In your lifetime, stay safe

We are drifting away, and no one wants to stay at the original point, waiting for the person who will not come back.

Since Lin Jing was sick and hospitalized, Lu Haosheng basically reported to the hospital every day to take care of him, which made Lin Jing feel embarrassed.After all, if I still talk like that, I thought Lu Haosheng would get angry and ignore him forever, but who knew that I was still naive, and in the end it was because I was too cramped.

"How do you feel today." Lu Haosheng said to Lin Jing, he looked much better, and could even quarrel with himself.

"I feel like I'm going to be moldy after staying in the hospital. When will I be discharged from the hospital?" Lin Jing complained. He is not pregnant, so he doesn't need such meticulous care.

"I think you should bear it for a few days. Otherwise, if the elder sister finds out, I can't guarantee that I can stop her anger." Lu Haosheng said maliciously, it's not convenient for him to clean up Lin Jing, but it doesn't mean Others couldn't, but Wang Lu's violent temper might beat Lin Jing up and finally make Lin Jing beg her to show mercy.

"Forget it, she's so busy at work every day, so we don't want to disturb her." Lin Jing said with some fear, after all, Wang Lu ran to beat Shen Shu before, although he just mentioned it casually, it was also Knowing that Wang Lu really cares about her, otherwise she wouldn't have to offend that person for her own sake. Shen Shu was originally a policeman, and he was also the son of a big company. big.

"Okay, I just heard from the hospital that you will be discharged in two days, and I will treat you to dinner then." Lu Haosheng said lightly.

"That's a good thing. I almost vomit after eating the hospital's food every day. I want to eat big fish and meat."

Lu Haosheng's face was serious for a while, Xu Xi said the same thing when he was hospitalized last time, but they haven't talked much recently, it seems that they are all busy with their own affairs and can't spare time, only Lu Haosheng knows that he is hiding Himself, he still minds after all.

When Lu Haosheng came home at night, the apartment was empty. If Xu Xi's things were not still in the room, I really thought he would just leave without saying a word.That night, the loneliness in Xu Xi's eyes was deeply engraved in his heart. At that time, I rejected his confession and caused him so much trouble. He should hate me.It's no wonder that when he first met, he saw himself as if he had encountered some virus, and he was afraid to avoid it.It's just that I was too young at that time, and I didn't know that a small behavior of my own had caused so much harm to others.

Lu Haosheng was the kind of kid from someone else's family since he was a child. When other kids were still running around the streets and getting into trouble, Lu Haosheng had already started to learn martial arts from his father. Parents worry.But just being so obedient, in the eyes of their parents, they still like Lin Jing more. His mother often says that she doesn't look like a child, doesn't have that kind of anger, like a little adult.It's not like Lin Jing, how can he please them.For those Lu Haosheng just smiled, after all, in the eyes of Lin Jing's parents, he will always be better than Lin Jing, which is very fair.

For Lin Jing, Lu Haosheng has always regarded him as his good friend, or his younger brother.Because I am one month older than Lin Jing, I take on the role of elder brother.Liu Pinting told herself since she was a child that Lin Jing is her younger brother and she should take good care of him.I really did that, from childhood to adulthood, I left all the delicious and fun things to Lin Jing, and if someone bullied him, I would immediately stand up and protect him.That's how it went until high school.

Later, I don't know why Lin Jing started to hate himself, he stopped going home with him, and even started to avoid himself.Lu Haosheng thought that he had done something wrong and made him unhappy, but he couldn't figure out what he did wrong. He talked to Lin Jing many times but didn't get any good results. Later, he could only let it go. Lin Jing is gone.It's just that at that time, my eyes were all on the restless Lin Jing, but I ignored the concern of the people around me.

Lu Haosheng has always known that he is good-looking, and he is the best in every aspect, but Lu Haosheng doesn't think there is anything wrong, but because of these reasons, he has caused himself a lot of trouble. Every day, people send him love letters and gifts Yes, Lu Haosheng got bored of coming and going, and couldn't figure out why these people didn't study hard but instead spent all their energy on these things.So he has never had a good look at people who disturb him. Outsiders think he is cold, but in fact he just thinks it is unnecessary. After all, at that time, he didn't want to fall in love, he just wanted to take good care of Lin Jing. He was bullied for no reason, so he basically spent all his thoughts on protecting Lin Jing.

If I hadn't been so indifferent at that time, would it not have happened in the future.

Lu Haosheng didn't expect a boy to confess to him. Xu Xi followed him for a long distance that day, and he was sulking because Lin Jing let his pigeons go again. It would inevitably hurt Chi Yu a bit. If it would cause so much trouble for Xu Xi, he would never do that.

It's just that this world has never had an if.

Later, I went to university and started my own business while I was in university. Lin Jing also chose to go to university in a coastal city. Instead, I was able to start my own business wholeheartedly, and then I got to my current position step by step.It’s just that when you enter the society, you will inevitably feel more and more confused. You have realized your pursuit, so what should you do next.

Until the reunion with Xu Xi that day, if Xu Xi hadn't been so eager to escape at that time, he would not have noticed him.Having been in the mall for so long, Lu Haosheng is not the kind of person who cares about everyone he sees. It's just that Xu Xi's avoidance at that time made him interested. In addition, it was his own responsibility. Although Lu Haosheng was cruel, But he was not an irresponsible person, so he followed Xu Xi, watching him lose his job, being kicked out by the landlord, sitting alone on a park bench covering his face and sobbing. After all, he couldn't bear this person, maybe he was destined long ago, so he stretched out his hand to Xu Xi and asked him to follow him home.

Later things developed so naturally. Although he was a classmate, Lu Haosheng was not a philanthropist. At first, he even thought about letting Xu Xi move out after he recovered from his injury.It's just that before he could speak, Xu Xi couldn't wait to leave. Ever since he was a child, no one has ever avoided himself like a snake and scorpion. Everyone who sees him wants to stick to him, why Xu Xi can't wait He wanted to leave, so in the end Lu Haosheng didn't let Xu Xi leave, but instead asked him to cook for him to pay the rent and let him stay.

If he hadn't checked Xu Xi's phone and saw that he hardly had any friends, Lu Haosheng would not want to care about someone like that.Later, when something like that happened again, when I took Xu Xi out of those people's hands, I only had one thought in my mind, that is, I would not let those people go.It's just when Xu Xi slowly took root in his heart, occupying such a big place in his heart that he didn't even notice it.

Lu Haosheng looked at the time on his watch, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and he hadn't come back yet.

After hesitating for a long time, Lu Haosheng took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Xu Xi. After all, as his roommate, it should be normal for him to make a phone call to ask when he will come back. I left work a long time ago, but I haven't come back yet, maybe something happened again.Thinking of what happened last time, Lu Haosheng's back sweated unknowingly. If he had been a step late last time, he might not have been able to save Xu Xi.Thinking of this, Lu Haosheng took out his mobile phone to check Xu Xi's location. After all, he had installed a positioning system on Xu Xi's phone before, but before he started checking, he heard the sound of the door lock opening. Looking back, it was Xu Xi who had returned. .

"You're back." Xu Xi was a little embarrassed. He thought that Lu Haosheng would not come back today like before, so he came back late.It's just that I didn't expect him to come back so early today. Looking at him like this, he must not have had dinner yet.

"Why are you coming back now? I don't know it's already ten o'clock in the evening." Lu Haosheng spoke unconsciously with a bit of blame that he didn't realize. Just now, he thought he was missing again, and he didn't know what to do when he returned late. Say it.

"I'm sorry, the bookstore is sorting out old books today, so it's late." Xu Xi smiled apologetically. Although he felt that Lu Haosheng's anger was inexplicable, he also knew that he was concerned about himself.It's just that I didn't go to work at all today. Lawyer Shao said that he had found some documents from that year, so I have stayed in the law firm until now.

"You haven't eaten yet." Xu Xi put down his bag and asked tentatively.

"Yeah." Lu Haosheng didn't feel so anxious when he heard Xu Xi say that. He didn't feel hungry before, but now when Xu Xi said that he seemed really hungry.

"Then let me cook some dumplings for you. I made a lot of dumplings before, and I still have them in the refrigerator." Xu Xi said lightly. He just asked casually just now, but he didn't expect that Lu Haosheng really didn't eat, didn't he Did you go to his friend's place? They didn't even give him food.

Lu Haosheng was sitting in the living room watching TV, sneaking glances at Xu Xi from time to time, looking at his blushing face from the heat, he seemed to be quite attractive.Unconsciously, I took out my mobile phone and took a picture of this appearance, which seemed to be pretty good.

"It's done." Xu Xi said to Lu Haosheng, and then walked to the dining room with the dumplings.

"Don't you want to eat?" Lu Haosheng asked casually when he saw that there was only one bowl.

"No, I've already eaten it."

"By the way, I don't know when you made the dumplings." Lu Haosheng ate one, and it tasted pretty good. Unfortunately, he didn't know how to make dumplings. Usually, if he wanted to eat them, he would go to the supermarket to buy the quick-frozen ones. But when it was boiled, it turned into noodle soup, unlike what Xu Xi served, it not only looked good, but also tasted delicious.

"I made it two days ago, if you don't have enough, I still have it in the refrigerator." These two days, Lu Haosheng was not at home very much, and Xu Xi didn't have much interest in eating alone, so he just made some dumplings and cooked them directly when he was hungry. Just eat it, it's very easy.

Xu Xi watched Lu Haosheng take one bite at a time, and quickly finished the plateful of dumplings. After eating, he drank a bowl of noodle soup.

"What else?" Xu Xi asked, after all he didn't cook much, if Lu Haosheng wanted to eat, he could cook it again.

"No need, I've almost eaten enough, and I'll be full if I eat more." Lu Haosheng said lightly, he was actually not that hungry, and he was indeed full after eating so much now.

Xu Xi consciously cleaned up the dishes and went to wash the dishes, and returned to his room when things were cleared up, but when he returned to the room, Lu Haosheng looked at him as if he wanted to say something, but was ignored by him.

Leaning on the bed, Xu Xi thought about what Lawyer Shao said today, and kept replaying it in his mind.Lawyer Shao said that it would be difficult for him to get all his property back. After all, Xu Xi’s family’s property had not been notarized at the beginning, so many things were very difficult to find out. In addition, many things were attributed to Xu Xi’s aunt and the others. The family is dealing with it, so it is not easy to find out how much they swallowed.But Lawyer Shao reassured Xu Xi that since he had accepted his case, he would take the trouble to handle it for him and definitely help him fight for the best interests.

I just want to get back what belongs to me, why is it so difficult.

Do you hate it? Xu Xi cares about the harshness and selfishness of his aunt's family.It’s just that they are my only relatives after the death of my parents. I don’t want them to be such heartless people, but no matter how I back down or tolerate them, they are like blood-sucking parasites. He is a human being, not a machine without feelings .From the way Li Ying treated him, Xu Xi knew that he could finally abandon this meaningless family affection.Just doing this, I am afraid that he is really the only one in this world.

He lives alone in this world, and he can no longer find the meaning of living.

What he wants, what he is reluctant to part with, what he is attached to, is gone.

Xu Xi didn't know why he was still alive, would it be better if he left with his parents at that time, at least he wouldn't be so lonely in this cold world.It's just that he survived after all, and after all, he has to walk alone on this road.

"Xu Xi, are you asleep?"

"No, you come in." Xu Xi withdrew his thoughts, not letting Lu Haosheng see his abnormality. He has nothing to do with Lu Haosheng, so there is no need to expect him to be pitiful.

"What's the matter?" Xu Xi asked, after all, Lu Haosheng had never come to look for him at this time since he lived here.

"Me." Lu Haosheng didn't know what to say. After all, Xu Xi had already said that he didn't blame himself, but he seemed a little awkward when he was struggling with this matter.

Xu Xi looked at him, hesitant to speak, a little confused.

"I want to ask how your work is going. Is it going well? Is there anything I can help you with?" Lu Haosheng said in one breath, and regretted it after he finished speaking.

"I've been working very well recently, and my boss takes good care of me."

"Actually, I just want to tell you that if you need my help with anything, you can speak up directly. You're welcome."

"Understood, I won't be polite." Xu Xi said lightly. He was very grateful to Lu Haosheng for his help, but he also knew it.He imagined that in his future life, he would go to work and eat alone, the house should not be too big, as long as he could live in it, and then he would raise a dog, so that every day there would be puppies waiting for him to go home.It's just that in the days to come, there will be no Lu Haosheng.

"Is there anything else?" Xu Xi asked curiously seeing that Lu Haosheng did not speak or leave.

"No more, then go to rest early." Lu Haosheng said, and then left Xu Xi's room and returned to his own room. Thinking of Xu Xi's rejection just now, I don't know why I feel empty in my heart, as if I didn't know when I fell Part of it can't be found.

I imagine my future life. I used to have you, but you are gone, and you no longer exist.