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Nan Yixuan likes Bian Hao's residence. Although his own residence is safer, they basically spend their time together in Bian Hao's house, because Nan Yixuan likes the space around him to be filled with Items related to Bian Hao, a few T-shirts to be washed, a few scattered papers full of songs, and occasionally even a few cigarette butts in the ashtray. Bian Hao basically does not smoke, but his inspiration is exhausted Sometimes I smoke a few sticks.

Nan Yixuan went into the bathroom to take a bath, Bian Hao heated up the porridge prepared for him and brought it to the dining table, listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Bian Hao was a little distracted, his mind full of thoughts.One month after Nan Yixuan left, Bian Hao seriously thought about his feelings for the other party, and confirmed that he had transformed from passive acceptance to interdependence. Talk about a relationship, with this passive but slowly falling in love person.

But just when this idea was formed, he received an invitation from Li Feng.

Bian Hao didn't know that Nan Yixuan had told Li Feng about the two of them, but the moment he received the call from the other party, he understood Li Feng's purpose for looking for him, so the conversation between the two was straightforward.

Li Feng looked at Bian Hao who was sitting calmly across from him: "I shouldn't have come to talk to you about this matter, but I hope you understand that I really don't want his parents to know, and I don't think Xiaoxuan wants them to know either." .”

Bian Hao didn't answer immediately, he waited for Li Feng to continue.

"Xiaoxuan told me that he was looking for you. I know he is very curious and impulsive at this age." Li Feng continued.

Bian Hao moved his body, and he understood the meaning of Li Feng's words: He couldn't persuade Nan Yixuan to let go, so he started from his own side and let himself let go. After all, feelings are a matter between two people, as long as one party gives up, It won't work.

Bian Hao said generously: "What do you want me to do?"

Li Feng was obviously relieved. Before the talk, to be honest, he was not sure. He didn't know much about Bian Hao, and he couldn't be sure that the relationship Nan Yixuan said was one-sided. If Bian Hao didn't back down. , he is really helpless.

"Xiaoxuan is a slow-moving person. He looks like he doesn't care about anything. In fact, he is very affectionate. If you two are together for a long time, it will be even more difficult for him to let go." Li Feng's words are always on the mountain road Turn eighteen corners.

Bian Hao thought to himself: What he meant was that he wanted to cut through the mess quickly, and he would not be that bad guy.Bian Hao felt reluctance towards Nan Yixuan, but he himself thought that this reluctance was not to the point where he was desperate to be together. He was not alone, and he still had an image of light years to maintain, but in fact At this moment, Bian Hao didn't realize that what he was really afraid of was the impact the relationship between the two would have on Nan Yixuan's acting career and his life.

Bian Hao finally said: "I understand what you mean, give me some time, I will deal with it soon."

The meeting between the two mature men was straightforward, and it took less than 10 minutes from the conversation to the agreement. When they parted, Li Feng looked at Hao's eyes with unknown emotions under the sunglasses and said: Thank you!

Bian Hao didn't say anything, just turned around and left lightly.

After coming out of the bathroom, Nan Yixuan was visibly refreshed. Wearing Bian Hao's bathrobe, he walked to the sofa and took the white water handed to him by the other party. Bian Hao knew that Nan Yixuan had the habit of drinking water immediately after taking a shower.

Seeing that the other party finished drinking with his head up, Bian Hao reached out to take the cup and put it on the tea table beside him, and then pulled the other party's bathrobe belt to let the other party sit on his lap.

Nan Yixuan was a little surprised, because the other party took the initiative to invite him, and today Bian Hao took the initiative to pick him up at the airport, he looked at the other party with a smirk, Bian Hao also looked at him, with a gentle expression, He raised his hands to caress Nan Yixuan's face, and then slowly and forcefully pressed the other's face to himself.

At first, the two of them just licked and bit each other's lips, but after a few minutes, they lost control of their emotions, and they kept deepening each other, asking for more. . . . . .

Waking up the next day, Nan Yixuan found that there was no one around, so he casually put on a shirt and went to the living room. Following the faint aroma of coffee, Nan Yixuan saw Bian Hao cooking breakfast in the kitchen, feeling an inexplicable sense of happiness However, Sheng: Really, it will be good if it continues like this, Nan Yixuan thought.

He walked into the kitchen gently, but Bian Hao didn't notice, he raised his hand and hugged him from behind, Bian Hao still had the smell of butter mixed with bread and the fragrance of coffee, Nan Yixuan buried his head into the other's neck , humming some song.

At this time, Bian Hao's mood was complicated, especially when he felt the joy and comfort of the people behind him, he didn't know how Nanyixuan would react after listening to what he was about to say.

After eating the heart-warming breakfast to her heart's content, Nan Yixuan looked at Bian Hao and said, "Let's go out and have fun. After all, both of us have nothing to do."

Bian Hao sat on the other side of the dining table, put his hand on the table, caressed the empty coffee cup, and finally looked up at the other party with determination: "Nanyixuan..."

For some reason, Nan Yixuan suddenly had a bad feeling that Bian Hao seldom used his name.

"I've thought about it for a long time, and I think we should separate." When he said this, Bian Hao moved his eyes down and looked at the white dining table.After a long time, the other party did not respond, Bian Hao raised his head again.

It's not that Nan Yixuan didn't want to say something, but that he really didn't realize it. The tenderness and lingering the night before, and the warm breakfast time a quarter of an hour ago, suddenly turned into the moment of breaking up now. Nan Yixuan decided Looking at Bian Hao on the opposite side steadily: "What do you mean?" His tone was subconsciously gloomy.

Bian Hao anticipated the surprise and bewilderment of the other party: "I have thought about it since the last time I was in Japan, the two of us are not suitable." He paused and looked at the other party's eyes again, with sincerity, "And not It is said that the two of us work like this, I am nearly ten years older than you, and I cannot withstand such ups and downs, and you are still young and your career is on the rise, so it is not worth the risk."

Nan Yixuan didn't want to hear these nonsense, and he didn't care about it at this time, in fact, what he wanted to know most was: Does Bian Hao still have no feelings for him, and whether he still can't bear to be with him and separate? It was too sudden, Nan Yixuan couldn't accept it, and suppressed his uneasiness and helplessness, he said: "As long as we both are careful, others will not know, do you blame me for not sending clarifications, if you want, I will immediately Just send it."

There was a little pleading in Nan Yixuan's tone, Bian Hao heard it, and felt distressed in his heart, he knew that the other party was very angry at this moment, but because he didn't want to separate, he kept trying to restrain himself.

But Bian Hao still insisted: "Didn't you say that when you agreed to be together? No matter which party wants to separate, you must respect the other party's choice, right?"

Bian Hao couldn't bear it, he stretched out his hand to hold the cold fingers of the man opposite, looked at him, and he also looked at him quietly.

I don't know how long it took.

"Okay!" Before the voice reached his ears, the first thing Bian Hao felt was the coolness when Nan Yixuan shook off his hand.