wake up drunk

After leaving that day, Nanyixuan never appeared in Bian Hao's life again, and there was no longer any text messages or phone calls, nor would there be that figure standing in front of his house late at night. An inexplicable feeling of flustered and restless, he was afraid of seeing that figure when the elevator door opened, but he also had a little expectation, expecting to see that familiar figure, whenever this emotion appeared, Bian Hao would comfort himself: this is Because of habit, he was used to the other party appearing from time to time, and he was used to having him in his life, but at this time, he suddenly disappeared, so he had such a reaction.

On the first day of leaving, Nan Yixuan was very angry. He believed that Bian Hao actually didn't like him at all, but he devoted so long with love and all his enthusiasm.On the second day after leaving, he began to think of ways to get out of this relationship. He told himself that time would dilute everything. He told himself that the appearance of a new relationship would weaken the difficult feelings at this time.On the third day, he began to miss, yes, very simple, just miss, simply miss that person, his appearance, his voice, his demeanor when talking to himself, when two people were intimate, his appearance, everything Everything made Nanyixuan irritable.

Li Feng didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, just kept arranging announcements for Nanyixuan, he knew that it was the wisest choice to pretend that he didn't know anything now, and then fill up the little guy's time with work, He has no energy to consider the so-called love.

Bian Hao has always believed that he is a person who can face everything calmly, so he also believes that the longing for Nanyixuan is just because of a habit that cannot be changed for a while.

A week after the separation, Bian Hao received a word from Ren Jiarui.

On the other end of the phone, it was rare for the boy not to gag like usual: "Brother Hao, you and Nan Yixuan... broke up?"

Bian Hao was a little surprised by Ren Jiarui's question: "Why do you ask that?"

Ren Jiarui said: "I met him at a friend's party yesterday, and I joked with him in private, and thought his reaction was a bit strange."

"What did he say?" Bian Hao didn't know why he asked such a question. Obviously, asking this way would make the other party feel that he cared about Nan Yixuan very much. The other party might think that Nan Yixuan broke up with him, but the words had already passed. If you say it, let it go.

Hearing Bian Hao's question, Ren Jiarui really thought so. The middle-aged Bian Hao was emotional, and the young Nan Yixuan was not serious about dating, so he said after careful consideration: "It's nothing, just not I'm so willing to mention you, it looks a little awkward, I guess there must be something wrong with you." There was no voice on the phone for a long time, and Ren Jiarui could only smooth things over for himself, "Don't think too much, Brother Hao, it's about feelings. It’s like this from the beginning, if it’s suitable, we’ll be together, if it’s not, we’ll separate, we’re all in the same circle, and we can be friends in the future.”

Being comforted by a junior like this, Bian Hao felt a little embarrassed, and wanted to end the conversation quickly: "I'm fine, you should hurry up and practice those three songs, don't you have to go to the rehearsal tomorrow?" What Bian Hao was talking about was the 520 special program of the music station that they were going to participate in the next day. They had to sing three songs as one of many guests, and they had to sing love songs with so many colleagues. Now, as the only one in the band For those who care about singing, it is impossible for him not to be nervous.

Putting down the phone, just about to get up to make a cup of coffee, the ringtone rang again, and the screen showed that it was still Ren Jiarui, Bian Hao was a little puzzled, and picked it up, but heard the other party eagerly said: "Brother Hao, you just saw Nan Yi Is there Xuan's Weibo? If not, you can take a look."

After hanging up the phone, Bian Hao logged on to his barely used Weibo account, found Nanyixuan, and found that the other party had updated it 10 minutes ago: the accompanying picture was a photo of himself without makeup, and the slightly noticeable stubble was The handsome face adds a little decadence, and the blurred eyes reveal a sadness that cannot be ignored. Except for the needs of the characters, there has never been a photo of Nan Yixuan in the media. Without embellishments, the key is the realness revealed in the temperament. Sad, but what makes people think even more is the sentence on the photo, a few words, but it makes people feel that there are infinitely possible stories in it: I am not like me. . .

The comments below Weibo are even more explosive.

"The selfie is well received by the male god."

"But it doesn't seem to be a joke, it's really sad, who knows what happened?"

"Isn't the male god in love? Oh, no, isn't the male god broken in love?"

"No, no, the male god must have a new movie coming out."

"It's too early to come to the comment section, is there anyone who wants to talk to science, what's going on here?"

"Just searched, "I don't look like I turned out to be a song, the early works of Light Years"

"No way, I really thought Haoxuan was just a hype, could it be true, and our actor has lost his love."

"Which of your eyes sees the word "broken love", they just sent a photo."

. . . . . .

Almost all comments are pointing to a possibility: their male god may be in love.

Everyone knows that since Nan Yixuan's debut, there have been a lot of gossip and gossip, but there are very few clues that can really smell love from himself, and even several media big and micro have reposted his Weibo to guess the other party Romance-related information may be released.

For half an hour, Bian Hao looked at all kinds of comments and reposts, and an inexplicable panic rose in his heart: What is he going to do?Didn't the two of us have an agreement?Isn't young people's love affairs very casual?Besides, it's not really love between us at all.

The mobile phone scrolling Weibo comments rang a WeChat notification tone, which was a voice message from Ren Jiarui: "Brother Hao, what is going on, didn't you say that you are just an agreement? Why is Nanyixuan like this? You know Does it mean something for him to post such a Weibo? Does he..." Ren Jiarui stopped before he finished speaking, and Bian Hao held his mobile phone and didn't move for a long time. He knew what the other party's unfinished sentence was: He is not. . .In fact, he does not really love you.In fact, Nan Yixuan gave him the answer to this question a long time ago, but at that time he didn't believe in its timeliness. At the same time, another question naturally jumped into Bian Hao's mind: How do you treat the other party?What kind of feeling is it, love?In Bian Hao's cognition, true love should be selfless and blind. When facing Nanyixuan and related matters, he is always calm and rational. Because of this, he has always believed that he I just don't dislike Nan Yixuan, but just like it, pure liking, without that kind of unforgettable love, if it weren't for each other's pressing every step of the way, the two of them would never develop into the later relationship.

The time displayed on the phone was 10:30 pm on May [-]th, and Bian Hao pointed out the name of Nanyixuan.