Xiaoman

Liu Xiaoman didn't know what he was thinking, when he realized that he was actually following Xia Liang, he had already walked out for almost ten meters.

what are you doing?

While asking himself, he couldn't stop and continued to follow Xia Liang.

It was really involuntary, just now he had been staring at Xia Liang walking forward at the small intersection, and when he turned a small corner and was about to lose sight of the figure, he panicked all of a sudden, as if he didn't follow, and he would never see Xia Liang again Same.

When Xia Liang reached the intersection and stopped at the traffic light in front of the zebra crossing, Liu Xiaoman was suddenly taken aback.

He followed too hastily, and now the location is not in front of the village or behind the shop, and there is a street with cars coming and going in front of him, and a convenience store is just across the road. He stopped a few meters behind Xia Liang, and there was no shelter around him. Xia Liang could see him as long as he turned his head.

back...

Will you go back?

What should he do when he turns around and sees him?

say hi?

Should I call Brother Liang or Xia Liang?Should I smile?Is it suitable?

Are you embarrassed to laugh after breaking up with others?

How would Xia Liang react?

Will you open your mouth and say "what are you laughing at"?

Or will you ask him about the breakup?

Will kill him?

Liu Xiaoman's mind was in a mess, only his heartbeat was still beating fast.

He was a little confused, mixed with a bunch of other emotions out of proportion.

Excitement, anticipation, fear, longing, guilt, self-blame...he didn't know whether he wanted Xia Liang to turn back, or whether he didn't want to.

At that time, he was the one who proposed the breakup, and the breakup was so decisive, there was no discussion, no turning back, no one saw, even the mobile phone was returned through grandpa, and now he is walking behind others, he has no idea what he wants to do Well.

Maybe he just wanted to see Xia Liang's face.

After being in a mess for a long time, Liu Xiaoman felt that he was now Li Meng sitting in the examination room, showing a state of incomprehension, watching the countdown on the traffic lights, he was a little terrified, and jumped straight into his heart.

When he jumped to the last few seconds, he felt guilty, and a few aunts walked by, and it seemed that they had just returned from shopping for the New Year in the supermarket, carrying big bags and small bags, talking and laughing, and preparing to cross the road.

Why don't you just turn around and go back now, in case you really meet each other, he really doesn't know what to do.

Liu Xiaoman thought so in his heart, but he still didn't want to move his legs.He panicked, and seemed to be vaguely expecting something, and continued to stare at Xia Liang's back from a distance.

Still looking forward to it, Xia Liang suddenly turned his head as if feeling something.

At the moment when his neck tended to turn, Liu Xiaoman even stopped breathing.

However, his breathing stopped, but Xia Liang's eyes did not stop.His turning back was really just turning his head, his eyes swept away, without even pausing, he just turned back past everyone.

Just when the green light jumped over, he opened his legs and walked directly across the road.

Liu Xiaoman was stunned.

What's the meaning?

Xia Liang didn't see him?

Or did you say you saw it, but didn't want to talk to him?

Just a second ago, he was like a thief with stolen goods, and he was thinking about turning around and running away.Now he was completely dazed, stunned for a long time, seeing that the green light was about to end, his legs were out of his control, and he watched Xia Liang's back and continued to follow.

It wasn't until seeing Xia Liang entered the convenience store that Liu Xiaoman slowed down, hesitantly stood beside the sign at the entrance of the convenience store, and fell into questioning himself again.

What are you doing, Liu Xiaoman.

You have already broken up with someone, and it was you who broke up, who would give good face to the one who broke up?Don't you want to laugh... what are you fantasizing about?

All of Liu Xiaoman's complex emotions fell to the ground, and now besides confusion, he was left with indescribable loss and helplessness.

After a while of wind blowing in front of the convenience store, the rationality that had been lost by Xia Liang's back came back to his mind, his eyelids drooped, and he decided to go back before Xia Liang came out.

But this time it was really too late, before he even raised his feet, the door of the convenience store opened with a "ding dong".

Xia Liang kept his hands in his coat pockets, and a paper bag was hanging on his left wrist. He stood on the steps and looked at him.

Liu Xiaoman met his eyes, his legs went limp, and he couldn't walk anymore.

The eyeballs are still so black.

He only had time to say this in his mind, the scene when he first met Xia Liang in front of the convenience store last year, rushed out of his mind like a tsunami.

"You..." What Xia Liang was thinking earlier was still brother Liang, and he still smiled when he greeted him, but now he forgot all about it, Liu Xiaoman opened his mouth in a panic for some reason, he didn't dare to look into Xia Liang's eyes, his gaze was quick Sliding to the paper bag hanging on Xia Liang's wrist, his voice was so soft that he could barely utter, "Are you here to buy canned cat food?"

While speaking, his throat constricted for a while.

He felt that he was simply baffled, you broke up by yourself, why did you have to come here and provoke him again?What is it?

Xia Liang looked at him without saying a word.

Embarrassment and guilt flowed straight to the face along with the blood in an instant, Liu Xiaoman felt as if his head was going to fill a hole, and his toes in the shoes wanted to grab the ground, and he wanted to lower his head and leave in a panic.

"En." Xia Liang responded without any ups and downs.

This is the first conversation they have had since being separated for so long.

"Ah," Liu Xiaoman stopped again, he still didn't dare to look into Xia Liang's eyes, and said softly as quickly as if he had nothing to say: "I'm here to buy juice for Cancan."

Xia Liang didn't speak, just looked at him.

Liu Xiaoman lost weight.

He looked at it silently.

Before the breakup, I was thin, with a small face and narrow shoulders, but I was thin and well-proportioned, not as sickly thin as I am now.

His complexion was not good-looking, and he looked pale even under the warm yellow light of the convenience store light sign.

Before he could respond, Liu Xiaoman quickly raised his eyes again, Xia Liang felt that his already thin eyelids could reveal faint red blood vessels.

He wanted to reach out and wipe it off, but now wasn't the time.

"Oh." Xia Liang replied again, pressing down on his palm with his thumb curled up in his pocket.

"Hey two," the door of the convenience store behind him suddenly opened, and the clerk poked his head out, "Excuse me, can you stop talking at the door of the store? Other customers are still coming in."

Although there were no other customers, Liu Xiaoman quickly apologized and moved aside.Xia Liang came down from the steps and just stood in front of him again.

Liu Xiaoman didn't know if he should say anything more, Xia Liang didn't seem to want to talk to him much.

It's right not to want to say it, if it was him, from Xia Liang's point of view, he wouldn't want to say anything to him.

The points are all divided, and I am not even a classmate. What can I say?

Although he really wanted to know if he didn't see the look before the traffic light just now, but knowing this question was meaningless, and he couldn't open his mouth.

Hurry up and buy juice bye bye.

Thinking so, looking into Xia Liang's eyes, he couldn't help asking: "Are you coming back for the New Year?"

After he finished speaking, he bit his cheek a little irritably, as if he followed Xia Liang with his feet, he really couldn't help wanting to talk to Xia Liang.

He waited for Xia Liang to give him another one-word reply, then quickly ended the topic, but this time Xia Liang didn't look at him much, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and looked at it, wondering if he felt impatient and was looking at the time, Then he looked at Liu Xiaoman expressionlessly: "Yes."

Liu Xiaoman looked at him and opened his mouth, not daring to speak anymore.

He thought he was really interesting, just now he was worried that Xia Liang would ask him about the breakup, afraid that Xia Liang would kill him.

In fact, people didn't think much about him at all.

"Then you," he suddenly lowered his head and blinked twice, "Happy New Year."

After finishing speaking in a low voice with a choked voice, he walked between Xia Liang and the light box, and quickly stepped up the steps.

His elbow scraped against the frame of the light box, making his teeth sore and painful. He suddenly shrank his shoulders. From the corner of his eye, Xia Liang's figure seemed to have paused. He didn't dare to look back, his head was stuffy Dive into a convenience store.