sound of rain

As soon as Li Yang opened his eyes, he saw Zhang Fan lying on the bed and fell asleep. Then he looked at himself and his bandaged hands on the bed. He knew that Li Yang had returned before he got home. Did he figure it out?Isn't he getting married today? Why didn't he get married but fell asleep at his house?Didn't they come?Only then did Li Yang realize that he had turned off his cell phone, but this was not a sufficient reason, why they didn't find Zhang Fan here, shouldn't the groom be in a hurry to run away with others?Why did Zhang Fan leave the bride here to guard himself?Li Yang looked at Zhang Fan's face, it was not as youthful and glamorous as it used to be, it was not as childish as it was 6 years ago, these [-] years have left a mature, stable and masculine look on his face.

Li Yang kicked Zhang Fan, "Hey! Didn't I let you go?"

Zhang Fan raised his head to see himself lying on the bed and got up awkwardly, "Your hand..."

Li Yang looked at the bandaged hands and didn't want to appreciate it, so naturally he wanted to tear them apart in front of him.

"Don't, the palm is cut very badly, be careful to protect it..." The voice became smaller and smaller until even I couldn't hear it clearly.

"Hmm! Then what?"

"..."

"Why are you still at my house?" Li Yang was very angry.

"Yang Yang, I"

"Don't say that your conscience found that you love me. I'm sorry, Dr. Zhang, I can't bear it! It's amazing that even a newlywed can abandon you."

"Don't take it apart, okay?" Zhang Fan choked up and pulled Li Yang's half-removed hand and knelt down. Tears wet his eyes, and his palms became blurred. Zhang Fan opened his eyes wide to see clearly but didn't want to shed tears. But his emotions couldn't be controlled, tears fell drop by drop on the carpet, Zhang Fan wiped it with his hand, put it away and then slowly wrapped it up again, Li Yang looked at Zhang Fan with love and hate in his heart.

"sorry!"

"Don't I hear enough of your sorry?"

"Yangyang, I will take care of things with her, can you (give me another chance)"

"Should I say no?" Li Yang gritted his teeth and looked at Zhang Fan who was kneeling.

Zhang Fan kept weeping, choked up and couldn't speak, and tightly grasped the corner of the quilt with one hand.It took Zhang Fan a while to explain.

"Before, it was my fault before. I kept saying sorry to you. I, I didn't dare to face it. If I didn't dare to face everyone, I could only escape. You were like a flower in my heart in high school. I don't Dare to destroy you, you walked out in college, I dare not hold you back, I still have to leave after graduation, I dare not face how to maintain the relationship between the two places. Woo~~"

Zhang Fan wiped his face and continued: "I have always loved you, I dare not admit it, dare not, you are so outstanding, so lonely, and you have family, society, work, if you don't handle these series of things well, you may be Destroy you. I dare not take the risk."

"Very good, very beautiful! But these are just your excuses!" Li Yang was very moved, but this was just a reason.

"Yes, I shouldn't look for reasons, but I really love you, and I won't leave it to you this time. Give me time, I'll deal with her and we'll be together, okay? Okay? "Zhang Fan took Li Yang's hand and kissed it regardless of tears and nose.

After an unknown amount of time, Li Yang moved.

"Your nose rubbed against me, ten days, I want to see you appear at my door."

Zhang Fan looked at Li Yang in surprise, "Okay, thank you, Yangyang, thank you~"

Zhang Fan made a fruit salad, and sat on the edge of the bed and fed it to Li Yang mouthful.

"Does your back hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt!"

"It seems that the attack is still too light. If it doesn't hurt, how can you remember the lesson!"

"I remembered, Yang Yang, I remembered!"

"Well! You can go back and clean up the mess."

"your hands??"

"I'm going to live with my grandparents for two days"

"Okay, wait for me to come back!"

In fact, Li Yang doesn't really trust Zhang Fan, that's how people are, they can't really feel empathy if they are not in the same environment, Zhang Fan will naturally feel extremely guilty towards the bride when he returns home, will he still think of his feelings for himself at that time?Li Yang didn't know.I didn't expect to agree to him, which one of Zhang Fan's words was not for him?But Zhang Fan didn't hurt him over and over again.

Zhang Fan watched the sun go down slowly. From the corner of his eye, he shot through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room. Li Yang lived alone in Nuo Da’s house for 7 years. This house was built by Zhang Fan a year before graduation. At that time, Li Yang worked for two years. .He was busy with work, so his grandparents were in charge of the whole process until the rough came out, and then Li Yang started to design by himself.The whole house is simple and elegant black. The reason why Li Yang built the house in the village where he was born is firstly because he cannot do without his grandparents and secondly because he likes to make colorful things. He tidied up the vegetable garden in front of the house, and There is also a large lawn, and the same money in the urban area, not to mention the two gardens, can't afford to build a house.The peach trees transplanted on the lawn are quite a sight every May.

The room arrangement is very creative, a study room about the size of a bedroom, a cloakroom, and a large living room. Next to the French window to the west of the living room, there is an exquisite wooden table and two straw mats for Li Yang to drink tea. He always sits by the window in the early morning or dusk, either watching the sun shine into the window sill, or watching the morning glow withdraw from the window sill, take a book to admire the past and the present, and drink a pot of tea to relax and relax.