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"Then you really didn't skip a beat because of Ning Fei's blushing?"

Yes, why not.Lin Chen remembered that the night he cried, Ning Fei took him to a convenience store for dinner.He and Ning Fei were sitting side by side in the convenience store. At that time, Ning Fei leaned over and accidentally touched the tip of Ning Fei's ear with his lips.Then, he was so flustered that he even forgot to taste the pork chop that was specially reserved for the last in the pork chop rice.

Not daring to look at Ning Fei, his lowered eyes only looked at his untouched feet reflected in the glass window of the convenience store.

"No!" Lin Chen shook his head violently and answered Jiang Ze.

"Oh, forget it."

Jiang Ze's indifference made Lin Chi heave a sigh of relief. He thought Jiang Ze would persist in asking questions, but he was thinking too much.Moreover, at that time, I just, I just felt embarrassed, yes, anyone who accidentally had skin-to-skin contact with others would feel at a loss.Yes, that's right.Lin Chen secretly persuaded himself in his heart.

"Originally, Ning Fei didn't want to come back to sing, but I thought of a way to make him come back to sing."

"What way?" Lin Chen asked Jiang Ze expectantly.

"The solution is..." Jiang Ze turned around and looked at Lin Jian seriously, "You."

"Me?" Lin Chi pointed to the tip of his nose, "I can't help it. I'd rather not have persuaded him, but he didn't respond at all."

"Maybe it's not enough to impress him as a friend, but how about convincing him with liking?"

Lin Chen lowered his head, it turned out to be like this.No wonder Jiang Ze was trying to test himself and let himself force Ning Fei to pick up the microphone and sing in the name of liking. Maybe it was because his name was the same as Ning Fei's ex-boyfriend. This name plus the name of liking, Ning Fei said Might not be moved.But... Lin Qiu pursed his lips, but what was the resentment in his heart about.

"I don't want it!" Lin Chen refused very simply.

Jiang Ze's eyes widened in surprise, and he looked at the immature face in front of him again. It looked easy to talk, easy to fool this face, but it was unexpectedly firm in some places, such as giving a watch to help Ning Fei pay off debts, such as this Rebuff loudly at this moment.

"you listen to me……"

"If this is the case," Lin Chen interrupted Jiang Ze, looking up at him firmly, "if this is the case, wouldn't it be a kind of bondage to him to persecute him in the name of liking? Like Shui Xin said, he, you , me, and many others, how much weight should Ning Fei carry?"

Jiang Ze looked at Lin Chen, finally sighed silently, and continued to turn the meat on the grill, missing the timing, the meat was a bit mushy.It seems that there is no way, Jiang Ze thought while turning the meat on the grill, it seems that Ning Fei has no chance with Lin Kai, and Lin Kai will not leave any leeway.

Lin Chi lowered his head and gnawed on the corn in small bites, his teeth hit the top of the corn, and he didn't take a bite for a long time.Suddenly he felt a little uneasy, although his words were high-sounding, he kept saying that he didn't want Ning Fei to be bound by another layer of emotion, but in fact he was very selfish, he didn't want to pretend to use someone else's name to have a place in Ning Fei's heart.

Why does his name sound the same as his ex-boyfriend? Why does it happen to be like this? If he is upright... Thinking of this, Lin Qiu was stunned, and the corn that he hadn't eaten for a long time fell to the ground. What are you doing in front of Ning Fei with the name Lin Chen?

Jiang Ze glanced at the corn that fell on the grass, bent down to pick it up, "Didn't your mother teach you that every grain is hard? I didn't bring much corn at first, thinking that only Shui Xin loved to eat it, so I just prepared to eat it." Now you've wasted another one."

"Jiang Ze." Lin Chen froze, calling Jiang Ze's name in a hollow voice, "What do you want to do in front of Shui Xin?"

"Dignified and upright?" Jiang Ze smiled. He didn't take Lin Chi's words seriously. He blew on the corn he picked up from the grass, and said casually, "Of course it's upright to tell him what he wants."

"Intention?" Lin Chen repeated, comparing Jiang Ze's words, he thought in his heart, then what is his intention for Ning Fei?Has it really been worship and longing all this time?

"Yeah." Jiang Ze tilted his head and thought for a while, "And I want to become strong enough to help him carry the burden on his shoulders, and then tell him dignifiedly, you don't have to work so hard, relying on I'll be fine." Having said that, Jiang Ze showed a gratified smile, lowered his head and was about to eat the corn he picked up from the grass.

"Alas—" Lin Chen hurried forward to grab Jiang Ze's hand, reminding him, "It's not edible if it falls on the ground, it's dirty!"

Jiang Ze glanced at him, smiled and shook his head, "I was very hungry and poor for a period of time. When I had nowhere to go, I quickly went to the trash can to pick up something to eat. The corn that fell on the ground is not so unacceptable to me. .”

"But..." Jiang Ze brushed Lin Chen away, and he wanted to persuade him again, but he couldn't come up with the right words. He felt that what he said would have no weight to Jiang Ze.Because he will definitely say next, you must have never suffered in life.

"You must have never suffered much, you are the little emperor who is pampered by the family."

Look, I guessed it myself.Lin Chen pursed his lips to listen to Jiang Ze's next lecture.

"Me, no one in my family is literate, and my mother thought that the family was poor and ran away early. As for my father, he stumbled and fell to his death while sitting on the roof of the building asking for salary from the boss. My boss begged for relocation allowances, but he didn’t get a cent.” Jiang Ze said while taking a bite of the corn, “So, for me, I’m satisfied if I have food to eat. But when I met Shui Xin, I was so superficially satisfied with the status quo. Obviously not enough." Jiang Ze glanced at the pouting Lin Chen from the corner of his eye, and didn't intend to babble anymore, for fear that Lin Qiu would be annoyed, "I'm always talking about my past, you are tired of hearing it."

Lin Chen shook his head, "No. It's just that you always start by saying that I haven't suffered."

Jiang Ze was taken aback for a moment, he didn't notice that he always talked about Lin Chen's ignorance of the world first, as if this could better contrast his difficult life, and he didn't know whether he was lamenting his own fate, or satirizing Lin Chen's whim runaway.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Ze apologized generously, "Speaking of you like this, maybe I also inadvertently feel jealous of you."

Even Jiang Ze couldn't help but wonder how Lin Chi grew up under such meticulous care?It was him, Shui Xin and the warmth that Ning Fei had never experienced before.Since both he and Shui Xin were jealous of the innocent Lin Chen, overtly or secretly, what kind of touch did Ning Fei receive from Lin Qiao, so that he wanted to take good care of him from the beginning to the end?

"I'm just a late bloomer." Lin Chen told Jiang Ze, "It's not that I don't know anything, it's just that I'm a late bloomer and slower than ordinary people. I still have this self-knowledge."

It wasn't all smooth sailing for him. He also suffered bullying and endured it numbly. He made up his mind to change his life, but later realized that life was not easy.He also suspected that he wanted to give up, but at the last point of collapse, Ning Fei patted him on the back and said, buy you pudding.

The bitterness and tiredness in life can be forgiven in front of Pudding.Because of Ning Fei's words.

"That……"

Ning Feike really worked hard.Jiang Ze thought silently in his heart.

Lin Chen looked at Jiang Ze who hadn't finished his sentence for a long time and asked, "What do you want to say?"

Jiang Ze came back to his senses and shook his head, perfunctory, "It's nothing, I was just wondering why you don't have a clear definition of liking."

"I like it..." Lin Chen lowered his head and twisted the corner of his clothes, "I have been like this since I was a child, and I am not very good at understanding things with deep meaning. But I am good at learning number formulas, and I have always learned Chinese very badly. Even I couldn't get started with the music I was looking forward to. My family sent me to learn the piano, and my teachers and classmates would laugh at me. I wanted to give up at first, but it was at that time that I met Ning Fei. At that time, he ecstatically played Playing the piano and singing, he didn't even notice that I walked behind him."

Lin Chen couldn't help laughing as he recalled the scene at that time.Jiang Ze looked at him and pointed at him, "Look, I like you just like you are now, when you talk about someone, think about someone, you can't help but grin your mouth."

Lin Chen was stunned for a moment, then retorted Jiang Ze, "You are talking nonsense. According to you, you don't like Shui Xin at all, because you always sigh every time you mention him!"

Jiang Ze's eyes darkened, and he smiled helplessly, "Lin Qiu, there is something deeper than liking in this world. You won't understand it."

"I'm just dull, and I'm not a fool. Of course I don't understand if you don't tell me. Although I won't understand immediately after you say it, I will gradually understand. After a long time, I will understand naturally. I When I was young, my father helped me with my homework. In fact, I didn’t understand those numerical formulas at the beginning, but my father patiently explained them to me every day. I did exercises every day. After a long time, the formulas became easy to use. Just tell me ah."

Jiang Ze couldn't reach Lin Qu who kept asking questions, so he shook his head and reached out to touch his chest.Lin Chen looked down at Jiang Ze pointing his index finger on his chest in confusion, then raised his head and asked him, "What does this mean?"

"Like means that when you talk about that person, when you think of that person, you will feel happy unconsciously. What is deeper than liking is that when you think of that person, occasionally you will feel pain here. Lin Chi, have you ever felt pain here? ?”

Lin Chi stared blankly at Jiang Ze's face, then looked down at his own chest, "It hurts? Why?"

"Because at this time, in your heart, it's not just as simple as liking, but..."

"Jiang Ze! What are you doing!" Ning Fei yelled and came over in a hurry, pushed away Jiang Ze's hand that was touching Lin Ling's chest, protected Lin Ling behind him, and asked Jiang Ze, "Why are you making such a move?!"

Lin Qiu looked up at Ning Fei who was standing in front of him, and stretched out his hands to cover his chest.

Occasionally it hurts here when you think about this person.Lin Chi, have you ever had any pain here?

Ning Fei turned his head and glanced at Lin Chen, who was blocked by him, and saw the lost look on Lin Chen's face. He frowned in displeasure, and turned around to get angry with Jiang Ze, "What did you do to him?"

Jiang Ze was inexplicably wronged, and said innocently, "I didn't do anything to him."

"Fart!" The veins on Ning Fei's neck were bulging, and he was already on the verge of going berserk, "I just saw you touch him. You held his hand and touched his chest. Yes, if you didn't do anything to him, why does he look sullen?"

"Huh?" Jiang Ze couldn't agree with Ning Fei's inversion of right and wrong, "He was holding my hand, why did I hold his hand?"

At this moment, Shui Xin sensed the sudden change in the atmosphere and rushed over. Jiang Ze saw Shui Xin coming, fearing that he might misunderstand, he explained even more anxiously, "I roasted a piece of corn for Lin Ling, and he dropped the corn in a daze. On the ground. I looked at it and wanted to pick it up and eat it, but he just came up to stop me from eating what fell on the ground."

"Then why did you touch his chest?"

"That's because he doesn't understand..."

Shui Xin stopped beside Jiang Ze, and Jiang Ze was speechless for a while, which was different from what he thought, the word he wanted to say to Shui Xin should not be rushed in such a discordant atmosphere speak out.

"I can't tell, I'm sorry." Ning Fei was in a bad mood, and even stared at Shui Xin who was standing on the side, "Look at him carefully!" Walked between Jiang Ze.

"Shui Xin, listen to my explanation, Lin Qian and I are not what Ning Fei thinks!" Jiang Ze has no time to pay attention to Ning Fei's unexplained anger, he only cares that Shui Xin will misunderstand.

"Well, I understand."

"You understand that?"

"It's obvious that Ning Fei is making trouble for no reason." Shui Xin looked back at Ning Fei who was holding Lin Chu and didn't let go, "Ning Fei felt uncomfortable seeing you and Lin Chu talking and laughing. I called you A few times, but you all turned a deaf ear to it, and you said it in a very devoted manner, and Ning Fei felt angry when he saw it."

"His jealousy is too exaggerated. How could it be possible for me and Lin Qian."

Shui Xin shrugged, "No one can say for sure what happens in the world."

"Others can't tell, but you can tell my feelings! You clearly know..."

"I'm so hungry." Shui Xin interrupted Jiang Ze, rubbing his stomach lazily, "You and Lin Jian are chatting and having fun here, please also take care of the people who are waiting for dinner next to us. .”

Originally, Shui Xin deliberately changed the subject, but Jiang Ze handed him a piece of corn, "You don't like to eat too much meat for fear of being greasy. I remember that you love corn, and I steamed this corn with milk before bringing it here. Yes, it’s baked again now, it’s your favorite taste.”

Under the warm spring sun, a gust of wind blew up Shuixin's hair, and his heart was swaying by the wind, like the tree not far away.

Shui Xin was not the only one who was vacillating, but also Lin Qiao who was pulled by Ning Fei.Lin Chi looked up at Ning Fei's broad shoulders, and suddenly said, "Yes."

"What?" Ning Fei heard Lin Qiao talking behind him, stopped and turned to look at Lin Qiao and asked, "What did you just say?"

Lin Chi looked at Ning Fei's hand clenched his wrist, and shook his head, "It's nothing."

In fact, what he wanted to say was that yes, his heart ached.The first time was because he knew that Ning Fei was going to move. In the early morning, Lin Qu chased the car and shouted for Ning Fei to refuel. When he could no longer see the car carrying Ning Fei, Lin Qu stopped at the intersection for a long time. , just crying, my heart twitched when I cried, and I couldn't breathe.

Another time, just now.Jiang Ze asked him to use the name he liked to cheer up Ning Fei, bearing the same name as Ning Fei's ex-boyfriend.Lin Chi recalled another Lin Yue's face. They were completely alike, and there was no similarity in body shape or appearance.But even so, Ning Fei would probably be able to get some comfort, so just now Lin Qiu got a needle in his heart.

"Lin Can? Lin Can?" Ning Fei called his name, and Lin Can frowned when he heard Ning Fei calling his name.Seeing his frown, Ning Fei thought he was not feeling well, and pressed his shoulder and asked worriedly, "Lin Chi, your complexion doesn't look very good, are you okay?"

"Ning Fei." Lin Qu looked at Ning Fei with a livid face and asked, "Have you ever hated me?"

"Why do you suddenly ask like this?"

"It's probably because I'm too slow, and I may have accidentally hurt someone with a sensitive mind. Like Feng Lin, I couldn't figure out why he bullied me before."

"Why else, it's just because he's bad."

Lin Chen shook his head, "If a person hates me, I think it's his problem, but what about everyone who hates me? Then it's my problem. Shui Xin seems to hate me too."

"Shui Xin is because..."

"Even the good-tempered Jiang Ze seems to have an annoyance towards me."

"Lin Qiu." Ning Fei pushed back his bangs that were too long on his forehead, exposing his eyes, and smiled at Lin Qiu when he raised his eyes to look at him, "Lin Qiu, you are fine. You don't have to take all the blame On your own, it seems to me that you have always been fine."

"So you don't hate me?"

"Yeah." Ning Fei smiled and nodded at him.

Lin Chen stretched out his hand to cover Ning Fei's chest, and Ning Fei looked at him in surprise.

"Ningfei, do you have chest pain because of my name?"

Ning Fei's smile gradually faded away, and the wind blew again, and the bangs on Lin's forehead were covered by the wind again. At the same time, he heard Ning Fei say, "Yes."

Lin Chen's eyelashes trembled, thinking that sure enough, Ning Fei couldn't let go of the previous Lin Yue.

Ning Fei didn't hide anything, and replied very sincerely, because his heart ached because of this name all the time.Because this name once gave him the strength to cheer, so when he was down and out, whenever he thought of this name, he felt a dull pain in his heart.Until now, now that Lin Chi is standing in front of him, Ning Fei still feels heartache, because as long as he thinks that this person has nothing to do with him in the future, his heartache will be unbearable.But Ning Fei understands that Lin Chen will go home after all, return to his harmonious home, take the normal way, and live an ordinary and enviable life.Never recalled the episode of their reunion.

"As long as I think that this name will be linked with other people's names in the future, and I will never have the opportunity to participate in his life, it will be very painful here."

Lin Chi lowered his hand, he remembered solemnly saying that he would take Lin Yue abroad to sign the marriage contract.

"Lin Can?" Ning Fei looked at the listless Lin Can, thinking that Jiang Ze had said something weird to him that made Lin Can look listless like this, and he wanted to make Lin Can look like this. Feeling happy, "Lin Qian, may I go get you some food?"

Lin Chi shook his head.

"So, shall we ride bicycles along the lake?"

Lin Chi still shook his head.

Finally, Ning Fei had no choice but to look around and try to find something that could make Lin Chen happy.There are some children playing around, either blowing bubbles with a bubble machine, or chasing and running to fly a kite.

Kite?Ning Fei remembered that when he came out of the shower, he saw Lin Qu sitting on the ground holding Yuan Hao's kite in a daze. He asked Lin Qu, "Lin Qu, did you bring the kite? Let's fly the kite."

"The skeleton of that kite is broken and it can't fly. I'm going to..."

"Then I'll buy you a new one." Ning Fei said as he dragged Lin Ling to the stall by the lake, where there were all kinds of gadgets hanging on the propped up stall for the tourists who came for an outing.Spring is the season for flying kites, and kites are naturally indispensable at the stalls.

Ning Fei led Lin Chi to the stall, and asked Lin Chi enthusiastically, "Which one do you like?"

Lin Chen took a look at Ning Fei who was in high spirits, looked at the colorful kites on the stand, pointed to one and said, "That's it."

Ning Fei frowned and pinched her chin as she looked at the kite Lin Chen had chosen.Lin Chi chose a pink sand swallow, and wondered if the designer thought the kite wasn't dazzling enough, so he insisted on painting the sand swallow's wings full of peach blossoms.Looking at it, Ning Fei felt that the kite was a little too pink, and if she had to choose for herself, she wanted to choose the golden eagle next to it.But this was chosen by Lin Yi, Ning Fei only had to compromise and thought in his heart, okay, the pink one is also fine, in response to the spring scene, who let this kite be chosen by Lin Yi.

"Boss, give me this kite." Ning Fei simply bought the kite, and after paying the money, he waved the kite in front of Lin Qiao, "Look, do you like it?"

Lin Qiao looked up at Ning Fei who was holding a kite. The big kite blocked the two of them, and the sun poured down. Lin Qiao only saw Ning Fei's silhouette reflected on the kite.He looked up at the sky again, and there were kites flying all over the sky, gradually getting higher and smaller in his sight.

Lin Chen stretched out his hand and pressed Ning Fei's kite dangling in front of his eyes, and said suddenly, "Brother Yuanhao's kite never seems to have flown before."

The smile on Ning Fei's face froze. He lowered his hands and looked down at the sand swallow kite in his hand. He remembered Yuan Hao's kite. He remembered it was a children's kite from Doraemon, "I'm sorry."

Lin Chen looked at Ning Fei in confusion, "I'm sorry for what?"

Ning Fei blamed himself and smiled helplessly, "I'm sorry for not being able to help Yuan Hao realize his unfulfilled dream."

this is not your fault!Originally Lin Chi wanted to say this, but seeing Ning Fei's powerless expression, Lin Chi felt that his comfort seemed too pale.He lowered his head and looked at the kite in Ning Fei's hand. After a moment of silence, he reached out to touch the kite and said, "Let's go, let's fly the kite."

"Okay." Ning Fei gently agreed.

The weather was fine, there was a breeze from time to time, and Ning Fei, who had long legs, was running very fast. As soon as he raised his hand, he yelled at Lin Que, "Lin Que, pull the string!"

Hearing this, Lin Qiu hurriedly tugged on the string in his hand, and saw the kite that had just been let go sway twice in mid-air, as if it was about to fall to the ground.Ning Fei hurriedly ran behind Lin Qiu, wrapped his arms around him from behind and grabbed the thread, pulled it twice to release it, and whispered in Lin Qiao's ear, "Let the thread go."

Lin Chi wound the reel twice, let out the long line, and the kite took advantage of the wind and flew upwards.The kite flew successfully, both Lin Qu and Ning Fei looked at the kite and smiled.It's just that Lin Chen didn't notice that Ning Fei didn't take back his arms around him from behind. He just focused on flying the line, watching the kite flying high in his hand, shrinking in sight, and gradually matching the flying kites around him. The other kites were as high as the other kites, and they were illuminated by the sun. Even if you squinted carefully, you wouldn't be able to tell which one was being pulled by the string in his hand.

"Ning Fei?"

"Huh?" Ning Fei didn't look at the kite, but looked down at Lin Que's smiling side face, her unretracted hand was perfunctorily supporting the reel in Lin Que's hand, and Lin Que's action of unwrapping the line occasionally made people feel uncomfortable. Elbow touches himself.

"Does singing make you feel burdened?" Lin Qian asked him, "Does me, or brother Yuanhao make you feel burdened?"

Ning Fei lowered his eyes, then looked up at the kite in the sky, and replied, "You don't."

Lin Chi looked at the kite and thought, that is brother Yuanhao made him feel burdened.

Suddenly there was a strong wind, and the kites in the sky were shaking unsteadily.Ning Fei looked at Lin Qiu's hand that was holding the thread with one hand, "The wind is coming, you have to pull it tight." After speaking, the other hand was about to pull the thread, but Lin Qiao moved faster than him, and the palm completely wrapped the thread. , twisted a circle, and snapped hard.

Of the kites in the sky, only one pink sand martin was carried away by the wind.

"You're crazy!" Ning Fei supported Lin Qiao's bloody hand from pulling the kite string, "This string is so thin, why did you pull it off?!"

"Because I don't want to see him get caught by the string."

"Then just take up the string and let the kite come back!" Ning Fei's voice suddenly increased, he was annoyed by Lin Que, the blood dripping from his palm seemed to have an unstoppable tendency, Ning Fei couldn't help looking anxious, Lin Ling Qiao is so afraid of hurting a person, what if he cries after a while?

But Lin Chen didn't cry, he turned around and looked at Ning Fei, his eyes were full of firmness, which made Ning Fei a little surprised, surprised that there was no trace of tears in his eyes.Then Lin Chi, whose gaze was extremely firm, said to him, "Ning Fei, if you feel burdened, don't sing if you don't want to sing."

Lin Chen stretched out his bloody hand, wanting to touch Ning Fei's cheek, but when he was about to touch it, he realized that his hand was dirty, so he hung it over Ning Fei's cheek with a little distance. Face, "Go your own way in the future. Don't bear the constraints of others, just go your own way."

"My own way?"

After Lin Chen finished speaking, he wanted to stop, but Ning Fei grabbed his hand and pressed it to her face.Lin Chen's fingers curled up to wrap around his palm, reminding Ning Fei, "Don't, I have my heart."

Ning Fei didn't listen, grabbed his hand to her mouth, smoothed his palm, put her lips on the cut cut by the kite string, and asked Lin Qu, "Does it hurt?"

Lin Chen lowered his head and smiled in embarrassment, and scratched his head with the other hand helplessly, "It's okay, it only hurts a little."

"Sometimes, I think you and I are a child who doesn't know much about the world." Ning Fei gently pressed his lips against Lin Qiu's palm, feeling the trembling of Lin Qiu's palm and wanted to retract it, but he held on tight, " Sometimes, I think you are more mature and wise than anyone else."

But no matter what kind of you you are, you can always give me just the right amount of comfort.How wonderful it would be if you walked side by side with me in the future.If this is not a luxury, then how good it is.