Nowhere to be found, only the heart of a young man

In the middle of winter, the teachers and students of the school ushered in the most important test of this semester - the final exam.

The results of this test will be used as the only criterion for each student to enter the fast class or parallel class.

On the day of the exam, I suddenly became very hyperactive.After each exam, I didn't feel tired at all, and I was always excited.

At night, I can't sleep, and the scenes in the examination room during the day will be lingering in my mind one after another.

I lay in bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep at night.My family was extremely anxious about a state I had never experienced before.They were worried that my body couldn't support such full devotion.

Every morning, I get up early due to severe lack of sleep.After eating the breakfast prepared by my mother in advance, I hurried to the school examination room.Over the course of a few days, my originally round jaw lost its shape to a pointy one.

I finally finished the last exam, and when I got home, I fell asleep with my clothes on without eating or drinking.From six o'clock in the afternoon the day before, I slept until eight o'clock in the morning the next day before I opened my sleepy eyes.

In the next week, except for going to school to listen to the teacher's holiday arrangements, most of the time I lay down on my bed and fell asleep.After a week of being in a daze like this, I gradually became sober and began to return to my previous state.

During the short winter vacation of less than a month, I had nothing to do all day long.Except for being taken by my mother to wander in department stores occasionally, and to buy new year's goods in the market, most of the time, I stay at home listlessly.

On a whim, I would ask Fang Fangfang to go to the Xinhua Bookstore on the street, pick up a new book that I had never read on the shelf, turn a few pages, and try to calm my impetuous mood.

In the free days, without pursuit, everything becomes dull and uninteresting.

No more news from Holly, nothing.

It’s hard to wait for the school to start. On the first day of the new school year, we are like brothers and sisters in a big family who are scattered all over the place in new year’s clothes. We hurried back from all corners of the country and gathered in the classroom with great interest, eager to inquire. own final test scores.

Instead, I didn't bother to ask anything. I thought I had done my best, so I simply didn't care.

However, I still can't help but want to see Holly, and I can't wait to know his final results.

In the noisy classroom, he sat quietly in his seat, ignoring everything around him, looking a little frosty.When Da Jun leaned over to talk to him, he would respond with a smile, but he never looked at me.

His various performances made me unclear, and I couldn't help feeling a little worried.

However, before I had time to think about it, Teacher Yang had already stood on the podium holding the examination papers and report cards of the whole class.

It was like the king of the forest walked out of the cave, and the little animals quickly rushed back to where they should have been.

"Is everyone here?"

In the blink of an eye, the classroom became surprisingly quiet.

"Okay. Today is the first class meeting of our class in the new semester, and it is also the last time. I will be your class teacher for the last time today to announce the final exam results and rankings of the last semester. Everyone knows After getting your grades, according to your ranking, you will have to report to the new class tomorrow."

Teacher Yang's words became a little dignified, and I suddenly became nervous and started to play the snare drum.

"To be honest, I am very reluctant to part with you. For one and a half years, as the head teacher of Class ([-]) and a member of this class, I have established a deep relationship with everyone. I don't know what everyone thinks of me. But I see each of you as my own child."

"During such a long time, as a teacher, I have tried my best, but I have also done poorly and neglected my duties. I hope that everyone will be more considerate for the sake of teachers and students. In the future, we will be together again. Living on campus, if you are willing, no matter where I go in the future, I will still be your teacher Yang. You can continue to come to me if you encounter any learning problems or confusion in life. I will do my best Yes, we can provide you with the necessary help.”

After the head teacher finished speaking, he walked out of the podium unexpectedly, bent down, and bowed to all the students in the class.

This sudden move surprised everyone, and someone immediately took the lead in applauding, followed by thunderous applause from the whole class.The sound came and went, and lasted for a long time.Someone stood up and saluted the teacher, and then the students stood up row after row, and bowed one after another to express their respect to the teacher.

This scene made the unprepared female teacher's eyes red for a moment, and she was deeply moved.

Hurley was among the last group of people who stood up. He bent down expressionlessly, followed everyone and bowed to the podium, then sat down indifferently, and glanced out the window.

His strange behavior made me even more puzzled.

"Okay, thank you all, please sit down. Now, please come to me, study committee members and group leaders, and distribute the test papers. Students who get them, first look at their scores, and wait until everyone gets the test papers After that, I will announce everyone's ranking."

Indoors, six or seven students holding test papers shuttled back and forth in the aisle between desks.The white paper was rattling under the constant flipping of the students.

When I got my test paper, the scores on it made my eyes shine.

They've surpassed my expectations.

Sitting aside, Fang Fang, who was also holding the test paper, looked at his own paper, then turned to look at my score, and sighed helplessly.

I leaned over, pressed my shoulder against her shoulder, and comforted her softly, "It's okay."

"Okay, everyone has got their papers. Next, I will announce the ranking of everyone's test scores."

"No.1, Lin Whispering, total score ×× points"

I was shocked.

"Wow!" The students in the class exclaimed in unison.

Fang Fang beside me glanced at me triumphantly, and at the same time stretched out her right hand and gave me a thumbs up.He Li in the distance remained expressionless and never glanced at me.

"No.2, Wang Zhilong, total score ×× points"

"No.3, Xu Shuting, total score ×× points"

"No.4, Shao Jun, total score ×× points"

……

Teacher Yang kept chanting, but I was eager to hear the name I cared about.

For the first time in my life, I felt scared because of the unpredictability of fate.When one name after another flashed through my ears like meteors, but I didn't hear any name I cared about, my heart felt inexplicably flustered.

I looked at Fang Fang, and saw that she lowered her head lower and lower, almost close to my chest.The army not far away also lost their previous fighting spirit and joy, and their expressions were extremely depressed.In the end, I had the guts to throw my gaze at Heli regardless of everything, but he was still looking in the direction of the podium indifferently, and his eyes were coldly staring at the piece of fate-sentence paper in the teacher's hand.

"No.20, Jiang Linlin, total score ×× points"

"No.20, Holly, total score ×× points"

Hey, why are there parallels?When I finally heard a person's name, my heart quickly turned from relief to doubt.

No.20 still has a chance!It should be said that he is almost certain to enter the fast class.Unfortunately, however, a tie for No.20.How this should be distributed, I don't know.I don't know if the two of them enter together, or if there will be extra problems.

"No.20 three, Lan Dajun, total score ×× points"

"No.20 fourth place, Fang Fang, total score ×× points"

Hearing this, I couldn't help taking a deep breath, and turned to look at Fang Fang beside me. She was looking at me with her mouth pursed.I will never forget the look of despair and helplessness in my eyes.

I quickly reached out and grabbed her hand tightly.

"It's okay, it's okay, we'll still be together."

Fang Fang's eyes were red, she turned her head away.

Suddenly, parting is at hand.The tears in my heart were like splashing raindrops, densely sprinkled on my chest.

For Fang Fang, I know all this is more difficult.

A child born in a single-parent family, friends can be said to be her only companionship and comfort.However, we are artificially separated.Even though we both know that we can still live in the same campus, even so, we still can't predict what our future will look like.Maybe there will be a chance to be with each other in the future, maybe the intersection of fate will be separated.

I finally see the price I need to pay on the road of growth.My heart aches more for what I have lost than for what I have gained.After the infinite joy, there was only waves of sadness lingering in my heart.

On the way home, Fang Fang and I walked a long distance arm in arm.Starting tomorrow, we will report to our respective classes.After a good cry, we both decided to wipe away the tears and move forward like the old days.

"I guess Holly should be in the same class as you, right?"

"I don't know, I don't know how the teacher will assign the tied places."

"Yeah, you said he is true. Finally squeezed into the fast class, but he was tied again."

I didn't answer.

"If he can't be with you and is assigned to another class, will you feel uncomfortable?"

I glanced at Fang Fang and found that she was looking at me seriously.

"I can."

This time I chose to face my heart directly.

Fang Fang nodded and didn't say anything more.

"Da Jun is in the same class as you!"

To lighten the mood, I started teasing her.

"Hmph, so what? I'm in the same class as my old classmate, are you jealous?"

"Yeah, I'm all alone!"

"Who wants you to be the first in the class and the second in the grade this time, so you can't do well in the exam? If you are a little sloppy, why don't you come with us!"

"Okay, then I stopped studying after I arrived in the new class. You have to wait for me!"

"Haha, I'm not waiting for you. I want to study hard from now on and try to find a chance to get into the fast class. I also want to taste the fast class and see how fast it is."

"You're not enough friends, you're so bad!"

"Hahahahahaha..."

The two of us walked like this, hoping that the road in front of us would never end.

In the city at five or six o'clock in the afternoon, there are cars coming and going on the road, and the neon lights are still colorful.

In this deep winter, the setting sun sinks slowly, covering withered vines, old trees and faint crows.Compared with the old scene, the modern and modern city, even if it lacks the beauty of the south of the Yangtze River like the small bridge and flowing water, in our eyes, the wandering wanderer is still heartbroken after going through the world.