Miss First Love [A Gentleman's Dignity]

The dark night is indeed the best way to confuse people.However, as soon as the sun came up, the calmness and logic of running away from home returned to Kim Eun-hee.Last night, she was still slamming the deer because of the breath between the walls; today, she can calmly scribble in the notebook, analyzing the reasons why Jin Daozhen landed in Japan in detail.

"Kim Do-jin is here for me", Kim Eun-hee put aside the unreliable initial judgment she made because she was blinded by sensibility, and analyzed it from Kim Do-jin's position.

Anyone who learns that he has a ten-year-old son descended from the sky overnight can't help but be curious about what this son looks like, what his personality is, and how he lives.There may also be anger that was concealed, and guilt that the truth was revealed.As time goes by, fatherly love may develop; or, he may feel that it has affected his original life and want to end it.

In any case, after a period of thoughtful thinking, a conclusion will come to the matter.

And she was originally the party involved in this love; but since she escaped, this love has also come to an end, and her identity has changed from the party to the guardian of the party.

In other words, the only thing left between her and Kim Do-jin is to negotiate about Colin's custody.Undoubtedly, Colin's custody will still be hers and can only be hers; what needs to be negotiated with Jin Daozhen is just how to arrange his relationship with Colin without affecting both parties.

Looking at it this way, although the love between her and Jin Daozhen ended without a problem, the current way of getting along is somewhat similar to that of a divorced couple.

Thinking of this, Jin Enxi couldn't help laughing.She has just returned from a business trip to South Korea, and the series of reports, experience exchanges, and paper writing extended by the Cheonggyecheon project will really keep her busy for a while.

When she tiptoed out of the house in the morning, Jin Daozhen was still dreaming.Presumably, her absence will allow Jin Daozhen and Colin to get closer and get acquainted as soon as possible.

Once memory opens the floodgates, the torrent of memory pours down, which is beyond the reach of human intervention, and must be quelled by itself.

Especially Jin Daozhen was extremely exhausted, surrounded by the breath of home, he fell into darkness effortlessly.His thoughts were running wild in the dream, and he slept very deeply.

He was awakened by the continuous and subtle sound of Xisuo, which interrupted his wanton flying dream.He opened his eyes a little depressed.Thanks to his psychological quality and responsiveness forged over 33 years, he stopped the scream that was about to overflow his mouth in time.

Colin was sitting on the head of his bed, eating a triangle rice ball wrapped in seaweed, and staring at his sleeping face intently.

What a horrifying sight it was to welcome his first morning in Japan, it was too powerful.

Colin swallowed the food in his mouth slowly, and said good morning to him calmly: "Wake up, it seems that you slept well last night."

With such a natural tone, could it be that he didn't feel sorry for eating next to other people's bedside, waking them up with stares and noises, and making people jump early in the morning?Jin Daozhen hinted euphemistically: "You wake up really early." Arriving early to be bored, he installed sculptures on other people's beds.

Colin continued to eat rice balls, and said unconsciously: "It's getting late, mom has already gone to work."

"Eunxi has left?" Jin Daozhen asked angrily.

Colin seemed to hear something he couldn't understand. First he frowned and thought, and then quickly replied: "Of course, my mother is the pillar of my family. It's no surprise to go to work. Now the social competition is so fierce and the work is so hard. She Of course you have to get up early. I thought you, a 'VIP' of 'nation building', were very clear about this? Am I wrong?" After speaking, he innocently took another bite of the rice ball.

Jin Daozhen had already gotten up and put on his clothes, he was so angry with Colin, "Who are you 'speaking eloquently' like?"

Colin got up and walked towards the restaurant, "Maybe it's the sperm provider that I didn't see above ten years ago, I don't really know, I don't have any memory at that time."

Jin Daozhen walked out of the bathroom frantically, stood at the bathroom door and raised his fist towards Colin.Suddenly he remembered something, and walked back to the bathroom calmly. After brushing his teeth and washing his face, he went to the restaurant and sat down opposite Colin.

Jin Daozhen took a bite of the rice ball, and said calmly: "Did I fall asleep, or did I forget, did you greet me in the morning?"

Colin still replied confidently: "Maybe you are old and have a bad memory. However, I would like to say good morning again."

"Aren't you called Dad?" Jin Daozhen asked.

Colin just sticks his tongue out at him.

Kim Do-jin added: "We in South Korea are a country of etiquette. Every morning when we greet our parents, we should respectfully say, Father, Mother, did the two sleep well last night?"

Colin replied in Japanese: "But this is Japan, not Korea."

After Jin Daozhen finished eating the rice balls, he wiped his mouth and fingers carefully.He took out the recorder from his pocket, called up the segment of the conversation with Colin just now, played a few sentences, and then pressed stop.

"It seems that when you have no memory, the genetic work is not thorough enough. Only the eloquence gene is copied, and the IQ gene is forgotten. Do you think a person with a bad memory will use the stereo to play the recording at night to retrieve it? What about forgotten memories? Is this question too difficult for you to answer?"

Colin hastily stretched out his hand to grab it, just about to shout out, but he was afraid that the tape recorder would record his tricks again.He just cursed with his lips: "Despicable, stingy, give me the tape recorder."

Jin Daozhen stood up, out of Colin's reach, and said, "Son!"

Colin had no choice but to yell: "Dad—"

The reason Colin is still at home is because he still has a few days left in his summer vacation.After breakfast, Danny came to the door.

Jin Daozhen watched in disbelief as Colin ran up to Danny and hugged him, and greeted him warmly: "Danny, you came so early, I just finished breakfast."

It was not until this time that Jin Daozhen and Danny exchanged names, and it was considered a formal acquaintance.He then knew that Danny was here to take Colin to go shopping, and Enxi left Japan for a month and had to go to work again today, and hadn't had time to replenish the stock in the refrigerator.

Of course Jin Daozhen wanted to follow. Originally, their Avivi, Colin, and Danny names were put together like a family. If he wanted to choose an English name, he would call him Bob and insert it between Enxi and Colin. The family of three successfully reunited and squeezed together. Get rid of Danny's soy sauce party.

Coupled with his ten-year absence, he finally reappeared on the stage, but he suffered from amnesia and appointments and misunderstandings, which brought his favorability to a new low all the way.This time in Japan, if I haven't put in enough effort to perform, I am afraid that I will completely withdraw from the stage and become history.

They were going to the supermarket to buy vegetables. Colin enthusiastically led Danny and happily walked in front of him, talking about his experience in Korea in English.Ha, it turns out that Enxi said that if someone wants to accompany him, he will accompany him.The son is also towards Danny, and Eunxi is also towards Danny, so what is he, a biological father, a sperm provider?Jin Daozhen caught up with the two of them and walked beside them.

An aunt came up to him. She was originally on Danny's side, but after getting closer, she leaned towards Jin Daozhen.Jin Daozhen wanted to wink at Colin to let him know what is the correct vision and orientation, but he heard the aunt chattering in Japanese.

Jin Daozhen was dumbfounded, he can't speak Japanese, who will translate what this is talking about.Danny took the initiative to answer in Japanese, and then the aunt left with gratitude.

At this time, Colin pouted at Jin Daozhen, with sympathetic eyes: "That aunt came to ask for directions. She said she thought you were Japanese, but she didn't expect that the one who could speak Japanese was a foreigner." After saying that, he shook his head.

Jin Daozhen closed his eyes angrily, and emphasized: "I'm Korean, and I'm also a foreigner, okay?"

Colin said: "I know, who said I don't know?"

When I arrived at the supermarket, Jin Daozhen was picking things up excitedly. As soon as I picked up a potato, Colin yelled: "No potatoes, our family doesn't eat potatoes."

Jin Daozhen explained: "Potatoes are rich in dietary fiber, as well as carotene and ascorbic acid. They are a kind of..." Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Colin: "I ate too much. When I was young, I lived in the United States with my mother and had no money to buy food. Yes, my mother can only eat boiled potatoes to fill her stomach every day, and now as long as she eats potatoes, she will feel nauseous and want to vomit."

Colin looked at Tudou with a look of disgust, as if he was just stating a fact, without telling the heaviness of the tragic past, but Jin Daozhen seemed to be thrown into a sea of ​​guilt and couldn't breathe.

He knew that Kim Eun-hee gave birth to his child. He was surprised at first, then felt sorry, then moved, and finally moved, so he chased him to Japan.

When he met Colin, he was already such a smart big boy, not only able to take care of himself, but also to help his mother share some housework.Rationally, he knew that it would be hard work for Enxi to raise a child by himself, but he had no clear concept of how hard this kind of hard work would be.

A girl in her early twenties working hard as a single mother in a foreign country, not only teaching her children well, but also having a decent job, how could this be an easy thing, he should have realized it earlier.

Even though he failed three times to start a business, he still suffers from this strange disease, has suffered humiliation, betrayal, and blows, but he has not yet reached the point where he would be disgusted by eating a kind of food.So Enxi, in the past ten years, how much pain has she endured helplessly in a place where he can't see?

Jin Daozhen's heart was repeatedly tortured, beaten and stabbed repeatedly by this question.

They went to the fish stall again and saw Danny skillfully picking fish and asking the boss what to do with it. Colin smiled at the fish and explained to Dao Zhen: "This is the salmon that was just caught this morning. Mom likes to eat this best. She When I was pregnant, it was because I drank salmon soup a few times that I was able to develop healthily, become so smart, and look so handsome. In fact, I think she likes it because it is not easy to gain weight."

Jin Daozhen forced himself to smile, and retorted: "You are smart and handsome because you look like me."

Colin curled his lips but didn't refute.

It was time to pay for the purchased goods, and Danny and Jin Daozhen rushed to pay. Colin put Danny's card back in his bag and explained to him: "Let my dad pay for it, and use yours after he's gone."

Hearing this, Jin Daozhen couldn't laugh or cry. What he had heard from last night until now made him realize that not only Eunxi, but even his son would be with him forever.

After sending the things home, Danny also went to work, and only Colin and Jin Daozhen were left at home.

Colin first checked the homework to be handed in at the beginning of school one by one and put it in his schoolbag, then took out his brush and began to draw a picture, which was his travel in Korea.Jin Daozhen proposed to him: "Each of us draw a picture, and compare who draws better, and the loser must satisfy the other party's request." Colin readily accepted the challenge.

Jin Daozhen began to paint with Colin's crayons. He is a major in architecture and has a solid foundation in painting.He painted Kim Eun-hee, her in his memory, her in his imagination, sitting on the back seat of his bicycle, with an attached look and a sweet smile.

At that time, he really believed that they would be together forever, he would accompany her, take care of her, make her laugh, wipe away her tears, he would be her warm harbor, her solid backing, the trash can she poured out her troubles on, her The human-shaped sandbag who vents his anger, loves her the most and is also her favorite husband.

But fate always plays tricks, and they separated for ten years.Time had turned her into a resolute and forbearing mother who no longer needed him nor believed she could rely on him.

At that time, he was in the prime of life, carefree, believed in eternity, and believed that as long as he fell in love, he would gain the strongest power in the world. Such a calm and breezy smile will only appear in his memory now, the tip of his pen, his in the dream.

Colin had already finished drawing, and put his drawing aside, wanting to spy on the enemy.He saw Jin Daozhen's expression focused, as if the scenery he wrote was his whole world.

Colin looked at his drawing paper, a boy was riding a bicycle, and the girl was sitting on the back of the car, snuggling up against his back.That figure from the back looks so reliable and reassuring.It will fight against the wind and rain in front, stand upright like Optimus Prime, and stand in front forever, giving hope and strength to those behind it.That's Dad's back.

Colin simply gave up, and he asked: "What request do you have, if I can do it, I will try my best."

Jin Daozhen was pleasantly surprised: "Your boy still has the courage to bet and admit defeat, which is very good. There is no other request, just talk about Danny, has he been by your side all these years?"

Without thinking, Colin continued to talk, because Danny has been with them for so many years and gave them too much care and help.When he was a child, he also secretly hoped that Danny would be his biological father. Their family, with a kind father, a gentle mother and a smart child, is the most perfect family.

I have experienced so many things with Danny, I can't choose them, and I can't finish them in a few days and nights. Colin deliberately avoided the fact that he had expected Danny to be his father, and the fact that he helped Danny please his mother.Just pick some daily life and travel anecdotes.

But the information Colin revealed was enough for Jin Daozhen, and it fully made him realize how Danny has fulfilled his responsibilities as a good husband and a good father with all his heart by the side of this hard-working mother and son. It should be his responsibility.

Jin Daozhen, in the first 33 years of his life, even in the trough of his career, he never doubted himself, but now he is deeply unconfident.If he were Kim Eun-hee, one was an irresponsible playboy, and the other was an infatuated man who silently guarded, what choice would he make himself?

Even better, for them, today is better than yesterday, tomorrow is better than today, better, better.Jin Daozhen secretly made up his mind.

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