photos, not many, and they are all candid shots. Yan Wenxi will choose the angle of each photo so that Zhang Jingtang's left face does not appear in the picture, because he knows that Zhang Jingtang is very concerned about his left face and does not want to make him unhappy.

Because Zhang Jingtang saw himself on the screen, Zhang Jingtang's eyes widened for a moment, and then he turned forward one by one.

It's strange, why don't you have scars on your face?

Uh, this is...why didn't you wear clothes...

...Well, it's so strange to stick so close.

……

Um?Why is there only the right face in the back?

……

Zhang Jingtang looked at all the photos, and his expression was unpredictable during the period, but except for being shy sometimes, he always looked puzzled.After reading it, he returned the phone to Yan Wenxi, probably the photos really had some effect, he dared to look at Yan Wenxi and talk now.

"It feels...strange..."

Yan Wenxi's heart trembled, and he hurriedly asked: "What? Why do you find it strange?"

Zhang Jingtang thought about his words, and finally said: "From the photos, you don't seem to be lying. However, I don't remember those places and those things in the photos. When I looked at them, it was obvious that the person in the picture was me, but I always feel like I'm looking at someone else."

These words sounded familiar, and Yan Wenxi suddenly remembered that when he confessed his behavior that night to Zhang Jingtang, Zhang Jingtang told him that what happened that night was like someone else’s story to him who lost his memory. Now that Yan Wenxi heard similar words, his heart felt bitter and painful.

"For me, none of these things happened. All I remember is 'a few days ago'—or that night a few years ago..." Zhang Jingtang said awkwardly, "So, even if you said It's all true, and I can't accept it, we are...that kind of relationship."

Even though he had imagined the current situation before, Yan Wenxi still couldn't control his emotions. Zhang Jingtang's words were like a file, rubbing back and forth on his heart, causing a dull pain.But he also knew that there was no one else to blame for all this, Zhang Jingtang was the victim from the beginning to the end, if anyone was to be blamed, he was the only one to blame.

如果没有之前的偶遇，他就不会爱上张景棠，也不会像现在这样的难过，他甚至都不知道那晚自己揍的人是谁，更别说自责懊悔。But if he hadn't met, Zhang Jingtang might have passed away silently in the small town because of the sequelae of that night, and when he left, he didn't even have a confidant by his side to take care of the funeral.

So he doesn't blame God for arranging such a fate, he is even grateful that fate allowed him to meet this person, understand this person, fall in love with this person, and only then did he have the opportunity to make up for this person.

"It's okay." Yan Wenxi calmed down slowly. He smiled and said to Zhang Jingtang, "We discussed the current situation before, and I promised you at that time that if you forget, I will try my best to let you go again. fall in love with me."

"I will slowly tell you what I know, take you to the places you have been to, and recreate the memories about us. We can start with ordinary friends. If you don't want to, I will not I will do it, but only one thing..." Yan Wenxi looked directly at Zhang Jingtang who was stunned, and said firmly with a smile, "I will never let go."

At that moment, Zhang Jingtang's heart was beating violently, and he couldn't tell whether it was because he was afraid of the violent and stubborn man in front of him, or because his heart was disturbed by the affection and persistence in his words.

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The author has something to say:

(Violence is Ah Tang's impression of the second young master of Yan's family "a few years ago")

There is no idea in the lower part, so I can only suspend QAQ first

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