[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

Waking up the next morning was still a little earlier than the normal natural waking time in terms of the door before. After waking up, he vaguely remembered that he did a game that was very similar to Alice in Wonderland last night, but he couldn't remember the details at all. When he woke up, he was a bit dazed as if he hadn’t returned to reality—especially the only thing he vaguely remembered was a life-sized pocket watch rolling on the grassland in the dream, and he was dressed more than he was in reality. The children's painting style version of a rabbit is more like a rabbit, chasing after him with real white rabbit ears~ This surreal picture makes him always feel strange and indescribable when he sees the normal world after waking up. Subconsciously touched the place where I should have had a pair of rabbit ears, and after a while, I remembered that when I maintained the image of "Fengsakamen", the shape projection of the BitPhone was not rabbit ears but like a meal poked on the head. Fork-like shape.

Fortunately, this weird feeling that made him unconsciously want to confirm the top of his head was only temporary, and it naturally dissipated after he washed his face.

After freshening up, the door routinely confirmed what needs to be done today. He was going to work directly in Tower [-], but after accidentally touching the folded note in his pocket, he remembered that there was still an essential package in his pocket. The guardhouse has to collect it, but now that there is no one at home, his time to return to the apartment is not stable, sometimes he comes back early, and sometimes he comes back very late──So he changed his mind and planned to go to the apartment first. Went to get the package back to the apartment and put it away before going to work.

Hmm - the package is from Nanessi?I didn't say anything before.

After receiving the package and reading the sender's message written on the consignment note, he was a little surprised at the door, but he didn't think too much about it, so he took the small scissors to open it, and after opening it, there was a bundle of The gaudy and exciting cover on the top of the magazine comics made him almost reflexively cover the wrapping paper he had just opened. On the one hand, after confirming that the cover was not a mistake by his eyes, doubts arose.

...It is indeed that kind of magazine, but what is the purpose of Nanessi sending this here?

After carefully looking at the covers, not only did I recognize the content of these magazines, but I also felt that they seemed a little familiar. The stacks of bundled books may have been carefully classified. Comics belong to comics, magazines belong to magazines, and the titles of the same content are put together and arranged in order from thick to thin. This discovery It just makes the door feel more subtle.

Although he hasn't read such things for a long time due to various reasons since he started working, after all, he is also a normal young man with a strong curiosity about this aspect, and it's not like he hasn't read similar books— In the past, he bought it on the sly, but when he grew up with enough yearbooks, he bought the electronic version directly from the Internet and downloaded it to watch, so that he would not be embarrassed by acquaintances, and he would not have to worry about where to store it.And Nanessi is interested in this kind of things, so it is not surprising that she would buy a similar book door, and it is also very clear that they are usually habitually stuffed directly under the bed, but this way it does not look like a stack of books. The new book was ordered from the Internet or the bookstore, and it was specially classified and bundled in this way before being sent to him. Even he couldn’t figure out the purpose of Nanessi for a while——if it was brand new, he could guess that it might be Nanessi After buying these books online, I didn't want my parents to know, so I wrote his address and asked him to collect them.

Could it be a book from a second-hand bookstore on the Internet?Forget it, let's throw it under the bed in Nanaixi's room first...huh?

The door picked up the stack of books, and just decided how to deal with such a difficult publication, when he saw a note pressed underneath, he picked it up and read it first.

'Brother Men, this is an old book I bought before, and I want to dispose of it recently, but it will be troublesome if my parents or others see it, so I thought about it and sent it to you first, and I will deal with it when I come back later ~If you want to watch it, you can just watch it~'

It turned out to be those old books at home, no wonder they looked familiar──but the sudden throw away was... huh?By the way, I remember the habit of arranging books and then tying them up...

It was only then that I belatedly remembered who in his family had this habit──this is definitely not the habit of Nanessi and the others who are not very good at tidying up. Men suddenly guessed the reason why Nanessi was determined to get rid of it. When I bought this kind of book in a second-hand bookstore in a panic, because I didn’t read the cover of Zaixi, I seemed to have bought some double male protagonists, but I insisted on drawing the boys below to look like girls, so it’s normal for him to misunderstand when he glanced at it. After reading the comics, he suddenly felt a headache when he thought of the worries and misunderstandings of his mother who might have sorted out these bedside publications for him in his hometown.

…Maybe I was thinking too much. After I left home to study abroad, my mother probably didn’t come to my room──

Men felt that it was very difficult for him to deceive himself, since at this time Dianli Nanaisi left home and his mother found out after cleaning the room and tidying it up for him, it meant that even if he was 14 years old, he would stay at home all day so he had no chance to be caught. I figured out that when he went to live in college, when his mother cleaned the room for him, he would find out the little secret under the bed and do the tidying up—in short, he resolutely got rid of this embarrassing incident that he only realized now , no longer think about it.

Because he noticed this thing that he hadn't thought about before, even if the door was gone, he revisited the leisurely mood of the books and periodicals that he first came into contact with when he was a child, and he didn't untie the tied thread. After confirming that the height should be enough, he I stuffed the whole stack under the bed in Nanessi’s room, and glanced at the covers of the publications that Nanessi bought after he came here, to confirm his current taste in this aspect—probably because of this aspect. All kinds of themes have an inquisitive spirit, so the content is varied and there is no unified tendency, which is exactly as expected.

After placing the things, the door left the apartment and started today's work.

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This side of the door continues to live a boring but stable daily life as if nothing happened, and tries to downplay the various traces that Nai Naixi left in his life. He didn’t really laugh off the seemingly joking message like last night’s newsletter, although he still maintained his usual appearance in front of his parents, eating big when it was time to eat, taking a break secretly when he wanted to be lazy, and Even if he was reluctant, he honestly went to flip through the book, but he felt a little sense of urgency in his heart.

Originally, I wanted to procrastinate for a few more days, and then go back to school after the knowledge has been re-remembered, but it seems that I still have to work harder, and then tell my parents to prepare after I have read it roughly. OK, I'm going back to school.

A few days after he came back, his parents talked with him about returning to school and transferring to another school. Since Naixi felt that he needed some time to re-stuff the knowledge he had learned during his school days into his head, he told his parents that he was afraid that he would not be able to keep up with the progress. He finished his homework before going to school, and his parents agreed, saying that he would tell them when he was ready, and they would go through the relevant procedures.

So during this period of time, he read for one hour every day and rested for half an hour. He reviewed his homework at a slow pace and fished. This leisurely life without worrying about other things is also because he is based on his previous memories. , When the door sent him back, he said that "summer vacation" would ask him to play again, and except for the sweet beach, the broken passage and a few people, most of his friends have made new friends. He thinks there is still time, So naturally, it was very leisurely.

But the joking messages from the door last night made Nai Naixi subtly feel a sense of crisis. If these messages were sent when Nai NaiXi was still getting along with the door in the apartment on Lanyang Street day and night, it would be fine. He would not really take it seriously. It's the same thing, but now he has just been ordered by the door to go home to school, and only a few days after returning to his hometown, he suddenly saw the news, which made Nanessi a little vigilant.

Nanaxi originally guessed that the door sent him back to his hometown simply because he felt that it was inappropriate for him to carry out the plan after he started to be active outside. Like before, when he seemed to have an appointment with Hazel and didn't know what to talk about, it happened that he was caught by Nana. After thinking about it, he decided to put him back to his hometown for a while, or like the situation where Naixi hoped to do so but knew that it was unlikely, it was because of a change in his heart's view of Naixi that he temporarily put him back to his hometown. He sent him away to cool down—but this message made him think of another possibility, that is, he might not be sent back to his parents after the door, and asking him to play again during the summer vacation was just a comfort The words used, in fact, everything after that is going to leave him and go to the end by itself.

If it was really the last guess, Nanessi would not have the leeway to continue dawdling. He knew that no matter whether he or the door, although opinions are easily changed by the influence of others, it is difficult to reverse the things that are actually decided. , if you procrastinate any longer and don't go back, it will be troublesome if the door really forgets "Nai Naixi" and only remembers "[-] in the past".

It seems that I have to hurry up—and try to finish the review within a few days, and then go back to my brother!

After making up his mind, Nanessi started to get serious, and his mother was a little worried and asked, "Is it too tired after working so hard recently?" ', and after he ensured that he never forced himself to reassure her, his mother didn't say anything, but he felt that his mother brought tea and snacks into the room more often, and silently felt that even if No matter how fast his physique consumes calories, he may really be so fat when he returns to the door that the friends he made there will not be able to recognize him immediately.

Even if he has some worries about his weight, Nanessi is still very happy with his mother's intentions. Unless he really can't eat anymore, he will still accept the small snacks or drinks brought, and it is probably I’m also afraid that he won’t be able to eat too much. Except for a few pastries that cannot be stored for a long time, most of the snacks given by his mother are packaged snacks. Even if you can’t eat them for a while, you can put them away temporarily He is not afraid of attracting ants and the like, and if he is really full, he will put it away first, and there is no need to force himself.

Of course, the regular contact with Men during this period has not been broken. It seems that Men have never said that they will forget Nanaishi before, and then they continued to chat with him on POTURI in a normal way. I took the previous sentence to heart, and it didn't reveal that my original review progress, which was a bit sloppy, has accelerated a lot during this period.

And to be honest, when Nanessi returned to his hometown, because he had to review, on the one hand, he also planned to meet awkwardly with past acquaintances, except for going out and sending things to the door, he had never left home, so he There really isn't much to talk about with Men, and Men's life on Lanyang Street doesn't seem to be much richer and more exciting than that of Nainaxi, even if you ask about the situation there, there isn't much to talk about. , so in order to avoid falling into a situation where there is nothing to talk about, he has been complaining about textbooks and review-related things some time ago──and after Nanessi has said almost everything he can say, he finally basically got it done For reviewing, you can go back to Lanyang Street.