[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

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Mendang saw Nanessi appearing in front of him with a familiar suitcase and a bright smile, while his parents accompanied him, apologetically and sincerely entrusting his son to him during the two years when he went to school nearby. When I gave him the scene, I realized that I was careless only belatedly.

He should have thought of it earlier. For Nanessi, if he wants to leave the school that most of his classmates don't want him to appear again, and if he wants to transfer to other places to study, it is also a strange new school. Compared with choosing to be closer to home, But for a school full of strangers, it is better to choose a school on Lanyang Street where he has already made friends nearby and can continue to be with his elder brother who will take care of him—or rather, choose a school nearby that he knows and understands. The school of his friendly people was a natural priority for Nanaisi, who had almost become a squat at home completely isolated from the outside world all his life, but he was too slow to react to this.

However, with their thoughtful and thoughtful personalities, and being very concerned about other people's thoughts, they didn't say hello or discuss related matters with me in advance—is it because Nanessi guessed that I might refuse, so she did something wrong?

Although the door was disturbed by the unexpected event caused by this aspect that he had forgotten to consider before, he was not uneasy, but when he knew that Naixi would appear in front of him, it must be that his parents had already done everything in school. After finishing the process, in order not to embarrass his parents, he still backed down and did not refuse his parents' entrustment again. He smiled and said a few polite words before sending their parents away.

I can't help it... Fortunately, Nanaixi will go to school later, and we won't spend too much time together, so it should be fine... probably.

Although the door has already compromised in view of the parents who asked for leave and came to visit because of the fact that Naixi came to study in a new place, the door has already compromised, but seeing that Naixi secretly achieved the goal, she still pretended to be "myself" Innocent, he couldn't help pinching Nanessi's face with a sense of punishment, and read a sentence:

"Why didn't you tell my brother first? I was shocked when I suddenly saw my parents bringing you to the door. I thought you and auntie said something bad about me. Now come to me for an explanation."

"Because I was afraid that my brother would refuse, and because you said you would forget me in the communication before, I was worried that you really hated me and didn't want me to come again, so you said you would not remember me. I don't want to be forgotten by brother door , I don't want to forget Brother Men, that's why I want to come back no matter what... Brother is angry?"

Probably because she knew she was in the wrong, Nanessi obediently let the door pinch her cheek, without resisting or dodging, she opened her mouth to answer, and in the end she peeped at the door's expression a little uncertainly, and asked tentatively.

Nanaixi's answer made the door stunned for a moment. He didn't expect that the somewhat serious joke that Nanaixi thought he didn't care about before would have such an effect. For a while, he felt very complicated in his heart. For some reason, he opened his mouth asked:

"Just like 'brother' so much? Nainaxi, if one day I'm no longer 'brother', and actually have another identity, will you still like me so much?"

He would ask this question, except that he himself knew that he had longing for brothers and sisters, and it was not long after he moved here. He saw that even though Nanaixi was only implanted with a vague impression, she seemed to be more ordinary to him. When most people have more favorable feelings, I was a little surprised to ask. At that time, Naixi himself said, "Because I have always wanted to have an older brother, it feels like a dream has come true, so I feel very happy." I have answered like this , so when Men asked such a question, he didn't think that Nanessi would be unable to respond to his question.

And although Nanessi seemed to be slightly surprised by his sudden question, he opened his eyes slightly, but he didn't have any doubts, and answered without hesitation:

"Hmm~ Although at first I liked Brother Men so much, it was indeed because Brother Men was an 'older brother', but after getting along for so long, even if Brother Men is no longer an 'older brother', but just a person like 'Feng Sakamen' If it is, I will also like it──because the person I know is the kind of person who will make me feel good and I will like it. I was not sure when I first met Brother Men, but now I also have I am confident that even if I met Brother Men with other identities at the beginning, I will definitely have the same affection after getting along with him! I can guarantee this!"

Even if he didn't read his mind, he could still feel that Nanessi's words came from his heart. These words penetrated into his heart, and he couldn't tell what it was like. He just felt a shock in his heart, as if he had been The shell that blocked something in his heart was knocked out like a crack, and the emotions that leaked out of it made him almost forget to breathe for a moment. After a moment of stunned, he ignored the slightly faster heartbeat and the strange feeling in his heart, instinctively Wanting to divert attention, Men subconsciously pinched Nanaixi's cheek, then tilted his head slightly unexpectedly, and asked:

"Is it like this... um? Are you a little fatter, and your cheeks seem to be more fleshy than before."

While asking in his mouth, in order to confirm his feeling, Men rubbed Nanaixi's cheek again. It was indeed a little thicker than when he squeezed it once before, and Q's soft touch was also a little more obvious.

"Uh, that... When I was studying at home, my mother kept giving me snacks. I thought it was probably an illusion, but I did gain weight, right? But, Brother Men, can you stop pinching it? Slightly, slightly It hurts a bit."

As soon as the door mentioned this matter, Nanessi immediately wrinkled his face in distress, and finally couldn't help but tell the door to stop after answering.

"Ah! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it feels pretty good, so I can't help but pinch it a few more times──Okay, hurry up and put your luggage! Next time, don't cut it first like this time, and think about it a little bit when your brother encounters Oh, the feeling of this kind of thing."

Only then did I notice that I seemed to have squeezed quite a bit. Looking at Naixi's fair cheeks that were a little flushed, I felt a little guilty. After letting go of my hand, I changed the subject and urged Naixii to still hold it in his hand. Take your suitcase and put it away.

"Got it—"

And Nanessi didn't pursue it any further, just rubbed her flushed cheeks, and after a reply, she ran to the room by the door with her luggage.

At first, he didn't have any special reaction when he saw Nanessi running to his room, but when he heard Nanessi exclaimed because of the sudden extra large animal pillow in the bedroom, after shouting, he hugged the whole pillow After running to the living room to ask when he bought it and whether he could hold it at night, he realized that in order to correct his perception of Naixi, it would be more appropriate to sleep separately.

Forget it, anyway, when you sleep at night, there is still this pillow that hinders the two people from being too intimate, so it's probably no problem, right?

But seeing Nanessi kneading the big animal-shaped pillow with a curious face, looking very satisfied with the touch, and seeing the message "Use it for me" flashing in his eyes, the door thought about it and gave up. The idea of ​​asking Nanessi to go back to the original room to speak.

The days after Nanessi's return were very peaceful, as if he had never left before, even to his own surprise, the door returned to the original rhythm of life when the two lived together.

I really want to say that the only difference from before is that instead of working part-time, Naixi goes to school every day, and because of the school time, the time when he leaves home in the morning and returns in the afternoon is delayed one by one, and his work and rest are surprisingly harmonious. The sleep time is gradually shortened, and now the doors that wake up earlier are almost synchronized—to be honest, since the doors can still be lazy and sleep late, now sometimes Nanessi has more time to get up before the door to go to school, and it is probably When I come back, I have to be busy with my friends who have been away for a while. Occasionally, it will happen that Nanessi comes home later than him, but basically I still eat dinner together, and I also habitually talk together before and after eating. chat.

As for the work, it is still as smooth as ever. The hacker’s affairs are basically handed over to Hazel. With the “insurance” he secretly installed, there will be corresponding measures and notifications if something really happens. He didn't particularly keep an eye on that side, and let Hazel coordinate and organize the affairs of the four of them by himself.

Because of this, although the door knew that Hazel proposed to let the four of them go to Hukai's coffee shop to meet regularly at a suitable time, it was a bit late to find out that Hazel made a "let them each choose a place to make a barcode on their bodies." Patterned tattoo projection' This method tries to create that 'one whole' atmosphere.And I don't know how to guide and make decisions, so I threw the title of 'leader' to Ya to do it, and let Ya take over the regular reports she had made with the door—although every time I saw Ya, he either made a mess or gave a perfunctory report. After hearing the news, the door doubted whether Hazel's decision was a failure.

However, he didn't ask Hazel to do anything like a situation report. It was Hazel who took the initiative to sort out the situation on their side and sent it to the door from time to time. Occasionally, some small suggestions or requests were mixed, so although the door felt Ya is not suitable for this kind of thing, and Ya is indeed not as meticulous and attentive as Hazel. He didn't say anything in particular, and just ignored it with a blind eye.

And probably after that meal, Xi's treatment towards the door was slightly improved. Although it was the same expressionless and indifferent face, it was not as obvious as before, so that even a dull person like him could feel unhappy without looking at the value. She made faces at him, although her speech was still habitually barbed, but she was not as aggressive as before.For Le, although they have exchanged contact information, they still only talk for a while when they meet occasionally, and Gong Hepai, who are at most nodding friends, probably because of Le, they also nod when they meet. say hi.

Such a smooth and stable life continued, giving the door the illusion that it would probably continue like this for the rest of his life──However, he did not forget his purpose of going back to eight years ago, nor did he forget what he planned to do What are those things, so whenever he feels the present peace when he is relaxing, occasionally there will be a little turmoil in his heart because of uneasiness, looking at the peaceful daily life that seems to last forever but is destined to be broken, He will suddenly have a feeling of unreality, and thus have a subtle wavering and restless emotion.

There's nothing wrong with a stable life, it's better than a chaotic and exciting life with ups and downs all the time, so don't worry about the future and focus on what you need to do right now?

The door is just thinking like this, so that I don't care about the subtle and turbulent emotions in my heart, and maintain the same state as before to get through the days in front of me.

The author has something to say: Heh heh~ Did I have a good dream last night~?

Probably the article on the world’s correct solution is over, and I’ve been wanting to conceive a new article recently—because I’m used to switching between two files when writing articles—but I couldn’t catch the feeling when I wrote several beginnings of different themes. Finally, in a flash of inspiration, I found a new chapter I wanted to write. I was probably still writing that chapter before going to bed, and I dreamed of something good at night.

Although that article is due to various reasons, even if it is written smoothly, it should not be released for the time being. I will probably think about it later depending on the situation, but finally there is a new article that I am sure I want to write. I am still in a good mood w