Miss First Love [A Gentleman's Dignity]

Jin Daozhen took the newly bought Japanese teaching materials and returned home with high morale.As soon as I entered the door, I saw Colin and two young boys sitting in front of the table with paper and pens on the table, as if they were discussing something important.Seeing him enter the door, the two boys looked at Colin suspiciously.

Colin introduced to his friends in Japanese: "This is my father." All the friends widened their eyes and repeated in surprise: "Daddy."

This Japanese sentence is very simple, and Jin Daozhen can understand it.His mood suddenly became subtle, as if he had won some kind of honor.The son proudly introduced to his friends that he was his father, and he was officially and publicly awarded this unique medal in the world.

From now on, this title will give him a new identity, open the door to a new world for him, allow him to have new happiness and take on new responsibilities.

Friends, say hello to Kim Do-jin and introduce yourself.Kim Do-jin greeted them in Japanese, and then asked them to continue what they had just done in English, while he went to the balcony to start learning Japanese.

At the beginning, Jin Daozhen concentrated on paying attention to the movement in the living room. Their voices were deliberately lowered, and they spoke very fast. Occasionally, the volume of two or three sentences suddenly increased, followed by booing reminders, and then their voices were lowered again.Kim Do-jin guessed that maybe they were talking about him, the dad who had been absent from Colin's life and then suddenly appeared.

After listening for a while and making some associations and speculations, Jin Daozhen turned his attention back to the Japanese textbook he just bought.The content of this book consists of simple conversations in more than a dozen scenes, and he practiced sentence by sentence according to the audio.

Focus and time will pass faster.When Jin Daozhen looked up and saw Colin, he felt that only a few words had passed.

"You just listen to the sentences directly, can you learn Japanese?" Colin watched silently on the balcony for a while, and asked when Jin Daozhen noticed him.

Jin Daozhen didn't answer the question, only asked in Japanese: "Where did your classmate go?" Colin told him in Japanese that he had gone home.

Kim Do-jin said something in Korean: "You can understand, it means you have learned it." After speaking, he continued to play the Japanese audio, and Colin saw this and left the balcony.

After a while, Colin came to the balcony with a glass of water: "Are you thirsty, here is a glass of water for you."

Jin Daozhen took it flattered, took a sip, and thanked in Japanese: "Thank you very much, I will drink it well."

Colin replied that you are welcome in Japanese, and seeing Jin Daozhen lowered his head to read again, he left the balcony regretfully again.He went back to the living room, paced back and forth, turned around a few times, and brought a plate of biscuits to the balcony.

Jin Daozhen took the biscuit and put it aside, and put the book down as well. He leaned back in the chair relaxedly, and his whole body was nestled into the basket of the swing chair.It wasn't until Colin became uncomfortable that Jin Daozhen spoke leisurely, saying a Japanese sentence he had just learned: "What do you want to do?"

Colin talked endlessly as if he had received a pardon, and finally asked timidly: "Can you help me solve it?"

Only then did Jin Daozhen put down his crossed legs, let go of his crossed hands, and said confidently, "The printer isn't printing? Well, then I'll go and check it out for you."

Jin Daozhen strode out of the balcony with his head held high, with Colin trailing behind him like a little tail.Jin Daozhen fluttered his fingers on the keyboard, clicked a few times with the mouse, pressed the button of the printer a few times, and asked, "Are you printing this?"

Colin looked at the document page currently displayed on the computer desktop, and replied: "Print three copies." Jin Daozhen operated again, and the printer began to feed paper.

Colin held the paper that had just been printed and was still warm, and wanted to thank Jin Daozhen, but he was too shy to speak, so he had to lower his head and pretend to read the words on the paper.

While Colin was struggling, Jin Daozhen asked, "I have a proposal, what do you think about it?"

Colin looked up at Jin Daozhen, his eyes beckoning him to continue.

"I hope you and my mother will live with me in the future, are you willing?"

Happiness came so suddenly, Colin burst into a smile immediately, and he asked happily: "Mom also agrees? Are you reconciled? Are you going to be together?"

Looking at Colin's expression, Jin Daozhen couldn't help but know what he was thinking.Still secretly happy in my heart, blood relationship is blood relationship, even if they have been separated for many years, there is a natural nostalgia for each other in my heart.

Jin Daozhen was very confident that Colin was his ally on the ship, and told the truth: "Your mother hasn't agreed yet." Following the words, Colin's smile faded instantly, but Jin Daozhen didn't notice because he was happy.He continued: "I want to keep working hard, so I need your help."

Colin raised the document in his hand and said to Jin Daozhen, "Thank you very much for this. Although I appreciate it, I can't help you."

Only then did Jin Daozhen understand why the weather in June was compared to a child's face in the common saying, and the face change was so fast that he was caught off guard.He asked in disbelief: "Why, why can't you help me, don't you want me to be with my mother?"

"I don't care, as long as my mother feels happy, I will support her." Colin's expression was sincere, and Jin Daozhen even began to wonder if seeing Colin's smile just now was his hallucination.

"Do you think mom will be unhappy with me?" Kim Do-jin asked.

"I don't know," Colin shrugged, "Why is Mom sure to be happy when she's with you?"

"Of course it's because of love. Because we love each other, we can live happily." Jin Daozhen said with certainty, vowing to pull Colin into his camp.

"How do I know that you are in love, and there is no proof." Colin never got into the hubby.

Jin Daozhen: "Don't you think it's funny that you ask this question? You——is the proof, you are the proof that we love each other."

Colin was unmoved: "That's hard to say, maybe I'm not the evidence of your love. Otherwise, why didn't you stay together, but separated. Maybe you separated because you regretted it or didn't love each other." .”

With a knowing blow, Jin Daozhen was powerless to fight again: "You don't like me, do you?"

Colin asked back: "What about you, do you like me?"

Jin Daozhen had no choice but to throw away his helmet and armor: "I recommend you to watch a movie, "Sleepless in Seattle", it will educate you, so go and watch it when you have time."

Thoughts jumped too fast, Colin nodded confusedly.

'I hope you can live with me', the whole afternoon Kim Eun Hee's mind repeated the words of Kim Do Jin in a single sentence.The thought that she forcibly dismissed jumped out at this moment and could not be ignored.

Could it be that Jin Daozhen still loves her, that's why he chased her to Japan and said he wanted to live with them.Jin Enxi couldn't help guessing like this.

But Jin Daozhen has made this and that girlfriend over the years, and he took other girls to the hotel, you saw it yourself.

But at that time, you had already left him. He was single and an excellent mature man. It would be strange if he fell in love with a woman and went to a hotel. It would be strange if he didn't.

There are two villains arguing in Jin Eunxi's mind, each trying to convince the other.

So what if he knew you were back, didn't he come to you after he knew you had a son?He said he wants to live with you, do you think it is because he loves you?No, it's because he felt sorry for you and his son, and in order to fulfill his father's responsibility, he proposed this.

Who said that once you have a son, you must live with your mother. If so, there will be no divorced families in the world. Don't they have children?He offered to live with you, this is his confession.

But in so many families, how many fathers didn't know the existence of the child until ten years later?The power of time, don't you know?This long time will brew simple guilt into the responsibility of giving up, this long time will brew sporadic good feelings into the illusion that you must, this long time will brew ordinary memories into lifelong desires good.

In his impression, you are that young and ignorant girl back then, but in front of him, you are a strong and independent mother.In this way, if he still has love for you, it is either out of regret of first love, or out of compensation for guilt.How can this kind of love be the kind of pure love you imagined, a man's admiration for a woman?

Jin Enxi was persuaded by himself in this way, and his agitated heart seemed to return to his place again.She may be able to bear a 'no love', but not a 'love wrong'.

After get off work, Jin Enxi left the company with her colleagues, who asked her: "You arrived in a hurry at noon today, and you were absent-minded this afternoon. What's the matter?"

Jin Enxi has completely calmed down, and explained calmly: "There is a friend from South Korea, so I want to accompany him."

"He? It seems to be a male-friend." The colleague teased.

Jin Enxi smiled and shook his head: "Your imagination! He went back after playing for a few days, and I will go first."

The colleague behind her was still yelling at her: "In such a hurry to go back, maybe he won't go if he plays well..."

not going back?How can it be.Jin Eunxi shook his head and took the tram home.

When Jin Enxi went home and saw Jin Daozhen, he was a little uncomfortable for a few seconds, but he quickly adjusted.She went to change into home clothes and went to the kitchen.

On the table, the cucumbers have been washed and sliced, the fern root powder is wet on the plate, the whole piece of tofu is soaked in water, and the salmon is cut into several pieces.Jin Enxi picked up the plate of cucumbers, which were moderately thick and even; he also picked up the kettle, which was already full of water.

Jin Eunxi looked up and saw Jin Daozhen standing outside the kitchen bar, smiling to meet her gaze.Jin Eunxi returned a brief smile, and began to cook dinner with the ingredients prepared by Jin Daozhen.

Jin Enxi made the stone pot tofu soup first. She cut the tofu, put it into boiling water, adjusted the seasoning and stirred.After cooking, she turned off the fire, and was about to put on insulating gloves to take down the stone pot.

Jin Daozhen's voice came from the rear left: "Let me go, I'll serve it." When she turned around, she saw Jin Daozhen putting on his gloves and waiting by the stove at some point.

Jin Eunxi withdrew his body to the rear right, and Jin Daozhen carefully picked up the stone pot and put it on the dining table.Jin Enxi looked at the back of him advancing cautiously, and smiled silently.

The next thing to do is to fry the salmon, which turns golden after the fish sizzles in the hot oil.Jin Eunxi turned slightly to get the vinegar bottle, and saw Jin Daozhen holding the vinegar bottle on her left side and waiting.Jin Enxi was slightly taken aback, then took the vinegar bottle, added some vinegar to the pot, and put it directly back on the table.

Then Jin Eunxi wanted to chop some onion, ginger and garlic for seasoning, and Jin Daozhen also snatched it, and said plausibly: "Let me cut it, didn't you test my knife skills just now. You go and watch the pot, so that the fish will not be burnt. "

Jin Enxi turned back to the stove, turned over the fish a few times, and whispered: "Be careful with the knife." Jin Daozhen tapped a cheerful piece of music on the chopping board with the kitchen knife.Dinner was finished with the cooperation of the two.

Colin put the meal on the plate. This meal was the result of their family's first cooperation. The "I started" before the meal was interpreted as a declaration of happiness.

After dinner, Colin asked Jin Enxi: "Mom, I want to learn guitar next semester, can you accompany me to buy one."

"Guitar, why do you suddenly want to learn guitar?" Jin Enxi asked curiously.

In Colin's mind, he saw the street performers performing in Myeongdong, but he sneaked out that time, and he didn't know how to explain it to Enxi.He met Jin Daozhen that day, and he looked at Jin Daozhen unconsciously.

Jin Enxi noticed Colin's gaze. She had heard Jin Daozhen play the guitar, and thought it was Jin Daozhen and Colin who had mentioned it.

Colin's words reminded Jin Daozhen of the first meeting with him in Myeongdong, when he saw Colin alone, and listening to their conversation, Jin Daozhen judged that Enxi probably didn't know about Colin's trip.

He glanced at Colin knowingly, seeing his unintentional pleading gaze, and then helped him cover it up to Jin Enxi: "I watched a guitar performance with him, maybe I fell in love with the guitar then."

Jin Enxi nodded, "Okay, I will take you to buy it on weekends. Then when will you learn it? Every night you have to go to a private school, and it's almost ten o'clock when you get home after school. Plus learning guitar, have you arranged the time? Will you? Will it be too hard to be busy?"

Colin got Enxi's approval, and quickly explained, for fear that she would regret it: "It won't be hard, I have arranged everything, and I will join the guitar club next semester. There are club activities twice a week, and I can practice at that time, and I can also practice on weekends." .And the guitar is fun, not hard work."

Jin Enxi said: "Then you try to learn first. Do you need to sign up for a guitar class?"

Jin Daozhen interjected, "No need, I can help him get started."

Jin Enxi looked at Jin Daozhen, "You won't stay here for a long time", she swallowed the words again, it was like a question from a resentful woman.Jin Enxi just nodded slightly with a smile, and then began to clear the table.

Colin went to sleep, and Jin Eunxi came to the balcony.Jin Daozhen was shaking the red wine glass lightly.Moonlight spilled into the balcony through the window, and there were red wine bottles and an empty red wine glass on the coffee table.

Jin Enxi sat down on the opposite chair: "Why are you sitting here drinking red wine?"

"There were minors at dinner just now, so I can't drink until now." He put down the wine glass in his hand, picked up the bottle, and looked at Jin Enxi.

Jin Eunxi nodded slightly, and Jin Daozhen added some wine to the empty glass.Jin Enxi picked up the red wine and clinked a glass with him.

"You and Cui Run and the others must usually meet in bars. I never thought that you've been playing together for so many years, and you're already closer than brothers."

Jin Daozhen took the topic and chatted with Jin Eunxi about what the four of them have experienced together over the years.Kim Eun-hee sometimes agrees, sometimes smiles, "The offices of you and Lim Tae-san, as well as Cui Yun's office, are rented by Lee Jung-rok's wife. Then you are in a dilemma, is it Lee Jung-rok's side or his wife's side? Neither choice is right."

Jin Daozhen just wanted to talk about how they helped Li Zhenglu cover up, but he suddenly realized that Li Zhenglu's flirtatiousness might affect his image.If he planted the seeds of doubt in Enxi's heart, he would be digging his own grave.

He changed his tone in time: "Not anymore. Although Zheng Lu looks at Huaxin, he really loves his wife. They are romantically sweet."

Later, they chatted about Jin Daozhen and Lin Taishan's joint venture. Jin Daozhen felt that Jin Eunxi cared about him and was interested in him, which was a good sign.

"Although you didn't say much, I'm also a professional. I can imagine the difficulty of starting your business. You have worked so hard to get to this day, let alone any negligence."

Jin Daozhen nodded in agreement.

"So the proposal you made to me when you came to Japan was an impulsive and irrational choice." Jin Enxi said calmly.

"Why?" Jin Daozhen felt that the background music in his ears had switched from a cheerful melody to an ominous sonata in an instant, and he put down his wine glass.

Kim Eun-hee also put down his glass and continued: "Your career and friends are in South Korea. It is a part of your life that you cannot give up. It is an existence that has accompanied you through ten years. Colin and I just appeared too suddenly and gave you It’s a big shock. The emotions stirred up in your heart are too intense for a while, and your rationality will be blinded and you will make wrong choices.”

"Then what do you mean, you don't believe my proposal is sincere, or you don't believe me, it's just me."

Jin Enxi replied: "I believe you are sincere. You really want to make up for it and want to be responsible to us. But you, do you know your sincerity? Maybe now you are very sure that this is the right choice, but do you know Is this a choice that your heart, the bottom of your heart, is willing to accept and admit."

Jin Daozhen laughed abruptly: "My heart? I am 31 years old and immature. I live in Korea and you live in Japan. To be honest, I have never considered these practical issues, and I have never thought about them. No answer, so you think I came here impulsively, I can't argue with that. But, precisely because I am immature to do what I want, every choice I make is from the heart, without so much thought and reason instinctive reaction.

"So, I hope that what you worry about is realistic factors rather than my sincerity. Why? Because I'm sure of what my sincerity is."

Jin Eunxi stared into Jin Daozhen's deep eyes, and was pulled into a vortex of confusion by the surging emotions inside.

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