implication

"You really agreed?"

Shui Xin heard Ning Fei describe the process to herself, and asked Ning Fei loudly on the phone in disbelief.

"Yeah." Ning Fei held up the phone while talking with Shui Xin while laying a quilt on the floor.

"Why did you agree?" Shui Xin still found it hard to imagine, "Are you a saint? According to my understanding of you, you are not a saint. Is there anyone who has never thought about that in his entire life?"

Ning Fei's ears hurt from Shui Xin's screams on the phone, she moved away from the phone, rubbed her temples and sighed, "I'm not a saint. But I'm not a beast either. Now Lin Chu is like that..." Ning Fei Fei glanced at Lin Chi who was happily playing with latte on the bed behind him, "He's already like that, how can you make me bear to attack him?"

Lin Qiao, who was teasing the cat, heard Ning Fei's words, paused the cat teasing stick in his hand, and hugged Lin Qiao's hand with a latte.Lin Chi looked at Latte and rubbed its head with a smile, and praised it, "You are so smart, meow."

"It's called Latte." Ning Fei hung up the phone and turned back to tell Lin Chen the name of Latte, "We rescued it and raised it together."

"It turned out to be the cat you raised with him."

"It's me and you... Forget it." Ning Fei felt that arguing with him would be of no avail, so she still made her own bed and took a pillow from the bed.

Lin Chen hugged the cat and looked at him, "Why did you sleep on the floor?"

"I promised your mother not to touch you."

"In this case, you should sleep in the downstairs living room." Lin Kai pointed to the downstairs living room, then lay down beside the bed and stared at Ning Fei, "There is a sofa there and the distance is far enough, isn't it convenient for you to sleep, and it also makes it easier for you to sleep?" Did you keep your promise?"

Ning Fei looked at him, "But I want to be closer to you."

"Closer to me?" Lin Chi smiled, let go of the latte, and suddenly jumped out of bed and threw himself on Ning Fei.Ning Fei was overwhelmed by him, and before he had time to react, Lin Chen's lips pressed against her.

Ning Fei pushed his shoulder, but he didn't dare to push too hard, Lin Quan's body was too thin, and his hands were strong, so he really didn't dare to treat him casually.But Lin Chi took this opportunity to wrap his arms around Ning Fei's neck, and took advantage of it.

Ning Fei opened her eyes and looked at him, feeling that it was him but not him. The former Lin Qiu was not so proactive, and he would not attack him with kisses.He doubted, he hesitated, but when Lin Chu pressed his lower lip, Ning Fei suddenly rolled over uncontrollably and pressed Lin Chu.

He thought, Shui Xin was right, he was not a saint.how can that be possible?The person I've been thinking about day and night is right in front of my eyes, how could I resist touching him?

Lin Chi didn't resist, and even let him ask for it.Ning Fei kissed him deeply, the old feeling came back, he glanced at the blurred eyes and pink cheeks of Lin Chi, he felt right, this is his Lin Chi.With one hand, he clasped Lin Ling's hand that was stretched out beside his ear, and with the other hand, he went down and around the clothes to swim in, and his mouth continued to kiss, from the forehead to the chin, all the way down.

Lin Kai spread his hands, stared blankly at the ceiling, and suddenly laughed, which was a little unusual, causing Ning Fei to stop and look at him.

Lin Chi laughed "hehe" twice, looked at Ning Fei and asked, "How do you feel?"

Ning Fei didn't know what he meant, so he swallowed and asked him, "What about you? How do you feel?"

"Hmm..." Lin Chen smiled slyly at him, "I feel like you are a pious villain."

Ning Fei froze looking at Lin Qiu.Lin Chi pushed him away and stood up, straightened his clothes and said, "Didn't you promise his mother not to touch him again?" After finishing the clothes, he smiled at Ning Fei, "How about it, whenever I talk about him Did you feel cheating when you were in love? After all, I’m really not him, but I remember the things that happened between him and you. It’s weird, I’m like an outsider who watched a movie with a bad plot, although I remember everything , but it is difficult to have a sense of substitution.”

Ning Fei's teeth trembled when he provoked him. He was never a person with a good temper. When someone provoked him a little, he would directly break the bridge of the nose of the other person. What he said made him very angry.Ning Fei clenched his fists tightly, but Lin Chen wanted to provoke him, "I told you I'm not him, my name is Yuan Hao."

"Yuan Hao died a long time ago!" Ning Fei had bruised veins on his forehead, his eyes were frowned with a pair of brows that slanted into his temples, as if the thick dark clouds foreshadowed the coming storm, he grabbed Lin Qu's collar, He gritted his teeth and said word by word, "Yuan Hao, he died a long time ago!"

"Ah!" Lin Qiu whispered, he didn't expect Ning Fei to act so violently towards him, he was no match for Ning Fei's strength, when Ning Fei grabbed his collar, his whole body tilted to one side, clutching his hands. Coughing uncontrollably.

Seeing him so weak, Ning Fei woke up and immediately let go, "How are you?"

Lin Qiao leaned over and covered his mouth and coughed. Ning Fei was about to reach out to pat him on the back, but he shrugged his shoulders and dodged it. He raised his eyes and stared at Ning Fei in great dissatisfaction.But when he raised his eyes, his sight was attracted by something unexpected. The two of them tussled for a long time, and their clothes were a little messy. The moment Lin Qiu raised his eyes, he saw Ning Fei's open neckline on his chest. He has a tattoo on his chest, but he can't make out what it is, as if he didn't have it before.

Ning Fei was overwhelmed by Lin Chi's stare, he felt that he had gone too far, but he really couldn't control it, he didn't like Lin Chi not acknowledging himself and their past.After a long time, Ning Fei adjusted his emotions, let go of his clenched fists, let out a long breath and smiled at Lin Qiu, "There is pudding in the refrigerator, do you want to eat it?"

Ning Fei restrained his emotions, but Lin Chen suddenly exploded. He got up angrily, threw the mattress that Ning Fei had just made down the stairs, and muttered, "I told you I'm not him, I'm It's not him! That Lin Chen is gone!"

Seeing the enraged Lin Qiao, Ning Fei got up in a panic, "Okay, okay, I understand. Don't get excited."

Throwing away the mattress was not enough, Lin Chen turned around and knocked over the bedside lamp, scented candles and books, everything that could be smashed was smashed.

"Don't do this." Ning Fei wanted to go forward and hug him, but Lin Chu waved the lamp to keep him away. Ning Fei didn't dare to provoke him anymore, but stretched out his arms in vain and said, "I know, don't be angry okay?"

Lin Chen didn't listen, he was still going crazy, screaming, dancing wildly with the things in his hands, trying to keep Ning Fei from approaching.Frightened by him, Latte arched his body, and when he jumped to his feet, Lin Qiu lifted his foot and wanted to kick him away.

"No! That's a latte!"

"Meow~"

As a result, Lin Chen stopped.Seeing the latte, he suddenly became less irritable. He squatted down and stared blankly at the latte. The latte let out a cry, and slipped into Lin Qu's arms. It was probably something soft that soothed Lin Qu's heart. Sitting on the ground with a latte in his arms.

Seeing him calm down, Ning Fei breathed a sigh of relief and sat limply on the ground, looking at Lin Chi who was holding a latte from a distance.His nose suddenly became sour, and looking at Lin Qiao who murmured "I'm sorry" with the latte, Ning Fei propped his forehead and said to himself, "How could you not be him? You are still gentle."

It was the gentle nature that got in the way and saved him from a tragedy, and at the same time made Ning Fei both rejoiced and regretted.He looked up at Lin Chu with tears in his eyes, hating himself for turning him into what he is now.

"Hey?"

It was late at night, and Ning Fei was sitting alone on the stairs and calling Ning Yan.Afraid that the sound would disturb Lin Quan, he looked back at the sleeping person on the bed from time to time.

"You actually want to borrow a knife to kill someone?"

Ning Yan held up the phone and squinted her eyes, "You are the one threatening me."

"I didn't really want to threaten your status." Ning Fei propped his forehead, he didn't want to have any more entanglements with Ning Shi, and he wanted to take care of Lin Chi wholeheartedly in the future, "Ning Yan, let me make a deal with you. "

Ning Fei knew that it was useless to discuss with Ning Yan in good spirits. Only when he put the benefits and losses in front of him, Ning Yan would seriously consider his proposal.

"What deal?"

"I won't be part of the Ning family anymore. I will voluntarily give up everything in the Ning family, as long as you promise me not to move half of the Lin family. This is beneficial and harmless to you."

"What if I don't agree?"

Ning Fei felt a headache rubbing his temples, "If you don't agree, I will not only compete with you for the Ning Group, but also sue you for abetting murder."

After a moment of silence on the phone, Ning Yan finally heard "Yes".

"in addition……"

Hearing Ning Fei's extra request, Ning Yan was a little annoyed, "Don't push yourself!"

Ning Fei covered the phone and glanced at the person on the bed, afraid of disturbing him, but fortunately Lin Yi just turned over.After confirming that he did not disturb Lin Yan, Ning Fei said to Ning Yan in a low voice, "Don't get excited, I don't want to make any excessive demands, I just want you to help me contact the authoritative psychiatrist in the United States. My favor, Ning Yan, I really don't want to have anything to do with the Ning family anymore, I want to take care of Lin Qiu and his parents, from now on I will be part of the Lin family."

"You... are you serious?"

"Why do you care about this? It doesn't harm your interests anyway, does it?"

"Understood, I will contact the United States."

"Thank you."

The negotiation was unexpectedly smooth, which made Ning Fei relieved. He had already decided to take Lin Qiao to the United States for medical treatment. If the United States failed, he would transfer to Germany. I won't worry about it.The family of three will be Ning Fei's responsibility from now on.

Just after hanging up the phone, Yin Jin's call came right away.

"Hey?"

"Shhh, Lin Chen has fallen asleep."

Yin Jin pursed her lips, "I called my uncle and aunt, and they said that Lin Kai stayed with you. It turned out to be true."

"Yeah. Lin Qian seems to be a little afraid of seeing his parents."

"I talked to Meng Yi. Brother Meng said that at that time Lin Yi wanted to abandon himself because you didn't want him anymore."

Ning Fei didn't make a sound, but tightly gripped the phone, covered his mouth, his throat was choked, and continued to listen to Yin Jin's analysis, "But I don't think the cause is that simple. He has this disease, partly because of a car accident Afterwards, Lin Chen didn't fully recover physically and mentally, he was too fragile to bear the blow, and on the other hand, he was afraid of facing himself, his family, and..."

And leave regretful dreams.

Lin Chen hid the self who couldn't do anything, avoided his family, and didn't talk about the dream he had worked so hard for.When it comes to dreams, Yin Jin thinks that maybe only she can understand Lin Qiao, and neither Ning Fei nor Meng Yi can.

Yin Jin let out a long sigh, "Ning Fei, can I meet Lin Qiu tomorrow?"

Ning Fei was a little worried, "His current mood..."

"I have to talk to him. There are things I have to say to him."

"That's all right, let's meet outside." Ning Fei recalled that Shui Xin had murmured on the phone just now that he wanted to meet Lin Chi, but he had originally refused, but now Yin Jin also wanted to see Lin Chi, so after thinking about it, he decided to bring him tomorrow. Lin Chen went to Shui Xin's place. Shui Xin's business has not been good in the past two years, and there are no people in the bar. He arranges to meet there. Why don't we all meet together, "I'll send you the address tomorrow."

After making several phone calls in a row, Ning Fei was a little exhausted, and finally he automatically ignored the call from Brother Miao.He sat alone on the stairs for a while, and when he heard Lin Chu humming on the bed, Ning Fei got up to take care of him.

"What happened to Lin Chi?"

Under the bedside lamp, Lin Chen, who was covered in sweat, couldn't help kicking his legs and screaming for pain.

"Where does it hurt?"

"Leg hurts."

Ning Fei carefully sat on the edge of the bed, lifted a corner of the quilt, touched Lin Qiu's thin calf and rubbed it gently for him, "Does this still hurt?"

Lin Qiu, who was writhing in pain, became quiet, and the pained expression on his face dissipated, but Ning Fei continued rubbing his legs without daring to be negligent.Kneading until the night faded and dawn came, and her arms were sore, Ning Fei carefully helped Lin Chu cover the quilt again.But he didn't leave, he couldn't bear to leave.

Taking advantage of Lin Qiu's deep sleep, Ning Fei leaned against the head of the bed next to him, lowered her head and carefully looked at the person, seeing his peaceful and peaceful sleeping face. suffered.Still the same as before, when he sleeps, he likes to spread his hands beside his ears, Ning Fei stretches out his index finger to reach into his palm, and Lin Qiu gathers his five fingers and clenches it tightly.The same habit as a baby, when he falls asleep, he will hold on to what is in his hand.Ning Fei always remembered this habit when he was sleeping.

"You are still you." He pushed back the sweaty hair on the forehead of the sleeping Lin Qu, blaming himself even more.

Lin Chen was stunned when he was stepped on by the latte in the morning and opened his eyes.The top of the bed was covered with flowers, so when Lin Quan opened his eyes, he was dazzled.He even reached out and touched the flowers on the bedside, quite pleasantly surprised, "Is it a real flower?"

Why do I see flowers when I wake up?

Latte stepped on him, clamoring for food, Lin Chi got up with the latte in his arms, sat on the edge of the bed and watched the sky outside, he didn't wake up in the middle of the night for a long time, and slept soundly.

There were some slight noises downstairs, and Lin Chi went downstairs to check with the cat in his arms.When Ning Fei turned around with the casserole porridge he had just made, he didn't expect Lin Qiu to come downstairs at this time, he thought Lin Qiu would have to sleep a little longer.

"Did I yell at you?"

Lin Qiao shook his head, leaned over and let the cat go, Latte immediately ran to his food bowl, saw that there was still no food in it, angrily scratched the automatic feeding machine that didn't spit out food, when Lin Qiao came back, Ning Fei just He forgot to add food, and all his thoughts were on Lin Qiu.

"It woke you up? I forgot to add food to him." Ning Fei hurriedly took the placemat, put the casserole on the dining table, and did not forget to set the bowls and chopsticks. Eat, don't worry about it, I'll do it."

A small bowl of porridge was served, the chair was pulled out, and Lin Ling sat down and picked up the spoon to drink the porridge.After finishing all this excitedly, Ning Fei raised her head and saw that Lin Chen was motionless. She was afraid that Lin Qiao would be at a loss for what to do if she showed too much enthusiasm, so Ning Fei planned to avoid it consciously.

"You eat. I'll go clean up..."

"What happened to the flowers on the bedside?"

"what?"

Lin Chi asked him again loudly, "What's the matter with the flowers on the bedside?"

"You..." Ning Fei didn't know what to say, and she was afraid that she would irritate him like last night, so she just stammered, "Don't you hate the ceiling?"

Ning Fei remembered that Lin Chen mentioned more than once in his diary that he hated facing the ceiling all day long.Because I lay down for too long, facing the ceiling above my head all day long, I was tired of looking at it, and the moment of waking up and opening my eyes became the most painful moment.The dull milky white ceiling, accompanied by an unpleasant smell, the body is inconvenient and difficult to clean, coupled with the inability to take care of the bowels and bowels, and after lying down for a long time, the body has a smell similar to that of an old man, a rotten smell from the inside.

In Lin Chi's diary, the ceiling was gradually described as the top of the coffin, which would make him lose his fighting spirit, and he gradually didn't want to see or smell it, thinking that he might as well just die.

Ning Fei also wanted to die before, when he had no choice but to let go of Lin Qiu, but now he had to live, to take care of Lin Qiu and his family, and he had to let Lin Qiu live happily. , He thought that Lin Can felt happy from the moment he opened his eyes every day, so he bought flowers, cut the thorns, and carefully inserted them on the bedside, thinking that the first thing Lin Can saw when he woke up was no longer the flower that made him feel happy. He feels the ceiling of despair.

I don't know how effective this is, because Lin Chi still doesn't say a word.Ning Fei pursed her lips, and after a short period of frustration, she cheered herself up in her heart. This is the first day, so don't be discouraged, keep it up, keep creating surprises for Lin Qiu.

Ning Fei grinned hard and put on a smile, "The porridge is getting cold."

Lin Chi glanced at him and lowered his head again, walked over without saying anything.

Ning Fei's smile changed from cautious to sincere, and he quickly helped Lin Chu pull the chair away, and when he bent his knees, he thoughtfully pushed the chair forward a little bit, and wanted to pick up the spoon and hand it to Lin Chu graciously, Lin Chu flew him a glance , "I have hands."

Ning Fei withdrew her hands knowingly, just scratched the back of her head and watched Lin Kai scoop up the porridge with a spoon.

"After finishing the porridge later, I want to take you somewhere. I'm worried that your friends want to see you, and I think it's not good to keep you bored, so just go out and relax?"

Didn't hear Lin Chen's answer, Ning Fei was worried that she was too anxious, so she arranged for him without authorization, fearing that Lin Chen would be disgusted.

"If you're not happy..."

"Yeah." Drinking the porridge, Lin Qiao made a sound from the tip of his nose, which surprised Ning Fei again, but he wasn't sure, and still cautiously probed, "Did you agree?"

"Yeah." This time Lin Qiu spoke a little louder, which was affirmative.

"Okay, then I'll call Shui Xin and the others to make arrangements."

The latte that hadn't eaten breakfast started to scratch the table legs again, Ning Fei remembered it at this time, turned around happily to pour food for the latte, just walked two steps and remembered something, turned around and changed direction again , "It's cold outside, I have to bring you a coat. By the way, I also bought you a pair of knee pads."

Before the meal was served, the latte groaned and fell on the ground hungry.

Lin Chen, who had been drinking his porridge all the time, finally raised his head and looked at Ning Fei who was walking back and forth packing his things and getting ready for his trip.Lin Chi looked at the busy Ning Fei, listened to his rambling, put down his spoon, and sat silently.

When he came back to his senses, Yin Jin was already sitting across from him, and Lin Qiu had been in a daze all the way here.

Yin Jin sat opposite him and called him for a long time, "Lin Qiu? Lin Qiu?"

Lin Chen came back to his senses and looked at Yin Jin. The first sentence he said was, "I'm not Lin Chen, I'm Yuan Hao."

"No, you are not Yuan Hao." Yin Jin denied him politely, "What evidence can you produce to prove that you are Yuan Hao?"

Ning Fei, who was sitting with Shui Xin Jiang Ze at the bar, looked at them worriedly from a distance.Ning Fei was worried that Lin Chen would lose control of his emotions, but Yin Jin said that he could make Lin Chen face himself, so Ning Fei could only sit far away like now.

Jiang Ze comforted him, "Don't worry, nothing will happen."

Ning Fei just looked at the two people sitting across from him in the distance, and nervously folded his hands, "I hope."

Lin Chen anxiously snapped his fingers and pouted his mouth, and stubbornly refuted Yin Jin, "Then what evidence do you have that I am not? Meng Yi said that I am Yuan Hao!"

"Maybe you don't know, Yuan Hao is my brother, my own brother. So I know, you can't be him."

Lin Chen looked at Yin Jin in disbelief.

"There is one thing I have never said. I actually wanted to find you because of my brother. When my brother passed away, I found the paper airplane you gave him. There was a message from you on it, saying to be happy and laugh."

But why don't you smile now?