Stories

Leaving danger, his photo was shown on the screen, with curly hair and peach blossom eyes, and the background was the scene of the press conference in Yunlu Chuan.

He smiled at me, like that night.

I think, I remember what he said to me that night.

I don't know how long I've been sitting on the sofa like this.

It was getting dark and I didn't turn on the lights.

When Qi Chu came back, it was already dark.

He turned on the light as soon as he entered the door before he spotted me.

"When did you come back? Why didn't you turn on the light?" He stood in the entrance and asked me while hanging the clothes he had taken off on the hanger.

"The two bodyguards with you were replaced by me, and I lost you twice a day." While speaking, he had already walked into the kitchen to find something to eat: "Have you not eaten?"

His voice is still as good as 17 years old.

I quietly turned my head to look at him. He stood in front of the dining table and looked back at me. It was still the person I met when I was 15 years old, and it was still the pair of eyes I liked when I was 15 years old.

"What's the matter?" No matter how dull he was, he noticed something was wrong.

The light fell on his hair, his hair was black, his eyes were like stars, his white shirt and trousers were spotless.

"Your father died, didn't he?"

Like dropping a huge ice core on the surface of calm water, I can almost hear the sound of the air freezing little by little.

"What are you talking about? Who told you this..."

The person I love is the worst liar in the world.

"Yes, or no." I looked into his eyes: "Just tell me a word."

Qi Chu looked at me quietly.

"Yes."

I turned around and walked towards the bedroom. He chased after me with big strides and grabbed my wrist on the edge of the living room. He was half a head taller than me. The sentence is like a knife, he can't quarrel with me, so he can only pick me up and throw me on the bed, I fell to pieces, maybe I can calm down for a while.

It felt like just yesterday.

During these years, every day is as clear as it happened in the last second.

How can I remember wrongly?

He grabbed my wrist, and I couldn't break free. The two of us wrestled for a long time at the edge of the living room. I broke out in sweat and said in a cold voice, "Let go."

"You listen to my explanation."

"You fucking let me go!" I frantically wanted to get out of his confinement, struggling to go to the bedroom, but he forced me into a corner, the two of us were entangled, and fell into the bathroom together.

I didn't know who pressed the light during the struggle, and the bathroom was brightly lit for a while. I saw the sweat on his forehead and the unexplainable anxiety in his eyes.

But how would he explain it?

His father passed away many years ago, but I didn't know it at all, and I still believe that it was because of his father that he was in contact with Jing Moyan.

Not a month ago, in this very bathroom, he was telling me this with certainty.

He has been lying to me, for many years.

Finally struggling, he grabbed my wrist and trapped me in the corner of the bathroom, propped his arm against the wall, blocked the light, grabbed my wrist, and pressed me against the wall.

"It's not what you think," he looked into my eyes and told me, "My parents' affairs are too complicated for me to explain to you, and my relationship with Jing Moyan is not what you think, I don't have the slightest affection for him The relationship between lovers, at least you have to trust me on this."

His eyes were dark, sincere, and his pupils were as bright as stars.

I just feel sad.

"How do you want me to believe you? Qi Chu." I just felt extremely tired: "There are too many lies in our lives."

His eyes were full of sadness.

"What do you want to know, what do you doubt, as long as you ask, I can answer. Don't leave me alone," he almost begged me: "Don't give up on me."

My heart seemed to have been emptied of all the blood, and it was constricted into a ball. I felt so painful that I couldn't seem to feel that my heart was still beating.

But I still love him.

So I told him.

"I only have one question."

"What?" He looked into my eyes.

His voice is so soft, I think he has already guessed the question.

"I've asked you this question once." I saw the light in his eyes seem to be flickering: "I was drunk from the bar that day, you picked me up, and I kept asking you in the elevator..."

I looked him in the eyes and asked that question.

Zhao Li asked me that question in the bar.

"Tell me, what is the capital of Madagascar?"

All the light in his eyes seemed to dim in an instant.

Like a forest that has been burned by fire, the trees all over the mountain have turned to ashes. As long as the wind blows, there will be nothing left.

I think I've seen that look before.

Many, many years ago, at his house, on his mother's face.

Qi Chu lowered her head and kissed me.

He was like a hungry wolf, or a drowning man, he seemed to be frantically asking for something, but also seemed to be confirming something, I smelled the blood between the lips and teeth, I didn't know if it was his or mine.

He hugged me so hard that my ribs were almost crushed. I struggled instinctively, and my fingers scratched the bathroom wall, but I couldn't grab anything.

In the next second, I was led by him, knocked my knees to the edge of the bathtub, and fell hard.

The bathtub was filled with water, which was from yesterday, and it was completely cold. The moment I fell, I sank to the bottom of the water, and countless liquids poured into my nose and eyes. My whole body seemed to fall into an ice cave, but Qi Chu embraced Follow me and sink to the bottom of the bathtub together.

He's still kissing me, my eyes wide open in vain, his shirt like algae in the cold water, I grab his hair, he smells good.

It's still the same person I met when I was 15, but I can smell his desperation. We are all like greedy children on the beach, trying to hold on to every grain of sand, but everything is still irreparably lost from us. Slip through your fingers.

We can't keep anything.

The oxygen in my chest was gradually being consumed. For a moment, I almost thought we were all going to die here, drowning in this cold bathtub.

However, no.

I grabbed the shower gel bottle by the tub and smashed it on his head, breaking the nozzle of the bottle.

He loosened his grip on me, I struggled to stand up, dragged him out, and the two of us fell on the bathroom carpet together, I wanted to find a towel to dry his face, but he struggled to stand up , grab my hand.

"Xiao Lin..."

I shook off his hand, leaned on the wall and ran into the study.Qi Chu was still chasing me, I closed the door behind my back, and locked the door before he touched the door of the study.

I knew what a dangerous madness was in his bones, something that would burn us all beyond recognition.

He knocked on the door outside and called my name.

I never thought that one day, I would stop answering his call.

But I want to know the truth.

Water was dripping from my whole body, and I was shaking uncontrollably. The study room was pitch black. I turned on the light, sat in front of the computer, and turned it on.

Numerous pop-up windows popped up, I closed them one by one, water flowed from my cuff, I wiped it dry to prevent the water from flowing into the mouse.

The boot is complete and the network connection is successful.

"Xiao Lin, open the door..."

Qi Chu was still calling me outside.

I open a web page and go to a search engine.

Qi Chu still knocked on the door.

I typed that question.

Enter.

The webpage turned white, and the progress bar on it moved forward a little bit. For a second, I almost thought that I was nervous. What else could the capital of Madagascar be? It was just an ordinary city in the world.

However, in the next second, the computer screen flickered and turned black.

The chassis buzzed loudly, but became quiet.

The whole room was dark.

power cut.

I sat in front of the computer, the wind blew in through the window, my clothes were soaked and stuck to my body, countless streams of water dripped down my body and landed on the ground.

I am like falling into an ice cave.

I don't know how long it took, and there was a warm liquid on my hand, which seemed to be very painful.

Only then did I realize that I was still holding the broken nozzle of the shower gel bottle in my hand, and I opened the drawer, trying to put it in.

The drawers are full.

The nozzles of many shower gel bottles, with dried blood, lay quietly in the drawer. They didn't know how long they had been there, and they didn't know when they had been there.

each of them.They all look exactly like the one I have.

I walked to the door of the study, there was no sound from the door, but I knew that Qi Chu must be there.

I love him.

He loves me too.

We all have no escape.

I found a blanket in the study, wrapped it in the blanket, and curled up against the study door.

"Qi Chu." I called his name.

He promised me softly there.

But I don't know what to say.

We have nothing to say.

The heavy rain outside has stopped, and the wind is howling. In such a big city, no one knows that there are two people who are in such a mess. They are clearly in love, but they can only see each other through a door.

"Xiao Lin, let's go to America." He suddenly said softly over there.

"I bought a farm in the United States." He said: "There are rivers, pastures, and apple trees."

"Let's go horseback riding," he told me. "I'll teach you to ride a horse, I'll watch the sunrise with you, we can build a house, and we can read in front of the fireplace in winter..."

"Come with me, Xiao Lin." He begged me like this: "Let's go far away together, where no one can find us. Let's start again, everything will pass, everything will be better, and we will spend it together A long, long life."

"Okay." I seem to hear myself reply.

Take me away, Qi Chu, I don't want anything, take me away, we go far away, we will have a long time