Xiaoman

During the two days of Luo Hao's college entrance examination, Fourteenth High School was also on vacation.Xia Liang didn't go anywhere, and was bored at home doing homework.

He used to find it puzzling that Liu Xiaoman could stay still for a long time once he plunged into the sea of ​​questions, but now he finds that as long as he doesn't want to think about things, doing the questions is the most convenient way.

"I'll hire some teachers for you later, and you can make up at home on weekends and summer vacations." My mother flipped through the test papers of his latest monthly exam. The scores were satisfactory, but the expectations could not be met.

"Whatever." Xia Liang didn't raise his head.

"If you don't repeat a grade, it will be your turn for this batch of college entrance examinations." Mom said again.

Xia Liang ignored her, listed two sets of formulas on the draft paper, and wrote the answers on the test paper.

"But it's too soon," my mother didn't care whether he answered or not, and folded the paper, "In the second half of the year, you will enter the third year of high school, and the time will be so fast that you can't catch it. By this time next year, you will know when you sit in the examination room." How grateful I am."

Talk too much.

Xia Liang leaned back impatiently and threw the pen on the table.

"Let's write." My mother gave a "chi" laugh, turned and went out.

As he promised his mother on his birthday, after thinking about nothing and throwing all his mind on his studies, the relationship between him and his mother has indeed improved.

Although it is a very rigid improvement, it only serves learning, so it can be regarded as a change anyway.

At least now when he drops a pen, my mother will leave voluntarily. If it was placed before, she would just scoop up something and drop it back.

The effect of this improvement is chain-like. For example, after the college entrance examination, Luo Hao and the others asked Xia Liang to go out for a dinner, so there was no need for a few people to come to the door and tie people up and take them forcibly.

"If they relax, you can't relax, so you should hurry back." Mom said.

There is never a time when this group of people does not relax.

Xia Liang answered in his heart.

When he got to the place where he had a meal appointment, he realized that this time was not a small gathering for a few people, but a graduation dinner for everyone in the previous class.

Xia Liang was a little embarrassed, he couldn't quite find a position for himself as a prospective high school senior, and blended into this former class with all staff and prospective freshmen.

Moreover, thanks to his mother who always thinks about it, Xia Liang's third... no, four years of high school, his life is fragmented.

In the first year of high school, the second year of high school, the second year of high school, and the third year of high school, he was divided into classes and transferred to another school. He insisted on going to four different classes. The students who had been in one class all ran for three hundred together, and less than fifty of them knew each other well.

The two hands that became familiar can be counted, and the ones who have been playing together for nothing, are only Luo Hao and the four of them.

So he really has no concept of words like "class collective" and "graduation" that require three years of experience together.

Can't say nothing.

Seeing that no matter what they study or don't study, those who can pass the exam and those who can't pass the exam, they all take off their burdens and hug each other and talk to each other that night, Xia Liang couldn't help but think of Liu Xiaoman.

His Po Yangyang brother has also passed the exam, I don't know if there is...

"Brother Liang! Let's go and change the scene!" Luo Hao interrupted Xia Liang's self-immersion with a loud voice, clearly yelling for him to go over, and carrying a beer bottle bombarded him in two steps like a missile.

"Is Fan Yiyang here?" Xia Liang asked smoothly.

"Didn't you come? Why are you looking for him?" Luo Hao punched him on the shoulder, "You still miss him? You haven't said enough words in three years."

Xia Liang glanced at him, too lazy to speak.

Senior high school students from various middle schools took over all the places where they could have a good night. Groups of liberated candidates went from sober to crazy, from stringing to singing, and finally wandered around the street with wine bottles like wandering gods, laughing and shouting at the top of their throats. cry.

At first Gao Yuxiang cried first, grabbed Guo Wei's head and said, "My high school is over", Xia Liang looked at him like he was crazy.

When Fangzheng and Luo Hao also cried, he couldn't take it anymore.

It's so fucking stupid for five people to walk on the night road with their shoulders crossed and cry.

"It's over?" He stepped away without hesitation when Luo Hao tried to hug him, "It's hard for the four of us to add up to a thousand points. At most, we can go to the development zone to be a teacher. Is it interesting to add drama?"

Several people rubbed their noses, Gao Yuxiang pulled Guo Wei over, and said shamelessly, "We each take four hundred."

Xia Liang squatted down on the curb, biting a cigarette.

Luo Hao and the others also squatted down in a row. They changed from idiots walking on the road crying together to idiots squatting on the side of the road and smoking together.

What's even more stupid is that another group of night wandering gods passed by on the overpass next to them, and the two teammates nodded to each other.

"But to be honest," Luo Hao rolled down the end of a cigarette and sighed, "It's really not easy to say it anytime in the future."

"That's right." Gao Yuxiang nodded.

"Route 97 will arrive in an hour." Xia Liang said.

"Where is it?" Guo Wei didn't respond.

"Development zone." Xia Liang said.

Guo Wei gave him an elbow.

Fangzheng was always sending voice messages to his girlfriend, and after "What?" he raised his head and said "fuck": "It's hard for me to date, my dad won't let me go to school with her, I don't know for four fucking years How are you doing?"

"Brother, as we all know," Gao Yuxiang patted him on the shoulder, "Dating in high school..."

"Graduation is tantamount to breaking up." Guo Wei continued.

"Get out of here, sir!" Fangzheng jumped up and was about to kick someone, Gao Yuxiang and Guo Wei laughed and jumped halfway across the road.

There was a convenience store at the intersection, they turned in to buy water, and only Xia Liang and Luo Hao were left in a daze with nothing to do.

"Brother Liang." Luo Hao touched him.

Xia Liang glanced at him.

"Why don't you accept Huang Hui?" Luo Hao asked him, "I just came from the next door to talk to you, but you are lucky, you have two eyes like those who are panting, just walk around."

"Do you like her?" Xia Liang suddenly realized and smiled.

Luo Hao mentioned Huang Hui to her too often.

"Nope," Luo Hao rubbed his head in his arms, and said "hey", "I think she's a big girl, she has face in her face, and it's not like no one is chasing you. Hurt."

"Up?" Xia Liang glanced at him again.

"There's no top, just two bottles of beer." Luo Hao said.

Xia Liang didn't speak, Luo Hao lowered his head and picked up the small stones on the ground and continued slowly: "In the past, I just thought she wasn't your favorite, and ignored her if she didn't care. Later, I also forgot why At that time, it was probably in the area where you transferred to? When I was always hanging out with the little disabled, including a while ago when the insanity asked me to give him this question, I think..."

"You'll 'make' one more." Xia Liang interrupted him.

Luo Hao looked at him for a while, feeling that Xia Liang didn't mean to shut him up, but just a little impatient, so he smacked his lips and continued quickly: "I wonder if it's not that you are not interested in Huang Hui at all but I'm not interested in all girls, to be straightforward, I just want to know if you are interested in small disabilities."

After speaking, he exhaled himself: "Fuck, I'm suffocating."

While exhaling, he stared at Xia Liang's reaction. Xia Liang didn't respond, at least he seemed expressionless, as if he didn't intend to refute.

Xia Liang didn't intend to refute either.He has never deliberately concealed his orientation, but there is no need to tell people all over the world.

"Not interested." He popped a cigarette out of the cigarette case and bit it.

Luo Hao immediately said "Oh", he was ready to bring up the topic regardless of whether Xia Liang admitted it or not, took the cigarette case over, bit one himself, and took out the lighter to start a fire.

"I just like him." Xia Liang continued.

"Damn it!" Luo Hao scorched his nose with a flame, and jumped up on the spot, it was hardly a person's movement.

Xia Liang pulled the lighter from his hand.

"No." Luo Hao simply sat down on the ground, rubbed his nose and stared, "You don't even deny it?"

"Denial what?" Xia Liang asked him back, "You asked all the questions, and I admit it, what else can you do to me."

"Also..." Luo Hao blinked, he treated Xia Liang as his biological brother, and his biological brother liked men, not dogs, so he couldn't deny it.

Even if you like a dog...

"No." Luo Hao pulled his mind back, "It's not a question of being a dog or not."

Xia Liang glanced at him inexplicably.

"What do you like about him?" Luo Hao thought for a while, and asked a very real question, "One, one..."

a disability.

Xia Liang knew what Luo Hao wanted to say.

It's not that he hasn't thought about this question, and he didn't think of a clear answer that can be listed one, two, three.

"Fuck," seeing that Xia Liang didn't speak, Luo Hao frowned seriously, "Aren't you Mu Can? Are you trying to bully someone you like?"

Xia Liang's expression moved, and he immediately raised his hand: "Think of me as farting."

Then he began to babble: "Even if you don't talk about his arms, what do you like about him? His personality doesn't look very good, he's gentle and slow, and he doesn't like to talk too much. He always ignores me..."

"I think he's fine." Xia Liang said.

"...So what's the matter?" Luo Hao grinned sourly.

He studied it seriously at the side, Xia Liang listened to his codes one by one in silence, thinking that there were too many good things about him.

Obedient, soft, obedient, and a little stubborn, wrapped in gentleness, with tenacity that cannot be erased in the bones, and the endless vitality that can warm people.

Each of these summaries is combined with the memories of every time they get along: from meeting and talking, to getting acquainted with each other; from joking and teasing, to confirming their hearts.

When he broke the bone, he couldn't hide the nervous Liu Xiaoman.

Liu Xiaoman rubbed past the corner of his mouth while grabbing the doll.

Liu Xiaoman, who knelt on the ground with tears in his eyes and gritted his teeth, wanted to support Grandpa up.

Liu Xiaoman knew that his arm was hurting and went to get candied haws.

And that time when they "try it out", that kind of thing can be tried as soon as it is asked, Liu Xiaoman, whose eyes are red and doesn't hide.

Even when we broke up, I told him...

Hold.

Xia Liang seemed to be stung by the word "break up", and his detailed memories disappeared. He lowered his eyelids and took a deep breath, remembering that they had already broken up.

"And even if you look at him, it's fine," Luo Hao was still expressing his opinion. He only saw the clues from Xia Liang, and didn't know what happened between Xia Liang and Liu Xiaoman, so he opened his mouth with a knife. : "People don't necessarily like you."

"Like you?" Charlotte wanted to slap him.

"That's not necessary." Luo Hao waved his hand, "If he likes Fan Shen, he should also like Fan Shen. The two of them are close childhood sweethearts, and go to and from school together every day. You can't even be a classmate, and..."

"Shut your mouth." Xia Liang interrupted him fiercely.

Luo Hao made a zipper gesture to his mouth, and suddenly realized that "So you think Fan Shen is not pleasing to the eye and there is such a relationship".

Luo Hao didn't say too much, he was very loud, but his emotional intelligence was still enough, so he just clicked when he knew it.Just when Guo Wei and the others came back, a group of people joined the large army and continued to make trouble.

Xia Liang was not in the mood to continue. After the breakup, he kept refraining from thinking about Liu Xiaoman too much. Suddenly, he thought about it for a long time, and was urged by beer again, his heart was so full that it was unbearable.

He went back after his mother called the first time, and fell asleep without paying attention to Sanqi after returning.

His mind was still on the conversation with Luo Hao, and he had a drowsy dream.

In the dream, it was the day he and Liu Xiaoman broke up. The golden red light covered the entire corridor, going up the stairs, talking, breaking up, crying, every step was so clear.

But at the last moment, he took Liu Xiaoman's hand when he turned around.

With a flick of his fingertips, he opened his eyes from the dream, and the bedroom was pitch black with nothing.

Of course nothing, they have broken up.

Break up.

Xia Liang closed his eyes and put his arms over his eyes. It was the first time he thought about these two words seriously after the breakup, and he didn't subconsciously try to escape.

separate?

The hands of two people really hold each other, can it be divided by one person?

After lying down for a while, he got out of bed and turned on the light, glanced at the unfinished papers on the desk, and went to the bathroom to wash his face.

The faucet was turned on very loudly, and the water splashed on the marble counter. He supported the counter and looked up, looking at the water on his face in the mirror, and heard his mother come out of the bedroom, calling him: "Xia Liang?"

He raised his hand and scratched "Liu Xiaoman" on the mirror.

After staring at the name for a while, he raised his hand again and wiped the name with a palm full of water.

Just wait for me.