Xiaoman

Liu Xiaoman didn't know what time he fell asleep. After sending the message to Xia Liang, he kept clutching his phone and waiting for a reply. At first he stared at the screen, but then his eyelids couldn't hold up a little bit, so he put his hand on the pillow and put it against his ear. side.

Now he is not afraid of someone discovering his phone, as long as Xia Liang answers him, he will be awakened.

This was the first time he went home to live in this year. He didn't sleep well at night, his sleep was very light, his thinking was jumping, and he felt that he was always awake, and he continued to have heavy dreams during the time he didn't wake up.

The first time he dreamed that Xia Liang replied to him saying "not very good", he quickly opened his eyes to look, but there was nothing.

The second time I dreamed that Fan Yiyang came to do homework with him, and while doing it, he suddenly put down his pen and looked at him indifferently, saying "Xia Liang and you are not from the same world, let's separate quickly, if we don't separate now, we will separate later ".He was very anxious to explain, but he opened his mouth but couldn't speak. Fan Yiyang just lowered his head and said, "Let's do the question."

The third time was when Liu Yong took Aunt Mei and Cancan with him. They suddenly opened the door in their dreams and let him go with a blank expression. This is their home.

The fourth dream was the scariest. He dreamed that he was running around in the hospital to take care of his grandfather, holding a water bottle to open the door of the ward, and his grandfather suddenly sat up from the hospital bed, his hands, feet, eyes and mouth were very sharp, as if nothing had happened. Same, looked at him and said: "Man, leave me alone."

Liu Xiaoman's heart skipped a beat, and he opened his eyes suddenly with the cold sweat dripping down his back.

The sky outside the window has already begun to brighten, and the mobile phone "buzzes" an earthquake in my ear.

Sitting up and wiping his eyes, he silently said "Dreams are the opposite" and took the phone over. After such an intermittent night, he even slept until after seven o'clock. Seeing that the caller was "answering the phone", he quickly slid the answer button.

"Are you awake?" Xia Liang opened his mouth without waiting for him to speak, "It rang three times and I still haven't answered. I'm about to hang up and wait for you to sleep for a while."

Even though it was only a day without seeing each other, Xia Liang's voice actually made Liu Xiaoman's nose sore, he didn't answer Xia Liang's words, and asked him directly: "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Xia Liang smiled lightly.

Half of Liu Xiaoman's heart hung in the air overnight, and the other half was thinking about the grandfather in the dream just now. He clamped the phone around his neck and lifted the quilt out of bed, saying, "It's fine, I'm going to the hospital now, you..."

"Where are you?" Xia Liang interrupted him.

"My house." Liu Xiaoman said.

"Go wash up, I'll go with you." Xia Liang said.

"Are you coming to see me?" Liu Xiaoman took the phone in his hand again.

"Yes." Xia Liang agreed, "Wait for me."

After tidying herself up quickly, Liu Xiaoman went downstairs with her schoolbag on her shoulders. Aunt Mei had already set up the stall, and she was very skilled at doing it now. When she saw Liu Xiaoman coming out, she quickly rolled a pancake for him.

"Is school starting soon these days?" She asked Liu Xiaoman.

Liu Xiaoman nodded: "Soon."

Thinking of the start of school, he was a little worried. He couldn't let go of his studies, and neither could his grandfather. If he didn't miss a single class from morning to night, he could only go to see his grandfather every night after school.

Then he thought of Fan Yiyang again. After saying "Xia Liang is very good" to Fan Yiyang yesterday, the two of them didn't say anything else. Fan Yiyang told him the questions he had saved up recently. When he came back from the hospital, he was like usual Send him home from school, and go home when you get downstairs.

The third year of high school is about to start today. Fan Yiyang said that the start of school is relatively tight, and he will take time to see his grandfather.He didn't dare to delay Fan Yiyang's time. The college entrance examination was only a few months away. Even if Fan Yiyang was going to take the college entrance examination in June this year, he felt that it was unreal.

College entrance examination.

He thought about the word with some regret.

Brother Yangyang will be his turn after the exam.

Last semester's "College Entrance Examination" was not so close to people's eyes. Now that the new year is over, everyone's time is speeding up and pressing harder.

"When school starts, you should go to school well. Your grandfather has your father and me." Aunt Mei rolled out another thick omelet, wrapped it in a bag and handed it to Liu Xiaoman.

Liu Xiaoman had just put the last cake in his school bag, and was stunned: "One is enough for me."

"Don't you still have a little friend?" Aunt Mei put it in his hand, "Bring him one too."

Aunt Mei's little friend is Xia Liang.

Liu Xiaoman took a look at her with the burrito, and he still vividly remembered the time when he took two breakfasts from his grandfather every day, and the feeling of right and wrong came back clearly again.

"Thank you." He said softly, and stuffed the second burrito into his schoolbag.

Xia Liang hailed a car and arrived at the intersection, Liu Xiaoman opened the car door and went in, staring at his face.

It's not enough to see a good face, I also want to lift Xia Liang's hands and clothes to have a look.

"Can't see enough?" Xia Liang let him wave his hand and stared at him.

"Are you okay?" Liu Xiaoman glanced at the back of the driver's head and asked him again.

Xia Liang was silent for a second, then squeezed his fingers: "Well, it's okay."

Liu Xiaoman really wanted to ask him why he was fine, why there was no news all day yesterday, and he didn't call until this morning.

But he also understands that sometimes, in some situations, he really just wants to keep it in his heart, and he doesn't want to share it with others.

Xia Liang didn't say anything when his hips were kicked green. If his head couldn't be removed and tucked into his trouser waist, there would be no place to hide such a handsome face. He wouldn't even let himself know about the two spots on his face.

He only thought that Xia Liang was the same as before, and he was habitually hiding something at home.

He is also most afraid of this. He really would rather Xia Liang tell all the unhappiness in his heart. Although he has nothing to do, at least he can listen, feel distressed, and feel that in Xia Liang's heart, he is not someone who can only be kept secret. Counsel of good news.

But it's not Xia Liang's character to really say anything, he just hopes that Xia Liang is really good from the bottom of his heart, and doesn't want to force him to change anything because of himself.

And right now they were still in the car, he couldn't follow up and ask in front of the driver, he could only squeeze Xia Liang's hand back quietly, changed the subject and started talking about the dream he had yesterday.

The dream was told backwards, Liu Xiaoman first started from the part of his grandfather, skipped the part of Fan Yiyang, and finally talked about his dream that Xia Liang replied to him "not very good", he observed Xia Liang's part again. expression.

"No wonder dreams are always reversed, right?" He asked tentatively.

Xia Liang looked at him, tens of thousands of emotions surged in his heart.

After receiving two messages from Liu Xiaoman yesterday, he took the initiative to call his mother for the first time in these years, and wanted to talk to her seriously, whether he could discuss the matter of transferring schools.

"The formalities are all over. There is definitely nothing to discuss now. We will see how you behave in the future." His mother only gave him this sentence, and then hung up the phone.

Xia Liang didn't want to lie to Liu Xiaoman, didn't want to tell him the truth after cheating him to make him happy, but also didn't want him to be in the same anxiety as himself in the last few days of getting along.

What's more, there is grandpa in this dream.

"Yeah." He could only smile.

The only good thing in Liu Xiaoman's dream was probably that the wheel that dreamed about his grandpa was really backwards.

When he arrived at the hospital, Liu Yong excitedly told him to come over when he saw him, saying that his grandfather could move his hands.

He hurried over, grandpa was still sleeping, he held his breath and watched carefully for a long time, then asked Liu Yong: "Which hand?"

"This one." Liu Yong compared Grandpa Bi's right hand, "Flicked twice, these two fingers."

Liu Xiaoman waited for a long time, but still couldn't wait for his grandfather to play, but knowing that Liu Yong would not lie to him about this matter, he was still very happy.

From the first time he opened his eyes to being able to play his hands now, it may be a few days in the eyes of outsiders. For him, it is too long, too long.

After the doctor's examination, the explanation he gave was still very objective. Let Liu Xiaoman not get excited. Grandpa is still in a state of light coma. The subsequent recovery does not know how long it will last, and the hope is still limited.

Liu Xiaoman was not too affected this time, he didn't think about anything, and just focused on cooperating with all the treatment in the hospital.Grandpa recovered a little bit, even if he really died like this, he didn't care.

How his grandfather raised him when he was a child, he will work hard to support his grandfather in the future.

As long as it's not like in the dream, grandpa himself has no will to survive, as long as he still has grandpa, that's enough.

In the last few days before school starts, time flies by in the joy brought by this little hope.

Xia Liang continued to accompany him, as before, the two still lived in that small room, went to take care of Liu Yong every morning, stayed in the hospital for a day, and Aunt Mei came to take care of him again in the evening.

When I go back at night, I go to get together to talk, order something to eat, or go out to eat, and stroll around the neighborhood after eating, as a walk.

I have to go back after a short break, Liu Xiaoman has to do homework, and after finishing the homework, I have to find practice writing by myself, and I still have time before school starts, so I race against time to write.

The atmosphere of the start of school has clearly come, even Li Meng's talk in the group recently is not just talking about the sky, and the two of them started to book his winter homework, and make an appointment to go over early on the day of the report, and the few courses that must be handed in Make up the lessons early.

Liu Xiaoman agreed, but he hadn't seen them for half a month, and he really missed them a little bit.

The four of them went to the sanitation area to sweep the floor together, and Xia Liang listened to their bickering in the back row in the evening self-study, except for him sleeping on the ground around the morning reading class... It was just a winter vacation. Looking back now, those days have become a thing of the past. Carefree good times.

"Brother Liang." After finishing the tasks assigned to him on the last day, Liu Xiaoman heaved a sigh of relief and called Xia Liang.

"En." Xia Liang responded in front of the window sill, he put down his pen and went to look for him, hugging Xia Liang's waist.

"Did you miss a pen of your homework?" He reached out and lifted Xia Liang's clothes.

"Ask about homework, why lift my clothes?" Xia Liang said, then turned and leaned against the window sill so that Liu Xiaoman could do it.

"Let me see if your crotch is okay." Liu Xiaoman touched his crotch.

After touching it twice, Xia Liang raised his hand and hugged him.

The hug is very deep, he is a head taller than Liu Xiaoman, and he is also taller when he sits on the window sill, such a hug, Liu Xiaoman is equivalent to being held in his arms.

Liu Xiaoman raised his head slightly, rested his chin on Xia Liang's shoulder, put his hand on Xia Liang's back and stroked it.

I don't know if it was his illusion, although Xia Liang talked and joked with him the same as before, but he always had an unexplainable feeling that Xia Liang was not in a good mood.

"Brother Liang," Liu Xiaoman called him again, "You've been staying here and never going home, are you really okay?"

"It's okay." Xia Liang kissed his neck and let him go.

"If you have something on your mind, you have to tell me." Liu Xiaoman looked at him seriously.

He wanted to make Xia Liang happy, the way Xia Liang usually teases him.After thinking about it, he rubbed Xia Liang's arm, and said, "You tell me so I can love you so much."

"Does it hurt me?" Xia Liang really smiled.

"Yeah, 'Brother Liang, please love me', didn't you say that before." Liu Xiaoman also smiled, "Now we're on the same page."

"Why do you love me?" Xia Liang asked him.

A series of unhealthy thoughts flashed through Liu Xiaoman's mind, of course he was too embarrassed to speak, so he dared to continue to say: "You decide."

He thought that Xia Liang would say a kiss, or do something hooligan, but Liu Xiaoman had no objection, and he did not hug or touch less these days.

But he really didn't expect that Xia Liang looked at him for a while, and what he said was: "Go grab the doll."

"Now?" Liu Xiaoman looked at the time, it was just after eight o'clock, so it should be in time.

"Yeah." Xia Liang left as soon as he said that, stood up and dragged him to change clothes.

They went to the shopping mall where Li Meng sang on his birthday last time. It was much closer to go from here than from home. It took less than 10 minutes to go out from the hotel to walk into the gate of the mall.

Sure enough, this time is still very lively, there are not many people shopping, most of them are eating and watching movies.

It was the first time for Liu Xiaoman to come to the shopping mall at night. He was not in the mood to go out recently, and he walked everywhere in a hurry. Now he walked around suddenly and looked at the pleasant crowd around him, and felt a sense of relief that seemed like a world away.

After finding the huge claw machine that blocked the elevator entrance, Liu Xiaoman couldn't help laughing when he saw it.

"Just because it's in the way, there are still so few people at this port." He patted on the machine, turned his head and said to Xia Liang.

Xia Liang's eyes kept chasing Liu Xiaoman's body, and he was very silent. When his eyes met, he twitched the corner of his mouth and went over to scan the code.

"Which one do you want?" Like last time, he stood behind Liu Xiaoman, looking at Liu Xiaoman reflected in the mirror on the back of the claw machine.

Liu Xiaoman looked around carefully, the dolls in the machine were different from the last time they caught them, there was no big octopus, replaced by many doll images that he couldn't recognize.

"That." After looking for a long time, he couldn't choose the one he liked, no matter how he looked at it, he didn't like the big octopus, so he casually pointed to the ugly sunflower closest to the delivery port.

Xia Liang took a look and grabbed the handle.

Liu Xiaoman held the other one, and he focused on matching Xia Liang's angle. This time he was more experienced than last time, and quickly settled on his position.

"Hurry up!" He didn't dare to move, and said to Xia Liang without looking back.

Xia Liang's eyes moved from the manipulator to Liu Xiaoman's face in the mirror again. Now Liu Xiaoman is very focused, with sparkling eyes, staring at his sunflower.

After the confirmation button is clicked, the mechanical arm starts to stretch along with the music.

"Liu Xiaoman." Xia Liang heard his own voice wrapped in it, it was obviously very hoarse, but it reached his ears with a hideous clarity.

Liu Xiaoman was still staring at the descending robot arm, and when he heard Xia Liang calling him, with a little expectant smile lying on the corner of his mouth, he also looked at Xia Liang from the mirror.

"I'm going to transfer schools." Xia Liang looked at him.

Liu Xiaoman didn't react, he was stunned, and continued to stare at Xia Liang.

Xia Liang looked at him blankly, not joking.

Liu Xiaoman blinked, and the little smile faded blankly, he opened his mouth and said "ah", and then he didn't speak for a long time.