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The cold air of early spring has receded, the grass and trees are newly green, and the birds are singing.

Shui Xin lazily sat on an open outdoor folding chair, squinting her eyes to feel the warm sun blowing against her face, and the fresh grass smell blew in the wind, which was different from the dust raised by cars in the city.It's not bad smell, it's the smell of spring.Shui Xin, who runs a bar day and night, has not enjoyed the vitality brought by the sun for a long time.

Although the weather is fine, the environment is a bit noisy. Shui Xin, who closed his eyes to enjoy the beautiful spring, felt that the suburbs were not much more comfortable than his own bar when he heard the noise not far away.

There are too many people who come to the outskirts for outings and barbecues in good weather, and they are all dragging their families and chatting endlessly.Especially those with children, the noise is more annoying than the sparrows in the trees.

Shui Xin heard the people beside him sigh, and she couldn't help but sigh along with her.

"Jiang Ze, are the chicken wings ready? Jiang Ze, is the grilled sausage okay to eat? Can you leave out the peppers? I just want to eat meat."

Shui Xin opened his eyes, and what he saw was Lin Chi who was circling around Jiang Ze who was having a barbecue.Chattering endlessly, you can see his saliva drooling from afar, and his cute appearance looks more annoying than other children's children.

"Hey."

Next to him, it was Ning Fei who kept sighing.Shui Xin glanced at Ning Fei, her body was nestled unnaturally in the somewhat low folding chair, her long legs were just opened to the sides, she sighed and straightened up, her arms resting on her knees, her palms dragging her chin.Sighing again, he leaned back and leaned against the back of the chair, with his arms hanging on the armrests in a sluggish way.The two postures alternated back and forth with his sighs, the only thing that remained unchanged was the direction of the eyes.

Ning Fei's gaze was fixed on Lin Qu who was circling around Jiang Ze.

Shui Xin followed his gaze and glanced at Lin Qiu.At this moment, Lin Qian was swallowing his saliva, and he didn't know how many times he asked Jiang Ze, "Can I eat it?"

Shui Xin laughed, glanced at Ning Fei's eyes from the corner of her eye, it was black and blue, obviously she didn't sleep well.

"Are you insomnia?" Shui Xin asked Ning Fei.

Ning Fei changed to the posture of leaning her body and supporting her chin again, her gaze was still on Lin Qiu, and she lazily responded, "Yes."

"It's painful."

Ning Fei put down the hand holding his chin, and finally turned his head to look at Shui Xin.

Shui Xin smiled at him, and looked back at Lin Qu who, like other children, insisted on eating meat first, "It must be painful for you to have unreasonable thoughts about such a simple person." Shui Xin Huang Pointing his finger, he pointed at Ning Fei's dark circles.

When Ning Fei was pointed at by him, he stretched out his hand to touch his eyes on a conditioned reflex, but before he touched it, he shook his hand away again, and being told by Shui Xin, his mood was not very good.He didn't want to expose his thoughts to Shui Xin, folded his arms across his chest, leaned against the back of the chair, tilted his head, trying to pretend to be asleep and get away with it.

Ning Fei has really endured a lot recently.Originally, I could barely grit my teeth and fall asleep every night, but ever since I saw Lin Yue without clothes that day, by coincidence, the two of them fell together in an ambiguous posture, and Lin Yue's legs were resting on Ning Yue's face. On Fei's shoulder, the back door is wide open, and there is no doubt at a glance.Ning Fei felt that if he didn't bring up the gun on the spot, he could really be canonized as a saint.

Since then, Ning Fei has been tossing and turning insomnia every night, suddenly turning into a boy with a stunned head when he was just puberty, still eager to taste the forbidden fruit but has no chance, only hiding in the quilt every night to review the forbidden movie. head boy.Ning Fei used to be confused whether he was a precocious or a late-maturing man. He felt that he was a precocious man. When he met Lin Chi at the age of 11, he fell in love early. Afterwards, he ran around from morning till night to make a living. His body was exhausted and he had no time to think. When I have some time, I wish I could spend it all in sleep and dream less.

Now it seems that I am actually a late bloomer.Ning Fei, who has never had a beautiful dream, began to dream non-stop all night.The scene where he and Lin Chu fell down repeatedly appeared in the dream. The difference was that in the dream, Lin Quan didn't cry, but smiled and stretched out his hand to hook his neck. , "You come" makes Ning Fei feel uncomfortable in the dream.

The feeling of breathing passing over the pinnae of the ear is too real. If it wasn't for waking up from a dream, Ning Fei would probably have had a hearty dream, and maybe she wouldn't have such obvious dark circles now.Ning Fei hated the latte in his heart, the real touch was not because of the longing in the dream, but because the stinky cat of the latte happened to be lying next to Ning Fei's face, its tail swept across his face and his dream , added a little truth, so that he couldn't help but tremble for two seconds when he woke up.

Ning Fei, who just got excited but woke up from the dream, got up in the middle of the night, pushed away the cat that disturbed his dream, and looked up at the bed. The person lying on the bed was thoughtless, with his mouth half open, and the saliva that hung down was glistening. With the corners of his mouth open, he was sleeping on all fours, but he never forgot to say in his dream, "Barbecue." Ning Fei sighed, wiped off the sweat from his forehead, feeling a little lost in his heart, Lin Que was in his dream, and only barbecue was in Lin Que's dream. Worse than pork belly.He bowed his head in disappointment.Another headache for him is the disobedient flesh under his body, a "small hill" raised up by the quilt.

No way, who can blame this?Ning Fei looked at the puffed-up quilt and excused herself, could it be that she was the one who had the erotic dream?Of course not, only the latte who woke herself up by venting anger, all blamed on the cat in Haruhi, the representative of **.As for the culprit... the culprit rubbed his eyes every morning, blaming himself for getting up early, and the sound of the bath water waking him up.

Ning Fei was helpless, he tossed and turned in the middle of the night and couldn't fall asleep, and finally squinted for a while, his eyes were full of forests, and when he woke up, it was only twilight, and his body was sticky and uncomfortable with sweat, especially his body was muddy.Just get up and take a shower.After rushing out, he bumped into the sleepy-eyed Lin Qiao, pouted and blamed him, "Ning Fei, why did you take a shower so early in the morning." He yawned and rubbed his eyes and continued to complain, "It made me wake up more than the alarm clock morning."

Ning Fei was at fault, and had nothing to say. The dazed Lin Quan rubbed his eyes more and more and couldn't open them, his head swayed from side to side, and finally he couldn't resist the doze and lowered his head, directly touching Ning Fei's wet and wet chest. , said in a daze, "I'm so sleepy." Then there was no more movement.Only Ning Fei was left standing still, not daring to move, taking another shower in vain.The small tent under him was propped up indiscriminately without any notice, it was really terrible, and he had to carry Lin Qu, who was dozing off, back to the bed.There is still a spring hair removal latte at the feet, rubbing it all the time, the person who rubs it is so crispy and itchy, it is like adding fuel to the fire, holding back this fire, exhausted Ning Fei's energy, and he can't blame himself Lin Ling who lit the fire.Who made him still a child at heart, nothing but crying.

Ning Fei looked up at Lin Qiao, whose eyes were shining, and was staring at Jiang Ze's hand that was turning his ribs.Another helpless sigh.Is it all his fault?This obviously late bloomer?

What a pity.Ning Fei fell on the back of the chair again, how could he willingly fall on this person who is also a late bloomer in body and emotion?He is not tall and his hair is not long.But, having said that, Lin Chi, whose hair is not thick, looks like a cream cake, smooth and tender, and it probably tastes good.

Thoughts crossed the line again!

"Damn it! I'm really..." Ning Fei, with dark circles under his eyes, stretched out his hand and plucked the hair on his head, trying to get rid of the shameless imagination in his mind.But this is futile at all. The spring sun spreads the ground's eagerness to move. Even if you are a monk with bald hair, you can't escape the slightest fantasy of the cat's claws scratching on the heart, and the greed, hatred and ignorance that cannot be avoided. All love and evil desires.Every night, the intertwined dreams point to one person.

Ning Fei sighed and looked at Lin Qiao who was drooling at the half-cooked chicken legs on the grill.

Shui Xin looked at Ning Fei who was moaning and sighing alone, and the corner of his mouth let out an exclamation sound.It seemed that he was really tossed, and the corners of his mouth turned up with some sneer to look at Ning Fei, who was obviously haggard compared to before, "You are not much better than Lin Qiu who is drooling right now."

Lin Chen was obviously greedy, but Ning Fei could tell that his stomach was rumbling.

"I'll help you to see if it's done. Ah!"

Shui Xin heard Lin Qiao's chattering noise again.An impatient expression appeared on his face, and he turned his head to look, just in time to see Lin Quan, who was in a hurry to eat meat, tripped over his feet, and Jiang Ze quickly reached out his hand to support him.

"Don't be so impatient." Jiang Ze thoughtfully lifted him up.

Lin Chen raised his head and gave Jiang Ze a simple and honest smile, "Hey, I want to help you see if the meat is done."

Shui Xin looked at the scene where Jiang Ze and Lin Chen looked at each other and smiled, her brows twitched first, and then she felt more intense gazes beside her. Shui Xin opened her eyebrows and smiled at Ning Fei, "Look at them. Let me tell you, In fact, they are a good match. One is simple, the other is considerate. More importantly..." Shui Xin looked at Jiang Ze, "Both of them are positive people who yearn for life. They are different from us."

They are wall-climbing tigers facing the spring, thriving, while themselves and Ning Fei... are moss in the shade at the corner of the wall, dying.

Ning Fei's face was darkened by Shui Xin's words, and she got up with a dark face, hesitated for a moment and did not go to the edge of the grill, at least she didn't want to appear too eager to Shui Xin's gaze.Only self-deceit put it in his pocket, and shouted to the two people by the grill in a rather unfriendly tone, "It's okay, I've been starving to death for so long!"

Shui Xin let out a chuckle, "It fits your current state of mind. You can see but you can't eat, or you'll be hung and starved to death."

Ning Fei turned her head and stared at him, cursing inwardly that she deserves to die, but was grabbed by Shui Xin with vicious eyes, and some of them were read by him, "You've been making indirect remarks for so long, what exactly are you trying to do?"

Shui Xin stroked her hair against the wind, and looked at Lin Qiu, "Do you want to shoot him?"

The corner of Ning Fei's mouth moved but did not make a sound.

"If you want to make a shot, you know how to hit it right away." Shui Xin looked up at Ning Fei. Ning Fei was too tall to block the direct sunlight from above his head. Against the light, he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. There was no sound, as if waiting for Shui Xin's next sentence, Shui Xin sighed, "He likes to hear you sing."

"That's his longing for music, and I can't use it as a means." Ning Fei, who couldn't see his expression clearly under the backlight, said this.

Shui Xin shrugged her shoulders and spread her hands, "Then I can't help it. The thing that kills two birds with one stone, if you don't want it, then each will fail."

Ning Fei asked, "Do two things with one stone?"

"Let you get Lin Chen, let Lin Chen's expectations come true. Of course, it can also eliminate the misunderstanding between us."

"There is no misunderstanding between us." Ning Fei avoided the first two sentences and only answered Shui Xin's last sentence.

Shui Xin looked at Ning Fei and said frankly, "Ning Fei, I was wrong before. I was just..." Shui Xin smiled lightly, because he felt that his previous behavior was too boring, "I just wanted to see him How is it worthy of your cherishing treatment. Now I have seen it and admit defeat, and I will not pester you anymore. So don't be angry, go back to the bar and sing. Without you, the bar is not very popular recently."

"I'm not angry with you. I'm just, just..." Ning Fei couldn't explain, just what?It was just because Lin Chi remembered his enthusiasm for dreams, and everything was reborn in spring, which gave him the illusion that he could try again.But he couldn't do it. As soon as he touched the word dream, he remembered the dream many years ago. In the dream, Yuan Hao, who had sunken cheeks and a thin figure, questioned him, Ning Fei, you trampled on my dream. disappointed.

"I'm scared."

Hearing this sentence, Shui Xin's eyes widened in disbelief. Is this what the fierce-tempered Ning Fei said?What did Ning Fei, who was so desperate to fight, say?Why?Shui Xin took a look at Lin Qian who finally tasted the cooked ribs. Was it because of a weakness?

"Anyway," Shui Xin looked back at Ning Fei and smiled, "If you really have to bear it hard, you can come to me. You know, I won't refuse you."

Ning Fei didn't say a word, either accepting or rejecting, with an ambiguous attitude, he glanced at Lin Qiao next to the grill who finally ate the meat, he was not sure about himself, he really couldn't bear it for a long time.If Lin Chi can't cross the routine and come to his world, Shui Xin will be a good choice for him to vent.

Lin Chen, he might get married and have children in the future, and live the most ordinary life.Ning Fei looked at Lin Chi who was eating barbecue with a happy face, this is the most reasonable and unadventurous future for a simple man, if so... Ning Fei closed his eyes and tried his best to prevent the tears from dripping Wet lashes, and if so, I give him my best wishes.

"Ah! It's delicious!" Lin Qiao, who was full of oil, let out a sigh of satisfaction, "I haven't tasted meat for a long time." After speaking, he grabbed the ribs and took a bite.

"Eat slowly, there will be more." Jiang Ze smiled and picked up the scissors, cut the freshly roasted pork belly into sections, made a plate and drizzled the sauce on it and handed it to Lin Qiao, "Here."

Lin Qiao licked the corner of his mouth and took it, picked up a piece of meat with his hands and threw it into his mouth, "Hoo hoo, it's so hot." Lin Qiu stood on tiptoe in small steps from the heat, and raised his head to exhale the heat from his mouth.Jiang Ze was amused by his appearance, and handed over the cattail fan to fan the flames.Lin Chi immediately took it and fanned himself to remove the heat.

"I told you to slow down, it's hot just after it's baked." Jiang Ze shook his head with a smile, turned over the meat on the grill twice, broke off two pieces of corn, brushed them with sauce and started grilling. He remembered that Shui Xin loved grilled corn .

"Because it's so delicious." Seeing the golden roasted corn, Lin Chi swallowed again, glanced at the serious Jiang Ze, and asked him, "Why do you roast it so delicious? It's not burnt or raw, and it's so delicious." Crispy and tender, the roast is just right, and the sauce is delicious too. Jiang Ze, you are too good."

It was the first time in Jiang Ze's life that he was praised by others, and his face could not help showing complacency. "I used to work a lot in restaurants. At first, I only washed dishes and wiped the tables. Later, I started peeling potatoes and chopping onions. Finally, I was able to cook two spoonfuls."

"Wow, you are really good. You can cook and mix wine. I'm so envious."

"Envy?" Jiang Ze didn't know, so he looked at Lin Yi, "Is it envy that I can cook, or that I can mix wine?"

Lin Chi smiled mischievously, "I'm envious of Shui Xin's ability to eat and drink in the future." After speaking, he pointed to the roasted yellow corn, "He has you so you don't have to worry about it, can you give me a piece of corn?"

Jiang Ze shook his head, "It's okay for you to share the corn, don't talk nonsense in front of Shui Xin, he will be unhappy by then."

"Why?" Lin Chen looked at Jiang Ze puzzledly and asked, "Don't you cherish him very much? Shouldn't you be happy if someone cherishes you? If someone treats me well, I will definitely be so happy that I can't shut my mouth." gone."

Jiang Ze paused with the hand holding the clip, "Shui Xin, because his experience is different from yours, he is always smiling, and he is tactful and tactful in dealing with people and things. In fact, he is more inferior and sensitive than anyone else, and he can ignore jokes. , but if he is serious, he will shake out his thorns to defend, because he is too afraid of getting hurt."

"Hmm—" Lin Chi scratched the back of his head, "It sounds so complicated, I don't understand it very well."

"If you don't understand, it means you're still a child." Jiang Ze added meat to the half-empty plate in Lin Chen's hand. "It's fine for children, as long as they are full."

"I'm not a child anymore!" Lin Chi puffed up his cheeks and told Jiang Ze seriously, "I'm eighteen! I'm an adult!"

"Then ask this adult." Jiang Ze handed him the roasted corn, "Have you ever been moved for someone?"

"Throbbing..."

"Don't talk about how much hardship you have endured for your life." Jiang Ze glanced at the thin-skinned and tender Lin Qiao, obviously he had never worked hard for his life, "But you have to always be moved by someone, otherwise how can you say that you are an adult The so-called adult, even after the big ups and downs, the face still does not change, it is too much to look at, and you are too bearish. I think you are not a qualified adult when you look surprised."

"Heartbeat..." Lin Chen lowered his head and gnawed on the corn. This time, he didn't dare to compliment Jiang Ze's craftsmanship. The corn he chewed suddenly lost its taste. Did he forget to brush the sauce?It's not that Jiang Ze's craftsmanship is no longer good, but that Lin Chen is absent-minded and can't taste the flavor.

"Have you never liked anyone?"

Lin Chen looked at Jiang Ze carefully, with three-pointed warning in his eyes, "I like grandpa, father and mother. Uncle and cousin also like that a little bit."

"I didn't say that."

"Then which one do you say?"

Jiang Ze didn't know what to say, so he could only continue to say, "What about me? And Shui Xin? Do you like it too?"

"Your barbecue is delicious, so I give you five points of likes. Although Shui Xin misunderstood me, but he looks pretty, I give him six points of likes."

"Why is it that I have worked so hard to roast meat, but he is not as beautiful as he looks in your heart?"

Lin Chen told the truth, "Hey, it's because I'm envious."

"anything else."

"What else?" Lin Chen tilted his head and looked at Jiang Ze.

Jiang Ze glanced at him, "Where's Ning Fei? How much do you like Ning Fei?"

"Ning Fei..." Lin Qiao lowered his hand holding the corn, "Ning Fei is different, so I won't be with you."

"Are you on the same row as your parents and cousin?"

Lin Chi shook his head, "No."

Jiang Ze put down the clip in his hand, looked at Lin Chen seriously and asked, "Lin Chen, I really find it very strange. What kind of mood do you have when you look at Ning Fei? Stalking him like this, For him, valuable watches were handed over without blinking an eye."

"No. I blinked, and I'm very reluctant to give away the watch."

"I'm just a metaphor. In your heart, Ning Fei is more important than a watch, isn't it?"

"That's because, because..." Lin Chen's eyes flicked around, "It's because he was very powerful since he was a child, and I admired him since he was a child. And we all promised Brother Yuanhao to help him realize his dream. So I think Ning Fei has nothing else to do Yes, I am looking forward to him! I am looking forward to the way he plays the piano and sings, because I have no talent in music." The more Lin Chen spoke, the more excited he became, as if his voice was louder to show that his attitude was more determined.

"Then you really didn't skip a beat because of Ning Fei's blushing?"