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When Lin Chi ran to look for Ning Fei, unfortunately, Ning Fei was not there.He knocked on the door, but there was no movement inside.

"Ning Fei, Ning Fei, I have something to tell you. I misunderstood you. I had a car accident six years ago. I don't remember many things. Ning Fei, Ning Fei, are you there?"

After knocking on the door for a long time, there was still no response, and Lin Chen finally gave up. He remembered that Ning Fei was a star now, so he wouldn't be so free to stay at home and wait for him.

"Then where should I go to find you?" Lin Chen anxiously wanted to clarify with Ning Fei face to face. He still couldn't remember some things clearly. He wanted to ask Ning Fei face to face about their relationship with Ning Fei six years ago. .

"By the way, I can ask Shui Xin." Lin Chen hurriedly pulled out his cell phone and planned to call Shui Xin, who was the only person who could let him know the past.

The phone rang twice before Shui Xin answered, "Hello, Lin Chi?"

"Shui Xin, Ning Fei is not at home. Do you know where he went?"

"It should be in a hurry. Brother Miao, his manager, you have met."

"I..." Lin Chen held his phone and lowered his head, "I don't remember."

"Oh, yes. You said you had a car accident and hurt your head. What are you doing?" Shui Xin turned his head and stared at Jiang Ze, who was leaning against his own face and wanted to hear what Lin Qian had to say on the phone. He said this Jiang Ze who was at the side gave him a pestle, as a reminder not to speak so bluntly.

"Ahem, Lin Qian, I didn't mean that."

"It doesn't matter, what you said is the truth. I want to ask Ning Fei face to face about the past."

"Ning Fei seems to have an endorsement event today. I heard from Brother Miao that Ning Fei's songs have become popular, and now the online reviews about him have reversed. The endorsement that was due to expire has taken the initiative to negotiate renewal, so he wants to renew after today's event. Participate in the organizer's celebration party. I guess it won't be over in a while, why don't you come to my place. What do you want to know and I'll tell you?"

"This..." Lin Chen turned his head and glanced at the closed door, he had the idea of ​​guarding the door.

"It's no use waiting there." Through the phone, Shui Xin guessed what Lin Chen was thinking. Even though Lin Chen said that he hurt his head and couldn't remember many things, Shui Xin felt that he hadn't changed. It was always Lin Qiao, the silly, innocent and warm Lin Qiao, "We haven't seen each other for six years, we don't know what happened to you, Jiang Ze and I miss you very much. Come on Meet us at the bar."

"Okay then." Lin Chen took another look at the gate, and felt that what Shui Xin said on the phone was right, it was useless to wait, it was better to catch up with old friends in the past, maybe he could remember something from the past.

Seeing that he agreed to the happy proposal, Shui Xin said, "Then I'll pick you up."

"No need." Lin Chen was a little at a loss for Shui Xin's enthusiasm. Although he knew that Shui Xin was a friend, he didn't have the slightest impression. Shui Xin's enthusiasm and enthusiasm made him feel timid, "Well, you send the address Give it to me, I'll go there myself."

"The subway is being built around here, and the road is blocked, and the small road is very winding. Can you do it alone?"

"I can do it. I can do it!"

Lin Chen interrupted Shui Xin anxiously. He was forced to prove himself, to prove that he could act independently, and he didn't need to be watched too closely. He really couldn't stand the overly cautious attitude of everyone. He is an adult, isn't he? Child, even if a big accident happened to him once, it was a small probability event after all. Lin Chen felt that he would not be so unlucky, and such a thing would not happen again.

"But you..."

"I'm an adult, trust me, Shui Xin."

The phrase "I'm an adult" made Shui Xin want to laugh, and he couldn't help but think of Lin Chi when he came to his bar for the first time, timidly but stubbornly said, "I'm an adult, not a child anymore. "

"I believe in you, I have always believed in you, Lin Qian. Then you should pay attention to your safety on the way here, and call me if you need anything."

"En." Lin Chen nodded while holding the phone, and said into the phone before hanging up, "Thank you, Shui Xin."

"You're welcome." Shui Xin hung up the phone, feeling a little stunned for a moment, "It turns out that something big happened to Lin Jian at that time. I don't know how he got here in the past six years."

It must not be very good, although Shui Xin has not seen Lin Chen's life in the past six years, but he has seen how Ning Fei lived in the past six years.

Jiang Ze took his hand, "The saddest thing is over. Isn't Ning Fei already on fire? Lin Chen has also recovered. When they meet tonight, you have to believe that everything will be fine. .”

"En." Shui Xin looked at Jiang Ze and nodded, then let go of him, and followed Jiang Ze to the bar, watching him roll up his sleeves and prepare to mix drinks.

Before making the drink, Jiang Ze raised his head and smiled at him, "Lin Chen likes to drink sweet things, so make him a glass of sweet things. We will only have sweet things in the days to come."

"Yeah." Shui Xin responded, propping his chin and nodding his head to watch Jiang Ze make drinks. He used to not believe that life would be good, but it was Lin Chi's appearance that made his bad life shine. Gradually, Shui Xin believed it. Now, I believe life will get better.He turned his head and glanced at his empty bar, which had a sudden reduction in staff. Even though the business was not as deserted as before, Shui Xin still believed that his life would get better.It was Lin Chen who made him believe, and it was Jiang Ze who gave him confidence.

"It'll be fine." Shui Xin looked at Jiang Ze, who was concentrating on mixing drinks at an empty bar, propped his chin up and raised the corners of his mouth slightly, "We'll all be fine."

The weather cleared up, the misunderstanding cleared up, everything seemed to be going in the right direction, Shui Xin believed that life would get better, Lin Chi felt that he was not so unlucky, and the accident would happen to him again.

However, God always likes to play tricks on people, and it is not easy for people to get what they want.

"You've gone off course and it's being reprogrammed for you."

"Huh?" Lin Kai looked at the navigation carefully and then raised his head to look around again, "That's right, I followed you, why do you say I deviated from the route?"

Lin Chen felt strange, he seldom went out alone, and he was not familiar with the nearby roads, so he decided to believe in modern technology, but modern technology led him into a dead end.

"How should I go?" Lin Chen scratched his head and looked at the unfamiliar environment around him, intending to use his intuition to try his luck.

Following his intuition, he walked out of this dead end, but when he turned a corner, he was almost knocked out.

After standing still, Lin Chen was about to thank the kind-hearted person who held him back, but when he looked up, it was Fang Qiang.

"It's you?"

Fang Qiang was panting heavily, the sweat dripping from his brow, the corners of Zhe's eyes twitched, he clung to Lin Chu like he was grabbing a life-saving straw.

"Why did you lie to me!" At first Lin Quan was very angry when he saw him, because he had misled himself, but when he looked closely at Fang Qiang's black eyes, Lin Quan breathed out again, "How did you get hurt?"

Fang Qiang managed to raise his twitching eyes, he looked at Lin Chen and said to him sincerely, "Yes, it's my fault, I shouldn't lie to you."

Lin Chen has never been a villain who cares about others, as long as the other party apologizes sincerely to him, he can always forgive him magnanimously.

"Forget about it. You seem to be seriously injured. Should I take you to the hospital?"

Fang Qiang looked at Lin Chen who easily forgave himself and his heart was shaken, "Why did you expose it so easily? Don't you hate me? Don't you blame me?"

He thought that everyone was as stingy as himself, but who knew that there was such a person as Lin Qiu in the world.

"Well—maybe you also have difficulties? Maybe you are not very clear about the truth and were misled by rumors."

Fang Qiang looked at the innocent Lin Chen, twitching the corner of his mouth as if he was smiling.

"What about people? Where did people go!"

"Find him quickly! The boss said that he wants to see people alive and dead bodies!"

There was a sound of chasing after him, Fang Qiang looked back vigilantly, and pulled Lin Qiu to avoid the corner.

"Did those people hit you?" Lin Qian took out his phone worriedly, "I think it's better to call the police."

Fang Qiang pressed down his hand, and Lin Chu looked up at him puzzled, "Looking at your injury, it seems like they are going to kill you."

"You run away later and leave me alone. They're just chasing me."

"But..." Lin Chen was about to say more, but Fang Qiang suddenly grabbed his arm with both hands and saw that he had something to tell him solemnly.

"It's probably useless to say I'm sorry about the past. Anyway, I don't ask anyone for forgiveness or redemption, but he is different. I don't want him to degenerate. He is a good person."

"Who?" Lin Chen was puzzled, "Who are you talking about?"

"Lin Chi!"

This was the first time Fang Qiang called his name in person.He grabbed Lin Qiu's arm and said earnestly, "Now there are two people who need your help."

"What?" Lin Chi still didn't understand what he said.

"Meng Yi and Ning Fei! You have to save them! Meng Yi went to find Ning Fei with a knife! He wants Ning Fei to pay for his life!"

Lin Chi's expression changed from doubt to panic, "What?!"

"I hear voices! There!"

Groups of footsteps approached, Fang Qiang grabbed Lin Qiu's arm and threw him aside, and rushed out of the alley by himself.

"Here I am! Come here!"

Lin Chi was thrown on top of piles of garbage bags. Even though the garbage bags softened the impact, his body couldn't withstand such a strong impact, especially when he knocked his head.

He fell on the garbage bag and covered his head. The sound of "tat-tat-tat" footsteps gave him a headache more than the sound of an electric drill drilling a wall.But it was like thunder, it was sunny, but it was raining in front of him.

I'm going to find Ning Fei!

In the dark night and rainy day, he held up a dilapidated umbrella to welcome Ning Fei who was swaying on a motorcycle.

"It's raining so hard, why did you come here?"

"Because I miss you so much, I must come to find you."

Because the pouring rain is with the person he likes, he feels pleasing to the eye again. They talk to each other in the simple hotel in the countryside.

"Ning Fei, I think... I think I love you, how about you?"

"Fool, I have fallen in love with you a long time ago."

They love and depend on each other, their life is poor but sweet, and they feel that owning each other means owning the whole world.

"But Lin Chi, I want you to have a good life."

"But I don't want you to bear it alone, and you will be very tired."

"Ah, cockroaches!"

"Move, move, I want to move!"

Changed from the aggrieved small attic to a spacious apartment, there was a brief parting, but the love grew stronger.

"Ning Fei, I've made up my mind. I want to take you home to meet my family. I want you to be my family too."

The scene returned to a rainy day, he was chasing the car in the rain, "Ning Fei, listen to my explanation."

The car turned and drove away, his body was thrown up and fell down, his body was very cold and painful, there were flashes of light in front of his eyes, and then the picture in his mind stopped.

Now, these scenes have been restarted again, Lin Chen held his forehead and opened his eyes wide. He remembered everything in the past, and there were no mistakes or omissions.It's no longer vague and confusing.

"I remembered, I remembered. I still need an explanation from Ning Fei!"

But what is important now is not his explanation, but Ning Fei's safety.He has just been entrusted with taking on two turning points in his life.

"I have to save them!" Lin Chen glanced back at Fang Qiang who had run away, and it was too late to help him, so Lin Chen gritted his teeth and ran away, calling Shui Xin while running, "Hey, Shui Xin told me Ning Fei Where to go after the event, I have to find him!"

Fang Qiang didn’t escape in the end, there were too many people chasing him, one person was exhausted and others followed him, he couldn’t hold on if he kept on going, he just slowed down a little and was caught by the people coming up from behind The stick was hit on the back, and after falling to the ground and rolling twice, fists and feet rained down on his body.

Playing singles was not enough, and he cursed Fang Qiang to vent his anger.

"Who are you and want to overthrow the boss?"

"It's been a long time since you've seen that you are not pleasing to the eye!"

"Like a cockroach, it's better to die early!"

Fang Qiang covered his head and covered his face, no matter how defensive he was, someone stepped on his ear, half of his head was buzzing, his ear was wet, something was gurgling out, it seemed to be blood.

Fang Qiang's defense was loosened by this kick, and the hand covering his head was loosened. At the same time, he also saw an osmanthus tree from an unknown family. Only then did he realize that it was the weather in early autumn, and there was a cloud in the air. The scent of osmanthus covered the smell of blood.

His eyes were blurred, but his vision was exceptionally clear. The few warm scenes in his life flashed like a revolving lantern, and they were all scenes of Dr. Meng administering medicine to him.What a pity, I was always so embarrassed in front of him.

"Go to hell you!"

It was the same stick that was hitting his back, this time it fell from before his eyes and hit his head hard.

In the last consciousness, Fang Qiang opened his mouth, only he heard his own voice, he called, "Doctor Meng."

"Why is the person not moving?"

"Okay, are you dead?"

In order to verify that someone touched it with their toes, the people on the ground remained motionless. When they saw blood splattered out, several people panicked.

"It's all your fault, who told you to hit him on the head with a stick?"

"You're not light on your feet!"

"Stop arguing! Let's go while there is no one!"

"No, no, the corpse can't be thrown here. What if someone calls the police?"

"Throw it into the river."

The stick with nails and blood was thrown away, and it was thrown in front of those dull eyes. Their eyes were blind, but they were still open, looking at the newly bloomed osmanthus tree not far away after bleeding.

Meng Yi followed Ning Fei all the way to the pool party from the end of the event.The strange thing is that everything went smoothly, no matter whether they followed Ning Fei or entered the villa where the party was held without an invitation letter.The bodyguards in black who followed Ning Fei looked like decorations.

Just as he was muttering in his heart, a bodyguard came over, frightened Meng Yi turned away, and unconsciously covered his pocket.

Everything went so smoothly, which made Meng Yi even more nervous.It was the first time he did such a thing, and his hands were trembling all the time.

"Ning Fei is here!"

"Oh! Ning Fei!"

Someone in the crowd whistled in welcome.

Meng Yi turned his head back, his breathing was short, he looked at Ning Fei who was in the center of the crowd, and gritted his teeth.

"My dad wouldn't have died if it wasn't for you."

It happened so suddenly, it was just an accident.But someone told Meng Yi that it was Boss Xue who handed in the news, and the younger brother in prison got involved.But if the guards just ignore it, it's not something Boss Xue can do.The person who sent the message to Meng Yi said that Boss Xue was able to do whatever he wanted because of Ning's backing.

Mentioning the Ning family, Meng Yi couldn't help but think of the familiar appearance of Ning Fei and Boss Xue at the reception that day.That must be Ning Fei, that's right, it was Ning Fei who was protecting Boss Xue. I heard that they had a close relationship when Ning Fei didn't return to Ning's.

The cold light of the blade is not comparable to the bright colors in the swimming pool, let alone just for a moment.Some people are spraying champagne, some people keep diving, and the water splashes several feet. What's more, the music is loud enough to hide all incongruous sounds. as drunk.As if God helped, everything was arranged very well, which made Meng Yi more determined.

He firmly grasped the scalpel he took out from his pocket and hid it in his sleeve. This is the only one in his hand. It was originally a tool for him to save animals, but now it is his tool for killing people.

Meng Yi stepped firmly step by step, and he went to the deepest part of the crowd.With his fingertips resting on the back of the knife, he was thinking whether it would be better to slit open his thigh artery for a quick fix, or to stab him with a knife and let him suffer.

The further you went to the center, the more unstable your footsteps were, because he was pushed and shoved because of the crowd, and it was even more difficult to get close to Ning Fei.There were more people who wanted to get close to Ning Fei, but Meng Yi was almost left behind. Not reconciled, he gritted his teeth, separated the people who were blocking him, and stabbed forward without judgment.

"Boom."

Suddenly there was a bang, and someone set off a salute on the stage, causing everyone to look up. After the salute was fired, a three-layer cake was pushed onto the stage.Everyone applauded together, and when the drums were over, they all shouted Ning Fei's name and hugged him to the stage.

"Ning Fei! Ning Fei! Ning Fei!"

The noisy electronic music subsided, and Ning Fei's new song was released. Before cutting the cake, someone asked Ning Fei, "What were you thinking when you wrote this song?"

Ning Fei held the knife and looked straight at the cake and said, "I was thinking about rainy days. It was rainy days when I met him, confessed and separated. He said he likes rainy days, and he likes rainy days when he doesn't go to work. He even knocked on the window The raindrops sound light."

Lin Chi looked at Ning Fei who was speaking these words on the stage and smiled, then lowered his head and covered his bleeding stomach.

Meng Yi held the handle of the knife in the belly of Lin Chen, and stared at him with wide eyes.

The focus is on the stage and no one notices them.

It may be due to excessive blood flow, Lin Chi started to convulse, he looked at Meng Yi with a pale face, "Doctor Meng, don't do anything wrong."

Meng Yi came back to his senses and let go of his hand. He took two steps back in fear, looked at Lin Qiu's hand covering his stomach tightly, stepped forward again, stretched out his hand to him but didn't know where to touch him, seeing Lin Qiu's painful expression seemed to be everywhere. can not touch.He just hung his hands helplessly and said in a panic, "Why did you come out suddenly? I'll take you to the hospital!"

Meng Yi didn't expect that Lin Chen would suddenly appear to block the knife.

Lin Chen clutched his stomach tightly and shook his head, "It doesn't matter that the wound is not deep, there is no need to go to the hospital. I have something to talk to Ning Fei first."

"But..." Meng Yi wanted to say more, but Lin Qiao suddenly grabbed his hand, and Meng Yi trembled when he saw his bloody hand grabbing himself.

"Don't you see that you are also afraid? Dr. Meng, you are not the kind of person who would do such a thing. "

"I...I..." Seeing Lin Chen's bloody hand, Meng Yi finally came to his senses. He supported Lin Chen, "I'll take you to the hospital first."

Lin Chen shook his head and tried to push Meng Yi away, then turned to look at the stage, Ning Fei was no longer on the stage, Lin Chen turned his head to look for him, "No, I need to find Ning Fei first."

Meng Yi stepped forward again and grabbed Lin Chen's hand, "You have to go to the hospital first!"

"No, I have something to say to Ning Fei. I ran too slowly last time and missed to catch up. This time I don't want to slow down again. I have to make it clear to Ning Fei first."

Lin Yi let go of Meng Yi's hand, and walked to the crowded place alone, leaving Meng Yi standing there alone staring at his bloody hand in a daze.

Why do you rush forward so recklessly?And why did you go looking for him so persistently?

Meng Yi looked up at Lin Chen's trembling figure and remembered his persistent attitude, and seemed to understand why he was so persistent.Because he knows that if he is weak and shrinks back, there will only be endless regrets in the future, just like when he was facing Yuan Hao who was seriously ill, he flinched.

After cutting the cake, Ning Fei was sprayed all over with champagne. Even though he was in a busy place, he was not in the mood, so he came down from the stage when he saw the opportunity, and found a beach chair by the pool to lie down and relax for a while.

It's a pity that he wants to be quiet, but others don't want him to be quiet.Three women in bikinis with goblets walked up to him, some stood behind him and rested on his shoulders, some were next to his shoulders, and one even sat directly on his lap.As soon as she sat down, she said coquettishly, "Big star, let's play together."

Ning Fei still lay there ignoring him, and said next to the one on his shoulder, "Don't be so cold, he's very lonely."

The one with his shoulders also said, "Yes, yes, so lonely, so lonely. Let's play together."

"Lonely and lonely? Hmph." Ning Fei sneered, "Do you know the difference between loneliness and loneliness?"

"Difference?" The three of you look at me, and I look at you, "What's the difference?"

Ning Fei sat up, "To be lonely is to want to do it very much, but there is no one in front of me who wants to do it with him."

"Hmph!" The three snorted unanimously, "What about loneliness?"

"Lonely?" Ning Fei looked indifferently at the reflective pool surface, at the men and women who kept jumping in, "Lonely means being abandoned."

"What, what kind of word games are you playing, just say it if you don't want to be with us." The three bikini ladies left the wine glasses in their hands and left angrily.

Ning Fei was still looking at the water surface of the pool, "Lonely is being abandoned, and I feel that all the excitement in this world has nothing to do with me." After realizing that the three naked women left angrily, he explained in a high voice, "I I'm not talking about you, I'm talking about me. Loneliness is me, and loneliness is me." After speaking, he poured it again, picked up the three glasses of wine left behind, opened his mouth wide and poured it directly.

After drinking, he lay sprawled on the beach chair, looked at the bright moon above his head and muttered, "I'm not talking about you, I'm talking about me. I was abandoned again."

"Ning Fei."

Hearing the familiar voice, Ning Fei straightened his neck, and the blurry figure in his eyes made him feel that it was a drunken hallucination.He curled up his mouth and gave a vague smile, then fell down again.

Seeing that Ning Fei was unresponsive, Lin Chi approached him with small steps while clutching his wound, and called him again, "Ning Fei."

Ning Fei lay down and stretched out his hand, scribbling in the air with his fingers, "It's really annoying, this person who abandoned me reappeared, obviously I decided to let him go."

After he finished speaking, he lowered his hands, his eyes and nose were sore, he didn't dare to look up at the phantom that he had appeared in drunkenness, for fear that if he looked at him more, he would be more nostalgic, and he would not be able to be unrestrained.

Regardless of the wound, Lin Chen hurried forward, "Ning Fei, listen to my explanation, I'm not, I didn't..." The words didn't form a sentence, it was painful and sad, "I didn't abandon you."

He knelt down covering his wound, trying to pull Ningfei's hand, "Listen to me."

The moment his hand was touched, Ning Fei jumped up and opened Lin Qiu's hand in shock. He looked at Lin Qiu silently, marveling at how powerful the wine was, and how the illusion was so real.

"Ning Fei." Lin Chen wanted to hold his hand, but Ning Fei shrank back in fear of him.

"Don't come here." Ning Fei stared at him and shook her head, holding her legs tightly, "Don't come here, don't touch me, don't appear in front of my eyes."

Enough and tired, after tonight, he wants to sleep without dreaming and never wake up again, so he doesn't want to see Lin Chen, and he doesn't want to have nostalgia.

Lin Chi was stunned, and slowly withdrew his hand, "You really can't forgive me?"

"I don't want to have nostalgia for you anymore." Ning Fei touched his pocket and took out the blackened ring, and looked down at the ring, "This last bit of nostalgia... I can't keep it either."

The hand loosened, and the ring rolled to the ground.

Ning Fei is most afraid that this nostalgia for Lin Chen will become an obsession, fearing that she will pester Lin Chen persistently and make him cry all the time.Ning Fei understands that her entanglement with Lin Chen will not stop until she dies, and there is only one way to let him go and stop making him cry. Really, it will only stop until she dies, and then only herself will die.

Lin Chen lowered his hands, the wound on his stomach no longer hurt, but only his heart ached, because Ning Fei said that he didn't want to have nostalgia for him anymore.He looked at the ring that had been thrown on the ground, and understood that it meant not to have anything to do with him anymore.

Seeing Ning Fei lying down drunk, he murmured and repeated, "I can't be attached to you anymore." Lin Chen's heart was ashamed.

"Since you have decided." Lin Chen's eyes were full of tears, hating himself for remembering the past too late, and everything could not go back to the past, "Then I will return it to you." The broken chain was put into Ning Fei's In the palm of his hand, Lin Chen looked obsessively at the drunk Ning Fei, and finally stroked his face, "This is what you asked me for, and now I will return your 'direction' to you. In the end, I still want to congratulate you on your success." Yes, my big star."

Lin Chi picked up the ring on the ground, clutched his stomach, staggered up and left.