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"Ning Fei!"

After so many years, and being scolded by netizens for so many years, Ning Fei thought that there was nothing to make him feel headache.In the end, they still lost. That family was really ruthless, and it gave him a headache when he made a move, but it was also powerful enough. People who had disappeared for a long time were actually brought in front of him.

Ning Fei raised her head and looked at the person in front of her. After such a long time, she has finally grown old visible to the naked eye. Even though she stood calmly and calmly in front of her, the crow's feet at the corners of her eyes are still so obvious, as if she was telling herself that she has not had a good life these years. .

Just this one look, no more is necessary.Ning Fei didn't say hello, just turned around and left.

"Ning Fei, I'm your mother. I haven't seen you for so many years, how are you doing? Do you miss me?"

"cut."

As if hearing a big joke, Ning Fei snorted coldly.But after he said that, the person who followed him actually smiled, "Do you disdain or hate me? Either way is fine, it means you still can't let go of me. Ning Fei, are you My son, don't I know you yet? A calm look doesn't suit you at all. I know you all too well. You are just like your father... "

"Tom!"

Ning Fei slammed the wall hard, "Don't say such words! I'm different from him."

"Just talking about it, why are you so fussy? Besides, he's already dead."

Ning Fei, who was drafted that year, did not make it to the finals.It wasn't because public opinion became more and more suspicious of him, but because that man passed away before the final.

It wasn't until his death that Ning Fei realized why he participated in the competition so smoothly. It turned out that his whole family was watching from behind, beating gongs and drums to watch the fun like a monkey.Obviously he treated it negatively like that, but he was still promoted all the way, and it was the Ning family who operated behind the scenes.

It felt like being a kid again, and until the last moment before he died, I had to sing to please him.

How could I be like him?

After a punch, Ning Fei calmed down a bit, regretting her gaffe, showing how much she cared.

Opened the door and entered the house, but the door was not closed, his mother smiled and opened the door and followed in.

"Your reputation is not bad." His mother looked at Ning Fei's room as soon as she entered the door, "Why do you still live in this kind of place?"

Ning Fei ignored her, dropped her bag, and sat on the ground in front of the sofa.

His mother was also looking at Ning Fei's residence with great interest, feeling a little strange, it was obviously a place where one person lived, but why did it reveal the atmosphere of two people everywhere?For example, the two pairs of slippers in front of the entrance, and the pair of porcelain dolls on the TV cabinet. It’s strange. Why are the photo frames around the porcelain dolls turned upside down?

"Do you often bring women back?"

Ning Fei still ignored it, picked up the remote control and turned on the TV.

Seeing that he was not taken seriously, his mother was not annoyed, she walked around his living room leisurely, and finally turned around to sit on the sofa, and showed her motherly love to Ning Fei, "Don't sit on the floor, the sofa is bought for use." What is it for?"

As soon as the voice fell, he drew a claw.

"呲-"

Latte grabbed her skirt unceremoniously, and bared her fiercely.

The corners of Ning Fei's mouth twitched, "No one can sit on our sofa."

The skirt was scratched, there was no excuse left, only to go back and change clothes in a hurry, besides, it felt bad luck to see this wild cat.

"It's not good to raise anything, you have to raise this wild cat that can't get on the road."

The door closed with a bang, Ning Fei put down the remote control in his hand, relaxed his body, and turned around to touch Latte's head.

No matter who it was, the latte didn't give Ning Fei any face, and he was still bared when he stretched out his hand.

"It's just you and me for so many years, why don't you give me any face?"

After so many years, one person and one cat depend on each other for life, but Latte still doesn't like Ning Fei.How did he know that the cat held grudges so much, remembering that he was neutered by Ning Fei, even today the latte still doesn't give him good looks.On countless nights, Ning Fei wanted to hug him, miss the past with him, miss the days when Lin Qiu was still alive, and the latte was still so unreasonable.

Maybe he was blaming him, blaming him for losing Lin Chen. If Lin Chen was still there, perhaps Latte would not treat him like this.After all, it listens to Lin Chen the most.

Although Latte is not close to him, the reward that should be given still has to be given, Ning Fei unpacks a package of dried fish and gives it to him.

Seeing Latte holding the dried fish with two paws and gnawing intently, Ning Fei felt much calmer, so calm that he could call that person.

"You really gave me something I didn't expect."

"Obviously I told you, but I have to do it right."

"Why do you tie me down?" Ning Fei held up the phone and wriggled his throat, "I'm clearly an illegitimate child, isn't it?"

"Because your surname is Ning, you have to take on a responsibility."

Ning Fei felt a little powerless. For six years, he was surrounded by the Ning family, "What do you want me to do?"

"Come and find me at the racecourse."

After this sentence, there is only a crisp "beep" sound, which cannot be refused at all.

Ning Fei found it, and sat outside the fence to watch the people running.Today is not a very good day, it is gloomy, he doesn't understand, these rich people have nothing to do, they love to make mistakes for themselves so much, why don't they stay at home this day?Must come for a horse race.

Ning Yan dressed up on a horse and sat across from Ning Fei. The two had sextant faces, but their temperaments were completely different.Even when Ning Yan was sitting, her back was straight, but Ning Fei was sitting at a slant, with one leg stretched out.

Six years, six years of looking at Ning Fei, Ning Yan is also used to him like this, and doesn't try to correct him.

But Ning Fei is not used to him, it has been six years, why should he surround himself like this to death.

"What exactly do you want?"

Ning Fei has been asking this question tirelessly for six years, and he can even think of Ning Yan's next words.

"Because your surname is Ning, you have a responsibility to the family."

Every time he heard this, Ning Fei wanted to laugh. Of course he didn't believe such high-sounding words, responsibility?Then why didn't the Ning family come to find me in the past few years?

"Then your family is really special enough. I see that other families are so strong against illegitimate children. You let me take responsibility for the Ning family? What? Did you accept me? I will share the future family property? No way?" Ning Fei smiled even more presumptuously, and his sitting posture became more and more serious, "You and aunt don't look like such selfless people."

Just like his mother knows Ning Fei's character well, Ning Fei naturally also knows what the Ning family's virtues are, they are all of the same kind, so don't pretend to be anyone else, everyone is bad.

Ning Yan's waist was still straight, and she took off her gloves and waved at the horse runners in the fence. Ning Fei turned her head to look strangely, only to see the back of the horse rider, the tight clothes outlined the lines, is it a woman?

Before Ning Fei had time to observe, Ning Yan had already thrown a folder at him.

"The only daughter of the Ling family, her family mainly manages such a high-end club. The racecourse we are now is also under her family's name."

Ning Fei frowned, he didn't expect them to be so straightforward, they put Ning Fei on the blind date without any discussion.

"Don't lie to others, the only daughter of a good family has no reason to accept a person of unknown origin like me."

"It's not that we tricked her." Ning Yan unhurriedly called for an attendant to burn a cigar for herself, "She found it herself."

"She found it herself?"

That's even more wrong, why did you come to find someone like yourself?

"Before she came here, she had already had a blind date with the new successor of the Shao family." Ning Yan smoked a cigar, and only then relaxed a little. Ms. Ling is a little arrogant. Although joining forces with the Shao family sounds like a good deal, but the Shao family boy has a bad reputation, and he has to marry him. It is not worthwhile to think about it. Since they are all illegitimate children, it is better to find the Ning family , we are comparable in strength to the Shao family, and most importantly, she can ask the illegitimate son of the Ning family to marry. Comparing the two sides, it is more cost-effective to join forces with us."

Ning Fei's complexion was already very bad, because Ning Yan said it was a business.Ning Yan explained the pros and cons to him so clearly, obviously thinking that this plan is good.

"seriously?"

"It depends on Miss Ling."

Ning Fei leaned over, stared at Ning Yan and asked, "Aren't you afraid that after we get married, we will plan to take back everything from Ning's family?"

Ning Yan raised her lips, "Miss Ling has a clear head, she is not as impulsive as you."

This is also the difference between Ning Fei and Ning Yan. Ning Fei is impulsive and irritable, while Ning Yan is more calm and restrained. That's why they say that Ning Fei is more like his father.

"A blind date is a blind date. Why do you have to send my mother in front of me to scare me?"

"Don't you care?" Probably because the cigar relaxed his nerves, Ning Yan smiled a little too easily, "Don't you care about using marriage as a business?"

"My mother is just a vain woman who clings to men. You use her to remind me that marriage doesn't have to be serious. It doesn't seem to have any effect. How did the outside room get on the table? You have to remind me to value the essence of marriage rather than weighing interests. Why don't you let aunt speak out, she is more convincing. After all, she and dad..."

Although Ning Fei hadn't finished speaking, Ning Yan's expression was already bad. Of course Ning Yan understood what Ning Fei said, after all, they were just a listed couple.This is their Ning family, and they hit people where they hurt.

"You may not be clear about some things." Ning Yan looked up at him leisurely, "Your mother is not as simple as a lover."

"what?"

"She used to be a singer, an unknown singer."

Ning Fei shrugged, "What's so important about her previous career? Anyway, her father who got rich later gave up making a living."

Ning Yan shook her head, "Sure enough, you don't know anything. My mother and father are only married on the surface, but father and your mother have the essence of marriage."

"What do you mean by that?"

"They are in free love. You are very similar to Dad, you should know about Dad."

"I'm not like him!" Ning Fei looked away angrily, "I don't know him."

"Dad ran away from home in anger when he was young. It was also because he didn't want to do a transactional marriage, and also because he had dreams."

Ning Fei always felt that when Ning Yan said this, the smile on the corner of his mouth was mocking.

"At that time, my father was young and felt that he could find a way out on his own. He was very decisive with his family. He was also too young and a little naive. When he was desperate, he met your mother, a female singer who sang in a bar. Young men and women talked about their dreams. It's always easy to spark. At that time, your mother didn't know who your father was. They fell in love very quickly."

"What an ordinary start."

Ning Fei thought that his mother was an expert, and when she was young, she flattered her father with her beauty. After a long time, she became pregnant with a child and had a long-term meal ticket. It turned out that they had such an ordinary beginning, which was different from what Ning Fei thought.

"Don't you remember things from your childhood?"

"What?" Ning Fei felt strange, what else could he have when he was a child, didn't he learn singing and piano all day long, and wait for his father to come over and be pushed in front of him by his mother.

The childhood that Ning Yan mentioned was actually earlier, when Ning Fei was five years old.At that time, Ning Fei's parents were ordinary couples from the eyes of outsiders, an ordinary couple who were down and out, different from other poor couples, Ning Fei's father did not come from a poor family, and was used to being well-clothed and well-fed since childhood. And very stubborn, some shelves are always unable to let go.

At that time, the enthusiasm of love had not faded, and Ning Fei's mother still stubbornly believed that one day he would stand out, because he looked so different, so she was willing to sing in bars everywhere to support her life of the two.

The turning point of love lies in the birth of Ning Fei. After having a child, the naive mother becomes more realistic. Gradually, she no longer expects her husband to be successful. She only asks him to go out and find a job, the most ordinary job, so as to support the family of three. cost.However, my father, who stood on a high ground since he was a child, didn't know how to be diligent and down-to-earth, and still dreamed unrealistically.

But because of having a child, the surface is still a harmonious family of three. When the child falls asleep at night, the husband and wife start to quarrel because of life.At first, they quarreled with their voices suppressed, but they couldn't help but their voices became louder and louder. In the end, no matter whether it was night or day, the quarrels never stopped, and they didn't care whether they were in front of Ning Fei or not.

Quarrels turned into fights, and there were always sounds of beatings in the less than forty-square-meter home, bottles and cans were always smashed to pieces, accompanied by the sound of broken porcelain, women's cries and men's stubbornness one after another.

"I beg you to get out and get a job. The kids are going to school soon! I really can't do it on my own."

"Who do you think I am? Back when I left home, I just didn't want to live my life step by step! You want me to find a job now? You are dragging me into the abyss that I hate the most!"

Hearing this, Ning Fei suddenly felt some pain in the scar on his waist. He finally remembered the origin of the scar. It turned out that his parents accidentally threw the boiling kettle on him during a quarrel.It turned out that he was really happy when he was a child. He had a caring mother and a kind father. It turned out that he could ride a bicycle. It was really his father who taught him how to ride a bicycle.Later, when Ning Fei thought of his father, he only hated him. He didn't think deeply about the origin of this hatred, but if he thought about it carefully, he should know that the boundless hatred was all because of the deep love he once had.

Also because Ning Fei was burnt and sent to the hospital, the Ning family finally found him.It was my desperate mother who contacted me, because I had no money to pay the hospitalization fee, and I couldn't pay any money.No mother wants to watch her child suffer.

The Ning family came and Father Ning was taken away.Life wakes them up.Poor single mothers have no position to speak with dignity in the face of life, so they can only brazenly hold their children and come to the door to beg Ning's family for alms.

Mr. Ning pointed to the woman kneeling in the atrium with her child in her arms and said, "Look, your pursuit and dependence are not worth mentioning."

The former happiness was shattered, Ning's father finally returned to the family, he became a cruel businessman without indecision, Ning's mother gradually felt empty after having a carefree life, obsessed with the passion brought by gambling, and the impression of the two people's first love was different. Gone, the man who yearned for his dream, the woman who sang with a guitar on her back.

The love is gone, they all forget who they were at the beginning, and it gradually becomes the simplest relationship, you ask for money, I please, each tries his best.

"Father hates her." Ning Yan finally concluded, "I hated her even before he died."

So I tried my best to humiliate her, this shameless woman who cares about money.

"Why did you support me in the competition?"

"Because my father's dream was to sing. When you took part in the competition for the first time, your father who was lying on the hospital bed was very relieved."

"So it is."

"So," Ning Yan spread his hands towards Ning Fei, "It would be better if the marriage is only about benefits, and the gains and losses are not involved in love. Go, go and say hello to Miss Ling, she will be satisfied with you."

Ning Fei pushed back the chair and got up, bowed his head for a long time, and suddenly smiled, "You still talk about family responsibilities, it is clearly revenge. Revenge I took away my father's expectations." After saying this, Ning Fei turned and led the horse.

Ning Yan watched him lead the horse into the arena, and muttered to himself, "How can you understand my pain, a little revenge will make me feel better."

It's not a so-called family responsibility, just jealous of Ning Fei's free and willful appearance, and the benefits of marriage are also a cover. Whether it is the cage of the Ning family or the Ling family, let him experience the feeling of suffocation.Do you simply think that the whole world owes him?No, just stay here to experience this unexplainable feeling of being pulled in the heart, so that he can't simply hate, nor can he simply face, face the fact that he once thought.

Ning's father's last words on his deathbed are that Ning Fei should not only have an identity, but also keep his heart.

Ning Yan couldn't help but laugh, everything was given to him, what about me?Where is my way?Where is my exit?