In your lifetime, stay safe

It turns out that this world really has one thought of heaven and one thought of hell.Xu Xi has never felt that people in this world are so terrifying, as terrifying as beasts that want to eat people.

After being decadent at home for two days, Xu Xi still picked up his schoolbag and came to school. Even if his confession was rejected, he didn't have to make himself so miserable.Every day is a new day, and I should also live every day wonderfully.

It's just that when walking in the school, Xu Xi felt that the way they looked at him was a bit strange, but he couldn't explain why it was strange.

"He is Xu Xi, that disgusting homosexual." A girl said to her best friend next to her.

"It's him. The love letter he wrote to Lu Haosheng is still hanging on the school bulletin board. It's really unexpected. It looks normal on the outside. I didn't expect it to be so dirty inside. Let's stay away from him, otherwise What if he infects us with the disease." Another girl said, looking at Xu Xi with contempt in her eyes, she dragged her friend away quickly.

Although Xu Xi was strange, he was not very interested in school gossip, but before he returned to the classroom, he was surrounded by a group of boys.

"Excuse me, please let me go." Xu Xi said politely.

"It turns out that homosexuality looks like this, and there's nothing special about it." A leading boy looked at Xu Xi and said, and the people behind him also laughed when they heard him say that.

"Gay." Xu Xi looked at them, unable to figure out what they meant by these things.

"Yes, I heard that all of you homosexuals are sick and can still be contagious. Could it be that your parents are both gay, so they infected you?"

"What did you say?" Xu Xi glared at them. He didn't care if he was wronged, but he couldn't allow others to talk about his parents.

"I said that your family is all disgusting homosexuals. If I were you, I would hide at home and not come out so I would be ashamed."

Although Xu Xi has a good temper, it doesn't mean he can tolerate others slandering his parents, so he angrily threw his schoolbag at that person's face, and then slapped him in the face with all his might, but he was soon surrounded by people. He can protect his head with both hands, so as not to hurt himself too much.

"It's fucking disgusting, let's go." The boys spit twice on Xu Xi before leaving cursing.

Xu Xi fell to the ground, feeling the indescribable humiliation in his heart, went to the bathroom to clean up briefly, and then walked slowly to the classroom.

"Xiao Xi, what's wrong with you, why is your face covered with bruises, did someone bully you?" Seeing Xu Xi like this, Qiu Shuang asked with concern.

"It's nothing, I accidentally fell down on the road." Xu Xi smiled and said to Qiu Shuang, he didn't want Qiu Shuang to worry about his own affairs.

"Wrestling can be like this, Xu Xi, tell me who bullied you, I will fight him, anyone who dares to bully me."

"It's really fine." Xu Xi pulled Qiu Shuang back. Those people were not good people at first glance, and Qiu Shuang would definitely not be able to get anything good from them.

"Hey, isn't this our classmate Xu? Why do you still have the face to come to school? I'm afraid that others will not know that you are a disgusting homosexual." At this time, a boy in the class came over and sneered at Xu Xi.

"What did you say, say it again." Qiu Shuang rolled up her sleeves. She couldn't bear these people bullying Xu Xi the most. She had the ability to fight with the seniors.

"Why, you don't know yet. Basically all the students in the school know now. Our outstanding classmate Xu wrote a love letter to Lu Haosheng. It is still on the bulletin board downstairs. There is a photo of classmate Xu confessing to Lu Haosheng, and that love letter is so gorgeous and affectionate, if classmate Xu confessed to me, maybe I would have agreed."

"Stop it." Xu Xi gritted his teeth and said, his hands clenched tightly, his nails deeply embedded in his flesh, as if only pain could keep him awake.

Cheng Na looked at Xu Xi, you asked for this, don't blame me.

Qiu Shuang heard that there was a love letter written by Xu Xi downstairs, so she hurried downstairs. Xu Xi was afraid that something might happen to her, so she followed her.

There were quite a few people around the bulletin board downstairs, all pointing and pointing. Qiu Shuang squeezed in, and saw that there was indeed a stained letter on it, and the signature was Lin Jing, and there was a piece of Lin Jing holding the letter next to it. Xin bowed his head and stood in front of Lu Haosheng.Qiu Shuang quickly tore off these things.

"Go away whatever you're looking at." Qiu Shuang yelled, who did it.

When the people around saw Xu Xi approaching, they all hid away from him, as if he was suffering from some kind of disease, and wished they could stay three feet away from him.

"It's okay, Xiaoxi, let's go back." Qiu Shuang barely held up a smile. She would not let Xu Xi bear this alone. Aren't they good friends, so we have to face it together.

When returning to the classroom, some people with malicious intentions came over to try to sarcasm, but Qiu Shuang chased them away. It wasn't until the teacher came in that the matter gradually calmed down.

"I'll go to the toilet." Xu Xi said flatly, he had caused enough trouble for Qiu Shuang, and he couldn't let her get into trouble because of his relationship with the classmates.

Although Qiu Shuang was a little worried, she knew that Xu Xi just wanted to be alone for a while, and she just asked him to come back early.

It's been 5 minutes since get out of class ended, and there weren't that many people in the bathroom. Xu Xi looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes were bloodshot, what a pity.

"Look, over there." At this moment, several people entered the bathroom, pointing in Xu Xi's direction.

Xu Xi was about to go back to the classroom, but found someone blocking his way. Seeing the smirks on their faces, Xu Xi felt a little scared in his heart.

"What do you want to do?" Xu Xi stepped back to prevent them from approaching.

"Don't be afraid, classmate, we're just curious. This is the first time I've seen a real homosexual in real life. I just want to see how it's different from us normal people."

"Don't come here." Xu Xi saw that their eyes were full of teasing, and felt that they were like evil spirits, dismantling themselves into their stomachs anytime and anywhere.

"You two, go and catch him, you, take off his pants, you, take out your mobile phone to take a picture, how can such a good thing not be taken as a souvenir."

Xu Xi was quickly grabbed by someone's hands, and he could only resist non-stop, not letting them touch him.

"Get out of here, get out of my way." Qiu Shuang pushed the person away, then put Xu Xi behind him, looking at the malicious person in front of him, his eyes were full of anger, if he wasn't worried, Xu Xi Xi must have been bullied by them.

"This classmate, this is the men's restroom."

"What's wrong with the men's room? Let me tell you, as long as my mother is here, I won't let you bully Xiaoxi."

Seeing Qiu Shuang like this, these people also knew that it was not convenient to do anything at this time, and it would be bad if there was too much noise to invite the teacher, so they cursed a few words and left.

"It's okay." After those people had left, Qiu Shuang looked back at Xu Xi, saw the humiliation and unwillingness in his eyes, and felt uncomfortable for him.

"Okay, it's okay, I'm here, don't be afraid."

That was Xu Xi's darkest day, it seemed that the sky was overcast and there was no hope in sight.

Because he was afraid that his parents would be worried, Xu Xi still went to school the next day, but unexpectedly, he was called away by the head teacher just after class started, and came to the principal's office, where Xu Xi saw his parents who were supposed to go to work.

"Two parents, because Xu Xi's situation is relatively serious, it has caused a very bad impact on the school, so I want you to take Xu Xi back first, and come back to school after the matter subsides." The principal said slowly, really This matter was too big, and he couldn't do anything about it.

"Is this the attitude of your school? My son was wronged and bullied in your school. You didn't punish those students but let my son drop out of school. Is this the ethics of your school?" Xu Changbai said angrily. I just learned about what happened. No wonder my son came home yesterday with a sullen look in his clothes. It turned out that I was wronged at school and I was afraid that they would worry about it, so I endured it silently. But the attitude of this school towards this matter is so infuriating. .

"I can't help it, after all, things are too much trouble now, if I don't do something, it will be difficult to manage.

Xu Xi kept his head down since he came in, he felt ashamed.In my ears was the quarrel between my father and the principal, but now I can only hear a roar.

"Son, it's okay, let's go home." Zhao Jinling gently stroked Xu Xi's head, this is her child, he has endured so much in silence, how much he must feel sorry for himself as a mother.

Xu Xi didn't know how he returned home from school, he was in a daze all the way, he couldn't hear or see anything.

"Parents, I'm sorry." Xu Xi knelt on the ground, facing his parents, because he made them worry.

"Silly boy, you my son, how could I blame you?" Zhao Jinling helped Xu Xi up, let him sit on the sofa, and looked at him tenderly. His son never let himself worry, because he knew their He has always been very filial, and his son, if their parents don't believe them, how chilling he would be.

"Mom, I like men, is it embarrassing for you?"

"It's nothing to be ashamed of. People who like men and women are actually the same. It's just that those people don't understand. Both your father and I are not unenlightened people. As long as you decide to be happy, your father and I can do whatever we want." .”

"Dad, do you think I've lost you?" Xu Xi lowered his head, Xu Changbai had always looked forward to him, did he feel chilled by doing these things now?

"You are my son, there is nothing shameful, at worst we can change schools. Son, you have to remember, don't deny yourself in the eyes of others. No matter what, your mother and I will always support you and stay with you forever. "Xu Changbai said warmly, his son is sensitive by nature, and he thinks liking men is nothing compared to his own son's later. Didn't Jobs also like men, so he founded Apple just like that.

"Okay, son, take a good rest these days. Your dad and I will find you another school. You don't have to go to this school. And it's your birthday soon. Let's not think about those things. It's okay to be unhappy." Zhao Jinling said in relief, it's no big deal, as long as the son is happy.

At that time, Xu Xi really thought that he could bid farewell to the past and start again, but everything has changed since he put all his eggs in one basket. People always have to pay the price for their recklessness.

After staying at home for a few days, it still came to Xu Xi's birthday. Xu Xi was in a bad mood all the time, but he didn't want his parents to worry, so he pretended it was okay.

"Son, this is our birthday present for you this year. Take a look, do you like it?" Xu Changbai gave a box to Xu Xi and asked him to open it himself.

Xu Xi didn't expect it to be a Nokia mobile phone. He had wanted a mobile phone for a long time, but he never thought that his father would buy him such an expensive mobile phone.

"Okay, you can play at home by yourself. Your dad and I are going to work. Come back tonight and buy you a big cake, okay?" Zhao Jinling looked at her son's happy face, thinking that he should have come out of the previous things After all, their son has been lonely recently, and they are also very worried.

After Xu Xi waited for his parents to leave, he kept playing with his mobile phone in the room. This was the first time he had received such an expensive gift.When I was lying on the bed, I was thinking about what my mother said to buy me a cake to eat at night, and I was vaguely looking forward to coming back tonight.

But Xu Xi waited for a long time before his parents came back, and only found out that they had a car accident when he called his father's cell phone.

It was already too late when Xu Xi arrived at the hospital, the doctor declared that the rescue was futile and the patient had already left.

At that time, Xu Xi guarded his parents' body all night by himself. He didn't understand how people who were alive in the morning suddenly became like this. They had promised to celebrate their birthday, but they broke their promise like this.

Later, I learned from the police that Xu Changbai and the others bought a cake and boarded a taxi, and they collided directly with a truck. He was pronounced dead in the operating room.It's just that Zhao Jinling was still holding on to the cake when she was rescued from the taxi, and her son was still waiting for them to go back, waiting for them to celebrate his birthday, but they could never go back.

Xu Changbai's funeral was organized by Xu Xi's aunt, Xu Yingyu, and her family. At that time, Xu Xi was too uncomfortable to handle those things.Later, Xu Yingyu brought Xu Xi back to her home. As for all the property in Xu Xi's family, Xu Xi didn't know how to deal with it, but his aunt said to help him keep it, and then he didn't ask any more questions.

It took a long time for Xu Xi to come out of that dark period. He won't let his parents worry about him in the sky. He will live a good life. Even if he is alone, he will live a good life. of.

Xu Xi wanted to continue studying. After all, he didn't know anything now. He just asked his aunt and the others but was rejected. He said that he had been expelled anyway, so why would he still go to such a useless school.After all, Xu Xi was still thinking of that little bit of family affection, and finally compromised.

Naturally, Xu Yingyu would not raise another person at home, and besides, her father was eccentric and left all the family property to her younger brother. Now that Xu Changbai is dead, why not take his useless son away and leave it to his brother? trouble yourself.So Xu Yingyu handed over all the household chores to Xu Xi, and it took four years to do this.

Xu Xi was not reconciled after all, he knew that his aunt's family didn't like him, and at that time his cousin was going out to work, so he also proposed to go out together.Xu Yingyu was naturally happy. With such a troublesome person gone, I really hoped that he would never come back.

Xu Xi thought that he would be free when he went out, but he didn't expect that Li Ying was a rascal at all. The company wants him.Xu Xi not only had to work hard, but also endured Li Ying's making things difficult and asking for money from time to time.Xu Xi endured all this, because he was his cousin, and he stood up for himself when he was a child. Because of this little gratitude, Xu Xi endured his cousin's two years of making things difficult for him.

Until I met Lu Haosheng, the person I thought I would never meet again in my life.

At that time Xu Xi was working hard delivering the courier, thinking that after delivering the courier in his hand, he could take a break and go to the canteen next to him to buy a bottle of water and bread, but he didn't expect to collide with Lu Haosheng's car the moment he raised his head.

People who I thought I would never meet again appeared in my life like this.Only this time, we have already become strangers.

I no longer have illusions about you, I let you go, and I let go of myself at the same time.