amnesia

The plastic surgery and restorative treatment were completely completed. After the re-examination in the hospital, Zhang Jingtang was finally able to take off the gauze on his face. This was the first time he carefully examined the scar on the lower left side of his face after the operation. There are faint traces, which are almost invisible if you don't look carefully.

Zhang Jingtang touched the scar in the mirror and was very surprised. He didn't expect that the medical technology is so good now, and the scar he thought would follow him for the rest of his life was covered up so well.

Yan Wenxi, who came to his side after talking with the doctor, looked at it for a long time, couldn't help touching the faint mark, and asked him worriedly: "How does it feel? Does it hurt? Does it itch? "

Zhang Jingtang who came back to his senses shook his head and said with a smile, "It won't happen now."

After the first operation and several follow-up treatments, Zhang Jingtang felt that the scar under the gauze was itchy and uncomfortable. In order not to touch it, he was always fiddling with small gadgets in his hand, and had to be pressed by Yan Wenxi when he slept at night. I held his hand, afraid of accidentally scratching there, which would affect the effect of the operation. This painful appearance of itching and not being able to scratch made Yan Wenxi feel unbearable.

"That's good." Yan Wenxi felt relieved, rubbed it gently lovingly, and said softly, "It really hurt you a few days ago."

Zhang Jingtang smiled and said, "It's okay." This is his own business, and it's hard to say whether it's hard or not.

In fact, he doesn't care about his appearance. For him, scars only occasionally cause trouble, but what makes him feel inferior is not the scar itself, but the scar that always reminds him of the disgraceful days in K City. day.

Moreover, whenever Yan Wenxi's eyes touched the scar, he couldn't bear the guilt and self-blame in his eyes. Since he decided to be with Yan Wenxi, he didn't want Yan Wenxi to always feel that he owed him.

Now that the scars have been well removed and covered up, they will not be so conspicuous in the future, and they will not be reminded of these bad things from time to time, which will only add to the trouble.

"Ah Tang, the doctor said just now that a suitable cornea has been found, and you can start preparing for inpatient surgery after you rest for a while." It was not in vain that he spent a lot of money to find the cornea, and now he finally got something.

But after Yan Wenxi finished the good news, he remembered what the doctor said just now, and his expression became heavy again. He said: "Also, they have already made a preliminary plan for brain surgery, but..."

Hearing what he said, Zhang Jingtang suddenly had a bad feeling.

"Experts say that because the blood clot is compressed into the memory area, after the operation to remove the blood clot, it will affect the memory." Yan Wenxi said, but he couldn't help thinking about the worst outcome in his heart, so his tone became worried, " Because the structure of the brain is very complicated, they cannot determine the final result. The best result is to maintain the original state, but it is also possible to restore memory or lose part of it..."

Hearing this, Zhang Jingtang also knew what Yan Wenxi was worried about. He was worried that he would have a rift with him after remembering what happened that night, and even worried that he would lose the memory of this time and completely alienate him.To be honest, Zhang Jingtang himself didn't know how his mood would change when he remembered what happened that night. After all, it had never happened. No matter how he imagined it, he didn't know the actual result. He couldn't promise Yan Wenxi anything.Moreover, he is also very worried...

Shaking his head, Zhang Jingtang suppressed these chaotic thoughts. He stretched out his arms to hug the careless Yan Wenxi, and comforted him: "Isn't there still some time before the operation? Don't think about it now, just let nature take its course."

"Yes, yes." Yan Wenxi replied sullenly.

Zhang Jingtang patted him on the back, raised his head, and said with a smile, "Okay, let's go back. I changed the dress I asked you to try two days ago this morning, and I will try it on later. If there is no problem, I can wear it." gone."

Seeing the smiling face of the person in his arms, Yan Wenxi bowed his head and kissed him, then let him go, took the coat on the hanger at the side, put it on for him, then took Zhang Jingtang's hand, left the hospital, and returned to the main house.

Although Yan Wenxi wanted to do what Zhang Jingtang said, not to think about what happened after the operation, but his emotions were not under the control of reason. Every time he threw away those bad guesses, these thoughts would come back to him in the next free time.

Zhang Jingtang saw all this in his eyes, and Yan Wenxi did talk and laugh with him when he was trying on clothes, but whenever he turned around to get other clothes, or made small changes to his clothes, Yan Wenxi would be fascinated to think about it. What is he talking about, his expression is very unpredictable.

It was the same at dinner, Yan Wenxi was too thoughtful, and he was absent-minded when he was eating. He mechanically held the dish in front of him. It was a very homely hot and sour potato shreds. With the obsessive-compulsive disorder of "potatoes are the staple food", he would never use it for dinner, so even Yan Wenhao could see that something was wrong.

Yan Wenhao put down the bowls and chopsticks, took a sip of water, and then teased slowly: "Wenxi, are you Aiwujiwu?"

"Ah? Hmm." Yan Wenxi responded in confusion.

Zhang Jingtang watched and sighed, and silently changed the dishes in front of him.

Because Yan Wenxi never shy away from him, so he has seen Yan Wenxi explaining things to his subordinates in the hall, but now he still doesn't have the domineering and decisive arrogance at that time. kid.This shows that Yan Wenxi cares about him very much, Zhang Jingtang thought, feeling sweet and worried at the same time.

Watching Zhang Jingtang's movements, Yan Wenhao twitched the corners of his mouth, guessing that it was something between the two of them, so he stopped talking and continued to pick up the bowls and chopsticks to eat.His younger brother is excellent in other aspects, but he is always lacking in emotion.

Until late at night, Yan Wenxi's situation had not improved, and he himself felt that his behavior was really annoying, so he ran to the garden behind the main house alone to calm down.

Zhang Jingtang didn't see Yan Wenxi after taking a bath, so he went all the way to look for it, and under the guidance of the servant, he also came to the garden, just in time to see Yan Wenxi leaning against the tree and puffing a cloud.Sighing, Zhang Jingtang walked over and sat down beside him, intending to stay with him like this, even if he didn't speak.

Seeing that he sat down beside her, Yan Wenxi quickly stubbed out the cigarette butt. Seeing that his hair was wet and his clothes were thin, he immediately wanted to drag him back to the room, but was stopped by Zhang Jingtang.

"It's okay, just sit for a while, it's okay." Zhang Jingtang held his hand and said in a low voice, "I know you're upset, but I am too."

"A Tang..."

Yan Wenxi couldn't resist Zhang Jingtang, so he had to sit down again, but he was afraid that Zhang Jingtang would catch a cold, so he wrapped him in his arms, hugged him tightly, and let his body temperature cover him.

The two sat for a while before Zhang Jingtang said, "Xingzhou, I... really like you."

Yan Wenxi was taken aback by the sudden confession, but then Zhang Jingtang said: "I won't have brain surgery, okay? Anyway, as long as you pay attention, you won't get sick. In fact, it's not a serious problem..."

"No!" Yan Wenxi retorted immediately, he tightened his arms, and said, "Didn't you say that you are always sleepy recently? The doctor said that it may be related to the blood clot in the brain. They also said that if the blood clot is not eliminated as soon as possible , I don’t know what other symptoms it will cause, I can’t let you take this risk!”

"...I know. It's just that I'm also afraid." Zhang Jingtang pursed her lips, "I don't know if I think about what happened that night, can I feel as indifferent as I do now, I'm afraid I will alienate you because of it I am even more afraid that I will forget these days, how well you treated me, and how much I like you. I am also afraid... that you will feel sad and hurt because of me. "

What Zhang Jingtang said was exactly what Yan Wenxi was worried about, but now he knows how much Zhang Jingtang likes him. I'm afraid that I will lose this love..."

"I just like it very much." Zhang Jingtang admitted generously, without any shyness at all. When he was going to confess all his thoughts to Yan Wenxi, he didn't have the usual shyness and shyness at all, "I thought I wouldn't tell you these things , but now it seems that we can’t say no.”

"When I found out that I liked you, I didn't know you were Yan Wenxi, but I also guessed that you must not be a small person, so I didn't think too much. Even if you are crooked, I probably don't like you." I'm the kind of person..."

"Ah Tang..." Yan Wenxi subconsciously wanted to refute when he heard him belittle himself, but was stopped by Zhang Jingtang.

"I know you want to persuade me again, but that's what I thought at the time. Even now, I feel that it is God who favors me to be with you. You are so outstanding, and I probably have a good personality, There's nothing else special about it, that's the truth."

Yan Wenxi said with some displeasure: "I think you are good at everything, Ah Tang, you have a good personality, you know how to run a house, you have a lot of research on classical literature, and you are also good at fashion design. If you have the conditions, maybe you can become a professor or a designer." .And, whether you are excellent or ordinary, I like it as much as I like it.”

"I'm very happy, I'm so good in your eyes." Zhang Jingtang raised his hand, trying to smooth Yan Wenxi's frowning brows, and said with a smile, "I didn't doubt your feelings, and I also know that liking someone may There is no reason. But in the eyes of others, you are the proud son of heaven, and I am just an ordinary person. Sometimes I will inevitably look at you with worldly eyes, not to mention that I was secretly in love with you at that time."

"What crush..." Yan Wenxi muttered.

"Okay, let me continue." Zhang Jingtang thought for a while, and then continued, "But even though I know I shouldn't be delusional, I still can't control my feelings, that's why you bumped into me that day. That... um..."

After a pause in embarrassment, Zhang Jingtang skipped the word and continued: "I thought I would be hated by you, but I didn't expect you to appease me and respond to me. Actually, I also know that you are the only one with the previous one. Something unpleasant happened to my lover, how could he accept me so quickly, but you treated me very well, then I knew that you are actually a very gentle person. "

Yan Wenxi remembered what happened at that time, and he gave up on Du Mo. In fact, he couldn't let another person in, but Zhang Jingtang's full of nostalgia and love made him unable to let go, so he responded to him.He knew that it was irresponsible of him to do so, so he was determined to treat this person well, and then he really put him in his heart.

It turned out that Zhang Jingtang knew everything.Thinking of this, Yan Wenxi felt a little bitter.Even though Zhang Jingtang was clear about it, he never complained. Instead, he thought of himself as a gentle person.

"It's Ah Tang, you are so kind." That's why I can't let go...

Zhang Jingtang smiled for a while and said, "Do you know why I came to City K with you?"

"Ok?"

"It would be a lie to say I'm not afraid, but I believe in you, and..." Zhang Jingtang paused, and said seriously, "I like you, so naturally I want to give you the best of everything, but you don't lack anything. On the contrary, I have nothing, and the only thing I can give you is this sincerity. Naturally, I will be there wherever you are, even if you say when you go home, you are back, it is fine. "

Being pierced by Cupid's arrow is probably the same effect now. Yan Wenxi only felt his heart beating like a drum. Zhang Jingtang's words completely hit the softest part of his heart. He buried his head powerlessly in Zhang Jingtang's chest. Neck, murmured: "What should I do, I feel that I love you more than last second, Ah Tang, why are you so handsome?"

"Is there?" Zhang Jingtang was a little surprised, and said, "I'm just telling the truth."

"That's how you are handsome." Yan Wenxi said, the boredom in his heart was swept away, and instead he had a firmer belief, he said, "A Tang, I have made it clear that the operation must be done, and I, I won’t be looking for trouble like this anymore.”

"I really don't have to..."

"Surgery must be done!" Yan Wenxi said irresistibly, "I want you to live healthy and healthy, Ah Tang, just listen to me."

After thinking for a while, Zhang Jingtang nodded and said, "Well, I'll listen to you."

"If you forget, then I will try my best to make you fall in love with me again. Memories can be recreated, can't they?" Yan Wenxi said, pulling Zhang Jingtang to stand up, "Let's go, let's go back to the room."

Zhang Jingtang followed behind him, watching the light projected from the room cast a circle of light and shadow on Yan Wenxi's body, he whispered, "I believe it."

Yan Wenxi laughed silently when he heard the soft voice.

The author has something to say:

Two classes are over next week, one paper, one exam, and graduation matters, a bit annoying QAQ

I think the direction of this article can’t be abused anymore. Judging from this chapter, it must be warm and healed without running away_(:3」∠)_

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