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Bai Xinran was lying at home scrolling through Weibo bored.The peak period of his career has passed, and his transformation is not particularly successful, but he is still considered a famous singer in the Chinese music scene.There are a few endorsements and a few concerts a year, but there is no new song for a long time. There is no way, the market is sluggish, and recently there are newcomers.He has appeared in several big-invested movies, but unfortunately there was not much splash. After thinking about it, he gave up acting. Fortunately, his fans are very loyal. After so many years, his popularity has not gone down, thanks to his hard work these years Yes, I kept my "natural" personality, and I didn't make any mistakes at all.

Even after a long time, I feel depressed, and it is inevitable that I have rebellious thoughts, besides, he himself is not a law-abiding person.When I had this idea, it happened that Ning Fei emerged as a rising star.As a talent talent singer, the enthusiasm in the early stage is quite high, but unfortunately Ning Fei often puts on his poker face, never smiles, and doesn't say hello to enthusiastic fans. Over time, the enthusiastic fans changed from shouting to cursing.

Ning Fei has now become a hacker on the Internet, which wakes up Bai Xinran, and honestly continues to create an amiable image of herself.However, when he was bored, it became his pleasure to review Ning Fei's scandals.

Opening Weibo, Ning Fei was scolded to be on the list again today, but was not listed at the top of the list, and kept being listed in the twenties and thirties all year round.Bai Xinran just pointed to the fun of watching Ning Fei being scolded, otherwise it would be too boring, whoever let himself have a set, he had to carry it everywhere, although he envied Ning Fei's way of doing whatever he wanted, but he couldn't get used to it, why? Is that what he can do?

If you don't give face to advertisers and investors, and don't give paparazzi reporters a ladder, then you will be hung up by netizens every day, and your popularity will be ruined day by day.

Ning Fei has a bad face, Ning Fei is playing big names, Ning Fei is lip-syncing, and Ning Fei is of poor quality.

Bai Xinran scrolled through his scolded Weibo one by one, adding fun to his boring life.

"Let me see why he was scolded again today."

Rather than hitting someone!

"Damn it!" Bai Xinran sat up from the sofa holding the phone, "Hit someone? Who did you hit? A fan or a paparazzi?"

Generally speaking, there are more paparazzi.However, there are not many paparazzi who follow Ning Fei. There was a news two years ago. Ning Fei found out that he was followed by paparazzi and kicked off the rearview mirror of his car in the parking lot. Not a paparazzi.In fact, the main reason is that there is really no news about him.

Although Ning Fei was scolded by people on the Internet all day long, his private life was unexpectedly boring, he didn't go to parties, he didn't talk about love, and he loved to nest in the small apartment that he didn't move all the year round.

Bai Xinran clicked on the leaking picture, wanting to take a closer look, "What? Hit a passerby?"

Why are you so good at hitting passers-by?

Bai Xinran was wondering, and wanted to look up and comment on the cause of the incident, but after searching for a long time for Qing Yishui's cursing at Ning Fei, there was no process at all.

There are only a few words of cursing and cursing, nothing new, Bai Xinran is a little tired of reading.However, under the hot comments in the comments, there is a netizen named "Frivolous Flowers and Three Golds" who fights against the whole network by himself.

"He didn't hit passers-by, okay! I was at the scene that day, but he just recognized the wrong person and went up to pull. The strength may be a little out of control."

What's funny is not that this netizen is not afraid of abuse and speaks for Ning Fei. What's even more funny is that each of his comments is followed by a comment from a netizen named "Drink more hot water with water", "I was also there , He really didn't deliberately pull passers-by. Also, please change the net name of this netizen, and don't use the four words of making fun of it, it will have a bad influence."

Maybe it’s because the profile picture of this netizen who said “Bring water and drink more hot water” is not likable enough, and he actually used a white lotus as his profile picture. The unexpected transfer of scolding wars has changed from insulting Ning Fei to this netizen. Bai Xinran laughed and trembled when he saw the "masculine virtue" education.

"Such a boy is too ignorant, he will come out to point fingers when he is not at home! He must be a gossip guy in the future, and he will be sent back to the basic male morality class!"

"Such boys are bad. Opening and shutting up won't influence you well. You don't even know that your own words are the way to influence them. Re-cultivate male virtue!"

"If a boy like this marries back home, he will definitely not live in peace in the future, and he must be thrown into the men's Durban for reformation!"

Jiang Ze held his mobile phone and flattened his mouth aggrievedly, "Now the netizens are really hostile."

"I told you not to follow the comments. I don't know how to curse." Shui Xin rolled her eyes at him in disgust, "What they said is also right, why do you care so much, it's just a net name."

"Then I just don't want you to be called that name." Jiang Ze threw away the phone angrily, "We've been together for so many years, and I still keep saying that I'm flirtatious. I feel uncomfortable listening to it."

"It's too troublesome to change the name, I'm too lazy to change it."

Seeing that Jiang Ze was still struggling with his online name, Shui Xin quickly changed the subject, stood up from the beach chair and shouted into the swimming pool, "Ning Fei, you came out! I've been making trouble outside all day, and I've caused both of us to go online. Give you a review!"

There was another negative news and he was almost scolded as the number one in the hot search, but he still had the heart to swim.

Shui Xin yelled at the swimming pool twice, but there was no ripple on the water surface.Shui Xin turned back worriedly and asked Jiang Ze, "Why haven't you come out for so long? Will something happen?"

Jiang Ze wasn't worried, he raised his eyes and took a leisurely look at the water, "I didn't see the corpse floating out. It's okay, Ning Fei has been holding his breath in the water these years when he has nothing to do. Nice record."

"Really?" Shui Xin looked suspiciously at the swimming pool, "Is he really breaking the Guinness Book of Records?"

"Otherwise, why is he always hiding under the water?"

"Ning Fei is really getting weirder and weirder. He wasn't like this before? When did he become so weird?"

As soon as this remark came out, both of them were stunned. They both knew when it started, when Lin Chi left.

This is the sixth year since Lin Chen left quietly.

In the first two years before Lin Chen left, Ning Fei seemed to be insane, irritable and insomnia. He often ran out all night and all night. He ran on the road in front of the apartment. In one night, he ran back and forth from the apartment to the fork in the road. several trips.When there is nothing to do, I keep thinking, "Where are people? Where are people?"

In the third year, Ning Fei was not as crazy as before, obediently accepted the arrangement, and posted any announcements.It was also because of his good luck that although his performance in the next few rounds of the talent show was mediocre, he still got the green light all the way to the finals. At the same time, there were doubts on the Internet, questioning why Ning Fei, who had a mediocre performance, would break out of the tight encirclement.The strange thing is that the judges and teachers invited by the program group endorsed Ning Fei one by one, saying that he is a talent for creation. Unfortunately, even now, netizens still make fun of several teachers and judges from time to time, seeing what they said about the talent for creation Now he is a dou who can't afford to support him.

Shui Xin didn't understand why Ning Fei, who used to love her daughter, suddenly accepted the arrangement. She used to sing in the bar and liked to go on strike every now and then. If he had the violent temper he used to, he would have had a fight with someone online to discuss life and death.

"Maybe he will see me." Ning Fei's thought was simple.

I saw it, maybe one day I will find it after I change my mind.

Knowing Ning Fei's plan, Shui Xin couldn't help but sigh, Jiang Ze comforted him, "Forget it, forget it. It's not so easy to get out of a broken relationship. There has to be a process."

Yes, there is always a process.Shui Xin convinced herself that the loss of emotional control in the early stage of the breakup has passed, and now it has transitioned to the stage of sentimentality. If it takes a little longer, it will be forgotten after a long time, and maybe it will gradually get better.

Both he and Jiang Ze think so.

In the fourth and fifth years, Ning Fei's temper seems to have stabilized and returned to the past, and his behavior is still the same as before. glass.They all thought that Ning Fei had gradually come out, at least on the surface.

It's been the sixth year of peace and harmony. When everyone has almost forgotten about Ning Fei's broken love, Ning Fei suddenly lost control. When a bodyguard guarded him on the stage for a brand platform event, he lost control and rushed out. The crowd stopped a passerby.Jiang Ze and Shui Xin understood at first sight why Ning Fei would do this, but the man's stature was a bit like Lin Chi's that's all.

It turned out that it never passed.

"But why does he always like to stay in the water?" Shui Xin was a little worried, "It's better to say it than to hold it in. It's been so many years."

Yes, it's been so many years.

Ning Fei, who was sinking with his legs crossed at the bottom of the pool, thought so too. It's been so many years, but why haven't you appeared yet?

It’s been the sixth year, and I dreamed of you again last night. You waved your hands happily at me and ran to me, only then did I realize that you had a beard all over your face.In the past, I was most worried about your long beard, because I didn't like it, but now I feel that even if you appear in front of me like this, I am willing and happy, as long as you appear, no matter what it turns out to be.

In the dream, you ran up to me with a beard and said excitedly, "Ning Fei, you see I have finally grown a beard. My wish has come true, how about you? Has your wish come true?"

No.His wish over the years has never been fulfilled.I couldn't sleep all night, because I couldn't find you, so I ran to the swimming pool to hold my breath, from the first 30 seconds to 50 seconds, and recently I can hold my breath in the water for nearly 2 minutes, but my wish Still didn't happen.

That's right, I was the one who lied to you at the beginning, and lied to you to hold your breath and wish that you would succeed. As expected, you shouldn't lie to children, and you will be punished when you grow up.

Even so, Ning Fei tried again and again, holding his breath in the swimming pool, holding his breath in the sink when washing his face, holding his breath against his face when taking a shower, holding his breath to the limit, and opening his eyes, the first time he was not in a hurry to breathe, but He held back his last mouthful and silently recited Lin Chen's name.Other than that, he had nothing to do, Lin Chi disappeared completely, he didn't know where to look for it, to New Zealand?

He remembered the day when he was heartbroken when he heard that his family was going to immigrate to New Zealand.

Ke Ningfei couldn't leave now, he was trapped.

Today Ning Fei broke through the limit again, holding back for two minutes and ten seconds.It's hard to hold your breath, it's a near-death experience, but Ning Fei still held back his struggle and forced himself to hold it for a little longer.If I knew it was so uncomfortable, I shouldn't have used this to lie to Lin Chen at the beginning. He is such a delicate person, and he would pout and hum when he pressed his hands. How could he endure such pain?

At 20 minutes and [-] seconds, Ning Fei couldn't bear it anymore, let go of the hand holding his leg, opened his eyes, and slid up with his toes on the bottom of the pool. Before getting out of the water, he still made his previous wish.

Make a wish, Lin Chi.

Every time I make a wish, there are only these two words.

"You are working so hard to enter the national team, aren't you?!"

As soon as Ning Fei got out of the water, Shui Xin scolded her head and face.Ning Fei nonchalantly walked to the beach chairs placed by the pool, picked up a towel and wiped her face.

"Why are you still acting like a normal person? You're in the news again! You don't know how to maintain your image!"

Facing the nonchalant Ning Fei, Shui Xin got a little anxious and shouted at Ning Fei across the swimming pool.

Ning Fei didn't reply, and shook his head after wiping his face, throwing out a lot of water droplets, which happened to land on Brother Miao who was walking towards him.

"Tsk." Brother Miao brushed off the water droplets on his body in disgust, and handed the connected phone to Ning Fei, "Here."

There wasn't a single extra explanation, and he didn't say who called or what, but Ning Fei answered the phone knowingly, and raised his hand at Shui Xin, who was on the other side who was muttering, meaning to leave.

Brother Miao shouted behind him, "Don't forget that there is an event tomorrow night that requires you to stand on the platform!"

Seeing that Ning Fei picked up the phone and wanted to leave, Shui Xin waved his hands angrily, "Really, why don't you care about your own affairs at all. Seeing him holding a mobile phone every day, I thought he was also criticizing people online, but in the end... …”

As a result, I went to reply to a post that no one cared about.It has been six years, and the popular way of socializing has changed from Post Bar to Weibo, but Ning Fei is still stubborn to go to Post Bar to build a building.If it hadn't been for Lin Chi's sudden disappearance, Shui Xin might never have known that he knew the fiery netizen he was chatting with on the Internet.

Jiang Ze stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder, "Forget it, it's not a bad thing to make news, he must have a hot topic in the entertainment industry."

"It's always dirty stuff. If you lose all your popularity, how will you go in the future?" Shui Xin said worriedly, and looked up to see that Brother Miao, who had just come in, was already comfortably lying on the beach chair. Sunbathing, "It's really weird. As a manager, why doesn't he protect his artist, so he has to find a way to publicize it at a time like this?"

But all these years, I haven't seen Brother Miao make any substantive actions, saying that the manager is more like an assistant, and he will follow Ning Fei wherever he goes.What's even more strange is that he didn't do anything, and Ning Fei's popularity with passers-by was so poor that endorsements came one after another.

"I always feel that Ning Fei didn't tell us something."

"You." Jiang Ze squeezed his shoulder, "You just like to think too much."

Shui Xin glanced at him, "You, you just think too little."

"Hey?"

Ning Fei's voice was a little tired, which made the other party not very satisfied.

"No schedule today?"

Ning Fei twitched at the corner of his mouth, "Don't you know if I have an itinerary? Didn't you give me all my notices?"

"Pack up and come see me."

"What's the matter first?" Ning Fei was not very willing to meet with the other party.

The other party hesitated and explained the reason, "Arrange a blind date for you, the other party thinks you are more suitable."

"Don't go!"

"If you don't come, you will regret it! Something unexpected will happen to you!"

Even though the other party warned, Ning Fei hung up the phone resolutely, "What is this? Is it really a family? Even a blind date is arranged."

Ning Yan looked at the hung up phone and frowned, "He doesn't want to come."

"Let's arrange it. Arrange for that person to meet him and make him sober."

Ning Yan lowered her head, "Okay, mother."

"Lin Que? Lin Que? Lin Que!" Wearing a white coat, Yin Jin shouted at Lin Que who was sitting at the end of the corridor, and walked towards him quickly.

Yin Jin yelled three times in succession before Lin Qiao turned his head.

The moment he turned his head, Lin Chen was stunned, as if he was reacting to the name Yin Jin just called.Yin Jin resisted the urge to sigh, almost six years later, Lin Qian's cognition still hasn't fully recovered.He pretended not to care and asked Lin Chen with a smile, "Did you come to the follow-up visit by yourself today? Didn't uncles and aunts accompany you?"

Lin Chi nodded slowly, "I want to try to go out by myself."

Yin Jin encouraged him, "You are doing well. Have you met the doctor yet?"

"En." Just as Lin Chen finished answering Yin Jin, the elderly phone in his pocket rang loudly, "Mom, Lin Mu is calling."

"Mom, Lin Mu?"

Yin Jin finally sighed, and helped him take out the elderly phone in his pocket and put it in his palm, "This is the same person, your mother is Lin Mu."

Lin Qiao looked at the vibrating cell phone in his hand in a daze, and looked up at Yin Jin, Yin Jin had no intention of avoiding it at all, Lin Qiao lowered his head again.It has been like this all these years, everyone is closely watching Lin Qiu's every move, which makes Lin Qiu a little out of breath.

"Yeah. I've already seen the doctor, and later...go home?"

Lin Chen didn't really want to go home right away, after all these years he finally had the chance to go out alone.

Yin Jin saw what Lin Chen was thinking, took his mobile phone and said to the other side with a smile, "Hey, Auntie, I'm Xiao Jin. I'll take Lin Chen out for a walk in a while, it's not a problem for him to be so bored all the time." , Aiyo, isn't Lin Chi still at ease with me watching you?"

Seeing Yin Jin talking affectionately with the person on the phone, Lin Chen felt a little at a loss.Yin Jin has been around these years, he and Lin Mu Leng Ming have become acquainted, and he is at ease with him, after all, he is a doctor.Occasionally, when Lin Chi saw Yin Jin who was familiar with him, he felt that he was a more competent son.

After finishing talking on the phone, Yin Jin put the smartphone for the elderly back into Lin Chen's pocket.In a car accident six years ago, Lin Chen injured his head, and his cognitive errors have not recovered until now. Lin Chen couldn't integrate his concepts. He knew that Lin Mu was Lin Mu, and Leng Ming was Leng Ming, but he couldn't compare them with his parents. get in touch.

In order for Lin Chen not to forget, he was specially equipped with an elderly phone, at least every time the caller ID showed a reminder that Lin Mu was his mother and Leng Ming was his father.

But later, Yinjin saw Ning Fei on TV, and felt that giving Lin Chen an elderly phone was not just a simple reminder to distinguish the names of his family members.

Yin Jin looked at Lin Qiao with empty eyes, and felt that thinking too much would be useless.Yin Jin walked up to Lin Qiu and knelt down and touched his calf, "Will it still hurt when it rains?"

Lin Chi just removed the steel plates in his legs not long ago.

Lin Chen didn't answer the question, and stretched out his hand to pull out a hair on the top of Yin Jin's head, "You have gray hair."

Yin Jin touched the top of her head and smiled tiredly, "It's too late to read recently." He was preparing for the medical license exam.

"This morning, I saw..." Lin Chen paused for a long time before remembering what to call Leng Ming, "Dad also has gray hair, and they are hiding in the toilet, Lin...? Mom is dyeing his hair. They deliberately avoided it." Me, but I still see, feel...feel..."

Everyone treated each other carefully, feeling more and more out of breath.

Yin Jin looked up at Lin Chen, he seemed to be confiding to himself but at the same time seemed to be talking to himself, because Lin Chen didn't look at him when he spoke, Lin Qiao just said this while looking ahead.Yin Jin pressed his calf, and suddenly moved her hand up to Lin Qiu's thigh. Lin Qiu was so frightened that he trembled, and looked down at him in horror.

Yin Jin used a smile to dispel the offense from her actions, "You have been lying down for so long, although you have done rehabilitation training later, it is still difficult to train the muscles on the inner thigh. I think you are too thin, and you are ugly. It seems weak, how about I take you to ride a horse? Riding a horse can exercise the muscles of the inner thigh very well."

"horse riding?"

Lin Chen's eyes finally lit up. At this moment, his whole body has some vitality, a bit like what he used to be.

"Wait, I'll go in and say hello to my brother, and I'll take you to the racecourse when I come out."

Lin Chi nodded, "Okay, I'll wait."

Yin Jin patted his head, Lin Quan was taken aback for a moment, and quickly covered up the vitality that had appeared just now.

"Senior brother." Yin Jin entered the door and sat down familiarly. He and this neurosurgery brother have been meeting each other for so many years, and even if they are not familiar, they are familiar. "How is he?"

"It's still the same."

Yin Jin sighed, "That's not okay, he finally recovered from the memory reset three years ago, why hasn't he made any progress in the past three years?"

Six years ago, Lin Chi woke up two months after the operation, his head had not fully recovered, and every morning when he opened his eyes, his memory would be reset.We had no choice but to follow the advice of the psychiatrist and ask him to write a diary every day, and save it for the next day to remind himself of the previous day.

"By the way!" Yin Jin remembered when Lin Qiu finally woke up from the reincarnation of memories three years ago, "What was the opportunity at that time? If we knew the opportunity for him to recover, maybe we could try again."

"No one knows what is the opportunity for him to recover from the memory reset."

Yin Jin thought about it, it seemed that Lin Chen was just receiving cognitive training step by step at that time, no different from what he is doing every day now.What was that opportunity?

This difficult problem couldn't be solved for a while, moreover, he agreed to take Lin Chen to ride a horse, so Yin Jin had no choice but to get up and leave.Before going out, the doctor reminded Yin Jin, "He is still fragile, don't give him too much stimulation."

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With a blink of an eye, six years later came.