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Zhang Fan married

It has been 6 years since Zhang Fan left and came back now, and he sent wedding invitations as soon as he came back.Li Yang has been physically and mentally exhausted since he received Zhang Fan's wedding invitation a few days ago. He is better during the day, and the company is busy with many things. Can't sleep, can't sleep all night, he tried various methods, eating with grandma and grandpa, video chatting with friends, and watching movies and drinking by himself if he couldn't.But it still didn't help, which led to always getting up late in the morning, and one time I didn't eat breakfast in order not to be late for work. As a result, I became dizzy in the middle of the drive, and my blood sugar dropped.I had no choice but to stop the car on the side of the road and buy a steamed stuffed bun, and I was late when I returned to the company. A large group of people above the supervisor of the whole company were waiting for the meeting, but seeing the boss's face was pale and helpless, I had no choice but to entrust the meeting to In the afternoon, several supervisors and managers were unable to attend due to business in the afternoon.

When I got home at night, Li Yang ate fruit briefly. I wanted to go to the study to read a book, but I had a severe headache, so I played music, changed into pajamas, and went to take a bath. Li Yang felt that the bath was very comfortable and could relax himself. , I closed my eyes, but I forgot to reheat the water halfway through the soak, and the cold water directly woke up Li Yang.He walked out of the bathroom while wiping his hair with a towel, and sat at the computer desk thinking about checking the company emails. Just as he was about to turn on the computer, his eyes saw the post on the landline phone, and he couldn't help picking it up. Imagine how tense the nerves on his face were when he got the post, and his body trembled like an electric shock.Opening the post, seeing him wearing a dress and embracing the bride with vigor, Li Yang widened his eyes to prevent tears from flowing out.

When Zhang Fan said that the two were not suitable, Li Yang told him clearly: "Don't let me know that you are married, or I will beat you to death", but Zhang Fan deliberately hurt him, and Li Yang felt that Zhang Fan was really no conscience.In the past, I defended him so much, loved him so much, and was always for him, but I was hurt the most by him. I couldn't see how deep Li Yang hated Zhang Fan, because he loved him, and the more he loved him, the more he hated him. he.Li Yang was thinking about why Zhang Fan insisted on letting himself know that he was going to get married. The more Li Yang thought about it, the more confused he became, and finally made a difficult decision. He wanted to go, and he had to show fearlessness. You can adjust yourself, of course not to let him go, but how to show an indifferent attitude in front of him.

On Monday morning, Li Yang told his assistant that there is a private matter on Wednesday, so don’t arrange it. If the people below can’t handle the matter, then call him. After getting off work on Tuesday, Li Yang told him again before leaving the company. Drove around in the car.In the end, I thought about buying a pair of light rings, after all, I had promised him before.

When Li Yang drove to Zhang Fan's original hometown, he saw that the lights and festoons were very lively. They held a Chinese-style wedding. According to the customs of his hometown, they had to hold the wedding at home, which was very lively.After parking the car, Li Yang sat on the driver's seat and took two deep breaths, straightened his clothes, put on a smiley expression on his face, and picked up the velvet ring box in the small red box on the passenger seat got out of the car.After taking two steps, he and the gentle and beautiful bride, who was wearing a modified red Hanfu, were receiving guests at the door. He was wearing a suit and a matching bow tie, with his hair combed back and light makeup on. In 6 years, he is still so handsome, with his back straight, and when he meets a guest, he bends slightly to smile and let him in.

Zhang Fan saw Li Yang looking straight at him in the blink of an eye.When Li Yang realized that Zhang Fan had already walked over, Li Yang forced himself to look at him firmly, Zhang Fan couldn't look at him like Li Yang looked at himself, because in this relationship he was the ultimate giver and traitor.

"Thank you, please sit with ** and them, ** come here for a while, and take him to that room."

"No, I'll go by myself" Li Yang replied blankly

, with both hands in his pockets, tightly clutching the ring box.

Everyone was surprised when they saw Li Yang, not to mention the ending between him and Zhang Fan, most of the social circles of the two people in high school were the same in the past, since the two made it clear that it was impossible, Li Yang hadn't contacted their buddies, Whether it was a party or a chat, everyone would always talk about how Zhang Fan was doing after he left, how the hospital where he was working was treated, etc. Li Yang didn't want to hear any more news about Zhang Fan.

Their boss bypassed a large group of people and came over, and pulled Li Yang to let him be the seat. Li Yang refused and found a corner of the table to sit down. Everyone had no choice but to give up. After they sat down, they suddenly became quiet. I made them embarrassed, so I laughed and said, "I haven't contacted for several years, are you all okay?" After hearing this, everyone started chatting, and Li Yang sometimes echoed a few words, really absent-minded , unable to concentrate.Did everyone give way to Li Yang, and he could only smile along with him, but he couldn't put down his chopsticks and eat.

After a while, the bride and groom took turns to toast at each table and transferred to their room.Zhang Fan entered the room, glanced at Li Yang indifferently, and saw that he was sitting quietly in the corner with an invisible calmness on his face.

"Come on, come on, it's finally us"

"Yes, the bride, this is the second time we have met."

"Zhang Fan, you're not kind. When did you hook up? Get married as soon as you get home. That's amazing."

Zhang Fan was a little nervous all of a sudden, but the bride smiled unhurriedly and said, "We are colleagues, and we are all from here, so we can hook up naturally."

"Okay, I'll get to know you slowly in the future, come on, let's start with the boss."

"Such a big bowl, is this going to drink us to death?"

"Haha~, the meaning is good"

Zhang Fan had no way to "comfort" Li Yang on this occasion and make him feel better, so he had no choice but to toast one by one.Li Yang raised his head and eyes without taking a step away from Zhang Fan, watching him pour wine with the bride in tacit understanding, the fire in his heart could no longer be suppressed.

Seeing that Li Yang was about to arrive, Zhang Fan became more and more nervous. He held up the plate and waited for the bride to fill up the wine before bringing it to Li Yang. Li Yang stood up and looked at Zhang Fan without saying a word. Eyes meet together, these ten seconds feel like centuries have passed, and there is no magnificence.Li Yang smiled softly, picked up one of the wine bowls, gulped it down in a few seconds, leaving only the big red dates in it, Zhang Fan felt uncomfortable, but couldn't hold his hand, Li Yang regained his composure. Holding up another wine bowl, as soon as he was about to drink, the boss came over and grabbed his hand, persuading him, "Li Yang, don't drink like this, it's too violent, you can't stand it"

"Let go" Li Yang glared at him viciously, the bride saw the clue, and persuaded, "I think Zhang Fan, your friend is a good drinker, so don't leave for a while, let's drink together, but this bowl is just too much." Well, don't drink like this, be careful to hurt yourself"

"Thank you for your concern, you are so kind." Li Yang tried his best to control himself, drinking so much that his body couldn't take it anymore, he forced himself to drink up the other big bowl in one go, put the empty bowl back on the plate, He opened his eyes wide and looked at Zhang Fan, took out the ring box, opened the box with all his strength with trembling hands, put the box on the wine plate with a sneer, "Congratulations", Li Yang felt uncomfortable, dizzy and weak, really If I can’t hold on, I’m going to fall down. I realized that I have to go out by myself, so I supported the wall while moving, and said vaguely that I’m going to go back when I can’t do it. You have fun and other polite words, but I didn’t take two steps. , fell down.

Zhang Fan was suffering from angina, and he was questioning himself why he sent the post to him. Seeing him suffering so much, he was almost out of breath. He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, because his cowardice and incompetence prevented the two people who loved each other from being together. .Seeing Li Yang collapsed, Zhang Fan could no longer pretend to be nothing. He threw the plate and supported the collapsed Li Yang with both arms, trying to keep him stable, but there was no way.He had no choice but to pull his right arm over his neck with his right hand, and wrap his other arm around his waist.Everyone next to them knew their scarred relationship, and could not intervene illegally, and couldn't bear to watch the two of them torture each other like this.The bride looked at him in astonishment. Zhang Fan had no way to explain it now, so he could only lower his head guiltily.

Li Yang leaned his head on Zhang Fan's shoulder and said in a low voice, "Send me back." Feeling Zhang Fan's indifference, Li Yang tried to stand still, pushed Zhang Fan, and pierced through the cold words directly. It made Zhang Fan's heart "let go".

"I'll take you there."

The bride seemed to understand this unbelievable incident, and gestured for Zhang Fan to explain with her eyes, but Zhang Fan really didn't care about her, and there was a whole family of people around, and the people who came around didn't know what happened.They all thought it was because their friends were drunk, and some even suggested which room to help the person to rest in. It wasn't until they saw Zhang Fan carrying Li Yang out of the gate that they realized that there was no reason for the groom to leave the guests to see him off. , the bride's family members ran out to stop the groom, Zhang Fan just said "I'll be back in a while" to prevaricate them.He took out the car key from Li Yang's pocket, put Li Yang gently on the co-pilot, fastened his seat belt, and Zhang Fan slowly got up the car.

After opening the door, Li Yang started to vomit, a bit violently, Zhang Fan helped him to let him vomit cleanly, put him on the sofa, took off his suit, loosened his tie, and saw the water in the kitchen sink. The watermelon was on ice, so I took it out and quickly chopped it into a puree. Then I saw the juicer next to the microwave oven and picked out the watermelon and put it in.Zhang Fan sent a text message to his buddies while in the kitchen, "Don't let others know about Yang Yang, and don't let them come to me, I'll be right back after I'm done."

After Li Yang vomited, she felt much better, and she became sober again. Seeing Zhang Fan squeeze juice for herself nervously in the kitchen, Li Yang sneered, then closed her eyes, watching Zhang Fan walk over, propping up her upper body to lean on In Zhang Fan's arms, he saw Zhang Fan going to get the juice on the tea table, and when he gently pressed the juice cup to his lips, Li Yang opened his eyes before Zhang Fan opened his mouth.Seeing Li Yang suddenly opened his eyes, he felt scared, he knew that Li Yang wanted to embarrass him, since he left cruelly, why bother to do such a thing, you can let go and let me walk out of the gate by myself.

But Zhang Fan couldn't bear it, looked at Li Yang distressedly, wanted to say take care of himself, but couldn't say it out, he was the least qualified person to say such a thing.Zhang Fan was ashamed as he waited for Li Yang's verdict with his head down, and he didn't give or take the juice in his hand.

"Do you still remember what I said? It seems that you forgot! Then I will help you remember," Li Yang got up, "6 years ago, when I asked you if there was any possibility for us, you said 'we are not suitable' , since you say it’s inappropriate, I won’t force it, I’ll tell you not to let me know when you get married, but you seem to be too free and still think I’m joking?” Li Yang leaned into Zhang Fan’s face and sneered, “Take off Well, let's make it clear today, don't recruit me again, if you don't cooperate today, that woman will move out of your house tomorrow, are you colleagues? Then you won't see her again in the future! Give me the phone"

"Yang Yang!!" Zhang Fan stood up, wanting to beg Li Yang not to do this, but obediently handed him the phone.

"Don't tm call me that, why?? You don't cooperate??" Li Yang squinted at Zhang Fan and took out his mobile phone to dial. Zhang Fan had no choice but to start taking off. The mop head got stuck under the sink, and he stepped on it and walked out. Seeing that Zhang Fan was only wearing a pair of underwear, "Take off!" He said and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror. "Come here" Li Yang ordered the stripped Zhang Fan to come to the front of the mirror, Zhang Fan who lowered his head completely angered Li Yang, a stick went down from behind and hit his leg Zhang Fan cried out in heart-piercing pain, The painful leg was trembling, but he still didn't stop and knelt down, holding the mirror straight with his hands, his eyes were confused and he didn't know what to think, Li Yang was holding on to the stick tightly, the skin on his hands turned white, the more he looked at Zhang Fan, the more angry he became. The stick also landed on Zhang Fan's back one after another. It was messy and horrible. There were bloodstains one by one, not broken but bruised and red.Until the last moment, Zhang Fan couldn't hold it anymore, his whole body convulsed and convulsed.Li Yang's eyes were wide open, and the tears in the corners of his eyes finally flowed down his cheeks.Li Yang was weak all over, wanted to cry but now was not the time, stood for a while holding the stick, then threw the stick on the ground, approached the door of the bathroom, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "Get out!" He went into the bathroom and closed the door. He opened the door and turned on the shower in the bathroom, pouring cold water on himself, crying silently.

Zhang Fan stood up slowly, took the bloody stick on the ground, put it on the tea table, put on his pants, Zhang Fan didn't wear a white shirt, but put a suit on his body, holding the shirt in one hand and holding the stick in the other slowly out the door.When Li Yang heard the sound of Zhang Fan closing the door, he burst into tears. How could he expel the heart-piercing pain from the bottom of his heart with tears!

Zhang Fan walked a few steps to the nearest health center. After entering, the doctor took a deep breath when he saw the injuries on his back, and slowly applied the medicine. After about half an hour, the doctor stood up in relief and comforted him: " Fortunately, they are all bruised and swollen. If it is heavier, it will be more difficult to deal with the broken skin. Go back and take good care of it, and the skin may fade."

"Wait, doctor, isn't the skin broken?"

"No, why do you want to break it?" The doctor looked at him with a little strange eyes

"No, thank you, how much is the medical bill? I also have a friend whose hand may be broken, can you buy me some emergency things, gauze, disinfectant, etc."

Zhang Fan was very anxious. When he saw the blood drop by drop on the ground and when he picked up the stick, he didn't doubt that it was the blood from his broken back, but now his back is not broken. , It must be Yang Yang's blood.

Zhang Fan endured the pain and ran for a few steps. When he arrived at the door, he was afraid that Li Yang had already closed the door, but the door was still half-closed when he went out. Zhang Fan rushed into the living room, did not see Li Yang, and opened the bathroom door. It was a mess, the shower was not turned off, and the bright red liquid in the sink stimulated Zhang Fan's nerves. Zhang Fan was too nervous to leave the bathroom door and almost turned upside down. When he opened the door, he saw Li Yang, who was soaked all over his body, lying on the carpet, with a goblet and a half bottle of dry red wine next to him.Zhang Fan didn't have time to care if Li Yang was awake, so he pulled him up and put him on the bed. Li Yang didn't open his eyes, his whole body was in a state of distress, his white shirt was stained red in patches, and he passed out after passing through the water.Zhang Fan was too nervous, so he put some air conditioner remotes on the bedside table, but he was still rummaging through boxes and cabinets. After seeing it, he didn't bother to laugh at himself. He turned on the air conditioner and slowly checked Li Yang's body, only to see bloody palms. After stripping him naked, lightly dipped the water on Li Yang's body with a tissue, put on his pajamas and covered the quilt, and then Zhang Fan slowly began to deal with Li Yang's horrible hands.The entire palm was scratched in a large area, and various wounds were of different lengths.Zhang Fan has been a doctor for more than ten years, and he is quite familiar with dealing with wounds. He bandaged them up in a short while. During this period, Li Yang would hum softly from time to time, but his closed eyes never opened, and small beads of sweat appeared on his forehead from time to time. , Zhang Fan couldn't leave him when he was like this, he had a fever, hand injury, and drank alcohol, and he lived alone again, Zhang Fan felt sorry for him, fed him some juice, covered him with a quilt, and dealt with it In the bathroom of the living room, the blood on the floor was also wiped clean. After returning to the bedroom and looking at Li Yang who was lying down, Zhang Fan was filled with emotion. Why did he want to leave so hard? It was because he didn’t have the courage to take the pain of two people torturing each other and being scarred.Zhang Fan bent down and kissed the corner of Li Yang's mouth lightly, and sat on the carpet against the bed, thinking about their relationship, from high school to now, the two of them are inseparable for the rest of their lives.

Li Yang was feeling uncomfortable and wanted to go to the bathroom, so he had to force himself to sit up. When he opened his eyes, he saw Zhang Fan who was lying on the edge of the bed and fell asleep.