Rebirth: Finding Happiness

Time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it was the National Day again, and Cheng Xiaoting was also pregnant for more than seven months. Every time her mother called Cheng Xiaoting in these months, Cheng Xiaoting did not go home because she had something to do, which also made Cheng Xiaoting feel I feel guilty that I lied to my mother.And on October [-]th, Cheng Xiaoting remembered it very clearly.

On this day, my brother called Cheng Xiaoting. On the phone, my brother said to Cheng Xiaoting in a hoarse voice, "During my mother's physical examination, I found liver cancer, which is already in the middle and late stages."

At that time, Cheng Xiaoting felt that there was darkness in front of her eyes. Cheng Xiaoting tried her best to control her emotions, and asked her brother in a trembling voice, "What did the doctor say, is there any way to treat him?"

My brother told her, "The doctor said that further examinations are needed. If the mother's liver function is normal, surgery can be performed. I registered the number of Shanghai Cancer Hospital on the Internet and took her out in the afternoon. Anyway, Shanghai is a metropolis, so I will go to this hospital." It’s okay to eat in China, I want to take her there to see.”

When Cheng Xiaoting heard what her brother said, she said, "Okay, I'll buy a plane ticket now, and wait for you in Shanghai first. When you arrive, call me." After hanging up the phone, Cheng Xiaoting went out without taking anything (it's like a wallet anyway) All important things are placed in the space), when I got to the gate of the community and was about to call, I saw the guard uncle and thought what should I do if someone came looking for me and I was not there, so I told the uncle guard that if someone When looking for her, let them call themselves, and leave the phone number at the guard.Cheng Xiaoting is pretty, and usually greets others with a smile on her face, so she has a good relationship with the gatekeepers and security staff in the community.Now the guard saw that she was going out and agreed without asking anything else.It was only two o'clock in the afternoon when Cheng Xiaoting arrived at the Shanghai airport, and then she called directly to the Shanghai Cancer Hospital, and then called her brother to ask when they could arrive. When her brother said it was okay for about two hours, Cheng Xiaoting told them Fortunately, they are waiting for them at the Huating Hotel next to the hospital. When the time comes to contact them by phone, they will open two rooms in the hotel. At that time, brother and others will have one room, and Cheng Xiaoting and her mother will have one room. When sitting in the hotel room, Cheng Xiaoting thinks of herself Before I told my family about my pregnancy, I suddenly became restless.

After receiving her brother's call, Cheng Xiaoting immediately went to the door to pick them up. When Cheng Xiaoting appeared in front of her mother, she saw that her mother's eyes turned red, and both her brother and sister-in-law looked at Cheng Xiaoting in disbelief.When Cheng Xiaoting saw this, she immediately said, "Let's go upstairs first." Then she took the lead and walked forward holding her mother's hand.

When we got to the room, seeing my sister-in-law closed the door, my mother couldn't wait to ask: "Cheng Xiaoting, do you still treat me as your mother? Do you still treat us as relatives? Don't tell me about such a big thing, you have to pay it back. I'm your mother, tell me what's going on right away."

"Mom, you are not in good health, don't be angry, don't you know what kind of personality I am, I don't believe in love, let alone men, I just want to have a child of my own, so that I won't be too lonely when I get old. The child's father is a good man and he doesn't know about my pregnancy. If he knows, he will marry me, but he has someone he likes and a life of his own. I can't be too selfish and marry him without loving him. This way we both will suffer. Mom, I know you hurt me, even if I beg you, let me give birth to the baby, okay?"

"Sister, have you thought about it clearly? Raising children is different from raising other children. Not every child is like you when you were a child. Don't worry about adults. You can do everything by yourself. That will be very hard for you."

"Brother, I think very clearly. No matter how hard it is in the future, I will bring up the child well and give the child a good life."

"Mom knows that you have been a well-measured child since you were a child. Since you have made up your mind about this matter, mother will not say anything anymore, but mother wants you to promise me that you must treat yourself well and don't let yourself be too tired. Treat yourself well. Give the child a happy home even without a father."

"Mom, thank you, I'm sure I can."

After a series of examinations the next day, the doctor said to my mother: "Your liver function is still normal, and you can be operated on, but because your cancer is already in the middle and late stages, we will remove the cancer cells you can see now." , There may also be cancer viruses hidden in the liver, which may cause your cancer to recur again. If it recurs, the cancer cells will spread and there is no way to treat it. Now we can only have surgery first, and then chemotherapy. The process of killing the remaining cancer cells will be very painful, and it depends on your own willpower. I will prescribe some inspection items for you now, and one of you will stay. Arrange surgery for you as soon as possible."

When the elder brother heard what the doctor said, he said to Cheng Xiaoting: "Xiaoting, wait here for the doctor to issue the hospitalization order, and then go to the first floor and wait for me to do the hospitalization together."

"I see, brother."

The doctor saw her mother and the others went out, and then said to Cheng Xiaoting: "The patient was here just now, I can't say much, the patient's resistance is very weak, and chemotherapy not only kills cancer cells, but also kills good cells. I'm afraid she won't be able to survive, then if the chemotherapy is stopped at that time, the cancer cells may spread faster, and your family members should know this."

"Then if the chemotherapy is stopped, is there any other medicine that can control the spread of cancer cells?"

"There is an imported medicine, but its effect is not too expensive. The price is about 1 yuan per medicine, and the body will slowly produce antibodies if the medicine is used too much. What's the use of it?"

"Then is there any other way, such as changing the liver?"

"Liver replacement is also possible. Chemotherapy is still required after the liver replacement operation. The resistance of a patient like yours will not last more than two years even if the liver is replaced, so I don't recommend you to use this treatment plan. .”

"I see, thank you doctor." After taking the hospitalization slip, Cheng Xiaoting went to the first floor of the hospital to wait for her brother and the others to go through the hospitalization procedures together.After sending her mother to the ward, Cheng Xiaoting called her elder brother out on the grounds that she wanted to go to the supermarket to buy hospital supplies, and then told him what the doctor said to herself while walking, and then her elder brother said: "When the doctor leaves Rang alone I guessed it, and we didn't do anything about it, I heard people say that this disease will be very, very painful in the end, so I can only try to keep her from being too painful." Cheng Xiaoting heard her brother say this, and it was the only way to think about it. "Brother, have you called Dad and told him about Mom's current situation?"

"I told him, he said that today's car will arrive in Shanghai tomorrow, but it doesn't matter if you come or not, it's useless if he comes anyway." Hearing what he said, I didn't say anything more up.

After buying something, my mother asked us to leave first: "There is nothing to do today anyway, you go back and rest first, I am fine by myself, Xiao Ting, you are still pregnant with the child, the air in this hospital is not good for the child, don't you Do you know that you always run here?"

"Mom, don't worry, I'll go downstairs to the pharmacy to buy a mask and put it on, it's fine."

"Okay, Xiaoting, you and your sister-in-law should go back. I'll stay here with my mother. If there is anything else I need to check, I will take care of myself. Just listen to my mother." Hearing what her brother said, Cheng Xiaoting had no choice but to follow her. My sister-in-law went back to the hotel together.

In the next few days until my mother was discharged from the hospital, we would take care of my mother with Cheng Xiaoting and my sister-in-law in the hospital during the day, and my brother would stay in the hospital to take care of my mother at night, and my father was really useless as my brother said, and there was no way until my mother finished her prescription. After Dao woke up, his brother asked him to go back to Shenyang, but Cheng Xiaoting didn't say anything.

Before I knew it, more than a month passed, and Cheng Xiaoting's due date was only a few days away, and the things needed for the delivery were already prepared and put in a small luggage bag. .And my mother really couldn't stand the pain of chemotherapy just as the doctor said. She only had two chemotherapy treatments and stopped doing it. At that time, she could only give her more than 1 imported medicines twice a month. Now It's because she feels that her spirit and everything are okay.However, the doctor said that the first three months are two doses a month, and then the dose should be gradually increased.

At 2010:11 am on November 21, 10 (October 16 in the lunar calendar), Cheng Xiaoting successfully gave birth to a six-pound baby girl. Although the process was painful, the result was gratifying.After staying in the hospital for three days, Cheng Xiaoting went home to continue confinement. After the child was full moon, Cheng Xiaoting named her Cheng Lingyi, and registered her household registration.

Time soon turned a page and entered 2011. This year was dark and painful for Cheng Xiaoting's family, because we sent off on September 28 of this year and loved our mother dearly.

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